Bai Yueguang is over-compensated [Transmigration Book]
Chapter 45 Confession!
Chi Zhouqing wanted to get the necklace back, but from Lin Shuzhu's appearance, he knew that he would not let go easily.He also thought that this was a relic left by the original owner's mother to the original owner, and he would not allow him to comment on how the original owner handled it.
But since Lin Shuzhu could never be the daughter-in-law of the Chi family, he didn't take advantage of the loopholes by saying this.
Chi Zhouqing made up his mind and said softly, "Give it back to me."
Lin Shuzhu looked at him sadly: "Brother Chi, are you going to break your past promise?"
Chi Zhouqing tried his best to recall the infatuated male supporting role in the sadomasochism TV series in his mind.
He looked up at the sky at a 45-degree angle, with a fragile and sad expression: "Among us, who will break the promise first?"
This trick of "treating the person in the same way as the person" really had a miraculous effect on Lin Shuzhu.
One sentence kept echoing in his mind: I fell in love with Jiang Heng first!It was I who broke our promise first!
He suddenly lost the courage to speak.
Chi Zhouqing took advantage of the victory to pursue: "Lin Shuzhu, you have changed, are you still the simple and kind Lin Shuzhu?"
Lin Shuzhu: These words sound familiar, I seem to have said similar things before...
At this time, silence is better than sound, so Chi Zhouqing didn't intend to say anything at the moment, but just stared at Lin Shuzhu silently.
Lin Shuzhu's heart was stung by the sadness and heartbreak that was so thick in his eyes that it was about to flow out, and he didn't dare to look at him again.
Chi Zhouqing has mastered the correct way to communicate with Lin Shuzhu, first you have to use his way of speaking, and second you have to speak in a roundabout way.
He said with ease: "Shuzhu, you have always been a very kind boy in my heart..."
When Lin Shuzhu heard his trusting words, he felt mixed emotions, guilt and emotion.
Chi Zhouqing strikes while the iron is hot, covering his face unbearably: "Mom is gone, I want her to stay with me as the only relic in this world, as if she is still by my side, you can satisfy my little girl wish?"
Lin Shuzhu's hand that touched the necklace felt faintly hot.He thought drowsily: If I don't return this necklace to Chi Zhouqing, wouldn't I be the villain who stops Chi Zhouqing from remembering his dead mother?
Feeling overwhelmingly guilty, Lin Shuzhu hurriedly returned the necklace to its original owner.
The moment he handed over the necklace, he vaguely felt that he had passed by the same precious treasure, and it might have disappeared long ago.But he didn't realize it until this moment, and he will no longer have it in the long years to come.
what is it then?Lin Shuzhu's chest was filled with loss.
Chi Zhouqing took back the relics of the original owner's mother as he wished, and breathed a sigh of relief.
He has no right to control the whereabouts of this relic, but the original owner's mother's original words were "give the necklace to the daughter-in-law of Chi's family". Lin Shuzhu used the original owner's affection to hang him, and at the same time he was ambiguous with other men. Obviously, he cannot be qualified as a necklace. the owner.
That being the case, Chi Zhou took the necklace back easily and presumptuously.He will not take this necklace as his own. When he has the money to buy a cemetery in the future, he will put this necklace in the urn and bury it in it. It is right to be buried with the unknown mother and original owner.
As for the gift for "the daughter-in-law of the Chi family", he will prepare it himself.And this is going too far, in his previous life his mother was solo until his death, but in this life there is no sign of his partner.
Thinking of this, Chi Zhouqing shed bitter tears for himself, and comforted himself: As a high school student, I still focus on studying now.
Chi Zhouqing just wanted to rush back to the classroom quickly, but Lin Shuzhu wasted more than half an hour at noon, which made him have no time to take a nap or do test papers.
Xia Yubai drifted back to his position in a daze.
The seats belonging to Chi Zhouqing and Lin Shuzhu were vacant as expected. The two of them have already been in love with each other and secretly communicated with the song. At this time, they are impatient to get close outside, right?
Xia Yubai didn't dare to think about this picture too much, as long as he imagined it a little, his heart would ache like a fierce Ling Chi.
So what is he in Chi Zhouqing's heart, Lin Shuzhu's substitute?
He touched his face, and thought again of what the strange stranger he met on the road had said.
"Your backs and profiles look alike, but you don't quite look alike in front."
At that time, he didn't pay much attention to these words, and just laughed it off.
But at this moment, these words were like a vine tightly restraining his heart.
Do they really look alike?
He can't compare with Lin Shuzhu's deity, and he doesn't want to ask Chi Zhouqing this question.
Just in time, he saw Jiang Heng sitting at the front desk writing hard, so he planned to ask Jiang Heng.
Jiang Heng is Lin Shuzhu's boyfriend, so he should know him well. Besides, this question is not difficult, and the answer he got when he asked Jiang Heng was the same.
He poked Jiang Heng's back, and asked gloomily, "Do I look like Lin Shuzhu, and the profile is more similar to the back?"
Jiang Heng was taken aback by Xia Yubai's nonsensical question, and thought that he had exposed Lin Shuzhu as his substitute, but he denied it flatly: "No, he doesn't look alike at all, how can he compare with you?" ?”
Xia Yubai hoped that Jiang Heng's answer was true, but he said clearly, "That means they look a bit alike."
Jiang Heng was in a cold sweat, afraid that his friendship with Xia Yubai would come to an end.He wanted to save it, and tried his best to argue: "Listen to me..."
"Sorry," Xia Yubai didn't even have the mood to maintain basic politeness, "I don't want to talk now, please let me calm down alone."
