After becoming a wage earner in Yokohama

Anyway, things have become a foregone conclusion, and I didn't struggle anymore.

Let's sleep in the same bed with Osamu Dazai, anyway, we will only sleep together during this period of time, and we won't sleep together after that.

Thinking of this, I suddenly relaxed.

Osamu Dazai looked very careless on the outside, but he was secretly observing Bai Muyu's reaction.He watched the changes in Bai Muyou's facial expression, from being angry at the beginning to being calm now.

Osamu Dazai suppressed a smile.He didn't even need to think about it, Bai Muyou must have convinced himself now, should he be worthy of Bai Muyou?

If it was the Bai Muyou who had memories, maybe he should be lying in the hospital for a day trip now.

Thinking of the previous Bai Muyu, Osamu Dazai was suddenly stunned.An inconspicuous light flashed in his eyes, he sighed in vain, and took a deep look at Bai Muyou.

Forget it, it's still the current Shiraki Yuhao.

Gukuu Toshiro saw that the accommodation problem had been settled, so he bid farewell.

"Bai Mu, since the accommodation has been settled, I'm leaving. I still have some things to do."

"Okay, go and do your work." I waved my hand at Gukuu Toshiro, "I'll see you later."

After watching the back of Gukuu Toshiro disappear, I turned around and looked at Dazai Osamu with a serious face: "Now let's talk about the issues between us."

Osamu Dazai raised his eyebrows, a little surprised.Will Bai Muyou still talk to Jean?It was a rare spectacle.

Osamu Dazai walked to the carpet in the middle of the bedroom and sat down. He patted the seat next to him and looked at Yu Shiraki: "Come and sit, aren't you tired of talking standing up?"

I:……

I walked over and sat down beside Osamu Dazai.

The moment I sat down, I suddenly didn't know what to say.

At this time, the bedroom was a little quiet, and I could feel that the atmosphere was a little strange, an indescribable strangeness.

I didn't speak, and Osamu Dazai didn't urge me.Countless thoughts flashed through my mind, but I didn't grasp any of them.

"Can you stop watching." I turned my head to look at Osamu Dazai, a little speechless.

Osamu Dazai has been staring at me since I sat down.And I always feel that there is something in his eyes that I don't understand, something that I can't explain clearly.

I didn't dare to think about it deeply, the things contained in it were beyond what I can bear now.

I avoided his gaze, and whispered: "Don't keep staring at me, I'm panicked."

Osamu Dazai shifted his gaze cooperatively, imitating my movements and propping up his chin.

"Enen, I haven't seen you now. So Yuko, what do you want to talk to me about?"

Hearing this sentence, I finally remembered what the purpose of my sitting down was.

I was sitting upright, and said seriously, "Dazai, did you lure me here on purpose?"

Osamu Dazai was not surprised, nor was he surprised.

I didn't wait for Dazai Osamu's response, and I don't need his response now.I continued to speculate on his thoughts: "Dazai, you will not do meaningless things. I don't think you will come to a world where you don't know anything just because of some compliments."

"Maybe I came to this world because I was too boring, because Yokohama is so boring." Osamu Dazai replied lazily.

"No, you won't." I am very sure.

I don't believe Osamu Dazai's statement. His answers have always been hard to listen to, and I can barely believe a few words.Dazai Osamu didn't have a few truths in his mouth, and sometimes you don't know whether what he said is true or not.

I continued to talk about my guess: "Since you have come here, you must have a purpose. Although I can't think of it now, have you reached an agreement with them?"

Dazai Osamu was really a little surprised when he heard this sentence, did Bai Muyou's mind open up today?

I didn't care about Osamu Dazai's thoughts, and continued: "I still remember when I came here, I was in a place like a void. Then I was kidnapped by a group of glowing arrows... No, I was sent here." I took a sneak peek at Osamu Dazai, and found that he hadn't noticed my lips, so I breathed a sigh of relief.It's fine if you don't pay attention, how can you say that I was kidnapped?I don't want to lose face.

Osamu Dazai naturally didn't miss Shiraki Yu's words.The one who was tied up here, can only be said to be worthy of you?

He noticed Bai Muyu's small movements, and suddenly he had a little bad taste.

"You-chan, did you just say that you were kidnapped?" Osamu Dazai asked curiously.

I was taken aback by Osamu Dazai's words, and I immediately retorted: "I was sent here, don't talk nonsense, don't slander me!"

"Oh~" Osamu Dazai said in a drawn out voice, "You-chan was sent here, maybe I heard it wrong."

I nodded quickly: "Yes, you heard it wrong!"

Osamu Dazai smiled brightly at me.

I looked elsewhere with some guilt.

Osamu Dazai didn't see it, he didn't.

Well, he didn't.

