I would rather die than be the white moonlight

"Shen Ke, what's the matter with your injury? Kong Mu hit you again, didn't he?"

Hearing the familiar voice beside his ears, Shen Ke thought of the grievances of the world these days, and couldn't help crying. He shook his head while crying: "I'm fine, I'm really fine, it's my own fault...it's me..."

The other party knew Shen Ke's temper. This kid had a good temper, but to put it bluntly, he was weak, and anyone could bully him.

However, Shen Ke was never like this before.

Shen Ke closed his eyes in pain, feeling the tenderness of the opposite hand, and gently wiped the scar on the corner of his mouth.

"Thank you, Miss Cheng."

The called "Sister Cheng" did not answer this sentence, but looked at Shen Ke with a complex expression. When wiping the corners of Shen Ke's mouth, she sharply saw a bruise on the side of Shen Ke's neck, and she was almost angry. Swearing.

Seeing such a pitiful Shen Ke, Sister Cheng couldn't help saying: "Shen Ke, leave him."

Shen Ke was obviously taken aback when he heard this sentence. Countless scenes flashed through his mind in that instant. Although Kong Mu often beat him and scolded him, he still cared about him. After thinking about it, he slowly Shaking his head: "Sister Cheng, I like him, and I will never leave him in this life."

If one day I leave him, then...it will be time for me to be free, right?

The identity of the man in the blue shirt seems to be a mystery, the only thing that is clear is that he lives in this world where time stops forever. Here, the man in the blue shirt seems to have gotten used to it, or rather, he has become numb to this kind of life.

And just today, a character who has not appeared for a long time appeared here.

The man in the blue shirt looked at the blood-drenched man in front of him, and wanted to see the other person's face clearly, but he couldn't see clearly. Looking carefully, the pupils of the other party were extremely hollow, and the man in the blue shirt showed some interest. This is probably an ordinary mortal, but why did mortals come to him when they should go to the underworld after death?

Seeing such a dirty man standing on the other side, the man in the green shirt was really annoying, so he threw the man into the lake with a flip of his hand.

This lake is called Juexin Lake, if there is no magic weapon to protect the body, even the gods will have to put their lives here.

The man in the blue shirt observed the face of the man in the lake, and there was no other expression except calmness.

This couldn't help but make the man in the green shirt a little bit interesting, and he cast a little trick to make the other person's eyes look a little clearer.

"What's your name?" The man in the blue shirt pondered for a long time before he could say such an awkward sentence.

"Shen Ke..." Shen Ke seemed to have not spoken for a long time, his voice was very hoarse, and it was disturbing to listen to, but the man in the green shirt was lonely for some days, no matter what his voice was, just listen to the other party say something interesting Things are also good.

"Oh Shen Ke, do you have any regrets?"

Kong Mu's face flashed in Shen Ke's mind, remembering the car accident that day, Kong Mu hugged him in his arms, tears dripped down his face, suddenly, he frowned, feeling an inexplicable pain from his heart In the continuous spread, came.

Seeing some pain on Shen Ke's face, the man in green shirt mistook it for losing pain, took a sip of tea and said slowly, "This lake is called Juexin Lake...name..."

"Juexin...I'm afraid it's unintentional." Shen Ke suddenly interrupted the man in the green shirt. He covered his heart and repeated Kong Mu's name over and over again. He was already dead, and he didn't care about it anymore. It's enough. .

"If it is possible, I hope that this water can completely kill my root of love. I wish I had never loved anyone..."

The man in the blue shirt was dumbfounded. I'm afraid this Shen Ke is not some kind of ghost, but... a person who was abandoned by a heartless man, right?

The man in the green shirt couldn't help sighing, the word love hurts others and himself, but there are too many idiots who complain about women, even if they already know that they will lose everything, they never give up.

Waving his sleeves, Shen Ke's life was conjured up. Looking at the figure flashing on the lake, the man in the green shirt finally understood everything.

No wonder this Shen Ke came here. It turned out that all of these things have their origins.

The man in the blue shirt smiled slightly: "Shen Ke, are you willing to be resurrected?"

It has been a long time since Shen Ke returned to the real world, as if everything would follow what happened before Shen Ke died, and start over again.

Remembering everything, remembering everything, Shen Ke's eyes widened inexplicably, then when he went back to high school and met Kong Mu, why?

Shen Ke's eyes instantly turned cold, and he looked at the Coke bottle in his hand, which hit the ground hard.

The bell for class had already rang, but the seat next to it had been vacant for a long time. Kong Mu frowned, raised his hand and explained the situation to the teacher, saying that he was looking for Shen Ke.

Naturally, the teacher would not agree to this kind of thing. Shen Ke has been fond of wild places since he was a child.

Worried, very worried, Shen Ke often provoked a lot of gangsters before, maybe something happened.