When Chi Zhouqing returned to his seat, he found that his deskmate Xia Yubai was lying on the table, probably taking a nap.
He deliberately relaxed his movements and continued to write the unfinished test paper before he was called out.
In recent days, besides thinking about learning, Chi Zhouqing also has a problem about interpersonal communication that he can't understand.
Something was wrong with his deskmate.
Xia Yubai has recently been sluggish like a plant that has been exposed to the sun and lacks water.No matter who talks to him, he looks like he doesn't want to communicate too much, even Chi Zhouqing is no exception.
Obviously nothing special happened in the past few days, Chi Zhouqing couldn't figure it out.
At the same time, his relationship with Xia Yubai had also dropped to a freezing point. In the past, Xia Yubai would occasionally smile when talking to him, and make a few small jokes when he was in a good mood.
The communication between him and Chi Zhouqing these days is completely business-like, and the two discuss topics as usual.But when Chi Zhou lightly mentioned other topics, Xia Yubai perfunctory without interest.
Chi Zhouqing was very distressed.
It's really hard to guess the minds of adolescents.
Xia Yubai on the other side was even more distressed.
Feelings are really unpredictable.
This question has troubled him for many days, and he can't think of an answer no matter what.
Why would Chi Zhouqing prefer Lin Shuzhu to him?
Xia Yubai was not convinced.After Lin Shuzhu returned to the classroom, he secretly observed Lin Shuzhu for a while, and Lin Shuzhu almost suspected that he had such a deep love for him that he couldn't restrain himself.
But no matter how he looked left, right, up and down, he reluctantly admitted that he and Lin Shuzhu looked a bit alike, but he was much prettier than Lin Shuzhu.
If you only look at the face, why does Chi Zhouqing like Lin Shuzhu but not him?
Well, when it comes to appearance, it’s because he doesn’t have a clear understanding of his own face, and everyone’s definition of good-looking is very different.
What about the grades?
There are standard answers for the exam, and everyone has the same standard for it.A high score is a good grade, and it can always reflect the level gap between the two in a fair and just manner, right?
Except for the accident where the admission ticket was lost, his grades in the major and minor exams were never lower than Lin Shuzhu's.
He compared back and forth, and always felt that no matter from which point of view, he was much better than Lin Shuzhu.
Why does Chi Zhouqing like him and not me?
In fact, he already knew the answer to this question, but he didn't want to believe it.
The initial liking may be related to external factors such as grades, looks, family background, etc., but when it really develops into liking, it has little to do with these external conditions.
Just like if he was asked to tell a hundred reasons why he likes Chi Zhouqing, he can say it too, but these are not the real reasons why he likes Chi Zhouqing.
Likes are never unreasonable and don't ask for reasons.
It is like a sudden summer storm. You can predict its coming, and you can hide in other places to escape it, but no one has the supernatural ability to prevent it from happening.
Xia Yubai predicted it and felt it, but he didn't want to escape, didn't want to hide, so he stayed where he was, and let the heavy rain make him a drowned chicken.
When Chi Zhouqing talked to him and looked at Xia Yubai's face, would he wish in his heart that it was someone else who was somewhat similar to him?
All his strange anomalies have been explained reasonably.
Chi Zhou lightly lied to Lin Shuzhu that he liked me in order to use me to stimulate Lin Shuzhu who secretly made a boyfriend;
Chi Zhouqing's attitude towards me has changed from indifferent to friendly, probably because my face is somewhat similar to his long-awaited sweetheart;
Chi Zhouqing never confesses because he is reserved, he can also be proactive and enthusiastic, but these never belong to me, and the reason why he doesn't confess could not be simpler-he doesn't like me.
Obviously there are so many clues that Chi Zhouqing never hides them deliberately, why didn't I find any of them?
I am only 16 years old, why should I experience the pain of love prematurely?
Xia Yubai wanted to understand the cause and effect, and was so sad that he couldn't hold the pen steadily in his hand.
Don't think too much after you figure it out, he repeated this sentence in his heart over and over again.
He barely cheered up, found out the books for the math competition, and decided to escape all kinds of complicated and sad emotions in real life in the ocean of knowledge.
He smiled deceitfully, turned to the first page, and devoted his eyes and mind to the topic with enthusiasm.
He read it for a long time, but couldn't write it out, and he didn't even have an idea.
The purpose of Xia Yubai's writing questions is to make himself feel better. He is frustrated in love, but he is still proud of the questions.
Unexpectedly, as soon as he came up, he ran into a topic that Dao couldn't write.
This made his already heartbroken emotions worse.
He drowned in the ocean of knowledge.
His mind was a mess: Even the mathematics that favored me abandoned me!
Well, let me do some other homework then.
He took out the Chinese test paper and successfully completed the previous part of the basic questions, feeling a little calm.
His good mood plummeted when he accomplished the question of silently writing ancient poems and essays.
______________, Wan Muchun in front of the sick tree.
He quickly filled in the horizontal line with "thousands of sails passing by the side of the sunken boat", and then began to stare blankly at another word.
Ugh……
Why is life at the age of 16 so difficult.Xia Yubai wanted to cry but had no tears.
Xia Yubai is in a bad mood, but he wants to be a good brother and son at home, and a good student at school. There is no small corner in the huge world where he can release his emotions.
Fortunately, he kept a cold face for several years, and no one doubted his low pressure.He just kept a straight face like this, secretly sad in his heart.
He was decadent for several days, and began to spurn on his sluggish self again.
He can't live in a depressed mood anymore, he thought, feelings are not the whole of life, and if he stays idle all day long, it's just adding jokes to those who hate him.
