After becoming a wage earner in Yokohama

After I got home, I used my brain, which I hadn't used for a long time, to think about what happened today.

I still feel that today's Osamu Dazai is not right, and what happened today always feels that something is wrong.

Now let's review what happened today.

First, Osamu Dazai kept walking up and down in front of me, as if trying to get my attention.Then there was an inexplicable commission that required me to go. On the way there, I met a person that Osamu Dazai wanted to avoid.The last is the football that looks very familiar. Who would entrust someone to go to such a remote place to get the football, and no one came to claim it in the end.

I seriously thought about these unusual things today.

At last,

I found out, I can't figure it out.

I lay down on the bed discouraged, why don't I have a head like Osamu Dazai?It's really difficult.

In the empty room, only the clock hanging on the wall was ticking.

I opened my eyes and looked at the white ceiling without saying a word.

After a while, I blinked my astringent eyes, why did I decorate this room so white and so empty.

I also don't understand what I was thinking when I was decorating.

It's useless to think too much, I close my eyes and prepare to sleep, after all I have to go to work tomorrow morning.

Why is it so hot around, what's going on, did something happen?

I struggled to open my eyes and found that the place where I was was in darkness.

I tried to move a body, only to find that I couldn't control my body at all.

No, it should be said that I have no body, only consciousness.

I don't know what is happening now, where am I now?

"This book is finally useful." A familiar voice sounded.

When I heard this voice, I was stunned, this is Osamu Dazai's voice.

Wait, why is Osamu Dazai here?

Osamu Dazai looked at his masterpiece with great satisfaction.

In front of him was a bowl of instant noodles covered with a book.

"Let me see, um, it's time, you can start eating." Osamu Dazai took away the book on the instant noodles, and then took out a pair of chopsticks from nowhere and prepared to start finishing today's dinner.

Before he could take a bite, the office door was kicked open.

"Dazai you!"

"Eh? Chuya, what are you doing?" Dazai Osamu looked at the face that fell on the ground with some regret.

Nakahara also saw Osamu Dazai's pitiful appearance, and his original anger slowly dropped a little.When he saw the things in front of Osamu Dazai clearly, the anger that had subsided increased: "Dazai, why are you eating these things again? Can't you take good care of your own body?"

Osamu Dazai said pitifully: "But I don't have money to eat anything else, so Zhong also wants to treat me to eat?"

I listened in a daze for a while.

Wait, can the relationship between Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuya be so good?

Am I dreaming now?

Zhong Yuanzhong also took a deep breath, and warned himself in his heart: This is the leader, you can't beat him, you can't beat him, okay, I still want to beat him.

"So Chuya, are you going to invite me to dinner?" Osamu Dazai looked at Chuya Nakahara eagerly.

"If you can't eat it to death, what are you going to eat?" Zhongyuan Zhong also said in a nasty voice.

"Long live! I knew Chuu would agree to me." Osamu Dazai was very happy, "Then let's eat crab meat."

"As long as you are happy." Zhong Yuanzhong also pressed his hat.

Osamu Dazai was very happy. He picked up the book on the table and put it in his pocket, and walked out of the office with Nakahara Chuya.

I felt dizzy again after I turned away from the heat source.What happened again, did something happen again?

Today is a day full of disasters.

Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Nakaya went downstairs silently all the way.

The moment Osamu Dazai stepped out of Gang Hei, there seemed to be something more about him, and something was missing.

"Don't worry, we're just going to eat. If anyone dares to come, I will let him feel what gravity is like." Zhong Yuan said seriously.

Osamu Dazai suddenly laughed, "I am very relieved by Chuya."

Zhongyuan Zhong didn't answer his question either. He knew that the current situation was actually not optimistic.In particular, Osamu Dazai's current position is particularly dangerous, and there is no room for any danger. It is an exception to go out for dinner today.

Dazai Osamu led the way skillfully, and led Nakahara Nakaya to the front of a store, turning left and right.

Zhong Yuanzhong was also a little strange, why Dazai Osamu did not leave all of a sudden.

Osamu Dazai froze on the spot, he looked at the people sitting inside and suddenly didn't know how to move.He really wanted to lift his feet to walk in, but found that his feet seemed to be filled with lead.

Suddenly he lost his appetite, and he said to Zhong Yuan Zhongya, "I suddenly don't want to eat here anymore, let's go."

Nakahara didn't know why, but he still followed Dazai Osamu and left this place.

The person sitting inside seemed to have sensed it. He turned his head and looked over, only to find that there was no one at the door.

He was a little strange, and he murmured: "So there is no one there, I just felt like someone was looking at me."

"Oda, what are you looking at?"

The person named Oda turned around and replied, "No, I just looked back."