That night.

I stood in the bedroom door lost in thought.

Suddenly I don't want to go in. What should I do?

"Yo, Yuko, what are you doing here?" Osamu Dazai walked behind me and patted my shoulder at some point.

I was terrified.

"Osamu Dazai, why did you suddenly appear behind me!" My voice was trembling because I was so frightened just now.

Osamu Dazai glanced at his hand, and then at Yu Shiraki who was about to cry from fright.

He rarely showed weakness: "I shouldn't have patted you on the shoulder behind you suddenly."

I regained my composure, and said with a trembling voice: "Next time, next time, don't suddenly pat me on the shoulder from behind, it's scary..."

Osamu Dazai nodded immediately: "Okay, there will be no next time."

I stepped into the room with lingering fear in my heart. Osamu Dazai's arrival just now scared away all my worries.

Standing at the door, Osamu Dazai glanced at his hand again, and smiled inexplicably.

"Yuko or this..." The following words disappeared in the air.

I seemed to feel something, I turned around and looked over, and found that Osamu Dazai was still standing where he was.I was a little surprised: "Dazai, why don't you come in?"

Osamu Dazai put down his hands and looked up at me innocently: "Aren't you afraid that Yuko won't let me into the room?"

I was a little speechless: "Why is it like I am punishing you, come in."

I don't know why I feel Osamu Dazai's words are a bit awkward, is there something wrong?

Osamu Dazai looks like someone who was told not to enter the bedroom by his lover...

I was intimidated by my own thoughts, how did I even have such thoughts.I quickly cleared this thought out of my mind, ignoring the slightest mistake in my heart.

It must have been my illusion just now.

I am now facing a big problem.

I squatted in the bathroom and fell into silence. I didn't seem to have a change of clothes, so what should I wash?

I opened a crack in the door and called tentatively, "Dazai, are you there, Dazai?"

Osamu Dazai poked his head over, "What's wrong with Yuko? Can't you use a water heater?"

I:……? ? ?

So in your eyes, Osamu Dazai, am I a little mentally handicapped who knows nothing?

"It's because I didn't change my clothes." I whispered.

Osamu Dazai looked puzzled, did Yuko speak just now?

"Yuko, why don't you speak louder?" Osamu Dazai was not pretending, he really didn't hear clearly.

I gritted my teeth and said loudly, "I said, I didn't change my clothes!"

Osamu Dazai let out a "puchi" laugh. Seeing that Shiraki Yu was about to turn into anger, he coughed and held back his smile.

He went to the closet next to him and took out a set of clothes, then walked to the bathroom door and handed them to me.

I took the clothes and quickly closed the door, all in one go.

Osamu Dazai stood in front of the door and said slowly, "Yuko, aren't you afraid that this is the clothes I wore?"

Hearing Osamu Dazai's words, I paused slightly, and I fell silent while looking at the shirt I had put on.

This... is this worn by Osamu Dazai? ? ?

Osamu Dazai smiled silently when he heard the sudden stop in the bathroom.

He said slowly, "Of course..."

I was in the bathroom on tenterhooks, wondering if I should keep wearing them.

"Of course I lied to you." Osamu Dazai finished the rest of the sentence, "Yuko, don't worry about wearing it. These are new clothes. Don't worry, I didn't wear them." After all, if he wore them For clothes, he won't take ordinary short-sleeved and pajama pants in, and if he wants to take it, he will take it...

Don't overthink the following things.

I was relieved when I heard Osamu Dazai's words, but luckily it wasn't Osamu Dazai's clothes.

After I put on the clothes that Osamu Dazai brought in, I looked in the mirror and suddenly found that the clothes fit me unexpectedly.It's like a tailor-made purchase. Is this a coincidence?

I have some doubts.

I opened the bathroom door and saw Osamu Dazai standing aside.

He glanced at me and said with satisfaction: "I knew that this set of pajamas would suit Yuko very well."

I looked down, a little surprised: "Dazai, did you buy it?"

"Who would have bought it if it wasn't me?" Dazai said naturally.

"Then how do you know my size?" I was a little dubious.

Osamu Dazai looked at the expression of a fool, "Don't you buy pajamas in one size fits all? Isn't it normal to fit? Yuko, what are you thinking?"

I was slightly taken aback, it seems that yes, it is right to buy pajamas in one size fits all.I threw out some weird things in my mind, and I still thought too much.

"So Yuko, can you let me in to take a bath?" Osamu Dazai complained, "I don't know how long I've been waiting for you outside, I didn't expect Yuko to take a bath so slowly."

I quickly moved out of the way to make room for Osamu Dazai to let him in.

After watching Osamu Dazai enter the bathroom, I turned to look at the only bed in the room.

Now, it is time to start solving the problem of bed separation tonight.