Xia Yubai is very sensitive to other people's emotions.Last time at the stairs, he clearly felt the maliciousness in Lin Shuzhu's eyes looking at him.
That's right, how can the rightful owner see the substitutes pleasing to the eye?
So he should cheer up and not let Lin Shuzhu see the joke.
He looked through the almanac and picked an auspicious day for everything to happen in the near future, and decided to confess his love to Chi Zhouqing on this day.
Don't even think about confessing, you know you will be rejected.He chose a good day, and he didn't have the idea of increasing the chance of success. It was purely his sense of ritual.
Although Chi Zhouqing never existed in his relationship, everything was his self-indulgence, but he still wanted to be free and easy when he left the stage.
Pick a good day and end all this wrong.
He called Chi Zhouqing out of the classroom during his lunch break that day.
Chi Zhou saw that the person who called him was Xia Yubai, although he didn't know what he was going to say when he called him out, he walked away with him happily.
Moreover, Xia Yubai's state is not right recently. Apart from discussing topics, they have not communicated normally for several days.
Xia Yubai didn't know what his purpose was, whether he wanted to give himself a buffer time, or whether he wanted to give up completely. He asked, "You really don't want to see me talking to Lin Shuzhu, do you?" Chi Zhouqing replied naturally: "yes."
However, Xia Yubai not only stopped talking to Lin Shuzhu recently, but also stopped talking to other students. It is not advisable to overcorrect, and it is not as good as before.
Xia Yubai smiled, lowered his head, his tone lost: "Okay, I see."
Chi Zhouqing: ... No, I feel like you don't know.
I already knew the answer, didn't I?Xia Yubai forced a smile again, and said straight to the point: "I know you like Lin Shuzhu, although..."
"Wait! Wait!" Chi Zhouqing didn't have the habit of interrupting others, but when he heard such a big misunderstanding, he couldn't help but say, "You don't know! Who said I like him!"
"Ah?" Xia Yubai looked more embarrassed than a person he was "liked". He was stunned for a while and asked again, with a hint of joy in his tone, "So, you don't like him?"
Chi Zhouqing was speechless, why did both of them feel that he had no regrets for Lin Shuzhu?
He said with a headache: "Why do you have such an impossible idea..."
Xia Yubai said softly: "You are very kind to him, and you are unhappy every time I talk to him, and you always look lost when you see Jiang Heng and Lin Shuzhu together..."
After Chi Zhou listened to his words lightly, his brain was about to explode.
He calmed down after taking a deep breath, and said, "Come on, let's analyze one by one. First of all, the first one, how can I treat him well?"
Xia Yubai's lost eyes lit up a little bit, and then dimmed after hearing this, he said listlessly: "Why not? It can be reflected in many places. Every time he comes to talk to you, you will immediately put down your hands What you are doing, concentrate on chatting with him..."
Chi Zhouqing: "Uh, if I ignore him, he will keep pestering me, and sometimes he will grab me. How embarrassing it is in the classroom."
Xia Yubai asked again: "Then you always talk nicely to him..."
Chi Zhou lightly supported his forehead and said, "I talk to everyone like this. Have you ever seen someone I talk to in a particularly bad and impatient manner?"
He doesn't like Lin Shuzhu very much.But at present, his words and deeds have not stepped on Chi Zhouqing's bottom line.
He only regards Lin Shuzhu as an annoying ordinary classmate, and if there are no special circumstances, he will not have a deadlock with Lin Shuzhu.
Xia Yubai hurriedly asked again: "Then you see him unhappy with Jiang Heng?"
Chi Zhou quietly recalled his reaction when he saw these two together, as if there was no reaction?He pondered for a while: "You are wrong."
Even if he really reacted, at most it was disgusting to see the two of them "one is willing to fight, the other is willing to suffer".
"You really don't like him..." Xia Yubai had a strange expression on his face, both surprised and bewildered.
"Yeah," Chi Zhouqing said helplessly, "You won't be in a bad mood just because you think I like him?"
His mind was full of doubts: Why did Xia Yubai fall in love with Lin Shuzhu no matter what I tried to stop him?
But Chi Zhouqing still wanted to save it, he sighed and took out his set of puppy love education: "You are still young, students still put their studies first, don't put your mind on..."
Xia Yubai didn't listen to his persuasion, grabbed his arm, and smiled until his eyes crooked.
Chi Zhouqing: No way?He's so happy that I'm not his rival in love?Should I be happy that I have a high status as a friend in his heart, or should I be sad that he likes Lin Shuzhu like a poisoned man?
Xia Yubai glanced at him, then moved his eyes to his held arm, and said suddenly: "Chi Zhouqing, I like you!"
Chi Zhouqing didn't react for a while: "What are you talking about, do you like me?"
Xia Yubai didn't expect that his reaction when he heard the confession was to ask rhetorically, and replied: "Yes, I like you."
"you sure?"
"Of course I'm sure!"
Chi Zhouqing had never been confessed to by the same sex before, and the same sex who confessed suddenly was his good friend.He still didn't respond, and asked several times.
Xia Yubai replied to him seriously at first, but then blushed and refused to say any more: "What are you doing! Saying it once is enough, I don't want to be a repeater."
Chi Zhou was stunned for a while, not knowing how to properly handle his confession.
If it was someone else, he could politely refuse, but he wanted to continue to be good friends with Xia Yubai, and he didn't want to accept his confession...
Uh, this sounds like Lin Shuzhu's attitude towards the original owner!