"Oh, come on, this is your extra spicy curry rice, come and try it."

"Then I'm really lucky."

Osamu Dazai opened the book in the corner and looked at the pictures inside.

He suddenly said to Zhong Yuanzhong who was sitting opposite: "I want to eat curry rice, the extra spicy one."

Zhong Yuanzhong also almost choked, he had a disbelief on his face: "Do you think you didn't die fast enough?"

"It would be nice if I could die like this." Osamu Dazai said indifferently.When he saw Nakahara Chuya who was about to get up and hit him, he added slowly: "Of course, I won't die now."

Nakahara also suppressed his anger, he didn't know what Dazai Osamu was planning, but seeing him like this really wanted to hit him.

"Hey, listen carefully, you will be fine one day with me around." Zhong Yuan Zhong also said word by word.

Osamu Dazai didn't answer, he just smiled inexplicably.

I found that I seemed to be able to see the outside world clearly.

I looked up and saw that the person sitting in front of me was Osamu Dazai.It's just that his current appearance is much different from that of the Osamu Dazai I know, not only in his clothes, but also in his temperament.

I carefully identified the clothes on Dazai Osamu, and the more I looked at them, the more familiar I felt. This clothes...how come this clothes are so familiar?

Wait, I remembered, Mori Ogai's clothes!The clothes on Osamu Dazai were exactly the same as those on Ogai Mori.

An idea suddenly appeared in my mind, an idea that broke through my cognition.

That is,

Osamu Dazai is now the leader of Hong Kong black.

How did he become the leader of Hong Kong black?

Since the last time I knew that Osamu Dazai became the leader of Hong Kong gangsters, I still have a feeling of unreality.Osamu Dazai, the leader of Hong Kong gangsters.I can't equate the two, but now I have to accept this reality.

After I found out that Osamu Dazai could see the outside world without opening the book, I started to observe Osamu Dazai.

After my observation, I found that Osamu Dazai seemed to be planning something, planning something that might shock everyone.

I watched Osamu Dazai plan everything and arrange everyone's ending.I was surprised to find that these endings are the best endings for those people, but I found that Osamu Dazai didn't seem to arrange an ending for himself.Maybe he arranged, arranged an ending that was HE for him.

But I don't think this is the ending he should have. I want to talk, I want to tell him that he can have a better ending, but I can't make a sound, and I can't interfere with Dazai. I can only watch Dazai make arrangements Take care of everything, including his affairs.

Dazai, can you leave yourself a way out?

I watched with cold eyes what happened next.

I watched everyone have a HE ending according to Osamu Dazai's script, and I also know that Osamu Dazai is about to usher in the ending he arranged for himself.

I watched him let Chuya Nakahara leave, I watched him walk up to the top floor of the Hong Kong Building, and I watched him walk to the rooftop and stand.

I watched him turn around, I watched him fall backwards.

I know this is the ending he arranged for himself.

What can I do if I know, and I have no way to change his ending, there is nothing I can do.

Sorry, there is nothing I can do.

I stood in the void and watched Osamu Dazai's figure get smaller and smaller, and then disappeared.I know that Osamu Dazai has faced his end calmly, I slowly closed my eyes, I don't know where I should go now, after all I don't know how I got here, and I don't know how to get out of here.

If you can't leave, then so be it.

How about this......

I opened my eyes suddenly, and I found that I was still in my empty bedroom.

I wasn't in that void, I wasn't in that weird time, and I wasn't facing Dazai's death.

This is all a dream, I sighed, but fortunately it was just a dream.

I couldn't fall asleep suddenly, I stood up, picked up my phone, walked to the window and opened the curtains to look at the scenery outside.

Yokohama is still brightly lit, as if the excitement will never go away.

Now I really want to make a call to Osamu Dazai.I picked up my phone and dialed his number.

"Dudu-"

As soon as the call was made, the call was connected.I looked at the call that was connected in seconds, and for some reason, I had the illusion that Osamu Dazai had been waiting for this call.

I put the phone to my ear and listened to the sound of breathing coming from the phone.

I didn't say a word, and Dazai Osamu didn't say a word either.

I didn't know what to say to him, the scene in my dream where Osamu Dazai jumped off the building suddenly flashed in my mind, and I suddenly said: "Dazai, remember to leave a way out for yourself in the future, okay?"

The author has something to say: the ending is HE (super loud!!!)

I feel ooc, start tapping QAQ

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Tomorrow is Osamu Dazai's perspective to explain the first stage of QAQ to you

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Thank you little angel! ! !

感谢在2020-06-0116:12:30~2020-06-0122:51:12期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the rocket launcher: 1 of Dazai's baby Muzai;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!