Accompanying is the longest love confession

Zhang Yining was sitting on the sofa, gnawing an apple in his hand, and staring at the TV. He said he was watching TV, rather he was in a daze.This is the state she has been in for a few days since she came home. Knowing her daughter Mo Ruomu, Zhang's mother knows that her daughter has encountered some unsolvable problems again.

Zhang's mother walked over, sat next to her, and turned off the TV. The person in front of her still didn't respond at all, and she was still staring blankly at the front. She reached out and snatched the apple from Zhang Yining's hand.

Only then did Zhang Yining realize that her mother had sat next to her at some point, and the TV was turned off.She snatched the apple back from Mom Zhang's hand again, complaining: "Mom, why did you turn off my TV, I'm watching it right now."

"Are you sure you're watching?" Zhang's mother leaned over and looked at her.

Zhang Yining, who was being stared at, was a little guilty, and smiled: "Just now I was distracted."

Mother Zhang sighed, straightened Zhang Yining's collar, and softened her voice: "Tell me, what's the matter."

Zhang Yining also made a big decision. Anyway, she couldn't figure it out. It would be good if more people came up with ideas. She put the half-gnawed apple on the coffee table, hugged the pillow behind her, took a deep breath, and thought about it Changed the wording: "Here, I have a friend who has been having relationship problems lately..."

"A player who also plays table tennis? A girl too?" Zhang's mother looked at Zhang Yining with a secretive smile and asked.

Zhang Yining was a little embarrassed by this smile, she always felt that her little lie had been seen through by her mother, but she had already said it, and she couldn't change it, so she nodded: "Yes, okay, Mom, don't interrupt me yet, let me finish in one breath. That's right, my friend actually has a boyfriend, and she likes it quite a bit. But a while ago, she found out that her senior sister also likes her, It took her a long time to sort out her feelings, and she found that she seemed to like her senior sister." Speaking of this, Zhang Yining carefully looked at her mother, and found that her face was as usual, listening quietly, Zhang Yining swallowed Swallowing, she continued: "What's worse, she found that she didn't like her boyfriend purely. How should I put it, her boyfriend made her feel like her senior sister. Hey, let's put it this way Well, she even thinks that she regards her boyfriend as a substitute for her senior sister."

"But?" This is what Zhang's mother said.

Zhang Yining nodded, and followed her mother's words: "However, she is a little confused whether she likes her senior sister in that way, that is, the state she is in when she faces her boyfriend, with...she and her senior sister The feeling of being together is different, and the feeling for the former is more like liking. However, when she recalled the time when she was with her senior sister, she found that she seemed to have some inexplicable throbbing with her senior sister before, but apart from those moments, she Being with the senior sister seems to be no different from other people. But after her senior sister left, she just retired. She is not used to being alone. Whether it is living or playing, she feels empty in her heart every day, and misses her especially. She didn't know whether she missed her senior sister because she was used to her being around, and she was more dependent on her before. Once she left, she was not used to having no one to rely on, or it was because she simply liked her, so she missed her. Ah , It’s probably like this, do you understand?” Zhang Yining looked at her mother uncertainly, after all, she talked a lot and was a little messy.

After hearing these words, Zhang's mother felt a little distressed. This child has so many things hidden in his heart.I reached out and touched her head: So, your friend can't figure out whether she depends more on her senior sister than she likes her, or likes her more than she depends on her, right? "

Zhang Yining on the opposite side nodded like a pounding garlic.She likes Wang Nan, and treats this relationship very carefully. She wants to understand her feelings thoroughly, does not want to have any distracting thoughts, eliminates all worries, and likes her wholeheartedly.

Zhang's mother withdrew her hand, put her palms on her knees, and smiled kindly: "Fool, maybe it's because you liked her from the beginning, so you are so dependent on her."

That's right, that's right, at the beginning, she fell in love with Wang Nan earlier than she liked herself, maybe in the arena in 04, maybe in the arena in 99, or in the meeting in 96 , when she met Wang Nan for the first time.

Zhang Yining smiled, all her doubts and worries disappeared at this moment.

Huh?What's wrong, Zhang Yining, who realized it later, looked at her mother in surprise: "Mom, how do you know I'm talking about me?"

Zhang's mother smiled helplessly, shook her head, and instead of answering her directly, she asked, "Wang Nan is the one who likes you?"

Zhang Yining was completely shocked: "How do you know?!"

Zhang's mother continued to shake her head, this girl is so old, why is she still so stupid, she has spoken so bluntly, the senior sister she is talking about is not Wang Nan or anyone else.He opened his mouth and answered: "You said you've already mentioned this, how can I not know who it is, but it's not just because of this."

"Then what else?" Zhang Yining hurriedly asked.She wanted to know how her mother knew about the man's hidden thoughts.

"Do you still remember that a few days before the opening of the Olympic Games, you called people from the team to our house for a party? It was that time, Xu Wei also came instead of eating and drinking. In fact, I didn't notice Wang Nan at first. What's wrong, it's still the same as usual. But after eating, didn't you go downstairs together? I didn't go down, so I stood on the balcony and watched you. At that time, you and Xu Wei walked in the front, followed by Guo Yue and Guo Yan Xiaoxia and the others, Wang Nan walked last with his hands in his trouser pockets. Then you and Xu Wei stopped, and he kissed you on the forehead. In fact, just looking at Wang Nan’s expression at that time, it was nothing, as he looked at you both with a smile , but compared to the expressions of Xiao Guoyue and the others, her smile is a bit sad. At that moment, a thought flashed across me: Could Wang Nan like you? But it was just a moment, because I thought this idea was too incredible. It’s too far-fetched, how could such an excellent child like you. But when I heard you say that your senior sister likes you, her smile appeared in front of my eyes, ah, it turned out to be true. Thinking about it now , that child is quite tolerant." Zhang's mother's tone was a little distressed.