Chi Zhouqing was never at a loss in the face of difficulties, but now he really doesn't know how to deal with this dilemma.
He considered it for a while and said carefully: "Thank you for your liking, but we are not suitable."
Xia Yubai still looked at him stubbornly after being rejected: "Why is it inappropriate?"
"Uh, this question," he did have an inappropriate reason, but it's hard to tell others about it, and he couldn't give any other reasonable excuses, he said, "we're still students, it's not good to fall in love early. I'm afraid to talk about it." Being in love affects your grades."
Xia Yubai smiled: "Don't worry, I promise it won't affect my academic performance."
Chi Zhouqing had no choice but to say: "I'm afraid it will affect my academic performance."
Xia Yubai sighed: "Okay."
Chi Zhouqing thought that he had retreated in spite of the difficulties, and reluctantly let go of his heart. Unexpectedly, Xia Yubai, who looked arrogant and icy in front of him, dropped another bombshell: "Then you will always allow me to chase you?"
Chi Zhouqing weakly pulled out the banner of "students' puppy love is not good" again.
Xia Yubai curled his lips: "Chi Zhouqing, your thinking is really like a conservative old man!"
"Old man" Chi Zhouqing: "..."
Xia Yubai's unintentional words hit the crux of the problem right on the spot.
The reason they are unsuitable is age.
Xia Yubai said again: "Then you say you hate me, I promise I will never bother you again. Otherwise, I will chase you, and you can't stop me."
Xia Yubai looked at him pitifully: "Say it quickly, you hate me."
He usually has a dignified and even arrogant posture, but now he lowers his body and puts on this expression, his eyelids are slightly lowered to cover his round eyes, like a small animal praying not to be abandoned by its master, The lethality is not generally large.
Besides, Chi Zhouqing didn't hate him at all, how could he say that?
He had a headache and said, "Of course I don't hate you..."
Xia Yubai pressed her every step: "Then do you like me?"
"Like is like, but not the kind of like you want..."
He smiled: "Like is like, is there a difference?"
Xia Yubai is surprisingly smart emotionally, and can always accurately find the loopholes in his words.If he didn't speak clearly, he would lose the confrontation with Xia Yubai sooner or later and fall into his trap.
And he didn't know when Xia Yubai would learn to show pity!Chi Zhouqing really has nothing to do with his trick.
He sighed and called his name: "Xia Yubai."
From the very beginning, Chi Zhouqing called him "Yuebai" naturally and directly, and rarely called him by his full name solemnly.
Xia Yubai froze for a moment, and stopped pretending to be pitiful, and looked up at him.
Chi Zhouqing said sincerely: "You are too young, maybe you still don't know what true liking is."
Xia Yubai retorted subconsciously: "I'm so young, I'm 16 years old, this is already the age of full criminal responsibility!"
"Oh, it's different..."
He stopped Xia Yubai, who was unconvinced and wanted to refute, and continued: "You haven't seen many, many magnificent scenery in the world, such as thousands of horses galloping, thunderous tides, mountains and greens, and countless The mountains in the mountains, the mighty migration of animals in groups...so don't say the word 'like' lightly. The weight of these two words is far more important than you think."
Xia Yubai didn't speak any more.
This is the result he expected, but Chi Zhouqing is not happy to achieve his goal.
He smiled bitterly and said: "You are only 16 years old. It's not unusual for a boy at this age to have a floating mind. You may like me because of my face or other superficial reasons, but it's not like, it's just a passing affection. If one day you meet someone who is many times more handsome than me, you might fall in love with him again."
Xia Yubai muttered softly: "My liking is not so superficial..."
Chi Zhouqing said again: "You also know that things are always developing and changing, and your feelings are no exception. Can you find out what will never change?"
Xia Yubai took a deep look at him and said, "I understand." Then he left.
Xia Yubai, who was rejected, was in a bad mood, but Chi Zhouqing, who was rejected by others, was not in a better mood.
If he was a boy whose real age was 16 or 17, Xia Yubai's peers, he would definitely accept the confession.
Young people's love life couldn't be simpler. If they see each other, they will be together. If they don't like it, they will break up. Both parties are very relaxed.
But he is getting older, his real age is over 30, coupled with his personal personality, he has more concerns about relationships, which also means that it is more difficult for him to invest in and end a relationship. leave.
So he deliberately said seriously, in fact, if it's just a relationship, it doesn't need to be unwavering, as always, such a relationship is too rare, and the conditions are too harsh.
He just wanted Xia Yubai to understand: Chi Zhouqing, a man in his thirties, was not a suitable love partner for him.
As the saying goes, there is a three-year generation gap, and there is a Mariana Trench between them.
Having a common topic in the chat does not mean that there will be no friction in their future communication.
The way of getting along with friends is completely different from that of lovers, and the age gap is destined to have a long period of running-in between them.If they really talk, it will be a huge test for both parties. It is very likely that their relationship will be exhausted during the running-in, and they will eventually part ways and become strangers.
A young man's love is like a vigorous fire, but he is a wet log soaked in water, so it is difficult for Xia Yubai to have a "dry fire" burning reaction.
Xia Yubai was young and ignorant. As the older one, he had to understand.
If he allowed the two of them to get in touch further, Chi Zhou was afraid that he would fall in love with Xia Yubai sooner or later.
Since the ending is likely to be separated, it is better for him to draw the emotional Chu He Han boundary one step earlier, which is worse than an ending that hurts both of them.
The author has something to say: After the confession, the way of getting along will change, and from now on it will be sweet mutual petting
So if there is a misunderstanding, you have to make it clear as soon as possible, especially emotionally.
