you better not like me

Jian Le couldn't hold back, and secretly glanced at Chen Yan.

The latter did not give Zhan Ke his eyes. His eyelashes were lowered, his hands naturally fell on the sofa, and his index finger was pressed against the tip of his index finger, pressing the not too soft sofa into a hole.

Jian Le saw that his hands were trembling, but he didn't know whether it was because he was using too much force or his body was shaking.

He can now be sure that the relationship between these two people is probably more than just acquaintances.

Chen Yan didn't speak, Zhan Ke scratched his heart in anxiety, he stared at Chen Yan closely, trying to see any looseness from his face.

"Just for a while." Zhan Ke couldn't help but said again.

His tone was completely begging, and he looked at Chen Yan with childlike sincerity in his eyes.

Chen Yan could feel how hot this burning gaze was, so he didn't dare to raise his head.

"Really just for a while..."

"How long?" Chen Yan closed his eyes and interrupted him, "How long is a while?"

He agreed.

Zhan Ke was stunned for a moment, and the next second he realized, he was so excited that he couldn't sit still.

He couldn't help laughing, there was a smile in his voice.

"how long"?

As long as he wanted it to be.

But this is not realistic, Zhan Ke calmed down, and then seriously thought about a number that would not blow Chen Yan's hair.

Of course he hoped that the higher the number, the better, but Chen Yan would be angry.

"Two hours?" Zhan Ke asked tentatively, "Is it okay?"

He couldn't help staring at Chen Yan again to see if there was any obvious change in his face.

Chen Yan gave a soft "hmm", then took out his mobile phone and opened Weibo, trying to activate the two-hour "blocking" mode.

Zhan Ke asked again: "Can I sleep in your bed?"

Jian Le was startled by these words, subconsciously looked up at him, and then quickly retracted before Zhan Ke noticed.

It was a normal sentence, why did this person ask so ambiguously?

Chen Yan also frowned, and didn't say anything for a while, but finally said "um".

After getting permission, Zhan Ke stood up with a "shua", and walked lightly towards Chen Yan's bedroom.

Immediately afterwards, the two people in the living room heard a rustling sound coming from the room—the action that could be imagined was probably to lie down and then pull back the quilt.

What kind of quilt to cover in summer.

Chen Yan secretly said in his heart.

There was silence between the two of them in the living room.

Jian Le was not used to such silence, so he moved closer to Chen Yan and asked a question that he wanted to ask just now.

"Brother Chen Yan, you..." Halfway through the question, he sensed that something was wrong. Didn't he pry into other people's privacy?

So the words turned around, "The injury on his neck, was it from a fall?"

As soon as Jian Le asked, she wanted to strangle herself to death.

Sure enough, Chen Yan was also baffled by this question, he couldn't help laughing, "Did you fall on your neck?"

Jian Le scratched her head in embarrassment.

Then I heard Chen Yan say lazily: "However, maybe his cerebellum is not fully developed. It's not uncommon for him to fall three times with one step."

Chen Yan lowered his head and swiped Weibo, and couldn't help laughing at the netizens' comments.

The phone rang once—WeChat notification tone.

He glanced up.

Zhan Ke: Do you still have the antipyretics from last time?

Antipyretics?

Chen Yan's face turned cold.

time: um

Zhan Ke: I may have a fever

Chen Yan typed in the four words "I'll look for it" and hung his hand over the two words "send".

In the end, he slid his hand down, put it on the delete key, and tapped it four times.

Time: Then you go to the hospital

In the bedroom, Zhan Ke coughed twice.

Zhan Ke: You can tell me where the medicine is, and I will find it

Where are the medicines?

Chen Yan himself couldn't tell.

He dropped his cell phone, got up and rummaged in various cabinets.

A few drawers that often throw things around, look at them one by one——

found it.

Still in that bag.

Chen Yan carried it and walked to the bedroom.

Halfway through, I went back to the kitchen and poured out a cup of the hot water that had been boiled in the morning, and it was already half-warm.

As soon as his hand touched the cup, he withdrew it like an electric shock.

Why is he so concerned?

Just throw it to him and let him eat it as he likes.

You should tell him "I don't know where it is, go find it yourself".

Chen Yan stared at the glass of water, and began to think about his actions just now.

Every step I take feels unreasonable.

He couldn't help frowning, and started to get angry with himself.

After standing in the kitchen for two or three minutes, he raised his hand and poured out the water.

Listen to the sound of water flowing into the drainpipe.

He turned around, ready to throw it to Zhan Kegan to eat.

Just took a step, and turned back.

Poured another glass.

Chen Yan couldn't help being angry in his heart, he walked very heavily, and splashed a lot of water along the way.

It seems that only in this way can some nameless anger be calmed down.

in the bedroom.

Zhan Ke lay with one leg bent, with the back of his right hand resting on his forehead, and his left hand holding the phone on his lower abdomen.The quilt was covered very high, only the lightly closed eyes were exposed, and the mouth and nose were covered.

