you better not like me

She saw that this tall man exposed all his fragility, it seemed that he could fall down with just a slight push from Chen Yan.

Ji Yi thought that when she saw him last time, she was so scared that her legs went limp when he said "What did you call him?"Now this fierce-looking man just gave her a feeling—as if he was full of weaknesses.

Ji Yi swallowed all the words, and looked at Chen Yan.

The latter deliberately avoided Zhan Ke's eyes, his eyes wandered, and he couldn't find a place to fall for a while.

Chen Yan opened his mouth and found that his voice was hoarse.

After clearing his throat, he said, "Zhan Zheng is looking for you."

Zhan Ke didn't move.

Chen Yan took out his mobile phone to call Zhan Zheng, but was quickly held down.

He looked up and saw Zhan Ke staring at his hand holding the phone and shaking his head, "No, no, I can't let him find me."

Chen Yan retracted his hands, avoiding Zhan Ke.

"Then you can solve it yourself." Chen Yan took a step back, then staggered his position, changed the direction and took Ji Yi away.

Zhan Ke didn't dare to catch up this time, but when Chen Yan passed by him, he asked in a low voice: "Then when can I find you?"

Chen Yan didn't answer.

As if he was nailed to the spot, he stared at Chen Yan's back. He saw them getting into a taxi, and when he saw Ji Yi getting into the car, Chen Yan naturally reached out to block it. , and then quickly sat in.

The car drove away.

He didn't know where to go.

I don't even know where to go.

As soon as Chen Yan got in the car, he took out his mobile phone and called Zhan Zheng.

The phone rang and was picked up, "Brother Chen Yan."

Chen Yan adjusted his sitting posture, trying to change to a more comfortable one, "Your brother is in Pingjiang."

But I feel uncomfortable no matter how I sit, and I always feel panicked.

There is also the irritability that cannot be suppressed.

Zhan Zheng was helpless, and his tone was calm and unwavering, "I knew it."

Chen Yan let out a "hmm", not knowing what to say.

Zhan Zheng asked carefully: "Is he with you?"

Chen Yan said, "No."

Zhan Zheng gritted his teeth in embarrassment, "I can't contact him now." The implication is obvious.

Chen Yan glanced out of the car window, it was no longer the road of No. [-] Middle School, he laughed and said, "It's not a child." He was afraid that he might get lost.

"I'm sorry, Brother Chen Yan, I can't control him." Knowing that Chen Yan couldn't see him from thousands of miles away, Zhan Zheng still lowered his head when he spoke.

Chen Yan laughed again, but didn't reply a word.

After hanging up the phone, Chen Yan took a deep breath, then turned to Ji Yi and asked, "Why did you come here to pick me up on purpose? Afraid I might get lost?"

Sitting next to him and listening to his phone call, Ji Yi was terrified, and couldn't calm down for a while, and couldn't tease him like usual.

"You now……"

"Don't worry, do I look like something's wrong?" Chen Yan raised his eyebrows with a relaxed tone.

Ji Yi was worried, she shook her head, "Don't ask me that, it's useless, you can fool others but you can't fool me."

The air suddenly became oppressive, and the driver looked at the faces of the two through the rearview mirror.

The worry in the woman's heart is hanging on her face.

The man remained calm as if nothing had happened.

What they talked about just now was also weird. The driver insisted on "seeing is believing" and tried to persuade him: "It's normal for young people to make small troubles. How can a big man get angry with a girl? Young people are too impatient now. Well, even a little bit of conflict can't be enough, and my niece's family is also going to get divorced every now and then, alas."

Chen Yan looked at the rearview mirror hanging in the middle of the car, met the driver's eyes in the mirror, and smiled lightly, "Thank you, master, we have no conflicts."

The driver sighed and shook his head at him, "No way, young man, if a woman says she's not angry, she's angry. You have to coax her quickly."

Chen Yan scratched his head, then turned to look at Ji Yi, "Coax you?"

Ji Yi rolled his eyes back at him, his expression was much more relaxed than before, "Get lost."

The two went straight home. In the elevator, Chen Yan looked at his blurred figure reflected in the elevator door and said, "I said that day that the person who brought me home was Zhan Ke."

His tone sounded too flat. If he didn't really hear the content, others would think that he was chatting indifferently.

The hard-won relief on Ji Yi's face disappeared in an instant, she looked up at Chen Yan in disbelief, opened her mouth, felt that she couldn't say these things outside, and swallowed again.

Keeping the words in her throat one after another, Ji Yi really felt that she would be suffocated to death by a few words again.

She gritted her teeth, swallowed hard, followed Chen Yan step by step into the house, and then she reached out and pushed the door hard—"Bang!"

"Chen Yan," Ji Yi blocked him at the door. Due to the height difference, she wanted to raise her head, but she was still able to overwhelm Chen Yan in momentum. Her breathing became a little heavy. She called Chen Yan's name, and then But half a sentence couldn't be organized well, Ji Yi closed her eyes angrily, "You've lived enough, haven't you?"

"Do you think you died too slowly?"

"How many times do you think you can give him trouble?"

Chen Yan's eyes met hers, the emotions in those eyes were too deep for Ji Yi to understand.

Chen Yan raised his hand and gently squeezed Ji Yi's shoulder, "I made you worry." He lowered his head.

