you better not like me

After Ji Yi left that day, he left alone in a daze until very late, thinking over and over that sentence in his mind--I am not warning San'er from the position of the main house, but telling you not to get closer as a bystander Chen Yan.

He thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't seem to find its true meaning.

He's afraid of knowing "what it really means."

So the analytical ability that he had always been proud of fell apart, and he could only beat his head over and over again, telling himself not to escape.

Finally, after several hours of struggling, the answer that was suppressed in the bottom of my heart, with deep fear, surfaced on the surface.

What Chen Yan cared about was never the question of nonsense.

It's not that Chen Yan doesn't want to give him a chance to be a third son.

Chen Yan didn't want to, or dare not have any more contact with him.

It has nothing to do with identity.

Only about him.

So he forced himself to face it, and he asked himself in his heart: How difficult is it to admit a fact.

Just like asking myself at the beginning, how difficult it is to admit that I like him.

Now he asked himself over and over again, how difficult it is to admit that Chen Yan's world really doesn't need him.

The answer always took root in his heart early on, but he always covered it with a thick layer of soil by deceiving himself.

"Don't worry about me, I'm fine." Zhan Ke lowered his head and calmed down for a moment, then said in a deep voice.

Zhan Zheng opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything.

He always felt that Zhan Ke was even more terrified now than before.

Obviously Zhanke understands what he says, and he can control what he says.

But his heart couldn't let go at all, instead it became more and more suspenseful.

He stared at Zhan Ke, from his excited tone when he mentioned Chen Yan, from his eyelashes drooping after he finished speaking, from his trembling breath after calming down for a moment, Zhan Zheng could only see the deepening persistence read.

"Aren't you tired of spinning? Go to sleep." Seeing that he was not moving, Zhan Ke said again.

Zhan Zheng laughed, "You are so busy and you still know that I have been running around lately? You are really a brother."

Faced with Zhan Zheng's obvious joke, Zhan Ke also felt unable to muster up any strength to respond.

He nodded wearily, raised his hand and patted Zhan Zheng's shoulder, "Go to sleep."

After he left, Zhan Ke stretched out his hand to support the wall, closed his eyes gently, and took a deep breath.

Heaven has changed.

From mid-May every year, the weather in Pingjiang becomes abnormally regular.

Hot days, then cold days, then hot days.

There will be a few more heavy rains that are as cloudy as ink, thunder and lightning.

Then it's midsummer.

When Chen Yan woke up, he thought he had slept until the afternoon, and was dazed thinking that he could sleep so well, when the phone rang.

The mobile phone was still in his pocket before going to bed, and he didn't know where it was rubbed after one night, Chen Yan frowned and tore off the quilt.

fell out.

He picked it up and glanced at the time—13:21.

"..." God damn it.

"Hello?" He picked it up.

Yang Qi's voice came, "Brother Yan! I have a friend!"

After waiting for several seconds but unable to wait for the next article, Chen Yan said with a dark face: "Then you are awesome."

After a few seconds, Yang Qi continued: "Ah bah! It's not that I have a friend, no, it's a friend of mine. He started his own business two years ago, and recently the company has basically hollowed out the top management. Well, he's worried now..."

"You came to me just to tell me that one of your friends is very sad now?" Chen Yan wanted to hang up the phone.

Yang Qi hurriedly said again: "Ah, no, no, he doesn't know where he got the news of your resignation. Let me ask if you have any intentions."

Chen Yan didn't speak, turned over and got out of bed and opened all the windows in the room, the wind finally blew in.The half-drawn curtain fluttered in the wind, rubbing past him, a little itchy.

"What friend, how long have you known each other?" Chen Yan asked suddenly.

Yang Qi was about to give him a good introduction, "This male...friend? Ah, you said him, I was a high school classmate with him."

"A lot of people know about my resignation?" Chen Yan asked.

He said that he has been around for five years. He is not dedicated to his duties, but he does all the work that should be done, but he does nothing except work.

I haven't made many friends in all these years.

Vice President Tangtang, there were not as many people here as Ji Yi when they got married.

Coupled with the fact that he usually acts in a low-key manner, the mention of Chen Yan in Pingjiang's circle is at most a "ah, I have a little impression".

A family business is in turmoil every day.Who would pay attention to whether such a person with a little impression resigned or not.

"I'm not sure about that," Yang Qi said.

Chen Yan smiled and asked, "What do you do?"

"clothing."

"Neuropathy."

Yang Qi choked for a moment, "Try it, I think his attitude is quite sincere." Anyway, whatever job you do, you'll just wait to die.

Of course he didn't dare to say the second half of the sentence.

Chen Yan originally wanted to say "I'm calling you an idiot with sincerity, do you have to thank me", but he swallowed the words again.

Instead, he said seriously: "No experience."

Yang Qi slapped his thigh, as if he was waiting for his words, "Listen to my advice, change careers and be poor for three years, or stay poor for a lifetime!"

Chen Yan sneered, "Tell your friend that I am only interested in buying lottery tickets now."

Yang Qi: "..."

After hanging up the phone, Chen Yan stretched out his hand to feel the wind, then yawned sleepily, and lay back again.

I can't fall asleep when I sleep, so I lie flat and stare at the ceiling, and my thoughts don't know where to fly.

Not knowing where he thought of, he suddenly sneered.

Curse: "Crazy."

He actually thought of attacking this idiot Yang Qi.

Yang Qi probably really didn't know, otherwise the first sentence would have to be exposed.

Gee.

Chen Yan really didn't know what Zhan Ke was doing these years, but he remembered hearing people say that Zhan Ke's father was the leader of Pingjiang's clothing industry when he was in high school.

At the beginning, he didn't pay attention to these things at all. It was enough to pay attention to Zhan Ke, and he paid attention to what his father was doing.

That is, I heard that it had already closed down a few years ago.

I didn't know the chances of Zhan Ke returning to his old career, but now I know.

Chen Yan called Ji Yi and asked her if she would come back at noon, and if she didn't, he would eat instant noodles.

A strange female voice said: "Hi, I'm Ji Yi's friend. Her cell phone has been left at my place. Should I tell her when she comes to pick it up?"

Chen Yan: "..."

Chen Yan: "No need."

He probably knew why Ji Yi didn't come home some time ago.

The woman was a little embarrassed, "Well, do you have any other way to contact her now? Or if it's convenient for you, can you come and pick it up and take it to her, I'm afraid it will delay her business."

Chen Yan pondered for a moment, and then said seriously: "No, you'd better wait for her to go back and get it by herself, I'm not familiar with her."

woman:"……"

One second he asked "Are you coming back at noon", and the next second he was unfamiliar.

Chen Yan also seemed to feel something was wrong, he hissed, and said heavily to cover up his guilty conscience: "Yes, I'm not very familiar."

Then say "goodbye" quickly.

hang up.

The author has something to say: I'm sorry, sorry, it's another very late day... The short monster is also short today, and I will definitely make it up on Sunday!

Regarding the workplace, don't bring it into reality, just take it for fun.

非常感谢大家的包容和鼓励（鞠躬）感谢在2020-05-2201:30:08~2020-05-2301:11:55期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 floating and sinking;

Thanks to the little angels who cast the mines: Autumn, Chronic Illness, Qi Qingyu, Lucky Value MAX1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：百花杀、四月20瓶；不速之客49、赴梦来、胭脂、少说废话、楼间10瓶；Time.Y、自闭网友5瓶；初玉-Leo3瓶；在晚安后2瓶；Manxiiii、壁者、PHANTACI.1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!