After becoming a wage earner in Yokohama

Osamu Dazai didn't know how long or how far he walked.He just keeps going forward, walking a boundless road.

A piece of white, silent, boring, boring.

This is the environment that Osamu Dazai is in now.

Dazai Osamu didn't feel any discomfort, he walked slowly on the road, and looked at the surrounding environment with appreciation.

"It turns out that Yuko's room is completely white. That's the reason. No mistakes are allowed. It's a habit formed here." Dazai Osamu murmured.

This is where Bai Muyou stayed.

not bad.

Osamu Dazai tried to find other information here.

Unfortunately not.

Osamu Dazai stared at the white color for a long time, and felt that his eyes were going blind.

"Can you have some other colors?" Osamu Dazai closed his eyes, "White is really dazzling. If I continue to look at it, I may be going blind."

It seems that someone heard Dazai's words and changed it.

Osamu Dazai suddenly noticed that the surrounding scene seemed to be changing.

He seems to have heard the cry of a newborn baby, the rustling of leaves being blown, the cries of small vendors... and then he heard Bai Muyou calling him.

"Osamu Dazai."

Osamu Dazai looked back, there was nothing behind him, as if what just appeared was an illusion.

"Is it an illusion?" Osamu Dazai couldn't believe it.

Because the voice just now seemed to appear in the ear.

"Although I don't know what you are thinking, I will try to agree with you."

Osamu Dazai heard Shiraki Yu's voice again.

You don't need to know what he's thinking, and he doesn't need your approval.Osamu Dazai said in his heart.

The surrounding voices froze for a moment.

"Then would you like to go to the playground with me?"

Osamu Dazai recalled the first time he and Yu Shiraki went to the playground.He seems to be full of reluctance?In the end, he was the one who had a good time.

Osamu Dazai covered his heart, carefully thinking about the feeling at that time.

is happy.

Now he wants to re-answer the invitation.

willing.

"Well, Mr. Dazai who loves to eat cotton candy, may I invite you to the amusement park to watch a sunset at six o'clock in the afternoon?"

willing.

Thinking of the sunset, Osamu Dazai chuckled.

Bai Muyou seems to be short of him a never-ending sunset.

"So what do you want to do?"

Osamu Dazai sighed, but he didn't answer the question.

He just found a random place and sat down cross-legged, his eyes staring blankly at the front.

What does he want to do?

There are so many things he wants to do.

For example, I want to ask you what you did a few years ago, why you left without saying goodbye, and why you broke your promise.

Of course, these are not very important things.

Because he found something he wanted to do more.

he wants,

[Pulls you off the altar]

The surrounding voices stopped again.

Osamu Dazai stroked his chin and thought about it seriously.

Hmm, was he intimidated by his audacity?

Interesting, isn't it?

In fact, he has more bold things to say.

He also wants to...

The surrounding sounds no longer sounded.

Osamu Dazai waited for a while, he suddenly felt bored.

"I thought we were going to ask some strange questions, so that's all?" Osamu Dazai stood up, patted his pants, and started to walk forward.

There is a vast expanse of whiteness, and I don't know where the road ahead is.

"Could it be that I can't get out?" Osamu Dazai thought about this possibility, he might really be unable to get out.

After all, after walking for so long, he still doesn't know how long and how far he has walked.

or,

Didn't move at all.

Didn't make any progress.

It's not impossible.

After this idea appeared in Osamu Dazai's mind, the surrounding environment began to change again.

A series of pictures flashed across the white space, and Osamu Dazai saw many familiar scenes in it.

He tried to reach out and touch it.

"Tick-tock-"

The sound of water droplets.

Osamu Dazai's eyes flickered, and when he realized it, he was no longer in that white space, but in a place that was both familiar and unfamiliar.

Osamu Dazai carefully recognized it.

He suddenly realized: "That's right."

The place where I met Yu Shiraki for the first time.

Osamu Dazai squatted by the lake, waiting for someone.

"Come here later."

Mori Ogai's voice.

Then Shiraki Yuu will come too.

Sure enough, Osamu Dazai found a little boy walking beside him.

Osamu Dazai had never looked carefully at Yu Shiraki when he was a child, but when he saw it today, he was so cute.

Mmmm cute.

Osamu Dazai looked at the scene in front of him.

He watched as he was rescued and brought back again.

Is this the beginning?

Osamu Dazai breathed a sigh of relief for some reason.

"He, part-time job, is amazing."

Osamu Dazai, who was about to leave, was caught off guard when he heard such a sentence.

He, part-time job, is amazing?

Okay, from now on, Yuko, you're not cute at all.

After not staying here for a long time, Osamu Dazai found that he had changed places again.