Then let's start with the division of land.I picked up the pillow and thought so.

I went to the living room and carried all the pillows on the sofa to the bedroom, and I placed them neatly in the middle of the bed.I also used my hand to draw the distance between the two sides to ensure that the distance between the two sides is exactly the same.

After finishing all this, I was waiting for Osamu Dazai on the bed to come out of the bathroom.

Osamu Dazai stood under the shower and let the water wash over his body.He slowly untied the bandages on his body, and the bandages slid to the ground in circles.

Osamu Dazai looked up at himself in the mirror, and he smiled self-deprecatingly.The body shown in the mirror is well-organized, although thin, it is not weak.His body was covered with a thin layer of muscle, but not exaggerated.

However, the most eye-catching thing is the scars all over the body, big and small, innumerable.

Osamu Dazai lightly brushed the mirror with his finger, and murmured: "Look, this is you."

This sentence quickly disappeared into the sound of water, as if it had never appeared.

Osamu Dazai wiped off the water on his body, and took out his clothes from the shelf next to him. It was a white shirt.

It's just that this shirt is a bit long, reaching to the thighs, and it looks very baggy behind the upper body.Osamu Dazai didn't care, he rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, tidied up the wrinkles of his clothes, and left the bathroom.

When he opened the door, he saw Bai Muyu sitting on the bed obediently.He was a little dazed, how long had he not seen such a scene?About a few months?Or how many years?

It's been too long, and he doesn't want to remember it, and it's not an important thing.

Before Shiraki Yu looked over, Osamu Dazai raised a smile and said, "Yo, Yuko, why are you sitting on the bed so honestly?"

I sat on the bed doing one thing that must be done before going to bed, thinking about the philosophy of life.

I sent a letter, the way I used to relax my mind, but today it doesn't work.Unconsciously, I was thinking about the recent events in my mind, such as that dream, Osamu Dazai who suddenly came here to become a god judge, and what kind of secrets I have.

I still can't draw a conclusion from it, I can't connect these things together, I feel like there is something missing in it, almost a key thing.

I want to stop these thoughts, but find that it seems a little bit out of control, it feels like a computer is doing automatic calculations.

Am I a computer genius?

For some reason, an idea popped into my mind.

I saw the bathroom inadvertently from the corner of my eye, and by coincidence, I saw the door was opened from the inside, and Osamu Dazai came out.I took a look at Osamu Dazai, and I felt that he was a little different today.I took a closer look and there was no difference.

I took another look, um...huh? ?

Osamu Dazai, Osamu Dazai, did he not wear a bandage!

I opened my eyes wide and looked at Osamu Dazai, wondering if he was possessed by something.Osamu Dazai didn't wear a bandage!This bandage is not bandaged!What a shock.

"Hey, Yuko, why are you sitting on the bed so obediently?" Osamu Dazai said a little unkindly.

I was in disbelief when I heard this.

Why do I feel that Osamu Dazai's words have any deep meaning?Not daring to think deeply, I chose to ignore this sentence.

I changed the topic: "Eh? Dazai, why didn't you wear a bandage?"

Osamu Dazai was a little disappointed to see that I didn't take over.He followed my words and said, "Ah, Yuko, are you going to wear a full body bandage and then take a shower? It will be uncomfortable if the bandage becomes wet."

No, you still jumped into the river with a bandage on. Why didn't you say that the bandage was wet and uncomfortable when you jumped into the river.

"Jumping into the river is the way to pursue death. What if it succeeds? It doesn't matter if the bandage is wet." Osamu Dazai seemed to know what I was thinking, and he answered casually.

I'm used to Osamu Dazai's almost-bug mind-reading skill.I rolled my eyes and pointed to the bed, "I separated it with a pillow in the middle, half for each person. The positions on both sides are the same. It depends on whether you want to sleep inside or outside."

Osamu Dazai closed his eyes slightly, and his tone was brisk: "It's not impossible. Since Yuko has taken my bed, I have a small condition."

I nodded and motioned for him to say.

Osamu Dazai raised his head and looked at me, his face eager to try, "Look at my hair is still wet, I haven't tied a bandage yet, you say..."

I understood what he meant.Just let me blow-dry his hair and tie a bandage on him.

I very coldly rejected his latter proposal: "It's fine to blow dry your hair, but just wear a bandage. I'm afraid I'll strangle you. I don't want to have such an article titled 'On the man who strangled his roommate with bandages'." news."

Osamu Dazai sighed regretfully, but he didn't force it: "That's fine, Yuko, come and blow dry your hair."

I:"......"

I found a hair dryer from an unknown corner, plugged it in, and waved to Osamu Dazai to come over.

When Osamu Dazai came over, I found that I might be tired if I blow-dry his hair.