Chen Yan walked in, put the cup that was covered with spilled water on the bedside table, and put the medicine on the edge of the bed.

He kicked the bed—hiss, it hurts.

Zhan Ke was not awakened by the shock either.

Chen Yan said coldly: "Go to the hospital."

Zhan Ke's eyes opened instantly.

He stared at the ceiling for two seconds, then turned to look at Chen Yan, the quilt slipped a little.

Zhan Ke smiled, "I'll be fine if I take the medicine."

After he finished speaking, he reached for the medicine bag beside the bed, and when he looked up, he saw a glass of water on the bedside table.

Zhan Ke looked up at Chen Yan, the joy in his heart could not be suppressed, it could be seen from the corners of his mouth and eyes.

"Thank you."

Chen Yan was very unhappy, he turned around and wanted to leave.

"Don't go." Zhan Ke said softly, "You can stay with me for a while, okay?"

Chen Yan looked back at him, and laughed mockingly, "Will you be cured if I stand here?"

Zhan Ke didn't know if he had a fever, so he smiled and said, "Yes, I'll be cured if you stand in front of me."

Chen Yan scolded "crazy", but still pulled the small bench to one side, and sat on the edge of the bed with his hands folded.

Zhan Ke lay on the bed, opened the medicine box and said, "Hasn't this little stool been taken out? I still snatched it from Hua on the balcony."

Chen Yan put all the flowers on the balcony, among which there were several pots with "good treatment" and small stools to sit on.

Chen Yan didn't say a word.

Zhan Ke pulled out the medicine and swallowed it with water, and the water that was stained on the side of the cup finally got on his hands.

Chen Yan looked at him coldly as he raised his hands in bewilderment after taking the medicine.

Zhan Ke asked: "Is there any paper?"

Chen Yan shook his head, "No."

He wiped it all on his trousers.

Zhan Ke looked at the drops of water hanging on his hands, "Then I..."

Zhan Ke lifted the quilt and wiped it on his pants.

Chen Yan: "..."

Chen Yan: "Are you sick? It's 38 degrees outside, and you want to cover yourself with a quilt?"

Also cover the nose.

Zhan Ke lay down again, and pulled up the quilt again.

He stared at Chen Yan—these very representative eyes were usually fierce, but now it seemed that there was a smart child living in them.

Chen Yan looked at him, and could easily see the smile in Zhan Ke's eyes.

Although he is fierce, his eyes still bend when he smiles happily.

Chen Yan looked back calmly.

He stood up, "I'm leaving."

But I didn't want to, before I took a step, I heard the people behind me quickly throw off the quilt and jumped out.Unable to bear the dizziness, Zhan Ke staggered a bit, but still held Chen Yan's arm firmly.

"Don't go."

Chen Yan turned his head and stared at the hand holding his arm.Zhan Ke thought it was because he had confiscated his strength to catch the pain, so he quickly withdrew his hand, a little nervous, "Does it hurt?"

Chen Yan glared at him, "Not so delicate."

After finishing speaking, he quickly changed the topic back, "How long is your 'for a while'? I can't leave after you've finished your medicine?"

Like a parent scolding a disobedient child.

Zhan Ke lowered his head and said in a low voice: "10 minutes, 10 minutes, okay?"

Chen Yan pushed him, "Hot."

Then he said annoyedly: "Then you go to sleep."

Chen Yan kicked the bench and sat down.

Zhan Ke lay back and stared at Chen Yan.

Seeing that his scalp was numb, Chen Yan just wanted to swear, but Zhan Ke took the lead.

"It's uncomfortable to sit on the bench, you... come up and lie down for a while?"

Chen Yan said with a cold face, "It's very comfortable."

Zhan Ke frowned slightly, "Doesn't your waist hurt?"

Chen Yan glanced at him, and said in a bad tone: "Does it have something to do with you?"

Realizing that the question he asked might contain more than just the superficial meaning, Zhan Ke immediately shut up.

But the bench is indeed not for people to sit on. Unless the waist is bowed, the waist will be sore from sleepiness.

It's true that Chen Yan's waist has not been very good these years...

He chose to stand for a while.

It's only 10 minutes, just brush up...

Fuck, I forgot to take my phone out.

"Lie down for a while." Zhan Ke said.

Chen Yan glanced down and found that Zhan Ke was still staring at him.

Zhan Ke suggested over and over again to let him lie down for a while.

To be honest, if Zhan Ke is not around, Chen Yan will order to lie on the bed all day long.

He was indeed tired, and slept for a few hours at night, and now he probably fell asleep on the bed.

"How many minutes?" Chen Yan asked.

Zhan Ke shook his head: "I don't know."

Chen Yan was unhappy, "Then you let me waste time here with you?"

Zhan Ke is now very dizzy, his voice is getting softer and softer, the effect of the medicine is slowly coming up, and he is getting sleepy.