Don't worry about the original book, if you always use other people's feelings, you will get kicked
Don't get stuck with your important plot points, there will be another update later, but it depends on when I correct the typo (0x0)
But since Lin Shuzhu could never be the daughter-in-law of the Chi family, he didn't take advantage of the loopholes by saying this.
Chi Zhouqing made up his mind and said softly, "Give it back to me."
Lin Shuzhu looked at him sadly: "Brother Chi, are you going to break your past promise?"
Chi Zhouqing tried his best to recall the infatuated male supporting role in the sadomasochism TV series in his mind.
He looked up at the sky at a 45-degree angle, with a fragile and sad expression: "Among us, who will break the promise first?"
This trick of "treating the person in the same way as the person" really had a miraculous effect on Lin Shuzhu.
One sentence kept echoing in his mind: I fell in love with Jiang Heng first!It was I who broke our promise first!
He suddenly lost the courage to speak.
Chi Zhouqing took advantage of the victory to pursue: "Lin Shuzhu, you have changed, are you still the simple and kind Lin Shuzhu?"
Lin Shuzhu: These words sound familiar, I seem to have said similar things before...
At this time, silence is better than sound, so Chi Zhouqing didn't intend to say anything at the moment, but just stared at Lin Shuzhu silently.
Lin Shuzhu's heart was stung by the sadness and heartbreak that was so thick in his eyes that it was about to flow out, and he didn't dare to look at him again.
Chi Zhouqing has mastered the correct way to communicate with Lin Shuzhu, first you have to use his way of speaking, and second you have to speak in a roundabout way.
He said with ease: "Shuzhu, you have always been a very kind boy in my heart..."
When Lin Shuzhu heard his trusting words, he felt mixed emotions, guilt and emotion.
Chi Zhouqing strikes while the iron is hot, covering his face unbearably: "Mom is gone, I want her to stay with me as the only relic in this world, as if she is still by my side, you can satisfy my little girl wish?"
Lin Shuzhu's hand that touched the necklace felt faintly hot.He thought drowsily: If I don't return this necklace to Chi Zhouqing, wouldn't I be the villain who stops Chi Zhouqing from remembering his dead mother?
Feeling overwhelmingly guilty, Lin Shuzhu hurriedly returned the necklace to its original owner.
The moment he handed over the necklace, he vaguely felt that he had passed by the same precious treasure, and it might have disappeared long ago.But he didn't realize it until this moment, and he will no longer have it in the long years to come.
what is it then?Lin Shuzhu's chest was filled with loss.
Chi Zhouqing took back the relics of the original owner's mother as he wished, and breathed a sigh of relief.
He has no right to control the whereabouts of this relic, but the original owner's mother's original words were "give the necklace to the daughter-in-law of Chi's family". Lin Shuzhu used the original owner's affection to hang him, and at the same time he was ambiguous with other men. Obviously, he cannot be qualified as a necklace. the owner.
That being the case, Chi Zhou took the necklace back easily and presumptuously.He will not take this necklace as his own. When he has the money to buy a cemetery in the future, he will put this necklace in the urn and bury it in it. It is right to be buried with the unknown mother and original owner.
As for the gift for "the daughter-in-law of the Chi family", he will prepare it himself.And this is going too far, in his previous life his mother was solo until his death, but in this life there is no sign of his partner.
Thinking of this, Chi Zhouqing shed bitter tears for himself, and comforted himself: As a high school student, I still focus on studying now.
Chi Zhouqing just wanted to rush back to the classroom quickly, but Lin Shuzhu wasted more than half an hour at noon, which made him have no time to take a nap or do test papers.
Xia Yubai drifted back to his position in a daze.
The seats belonging to Chi Zhouqing and Lin Shuzhu were vacant as expected. The two of them have already been in love with each other and secretly communicated with the song. At this time, they are impatient to get close outside, right?
Xia Yubai didn't dare to think about this picture too much, as long as he imagined it a little, his heart would ache like a fierce Ling Chi.
So what is he in Chi Zhouqing's heart, Lin Shuzhu's substitute?
He touched his face, and thought again of what the strange stranger he met on the road had said.
"Your backs and profiles look alike, but you don't quite look alike in front."
At that time, he didn't pay much attention to these words, and just laughed it off.
But at this moment, these words were like a vine tightly restraining his heart.
Do they really look alike?
He can't compare with Lin Shuzhu's deity, and he doesn't want to ask Chi Zhouqing this question.
Just in time, he saw Jiang Heng sitting at the front desk writing hard, so he planned to ask Jiang Heng.
Jiang Heng is Lin Shuzhu's boyfriend, so he should know him well. Besides, this question is not difficult, and the answer he got when he asked Jiang Heng was the same.
He poked Jiang Heng's back, and asked gloomily, "Do I look like Lin Shuzhu, and the profile is more similar to the back?"
Jiang Heng was taken aback by Xia Yubai's nonsensical question, and thought that he had exposed Lin Shuzhu as his substitute, but he denied it flatly: "No, he doesn't look alike at all, how can he compare with you?" ?”
Xia Yubai hoped that Jiang Heng's answer was true, but he said clearly, "That means they look a bit alike."
Jiang Heng was in a cold sweat, afraid that his friendship with Xia Yubai would come to an end.He wanted to save it, and tried his best to argue: "Listen to me..."
"Sorry," Xia Yubai didn't even have the mood to maintain basic politeness, "I don't want to talk now, please let me calm down alone."
When Chi Zhouqing returned to his seat, he found that his deskmate Xia Yubai was lying on the table, probably taking a nap.