I squinted slightly, realizing that something was wrong.

Is Osamu Dazai taller than me?

"Wow, I just found out today that Yuko secretly put on height-enhancing insoles!" Osamu Dazai said exaggeratedly.

Do I want to hit him on the dog's head right now: "You are only a few centimeters taller than me, shut up, Osamu Dazai! If you want to blow your hair, find me a place to sit down."

Osamu Dazai sat on the spot aggrieved.Fortunately, there is a carpet in the room, otherwise it might be the most heart-warming hair-drying trip.

Although I really wanted to blow Dazai Osamu's hair, but after thinking about it, I decided to forget it.

I endured my temper, slowly followed his hair, and dried his hair bit by bit.

Osamu Dazai enjoyed this rare treatment.

It didn't take long for Dazai Osamu's hair to return to its former fluffy and soft appearance.

I turned off the hair dryer and nodded in satisfaction with my results.Just when I was about to put away the hair dryer, I bowed my head inadvertently, and I was slightly stunned.

I saw Osamu Dazai's scarred back.

Without even thinking about it, it must be the scar from Osamu Dazai's suicide.

Really are......

"Dazai, where is your bandage?" I asked.

Osamu Dazai felt very surprised, "Yuko, why are you asking this? Could it be that you want to tie a bandage for me?"

I didn't look at Osamu Dazai, and continued with the movements in my hands, and said angrily: "Didn't you say that you will be bandaged to sleep on your bed? Don't you want it?"

With a smile on the corner of Dazai Osamu's mouth, he said in great surprise: "Wow, I didn't expect Yuko to be so nice. The bandage is in the drawer of the bedside table."

"Ah."

I found the bandages, took out a few rolls and put them on the bed, then turned to look at Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai consciously sat on the bed and took off his shirt.

I picked up the bandage and wrapped it around him until the scars on Osamu Dazai's body were covered.

"Okay." I looked at the few bandages left in my hand, speechless, "As expected of a bandage waster, Osamu Dazai."

Osamu Dazai pretended not to hear these words, he put on his clothes, and sat down on the inner side of the bed very consciously.

He patted the empty seat next to him, smiled and said to me: "Come and sleep together."

I:"......"

Not that I want to say, Osamu Dazai looks like a...

I just couldn't see it.

I chose a place far away from Osamu Dazai, and I made sure that I would not fall off if I rolled over while sleeping.I stretched out my hand to turn down the light of the bedside lamp a little, then lay flat on the bed, with my hands folded securely on my stomach.Close your eyes and get ready for sleep.

I thought it would be difficult for me to fall asleep, but I didn't expect to fall asleep very quickly.

As I was falling asleep, I vaguely heard someone sigh in the dark.

Who is it?

I fell into a deep sleep with this doubt.

Osamu Dazai didn't feel sleepy at all.

The reason why I didn't feel sleepy was because I was sleeping on the person next to me.

Osamu Dazai leaned up slightly, drawing his face with his eyes with the help of the weak light at the head of the bed.Osamu Dazai stretched out his hand to touch, but stopped just as he was about to touch Shiraki Yu's face.He slightly nodded Bai Muyou's forehead, and said softly: "Although you are different now, I still hope you can remember and give me an explanation."

Explain to him why you left him for so many years, and where have you been all these years?

What a dishonest person.

Osamu Dazai sighed, and he murmured, "I shouldn't have waited for you at that time." What are you waiting for?should have left you behind.

After all, Osamu Dazai threw down all the pillows in between, and spread the quilt over him and Yu Shiraki.He leaned closer to Bai Muyou and whispered something in his ear: "Good night, sweet dreams. I hope you have me in your dreams."

After speaking, Osamu Dazai closed his eyes and let himself fall into sleep.

Moonlight sneaked in through the open curtains and shone on the two of them on the bed.The silver-white moonlight coated them with a layer of light, which made them look unreal.

If you look carefully, there is still a hint of golden light in the silver-white moonlight.It slowly floated onto Bai Muyu, and then disappeared.

Where am I, why do my eyelids feel so heavy.

I tried my best to open my eyes, and when my vision became clear, I found that the place I was in had changed again.

After so many dreams, I am not as worried as I used to be.

I surveyed my surroundings, trying to make out what this place was.

Unfortunately, I failed, I can't recognize where this is.

I stood up, took a look at myself, and found that I was wearing the same clothes as in the last dream.

Um?Then do I still live with Mori Ogai and Osamu Dazai?Then why didn't we see them?Or did I get lost with them?

I searched for relevant memories in my mind, but found a blank.

I was a little shocked, how could I have no memory at all.I suddenly fell into deep thought about the time of my coming, the time of my coming this time will not be earlier than the last dream, right?