"Here?" Osamu Dazai was a little puzzled.

"So are you going?" A voice without any emotion sounded.

Osamu Dazai was a little playful, isn't this the first time they went to an amusement park?

He decided to relive it.

Shiraki Yu pulled Dazai Osamu's clothes and did not let go.

Osamu Dazai looked at the little one in front of him blankly, trying to save the clothes from Yu Shiraki's hands, but to no avail.

He was a little impatient: "I don't want to go, I have to go by yourself."

Osamu Dazai paused, and said with a little malice: "Besides, do you know what you are doing when you go to the playground? Can you feel the emotion?"

He approached Bai Muyou's ear and whispered softly: "You are just a monster who doesn't understand emotions, that's all."

There was no change on Bai Muyou's face.

Osamu Dazai felt very bored. He tried to rescue his clothes again this time, but he didn't expect it to be so easy this time.

He patted his clothes, didn't look at Bai Muyu again, and left here.

Shiraki Yu stared blankly at the back of Osamu Dazai leaving, speechless for a long time.

Osamu Dazai looked at his childhood operations and had to sigh: "It's really a scum."

Just when Dazai Osamu was about to go to the next scene, he heard Bai Muyu speak.

"Huh? Why can't it work? Am I no longer doing what this book says? Take the child to the playground once. But why didn't Osamu Dazai disagree?" Bai Muyu's flat tone was mixed with a trace of confusion .

This is a plot he doesn't know.

Osamu Dazai became interested, he turned around, walked to Bai Muyu's side, and looked down at the title of the book.

"On Thousands of Ways to Raise Children"

Osamu Dazai: ...

So he was actually raised as a child when he was a child?

It's been an incredible experience.

The scene was changed again.

Osamu Dazai was used to sudden scene changes.

He looked around and here...

Playground.

Osamu Dazai didn't see the target person, he walked to a bench next to him and sat down.

The warm sunshine, the gentle breeze.

the weather is nice today.

everything is fine.

"Do you want to eat this?" Bai Muyou's usual calm tone was a little confused.

"So you can't even bear this?" Osamu Dazai sighed softly, with some invisible grievances in his tone, "You brought me to the playground, but you didn't buy me any food, then I What's the point of coming here?"

"Then buy it and you must eat it."

"affim."

Osamu Dazai opened his eyes and looked in the direction of the words.

It's a cotton candy stand.

So that's how he lied to Shiraki Yu in the first place?

It turned out to be the case.

He watched as the childish Osamu Dazai slipped away while Yu Shiraki was buying marshmallows.

"To the lake." Osamu Dazai confirmed.

After all, this is how I lived Ali, how could I not know my plan.

He walked forward, all the way slowly.

When he came to the lake, the child version of him had been sitting there for a while.

Osamu Dazai raised his eyebrows, and he walked to the child version of him and sat down.

Waiting for Bai Muyou to appear.

"Dazai, do you still want to sign for this cotton candy?"

Of course you have to sign for it.

"Though it's a bit simplistic."

It's ok.

"Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't eat it."

It's okay, just melt it away.

Well, everything develops according to memory.

Osamu Dazai stood up and was about to leave. He knew what was going to happen next, so he was not interested in watching it any further.

He and his childhood self went against each other, going farther and farther until they disappeared.

Before he knew it, Osamu Dazai walked to the stand selling cotton candy.

Stop.

He bought a pink cotton candy, and even made the stall owner look like a rabbit.

A pink rabbit, very suitable for Yu Shiraki.

Take this as a reunion gift for Bai Muyou.

This time Osamu Dazai did not appear in other scenes, he returned to that pure white space.

The marshmallow in his hand didn't disappear either.

Is it a gift?

Dazai smiled lightly.

He walked forward with the childish cotton candy, but this time it was extra relaxed.

The suffocating sense of tranquility disappeared, and I no longer felt lonely.

Is the journey of being alone finally coming to an end?

"Da da" footsteps sounded again.

came back.

Dazai thought.

The road in front of you is no longer an endless road, but a road with an end.

Osamu Dazai looked at the shining place in front of him and suddenly became nervous.

It's a rare experience.

Osamu Dazai took a deep breath, stepped out of this place, and saw Yu Shiraki who had been waiting for a long time.

He handed out the marshmallow in his hand, and said cheerfully: "Well, although it's a bit late, I still want to say that I found you. This is a gift I brought you, is it a surprise?"

You see, this time I finally didn't lose you again, isn't it great?

[I walked alone in the hopeless void until the traces you left led me to find you. This is the miracle you left me. ]

The author has something to say: I finally finished this dungeon

IQ Basin Shiraki Yu throughout the whole process, no need to wash

After coding, I feel that the whole person has been sublimated QAQ