Through another world, I still love you

Every day after Xi Murong recovered from his injury, he went out to collect herbs with Hawke in the morning, came back at noon, sorted the herbs, separated the roots and leaves, washed them, and then dried them in the woven branches. In what people call a basket.

His body is much better than his previous life. After all, he is not very old, has a regular life, and has a lot of exercise.But after such a whole day, Xi Murong still felt exhausted.After washing at night, Xi Murong climbed onto the stone bed early and fell into a deep sleep.

It was like this every day, but today, Xi Murong tossed and turned but couldn't fall asleep, his body was obviously very tired, but his mind was always clear as usual.

After tossing and tossing until midnight, Xi Murong fell asleep in a daze.

It's just that he finally fell asleep, but dreamed again.In other words, it was not a dream, but some fragments in his distant memory.

He was about 16 years old that year, and when he was in school, he overheard rumors about his mother, and of course him.

According to the rumors, his mother would do anything to get the position, and even he was a move designed by his scheming mother to become the mistress of the Xi family.

What was his reaction then?He forgot, he just felt numb, like being struck by lightning, and then his mind went blank, and he fought with the child who said these words.

Then what?He couldn't remember, when he cleared his mind, he was already standing in front of his mother.

Why was he so excited?Is it because of the neither salty nor bland atmosphere at home all year round?Or is it because of the weird relationship between father and mother over the years?The most fundamental thing is probably because he is the mother's biological child, but the mother always cares for Xi Lei more than himself?

So a message hit his sore foot, and he lost his mind.

He stubbornly believed that he was really just a move by his mother, and the reason why his mother cared so much for Xi Lei was only to please the current and future head of the Xi family.

He's at Xi's house, it's a joke.

He has known for a long time that he and Xi Lei are not the same mother, but he doesn't care because they were once so close.But now, he suddenly felt that he was ashamed to face Xi Lei, and his previous dependence made him look even more ridiculous.

He fled like the wind.

In an instant, the memory changed again, and he stood at the door of the hospital where people were coming and going.

He remembered the place in front of him, his heart began to tremble and ache involuntarily, but his body still walked into the hospital involuntarily.

In the hospital lay Xi Lei, whose leg was broken by him, and his mother, who was so angry that he fell into a coma.

From the mouth of his pale father, he knew something about the past.

He knelt in front of the hospital bed, regretting his past.

But what's the use?My mother left just like that, with endless disappointment in herself.Xi Lei became disabled, from a slender and tall young talent to a man who can only walk with a limp even if he recovers successfully.Father became old, and the companionship of many years left suddenly, even if there was no love, he would not get used to it after all.

With his own hands, he smashed the cradle that had nurtured him for many years to pieces.

The pain in his heart began to spread again, and he couldn't tell whether it was the pain in a dream or the real pain.However, no matter how painful it was, it couldn't cover up the indelible remorse in his heart.He even wished the pain could be more intense, so that the feeling of regret would be less obvious.

However, in the next second, the father's sigh suddenly sounded in his ears: "Sinister!"

With a start, he woke up.

He curled up on the stone bed with his heart in his hands, unable to sleep again.

He and Xi Lei were not born to the same mother.But his mother Li Xiao and Xi Lei's mother Murong Yue are good friends. When Xi Lei's mother died of illness, he entrusted Xi Lei and Xi Lei's father to his mother to take care of him and accompany him. the rest of their lives.

His mother did have a good impression of his father, but she knew that the good friend and his wife were very affectionate, and she never wanted to destroy their relationship.It's just that Murong Yue's dying wish made the originally good relationship between Xi Yun and Li Xiao become awkward and stiff.

After his wife passed away, Xi Yun became completely depressed. The company didn't care about him, and his son was left behind by him.It wasn't until the young Xi Lei fell into a coma due to a high fever and was sent to the hospital, and Li Xiao slapped Xi Yun because he was out of breath, that he woke up.

Li Xiao was very disappointed with Xi Yun, Xi Lei was Murong Yue's only child, she knew how much she cared about this child.In order to prevent Xi Lei from encountering such a situation again, Li Xiao took Xi Lei to his side, loving and teaching him as his own child.It's just that Xi Yun is Xi Lei's biological father after all, so Li Xiao had no choice but to send Xi Lei back to Xi's house on weekends so that he could stay with his father and cultivate their relationship.

The three of them spent the grief after Murong Yue's death in such a weird way.In the third year after Murong Yue's death, Xi Yun finally decided to follow his late wife's last wish and marry Li Xiao as his wife.

What he didn't expect was that Li Xiao didn't plan to marry him.She likes him, but she never likes him to the point where she wants to play tricks on him. She really cares for Xi Lei.Her attitude was so firm that Xi Yun didn't know what to do.

Xi Lei was already six years old at that time, and it was time for him to go to elementary school.Xi Yun's company was busy with things, and when Xi Lei couldn't take care of him, he handed Xi Lei over to the nanny.After all, Li Xiao has lived with Xi Lei for more than two years, mother and son are better than mother and son, she couldn't bear Xi Lei to suffer like this, so she discussed with Xi Yun, and took Xi Lei to her side.