Zhang Yining's heart twitched. She couldn't imagine how sad it was to have a sad smile on that beautiful face. She always hid it in front of her. Even that night, she still covered her face with her hand to hide it. own pain.Distressed, she was so distressed that she wanted to die.

Zhang Yining's distraught expression made Zhang's mother understand, and she asked, "What are you going to do now? Where's Xu Wei?"

Zhang Yining, who was questioned by this question, turned around and stared at the coffee table, a little lost in thought, she was sorry for Xu Wei, in this relationship, that person was at fault, and she was also at fault, but Xu Wei was innocent, he was so innocent. She likes herself, but what about herself, Zhang Yining feels that she is really a jerk, she should have sorted out her feelings earlier, she should have found out that she likes Wang Nan earlier, she shook her head: "Let's break up, we can only break up, it's me I'm sorry for him, I can't drag him down any longer."

Mother Zhang hugged her in her arms and stroked her back: "Silly boy, there is no right or wrong if you like it."

Xu Wei still came to Beijing, "Why?" His voice was hoarse and his eyes were bloodshot. He looked at Zhang Yining in front of him and asked.

"I'm sorry." Zhang Yining lowered her head and repeated these three words.

Xu Wei smiled wryly: "Ning Ning, I didn't come to hear your apology, I want to know why, did I do something wrong?"

Zhang Yining raised her head and quickly explained: "No, you're fine, I'm not." Then she turned her gaze to the side, but she still didn't dare to face him: "Because what I like is not you, I like someone who is older than me." Yes, I like gentle and considerate people, if I met someone else at that time, I would have liked them too." This was the excuse she could think of, but she didn't dare to say directly that she didn't like him from the beginning, so too cruel.

Xu Wei shook his head: "Up until now, you have refused to tell me the truth, is it because I just happened to meet your mate selection requirements, and you don't like this type now? Or is it because you have someone else in your heart?"

Zhang Yining was left speechless by the question, she was still not fit to lie.

If he didn't speak, he was acquiescing. Xu Wei closed his eyes, struggled at last, and asked, "Wang Nan?"

"How do you know?!" Why did everyone around her know.She thought that the man was hiding it deeply, and no one noticed his intentions, but in the end she slapped her hard. Was she really careless and slow? Even Xu Wei could detect it, but she had ignored it for so many years. It's okay to be a jerk.

Xu Wei closed his eyes in despair, it was really her.He still remembers that he received a call from Zhang Yining in 07, asking him to take good care of his teammates who went to Hong Kong for the last few days.How could he refuse his girlfriend's request?That was also the first time he met Wang Nan, or it would be more appropriate to say that he knew Wang Nan.After all, in the early years, when Zhang Yining didn't know him, he also met Wang Nan when he was chasing her.

Wang Nan always had a gentle smile on his face, taking care of everyone in the company, introducing himself, and even reminding himself of each person's taste, so that he could "please" them one by one.At that time, Xu Wei admired this big lady in the table tennis world from the bottom of his heart. He never thought that she could be so careful that so many people could remember it so clearly.Eat spicy or not spicy, what you like to eat and what you don't like to eat.

Wang Nan smiled indifferently: "What's the matter, I'm the captain and the oldest, so I should take care of these little kids."

He also smiled: "It's really hard work. By the way, our Ningning is also thanks to you for taking care of me. She often mentions in front of me how kind and caring Sister Nan is to her."

Hearing this, Wang Nan's smile froze for a second, which was so short that ordinary people could hardly notice it, but he saw it himself. After so many years of working in the mall, he still has the ability to perceive words and emotions.At that time, he was still questioning whether he said something wrong that made her a little unhappy, but the next second, when Wang Nan mentioned Zhang Yining, he understood.Wang Nan said with a smile: "Old Zhang, it's actually okay. They are all my juniors and treat everyone equally. It's just that we lived in the same room with her at the beginning, so we know each other better and have a closer relationship. She, other things It's nothing, there are a lot of bad problems, special things, and mother-in-law's, and sometimes it bothers her."

Maybe it was because she saw that her expression was a little stiff, or she noticed that her tone was too happy, so she put aside the topic: "Of course, in your eyes, she must be an advantage. After all, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I am Her senior sister may see it differently, let alone her, I can tell everyone’s shortcomings in the team.” Later, Guo Yue, Li Xiaoxia, and Ding Ning were all mentioned.But I knew in my heart that she was covering up, trying to cover up.How could she not notice it, when she mentioned Zhang Yining, the smile on the corner of her mouth, the tenderness on the corners of her eyes and brows, Wang Nan thought he didn't see it, and thought she was hiding it well, but she forgot, and he understood when she mentioned Zhang Yining. The love that is inadvertently revealed when she is in love with someone, not to mention that he and she like the same person.

Xu Wei opened his eyes, ended his memories, and looked at Zhang Yining: "You should be a tacit understanding between rivals in love."

Zhang Yining also had no choice but to nod: "I'm sorry."

Hearing these three words again, Xu Wei smiled weakly: "Don't apologize, it's not your fault that you don't like me."

"Actually, I didn't like you and then fell in love with her. I only found out half a year ago, and then I found out that I also..." Zhang Yining wanted to explain, and wanted to save it, but when it came to this , It seems that the description is getting darker and darker. Isn't this telling him clearly that she didn't like him from the beginning.

He also liked her early in the morning.Xu Wei finished what Zhang Yining had left to say in his heart, and he also said it for himself.Too late, after all, too late.Who said that love doesn't come first, you see, Wang Nan won if she was ahead of him.

Xu Wei finally smiled, wishing Zhang Yining happiness with a smile.Then he left, left Beijing, and Zhang Yining's life.