He deliberately relaxed his movements and continued to write the unfinished test paper before he was called out.
In recent days, besides thinking about learning, Chi Zhouqing also has a problem about interpersonal communication that he can't understand.
Something was wrong with his deskmate.
Xia Yubai has recently been sluggish like a plant that has been exposed to the sun and lacks water.No matter who talks to him, he looks like he doesn't want to communicate too much, even Chi Zhouqing is no exception.
Obviously nothing special happened in the past few days, Chi Zhouqing couldn't figure it out.
At the same time, his relationship with Xia Yubai had also dropped to a freezing point. In the past, Xia Yubai would occasionally smile when talking to him, and make a few small jokes when he was in a good mood.
The communication between him and Chi Zhouqing these days is completely business-like, and the two discuss topics as usual.But when Chi Zhou lightly mentioned other topics, Xia Yubai perfunctory without interest.
Chi Zhouqing was very distressed.
It's really hard to guess the minds of adolescents.
Xia Yubai on the other side was even more distressed.
Feelings are really unpredictable.
This question has troubled him for many days, and he can't think of an answer no matter what.
Why would Chi Zhouqing prefer Lin Shuzhu to him?
Xia Yubai was not convinced.After Lin Shuzhu returned to the classroom, he secretly observed Lin Shuzhu for a while, and Lin Shuzhu almost suspected that he had such a deep love for him that he couldn't restrain himself.
But no matter how he looked left, right, up and down, he reluctantly admitted that he and Lin Shuzhu looked a bit alike, but he was much prettier than Lin Shuzhu.
If you only look at the face, why does Chi Zhouqing like Lin Shuzhu but not him?
Well, when it comes to appearance, it’s because he doesn’t have a clear understanding of his own face, and everyone’s definition of good-looking is very different.
What about the grades?
There are standard answers for the exam, and everyone has the same standard for it.A high score is a good grade, and it can always reflect the level gap between the two in a fair and just manner, right?
Except for the accident where the admission ticket was lost, his grades in the major and minor exams were never lower than Lin Shuzhu's.
He compared back and forth, and always felt that no matter from which point of view, he was much better than Lin Shuzhu.
Why does Chi Zhouqing like him and not me?
In fact, he already knew the answer to this question, but he didn't want to believe it.
The initial liking may be related to external factors such as grades, looks, family background, etc., but when it really develops into liking, it has little to do with these external conditions.
Just like if he was asked to tell a hundred reasons why he likes Chi Zhouqing, he can say it too, but these are not the real reasons why he likes Chi Zhouqing.
Likes are never unreasonable and don't ask for reasons.
It is like a sudden summer storm. You can predict its coming, and you can hide in other places to escape it, but no one has the supernatural ability to prevent it from happening.
Xia Yubai predicted it and felt it, but he didn't want to escape, didn't want to hide, so he stayed where he was, and let the heavy rain make him a drowned chicken.
When Chi Zhouqing talked to him and looked at Xia Yubai's face, would he wish in his heart that it was someone else who was somewhat similar to him?
All his strange anomalies have been explained reasonably.
Chi Zhou lightly lied to Lin Shuzhu that he liked me in order to use me to stimulate Lin Shuzhu who secretly made a boyfriend;
Chi Zhouqing's attitude towards me has changed from indifferent to friendly, probably because my face is somewhat similar to his long-awaited sweetheart;
Chi Zhouqing never confesses because he is reserved, he can also be proactive and enthusiastic, but these never belong to me, and the reason why he doesn't confess could not be simpler-he doesn't like me.
Obviously there are so many clues that Chi Zhouqing never hides them deliberately, why didn't I find any of them?
I am only 16 years old, why should I experience the pain of love prematurely?
Xia Yubai wanted to understand the cause and effect, and was so sad that he couldn't hold the pen steadily in his hand.
Don't think too much after you figure it out, he repeated this sentence in his heart over and over again.
He barely cheered up, found out the books for the math competition, and decided to escape all kinds of complicated and sad emotions in real life in the ocean of knowledge.
He smiled deceitfully, turned to the first page, and devoted his eyes and mind to the topic with enthusiasm.
He read it for a long time, but couldn't write it out, and he didn't even have an idea.
The purpose of Xia Yubai's writing questions is to make himself feel better. He is frustrated in love, but he is still proud of the questions.
Unexpectedly, as soon as he came up, he ran into a topic that Dao couldn't write.
This made his already heartbroken emotions worse.
He drowned in the ocean of knowledge.
His mind was a mess: Even the mathematics that favored me abandoned me!
Well, let me do some other homework then.
He took out the Chinese test paper and successfully completed the previous part of the basic questions, feeling a little calm.
His good mood plummeted when he accomplished the question of silently writing ancient poems and essays.
______________, Wan Muchun in front of the sick tree.
He quickly filled in the horizontal line with "thousands of sails passing by the side of the sunken boat", and then began to stare blankly at another word.
Ugh……
Why is life at the age of 16 so difficult.Xia Yubai wanted to cry but had no tears.
Xia Yubai is in a bad mood, but he wants to be a good brother and son at home, and a good student at school. There is no small corner in the huge world where he can release his emotions.
Fortunately, he kept a cold face for several years, and no one doubted his low pressure.He just kept a straight face like this, secretly sad in his heart.
He was decadent for several days, and began to spurn on his sluggish self again.
He can't live in a depressed mood anymore, he thought, feelings are not the whole of life, and if he stays idle all day long, it's just adding jokes to those who hate him.
Xia Yubai is very sensitive to other people's emotions.Last time at the stairs, he clearly felt the maliciousness in Lin Shuzhu's eyes looking at him.