Kong Mu looked around and saw Shen Ke nestled in a corner on the playground. When he walked forward, he saw cigarette butts all over the ground.

Didn't Shen Ke never smoke before?

Shen Ke smoked, but also coughed, but still put it to his mouth and sucked.

Kong Mu stepped forward and patted Shen Ke on the shoulder, Shen Ke turned around and saw that it was him, turned around quickly, and then prepared to leave.

This kind of action made Kong Mu's hand stop, seeing the cold eyes when Shen Ke left, Kong Mu trembled all over, and stopped Shen Ke: "What's wrong with you?"

Shen Ke chuckled, with some sarcasm on the corner of his mouth: "Uncle Kong, what happened to me has something to do with you?"

This sentence obviously made Kong Mu a little uncomfortable. He reached out his hand to rub Shen Ke's hair like before, but Shen Ke opened it. Kong Mu had some doubts in his eyes: "Who bullied you?"

Shen Ke looked at the puzzled look of the person in front of him, and opened his mouth to scold him, but in the end he couldn't say anything, he just yelled: "Fuck."

Kong Mu held Shen Ke's hand, his eyes were dim and unclear, Shen Ke subconsciously wanted to shake off Kong Mu's hand, but he didn't open it, and instead fell into his arms under Kong Mu's force: "I want to I have something to explain to you."

Shen Ke tried his best to break the hands around his waist, but he had no choice but to stare at Kong Mu fiercely, but suddenly froze, Kong Mu's eyes were very red.

Since Shen Ke knew Kong Mu, Kong Mu had never cried, but this was the first time.

Kong Mu pulled Shen Ke away from the gate of the school, probably because the lower grades had already finished school, the two of them passed the gate guard smoothly.

Along the way, Shen Ke was struggling. He was reborn once, and he just wanted to stay as far away from this person as possible.

Seeing the familiar building, Shen Ke was a little confused. This is the house that Kong Mu bought for him privately after he and Kong Mu were together. The owner of the house wrote his name, but according to the time of rebirth, this Kong Mu did not buy the house at that time, not to mention that Kong Mu is still a student now.

Shen Ke suddenly understood something, and opened his eyes wide. The combination lock uses the combination he thought of at that time, his birthday prefix plus Kong Mu's birthday suffix.

It feels familiar, the furnishings of the houses inside are exactly the same, all arranged by him at that time.

Shen Ke froze, his eyes were bloodshot, he looked at Kong Mu: "Are you also reborn?"

Kong Mu nodded stiffly, Shen Ke lost his strength, and slid to the ground along the door frame: "Why? Why?"

Shen Ke kept repeating why, which inexplicably made Kong Mu feel sad, and he also sat on the ground with Shen Ke, but forcefully pulled Shen Ke into his arms: "Too many things happened, too many for me to explain clearly."

Kong Mu took out several bottles from the cabinet next to him, which was used to store precious things. Shen Ke had seen that kind of bottle before, and it was the bottle that people in Tsing Yi used to collect souls in every world.

Shen Ke gently reached out to touch those bottles, the cold, very cold feeling slipped from his fingers to his heart, almost freezing his whole body: "After you died, I spent a long time in a daze. , thinking about dying, and staying with you after death, but I didn't expect to meet someone."

Shen Ke closed his mouth and listened quietly.

"These boxes are all my shortcomings. In every world, you help me correct my shortcomings, such as indifference, ignorance, violence, scheming, brain damage, stupidity, and illness."

After talking, Kong Mu began to scold himself: "The water called Juexin Lake is so cold, it's so cold to the heart, but it hurts, just like countless ant beasts smashing and biting, but he told me that as long as you go down the lake I can see you."

"Every time I lost my memory and returned to the original point again, I wanted to scold myself again. I felt uncomfortable, but I jumped into that lake again without hesitation."

"I did a lot of wrong things, can you pay me back all of them now?"

After Kong Mu finished speaking, he took out a wine bottle from the side, put it in Shen Ke's hand, took Shen Ke's hand, and slammed it on his head.

Blood dripped down Kong Mu's face little by little, but Kong Mu ignored it and wiped the blood casually: "It really hurts, so you must have been in so much pain at that time."

Shen Ke was stunned by Kong Mu's series of actions, but he saw Kong Mu knelt down to Shen Ke little by little: "I'm sorry, I have done too many wrong things in the past, I don't beg you Forgive me, but only for one chance."

Shen Ke frowned, stretched out his hand to wipe the blood off Kong Mu's head little by little, Kong Mu's eyes lit up.

"I can't do it. I can't forgive you from the past, and I can't forgive the self from the past. I'm cheap enough, and I don't want to continue."

Kong Mu's eyes, which had some light at first, turned dark in an instant, and then disappeared completely.