It's just that Xi Murong's unexpected arrival broke this seemingly weird but stable state, which caught the two adults by surprise.In the end, no one is wrong, Xi Murong, it's just Li Xiao's fault when he was drunk.

She likes Xi Yun, but after going through so much, it is impossible for her and Xi Yun.There is nowhere to tell the depression in her heart. Occasionally, she would anesthetize herself with alcohol.

That night, it was very late when Xi Yun called Li Xiao to inquire about Xi Lei's situation. He knew that Li Xiao usually went home early and rested early for Xi Lei.But during that time he was on a long errand, and the project he was talking about ended up failing.Frustrated, he wanted to hear his son's voice, but when he didn't want to connect to the phone, what he heard was Li Xiao's drunken voice.

Perhaps the two frustrated souls needed comfort, so in a daze, the two hugged each other.

Because of the child in Li Xiao's womb, the relationship between Xi Yunhe and Li Xiao became delicate.

Before, she was still righteous in front of Xi Yun, but now she is pregnant with someone else!Li Xiao didn't have the courage to face the Xi family's father and son, but he couldn't bear to take away her and Xi Yun's child in his womb.As a last resort, she decided to leave, which was the best choice for the three of them.

It's just that she is really reluctant. She didn't expect Xi Yun to respond to her feelings before, but it's different now. Xi Yun is the father of the child in her womb, and she doesn't want her child to be born without a father. .As for Xi Lei, after so many years, he, they have already had a deep relationship, she is Xi Lei's harbor, and Xi Lei is his comfort.

Li Xiao, caught in entanglements and conflicts, didn't know what to do, so when Xi Yun held Xi Lei and stood in front of her, and when Xi Lei opened his big black and white eyes and asked her with a little sadness if she wanted to leave, she compromised. up.

In front of the two children, Li Xiao finally betrayed her love and married Xi Yun.

Of the two children, Li Xiao was not worried about Xi Murong, after all, he had a complete family when he was born.As for Xi Lei, in addition to his love and affection before, Li Xiao unconsciously felt more guilt after she and Xi Yun got married.This kind of emotion will always make her care for Xi Lei more inadvertently.Besides, it is difficult to be a stepmother, and the change of identity will eventually make her thinking more changed. She doesn't want the two half-brothers to end up hurting their friendship because of this.

She thinks that Xi Murong is her biological son, mother and child are connected, he must understand her painstaking efforts.Little do they know, children's thoughts are the most elusive.

Thinking of his mother, Xi Murong's heart began to ache again. He buried his face in the animal skin under his body, letting his troubled thoughts wrap him around.

"Murong, even if you misunderstood your mother and blamed her for not caring about you and accompanying you. But Murong, have you forgotten? Ever since you were young, Leilei has pampered you less? From the moment you were born Since then, he will accompany you, and he will give you everything you want. Have you forgotten the relationship you have had for so many years? Why did you break your elder brother's leg because of that person's few words of provocation!"

Yes, why is he so cruel?It's just that at that time, he believed that his mother had no feelings for him, that she had turned all her love for him into a flattery and dedicated it to Xi Lei, and that he could only be laughed at at Xi's house, so he didn't look at it at all. Her eyes and heart were full of disappointment and pain.

Xi Lei has always spoiled him so much that even if he wanted the moon in the sky, Xi Lei would find a way to break it off.In the past, he was addicted to such infinite pampering, until Xiao Su hinted that he was killing him, and there was a crack between them.

To be precise, it was he who unilaterally rejected Xi Lei's love for him.

He still remembers how painful it was.When a habit gradually becomes an instinct, how difficult it is to change it.Xi Lei's kindness to him is like sex, he is afraid of it, but he is madly infatuated with it, he is already addicted to it, but he has to quit it.

That kind of pain goes deep into the bone marrow.

Xi Lei didn't know what he was thinking, and would still try his best to find time to accompany him, but with his growing up and his more and more awkward mentality, they had become farther and farther away unconsciously.

Thinking about it now, Xi Murong only felt sad and ridiculous.All his heart at that time was given to Xiao Su.Xiao Su will pamper him, love him and take care of him. All his dependence on Xi Lei has been transferred to Xiao Su by him.

However, he always knew that it was different.

In the past, he didn't understand what was different, so he desperately wanted to get closer to Xiao Su, but he still couldn't find the answer.Now that he has seen everything clearly, he realizes that Xiao Su's favor is just a premeditated favor, but Xi Lei's favor comes from the heart, wishing to give him the whole world.

So it was different, but he, because he couldn't see clearly, destroyed it with his own hands.

Xi Murong touched the drenched animal skin and laughed frantically.

There was already a slight light coming in from outside the door, Xi Murong stared blankly at the light, and closed his eyes.

A new day begins.

The author has something to say:

This chapter can be regarded as a memory, let me explain the little feelings of the previous life.I feel that the author's skills are not good enough, and what I want to express is always poorly expressed. I will work hard to improve and strive to do better.

The plot unfolds slowly, everyone must be patient (tears)!