That's right, how can the rightful owner see the substitutes pleasing to the eye?
So he should cheer up and not let Lin Shuzhu see the joke.
He looked through the almanac and picked an auspicious day for everything to happen in the near future, and decided to confess his love to Chi Zhouqing on this day.
Don't even think about confessing, you know you will be rejected.He chose a good day, and he didn't have the idea of increasing the chance of success. It was purely his sense of ritual.
Although Chi Zhouqing never existed in his relationship, everything was his self-indulgence, but he still wanted to be free and easy when he left the stage.
Pick a good day and end all this wrong.
He called Chi Zhouqing out of the classroom during his lunch break that day.
Chi Zhou saw that the person who called him was Xia Yubai, although he didn't know what he was going to say when he called him out, he walked away with him happily.
Moreover, Xia Yubai's state is not right recently. Apart from discussing topics, they have not communicated normally for several days.
Xia Yubai didn't know what his purpose was, whether he wanted to give himself a buffer time, or whether he wanted to give up completely. He asked, "You really don't want to see me talking to Lin Shuzhu, do you?" Chi Zhouqing replied naturally: "yes."
However, Xia Yubai not only stopped talking to Lin Shuzhu recently, but also stopped talking to other students. It is not advisable to overcorrect, and it is not as good as before.
Xia Yubai smiled, lowered his head, his tone lost: "Okay, I see."
Chi Zhouqing: ... No, I feel like you don't know.
I already knew the answer, didn't I?Xia Yubai forced a smile again, and said straight to the point: "I know you like Lin Shuzhu, although..."
"Wait! Wait!" Chi Zhouqing didn't have the habit of interrupting others, but when he heard such a big misunderstanding, he couldn't help but say, "You don't know! Who said I like him!"
"Ah?" Xia Yubai looked more embarrassed than a person he was "liked". He was stunned for a while and asked again, with a hint of joy in his tone, "So, you don't like him?"
Chi Zhouqing was speechless, why did both of them feel that he had no regrets for Lin Shuzhu?
He said with a headache: "Why do you have such an impossible idea..."
Xia Yubai said softly: "You are very kind to him, and you are unhappy every time I talk to him, and you always look lost when you see Jiang Heng and Lin Shuzhu together..."
After Chi Zhou listened to his words lightly, his brain was about to explode.
He calmed down after taking a deep breath, and said, "Come on, let's analyze one by one. First of all, the first one, how can I treat him well?"
Xia Yubai's lost eyes lit up a little bit, and then dimmed after hearing this, he said listlessly: "Why not? It can be reflected in many places. Every time he comes to talk to you, you will immediately put down your hands What you are doing, concentrate on chatting with him..."
Chi Zhouqing: "Uh, if I ignore him, he will keep pestering me, and sometimes he will grab me. How embarrassing it is in the classroom."
Xia Yubai asked again: "Then you always talk nicely to him..."
Chi Zhou lightly supported his forehead and said, "I talk to everyone like this. Have you ever seen someone I talk to in a particularly bad and impatient manner?"
He doesn't like Lin Shuzhu very much.But at present, his words and deeds have not stepped on Chi Zhouqing's bottom line.
He only regards Lin Shuzhu as an annoying ordinary classmate, and if there are no special circumstances, he will not have a deadlock with Lin Shuzhu.
Xia Yubai hurriedly asked again: "Then you see him unhappy with Jiang Heng?"
Chi Zhou quietly recalled his reaction when he saw these two together, as if there was no reaction?He pondered for a while: "You are wrong."
Even if he really reacted, at most it was disgusting to see the two of them "one is willing to fight, the other is willing to suffer".
"You really don't like him..." Xia Yubai had a strange expression on his face, both surprised and bewildered.
"Yeah," Chi Zhouqing said helplessly, "You won't be in a bad mood just because you think I like him?"
His mind was full of doubts: Why did Xia Yubai fall in love with Lin Shuzhu no matter what I tried to stop him?
But Chi Zhouqing still wanted to save it, he sighed and took out his set of puppy love education: "You are still young, students still put their studies first, don't put your mind on..."
Xia Yubai didn't listen to his persuasion, grabbed his arm, and smiled until his eyes crooked.
Chi Zhouqing: No way?He's so happy that I'm not his rival in love?Should I be happy that I have a high status as a friend in his heart, or should I be sad that he likes Lin Shuzhu like a poisoned man?
Xia Yubai glanced at him, then moved his eyes to his held arm, and said suddenly: "Chi Zhouqing, I like you!"
Chi Zhouqing didn't react for a while: "What are you talking about, do you like me?"
Xia Yubai didn't expect that his reaction when he heard the confession was to ask rhetorically, and replied: "Yes, I like you."
"you sure?"
"Of course I'm sure!"
Chi Zhouqing had never been confessed to by the same sex before, and the same sex who confessed suddenly was his good friend.He still didn't respond, and asked several times.
Xia Yubai replied to him seriously at first, but then blushed and refused to say any more: "What are you doing! Saying it once is enough, I don't want to be a repeater."
Chi Zhou was stunned for a while, not knowing how to properly handle his confession.
If it was someone else, he could politely refuse, but he wanted to continue to be good friends with Xia Yubai, and he didn't want to accept his confession...
Uh, this sounds like Lin Shuzhu's attitude towards the original owner!
Chi Zhouqing was never at a loss in the face of difficulties, but now he really doesn't know how to deal with this dilemma.
He considered it for a while and said carefully: "Thank you for your liking, but we are not suitable."