Ji Yi only felt that not only did she not get comfort, but that the fire was burning even more intensely, she pulled Chen Yan's hand away, gritted her teeth and said to him: "You know you made me worry and you let him approach you? You Is it because you haven’t had enough wine? Didn’t you live enough five years ago? Chen Yan, I fucking regret that I didn’t record you as an idiot. I’ll show you every day. Enough memory for a lifetime!"

Chen Yan put his red hand on Ji Yi's shoulder again, this time he didn't just rub his shoulder, he hugged Ji Yi with a little force, and apologized in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry."

He knew it was useless to say sorry.

He also knew that Ji Yi felt worthless for himself.

He knew that the person he should say sorry to was himself.

Seeing Ji Yi get angry, he suddenly felt his mind go blank.

He didn't know what to say other than sorry.

Ji Yi also hugged him back, her arms tightened, "At that time, I really wanted to kill him."

Chen Yan's whole body trembled, and he whispered, "I'm very scared."

Ji Yi sniffed, "What are you afraid of?"

Chen Yan trembled even more, the strength of his arms began to be uncontrollable, and Ji Yi felt his bones ache, "When he bows his head, I feel sad; when he apologizes, I want to cry; when he begs me, my heart hurts." .”

Ji Yi heard that Chen Yan's voice was tinged with tears, and the always calm man said tremblingly: "I know the end, but I still want to jump into this pit of fire, I just can't help it. "

It's like he knew that Zhan Ke might never think of him again, but he still waited stubbornly.

Everything is subconscious.

He can't quit.

It's like a person who is gambling/addicted/committed, knowing that he will lose his fortune, but still has to put all his eggs in one basket.

Can't quit.

A drop of Ji Yi's tears melted into Chen Yan's clothes, and she clenched her fist hard on Chen Yan's back.

"There is no life to come back."

Ji Yi had a rare rest today, the two of them felt exhausted after venting their emotions, Ji Yi lay down playing with her phone and was unwilling to move, hoping that Chef Chen could cook her a meal.

Chef Chen walked into the kitchen without hesitation, and a few minutes later - two buckets of instant noodles came out.

Ji Yi: "I'm too simple, how could I trust you."

Chen Yan: "Don't eat and leave."

Ji Yi protected the noodles, "Let's go and eat."

While eating, Chen Yan thought of a question, "Don't you self-employed have to go to the store to watch every day? Why do you suddenly have time to rest?"

Ji Yi bit her chopsticks and said, "A newcomer has been recruited, and his skills are so damn good, I don't think I need to bring shame on myself."

Chen Yan raised his eyebrows, and pierced it mercilessly, "If you want to skip work, you want to skip work. Why do you make such a big detour to find such a bad excuse?"

Ji Yi: "You are annoying."

Said Cao Cao Cao Cao arrived, Ji Yi's cell phone on the sofa rang, Ji Yi fished it over and glanced at the caller ID——

"It's a coincidence."

"Hello? Jane Le."

A female voice came from the phone, "Yiyi, come here, Jian Le has clashed with the guest!"

Ji Yi put the chopsticks on the table and stood up, "What's going on?"

Chen Yan also put down his chopsticks.

Ji Yi hurriedly walked towards the door, Chen Yan stood up after him, picked up the car key and shook it in front of Ji Yi's eyes, Ji Yi nodded and continued talking on the phone——

"Okay, I see. Now go and secure the guest. I'll be right there."

"I don't know how long, I will as soon as possible."

Along the way, Chen Yan didn't ask what was going on, but kept his head down and kept the speed within the speed limit.

Ji Yi gritted her teeth anxiously along the way, staring at the front without saying a word.

Once at the place, Ji Yi opened the car door and rushed out, "It's not easy to park in this area, if you can't find a place, you should go back first."

Before Chen Yan could answer, Ji Yi disappeared.

It's really hard to find a parking space in this area. Almost every parking lot in the commercial area in the city center is full.

Thanks to the hard work of the parking lot administrator, he pointed to a newly vacated space and waved to Chen Yan, "This, this, this!! Keep driving! Keep going! You can pass, you can pass!"

Fortunately, Chen Yan was considered a skilled driver, so he stopped in according to the order.

The parking spaces in this area are very tight, and it seems that if you make a mistake, you have to look at the car's brand with a sad face and worry about your wallet.

Chen Yan has been to Ji Yi's shop several times.

This time is the most different, as soon as the door is opened, there is a woman's sharp curse——

"What do I want? You specially called an extra helper and asked me what I wanted? I also want to ask you what you want!"

As soon as Ji Yi came in, she was dizzy with anger, "Ma'am, please calm down, let's stroke it from the beginning to make it clear, okay? If it is our shop assistant's dereliction of duty, we will definitely compensate you."

The woman didn't forgive, "Compensation? How do you compensate? My son is allergic to mangoes, how could he want mango pudding?! Look, you are the store manager, right? Look at my son—"

The little boy had red rashes on his cheeks.

The thin boy didn't even have time to take off his apron. He stepped forward and frowned again to explain, "But he really told me he wanted mango pudding. I couldn't have heard it wrong."

As soon as the woman saw his voice, she raised her voice, "It's you! How dare you say it? My son is allergic to mangoes, how could he ask for mango pudding!" She looked at Ji Yi, "You ask me what I want, I will I want you to fire him."

The young man frowned, lowered his head and dared not look at Ji Yi.

"If you don't take him to the hospital now, it might not be as simple as an allergy, and he might die."

Chen Yan came over at some point, stood not far away, and reminded him softly.