But when Chen Yan stood here, he was extremely sober.

"Lie down for a while."

he said again.

Chen Yan ignored him.

Zhan Ke lifted a corner of the quilt.

"Lie down for a while?"

Chen Yan was forced into a hurry, and the impatient temper that had been suppressed for so many years would be forced out in front of Zhan Ke.

He stood by the bed, bent slightly, put his hands on the bed, and looked at Zhan Ke coldly, "Don't bother me."

Zhan Ke lowered his eyelashes slightly, nodded inaudibly, and responded hoarsely: "Okay."

Then stop moving.

Chen Yan suddenly sat on the edge of the bed, kicked off his slippers, and lay down along the edge of the bed.

Zhan Ke has been observing Chen Yan from the corner of his eye. From the moment he sat beside the bed, his heart that had just been splashed with cold water burned back to life.

He turned to look at Chen Yan.

The latter sleeps in a straight posture with his eyes closed.

"Come over a little bit, you'll fall." Zhan Ke said as he stood up, trying to move him in front of him.

Chen Yan suddenly opened his eyes and looked at him coldly, "No."

Zhan Ke's hands froze by his side, pursed his lips, propped his eyelids that were about to fight, and said softly, "You didn't sleep well, and you fell off as soon as you rolled over."

Sleeping dishonestly.

Of course Chen Yan knew that his sleeping position was not good.

This is the truth, but hearing it from Zhan Ke, he would find it ironic.

"10 minutes, I don't intend to sleep." Chen Yan said.

Zhan Ke gritted his teeth, ignored his refusal, and stubbornly reached out to hug him.

When pulling out his hand from under Chen Yan's neck, he carefully stroked his soft hair.

Chen Yan didn't even open his eyes this time, so he just pretended to be dead.

……a bit sleepy.

Oh shit.

This drowsiness was quickly dispelled by Zhan Ke who hugged him like an octopus.

Chen Yan pushed him away with hands and feet, "Hot."

Zhan Ke covered his stomach with a quilt, "No matter how hot it is, you will catch cold."

"How many minutes?" Chen Yan asked.

Zhan Ke said again: "I don't know."

Chen Yan scolded him for being sick.

Zhan Ke smiled, leaned towards Chen Yan uncontrollably, and finally buried his head on Chen Yan's shoulder as he wished.

Chen Yan opened his eyes.

I heard Zhan Ke ask in a muffled voice: "Can you not find someone else in the future?"

Just a specious "rival in love" today is enough to suffocate him, if one day... Chen Yan really falls in love with another person.

He just thought of it, and his heart would be so sore that he couldn't hold it back.

Chen Yan stared at the ceiling, and asked in a mysterious way: "Have you found someone else?"

Zhan Ke shook his head violently, "No, I only have you."

Chen Yan wanted to refute him, but was forced by Zhan Ke's weak but excited tone, and couldn't say anything.

Zhan Ke still couldn't help hugging him, and begged, "Will you not find someone else in the future?"

There was a bit of grievance in his voice.

Chen Yan gave a low laugh.

He couldn't describe how he felt right now.

He felt that he should not care, but he couldn't suppress the joy in the deepest part of his heart.

Zhan Ke is begging him.

Beg him not to look for someone else.

Chen Yan raised his hand and patted him, "Don't you think you are cruel?"

He felt Zhan Ke's body froze.

The air in the room became so thin that it became difficult to breathe.

"Just because I made mistakes before, will I be punished for the rest of my life?" Chen Yan asked.

He counted his love for himself as a mistake.

Count your love for him as punishment.

Waves of suffocation came overwhelmingly, making him want to cry.

"It's not wrong." Zhan Ke's voice trembled, and he repeated: "It's not wrong."

Chen Yan was unmoved, even the frequency of blinking did not change.

Chen Yan said: "I have been punished for 11 years, how dare you say it was not wrong?"

11 years.

Counting from the first time Chen Yan saw him.

In Chen Yan's eyes, it was a mistake from the first meeting between the two.

Zhan Ke let out a deep breath, he raised his head, trying to see Chen Yan's eyes.

But Chen Yan refused to bow his head.

"How many minutes?" Chen Yan asked again.

Zhan Ke shook his head and said, "I don't know."

Chen Yan sighed softly, "It's probably here."

Zhan Ke tightened his arms around him, "Don't go."

"I did something wrong, you punish me, forever."

Chen Yan couldn't help but feel a little stiff.

But Zhan Ke still whispered in his ear: "You punish me, I am willing as long as it takes. Can you not find someone else, no one will love you more than me."

"It doesn't matter how we live our lives, as long as it's you and me."

He had made plans to atone for his sins for the rest of his life, but he was always afraid that this person would not want to punish him for the rest of his life.

What kind of life is a lifetime.

"Are you okay?" Zhan Ke asked softly.

His voice is a little hoarse, and his voice has been very soft since he started talking just now.

Chen Yan was shaken away from sleepiness.

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