Xia Yubai still looked at him stubbornly after being rejected: "Why is it inappropriate?"
"Uh, this question," he did have an inappropriate reason, but it's hard to tell others about it, and he couldn't give any other reasonable excuses, he said, "we're still students, it's not good to fall in love early. I'm afraid to talk about it." Being in love affects your grades."
Xia Yubai smiled: "Don't worry, I promise it won't affect my academic performance."
Chi Zhouqing had no choice but to say: "I'm afraid it will affect my academic performance."
Xia Yubai sighed: "Okay."
Chi Zhouqing thought that he had retreated in spite of the difficulties, and reluctantly let go of his heart. Unexpectedly, Xia Yubai, who looked arrogant and icy in front of him, dropped another bombshell: "Then you will always allow me to chase you?"
Chi Zhouqing weakly pulled out the banner of "students' puppy love is not good" again.
Xia Yubai curled his lips: "Chi Zhouqing, your thinking is really like a conservative old man!"
"Old man" Chi Zhouqing: "..."
Xia Yubai's unintentional words hit the crux of the problem right on the spot.
The reason they are unsuitable is age.
Xia Yubai said again: "Then you say you hate me, I promise I will never bother you again. Otherwise, I will chase you, and you can't stop me."
Xia Yubai looked at him pitifully: "Say it quickly, you hate me."
He usually has a dignified and even arrogant posture, but now he lowers his body and puts on this expression, his eyelids are slightly lowered to cover his round eyes, like a small animal praying not to be abandoned by its master, The lethality is not generally large.
Besides, Chi Zhouqing didn't hate him at all, how could he say that?
He had a headache and said, "Of course I don't hate you..."
Xia Yubai pressed her every step: "Then do you like me?"
"Like is like, but not the kind of like you want..."
He smiled: "Like is like, is there a difference?"
Xia Yubai is surprisingly smart emotionally, and can always accurately find the loopholes in his words.If he didn't speak clearly, he would lose the confrontation with Xia Yubai sooner or later and fall into his trap.
And he didn't know when Xia Yubai would learn to show pity!Chi Zhouqing really has nothing to do with his trick.
He sighed and called his name: "Xia Yubai."
From the very beginning, Chi Zhouqing called him "Yuebai" naturally and directly, and rarely called him by his full name solemnly.
Xia Yubai froze for a moment, and stopped pretending to be pitiful, and looked up at him.
Chi Zhouqing said sincerely: "You are too young, maybe you still don't know what true liking is."
Xia Yubai retorted subconsciously: "I'm so young, I'm 16 years old, this is already the age of full criminal responsibility!"
"Oh, it's different..."
He stopped Xia Yubai, who was unconvinced and wanted to refute, and continued: "You haven't seen many, many magnificent scenery in the world, such as thousands of horses galloping, thunderous tides, mountains and greens, and countless The mountains in the mountains, the mighty migration of animals in groups...so don't say the word 'like' lightly. The weight of these two words is far more important than you think."
Xia Yubai didn't speak any more.
This is the result he expected, but Chi Zhouqing is not happy to achieve his goal.
He smiled bitterly and said: "You are only 16 years old. It's not unusual for a boy at this age to have a floating mind. You may like me because of my face or other superficial reasons, but it's not like, it's just a passing affection. If one day you meet someone who is many times more handsome than me, you might fall in love with him again."
Xia Yubai muttered softly: "My liking is not so superficial..."
Chi Zhouqing said again: "You also know that things are always developing and changing, and your feelings are no exception. Can you find out what will never change?"
Xia Yubai took a deep look at him and said, "I understand." Then he left.
Xia Yubai, who was rejected, was in a bad mood, but Chi Zhouqing, who was rejected by others, was not in a better mood.
If he was a boy whose real age was 16 or 17, Xia Yubai's peers, he would definitely accept the confession.
Young people's love life couldn't be simpler. If they see each other, they will be together. If they don't like it, they will break up. Both parties are very relaxed.
But he is getting older, his real age is over 30, coupled with his personal personality, he has more concerns about relationships, which also means that it is more difficult for him to invest in and end a relationship. leave.
So he deliberately said seriously, in fact, if it's just a relationship, it doesn't need to be unwavering, as always, such a relationship is too rare, and the conditions are too harsh.
He just wanted Xia Yubai to understand: Chi Zhouqing, a man in his thirties, was not a suitable love partner for him.
As the saying goes, there is a three-year generation gap, and there is a Mariana Trench between them.
Having a common topic in the chat does not mean that there will be no friction in their future communication.
The way of getting along with friends is completely different from that of lovers, and the age gap is destined to have a long period of running-in between them.If they really talk, it will be a huge test for both parties. It is very likely that their relationship will be exhausted during the running-in, and they will eventually part ways and become strangers.
A young man's love is like a vigorous fire, but he is a wet log soaked in water, so it is difficult for Xia Yubai to have a "dry fire" burning reaction.
Xia Yubai was young and ignorant. As the older one, he had to understand.
If he allowed the two of them to get in touch further, Chi Zhou was afraid that he would fall in love with Xia Yubai sooner or later.
Since the ending is likely to be separated, it is better for him to draw the emotional Chu He Han boundary one step earlier, which is worse than an ending that hurts both of them.
The author has something to say: After the confession, the way of getting along will change, and from now on it will be sweet mutual petting
So if there is a misunderstanding, you have to make it clear as soon as possible, especially emotionally.
Don't worry about the original book, if you always use other people's feelings, you will get kicked
Don't get stuck with your important plot points, there will be another update later, but it depends on when I correct the typo (0x0)
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