I would rather die than be the white moonlight

When Yu Sheng blurted out this sentence, both of them were stunned for a while, Yu Sheng stopped slowly, feeling extremely shocked by what he said just now.He... how could he say such words?

Yu Sheng was stunned for a long time, before he murmured, "Master, that was just now..."

Yu Sheng's hurried appearance actually made Shen Ke laugh.Shen Ke's messy hair slid down his cheeks due to sleeping, and Hua Shun's hair slipped into Yu Sheng's neck, making Yu Sheng extremely itchy.

Yu Sheng was speechless immediately, and before Shen Ke could answer, he sighed and changed Shen Ke's body from carrying to hugging. Shen Ke naturally knew how ambiguous this posture was. Reddish, unwilling to look at Yu Sheng's face.

Shen Ke's feet flickered when Yu Sheng was walking, and Shen Ke gently placed his hand on Yu Sheng's heart, where it was beating extremely fast, and Shen Ke felt that his own heartbeat began to beat at such a fast pace .

Shen Ke secretly raised his head to look at Yu Sheng's face, but the two looked at each other. Shen Ke hurriedly shrunk his head into Yu Sheng's chest, like an ostrich. Yu Sheng hugged Shen Ke's waist, and pulled Shen Ke Ke turned upside down, and Shen Ke suddenly felt his body fly into the air, and subconsciously exclaimed, as if he was holding a life-saving straw, he stretched out his arms to hug Yu Sheng.

Yu Sheng felt Shen Ke's dependence, and suddenly laughed. Hearing Yu Sheng's joyful laughter, Shen Ke gently pinched the piece of jade that Yu Sheng brought up just now. A lot of the mud had been wiped off, and the clear lines made him unable to believe that this was the piece that had fallen into the lake. He thought that this jade pendant would never return to his hands. Fortunately, There is more than Sheng.

The stove in the room has been turned off, and the room has become a bit cold, Yu Sheng gently put Shen Ke on the bed, pinched Shen Ke's nose that was already red from the cold, and squatted down to hold Shen Ke's feet.

Shen Ke's feet were extremely cold. When they touched the warm palms, they subconsciously retracted, but they were held tightly by Yu Sheng. Looking at Yu Sheng who squatted down to warm his feet little by little, Shen Ke His nose suddenly became sore.

Someone outside suddenly came up to inform: "Young master, Master has already asked someone to inform you twice, if you don't go, sue the master..."

Shen Ke became nervous when he heard the word "Master" mentioned outside. Although Yu Sheng is the treasure of the Yu family, if he offends the civil servant, he might not be able to bear it. He pushed it with a smile in his eyes. Yu Sheng: "Master, hurry up and go."

Yu Sheng put Shen Ke's feet under the quilt, then pulled Shen Ke to lie down, pinched the quilt, touched Shen Ke's head, and then turned around and shouted: "Master, let's go, so many years have passed Now, why are you still rambling."

After Yu Sheng had changed into clean clothes, he went to Shen Ke's side, rubbed the top of Shen Ke's head, and knocked on Shen Ke's head before turning around to leave, but a hand grabbed his sleeve.

The corners of Yu Sheng's mouth suddenly curled up, and he turned around to look at Shen Ke: "I know you can't bear to...Master."

Seeing the jade pendant held by Shen Ke in both hands, Yu Sheng suddenly became stunned. Shen Ke looked at Yu Sheng very seriously, as if he wanted to impress Yu Sheng in his eyes, and Yu Sheng sat on Shen Ke's bedding. Up: "Why did you give it to the Lord?"

Shen Ke pursed the corners of his lips, flipped it over thoughtfully and said, "The gold bracelet is lost."

Yu Sheng saw his figure clearly in Shen Ke's eyes, Yu Sheng stepped forward and hugged Shen Ke tightly, Yu Sheng asked gently: "You like me too, don't you?"

Shen Ke didn't respond, and it took a long time before he nodded lightly. Shen Ke's small movements brought Yu Sheng a great sense of joy, and he tightened the arms holding Shen Ke, trying to integrate Shen Ke into his flesh and blood.

Yu Sheng withdrew his hand with a smile, took the jade pendant from Shen Ke's hand, then wiped the mud on it to the clothes he threw on the ground just now, and tied it around his waist generously.

Yu Sheng wanted to do this a long time ago, he was afraid that Shen Ke would ask him to go back, he was afraid that Shen Ke would not like him, and he was afraid that Shen Ke would no longer trust him because of the harm he had brought to Shen Ke before.

Shen Ke stared at Yu Sheng firmly, this action of Yu Sheng undoubtedly gave Shen Ke a great sense of comfort, gave Yu Sheng a big smile, Yu Sheng walked forward with a smile and pulled Shen Ke into his arms .

Looking at Shen Ke's extremely dry lips, Yu Sheng couldn't help swallowing, he lowered his head, and finally couldn't help kissing her. Shen Ke's lips were covered with dry skin, Yu Sheng raised Shen Ke's closed teeth, Stretching out the tip of his tongue and touching it lightly, Shen Ke opened his jaw obediently. The two of them are so lingering together that it actually makes the cold room a little warmer.

Yu Sheng tasted a bit of bitterness. It was the medicine Shen Ke drank not long ago. Although it was bitter on the tip of his tongue, Yu Sheng felt the so-called happiness. Yu Sheng moistened Shen Ke's lips with saliva little by little, Gently bite the dry skin on the top, bit by bit.

Shen Ke was finally out of breath and pushed Yu Sheng's chest. Yu Sheng saw Shen Ke whose eyes were blurred, smiled and bit Shen Ke's lips lightly, and then the two of them kissed each other. separate.

A silver thread slipped from the mouths of the two, making Shen Ke blush. He suddenly buried his head in Yu Sheng's arms, and felt Yu Sheng's body temperature rub against him involuntarily. Yu Sheng was touched by Shen Ke. Ke Ceng felt uncomfortable, looked at Shen Ke and said with a smile: "If you continue to clumsy, you may not be able to go to Mr.'s place today."

Shen Ke suddenly pushed Yu Sheng away, turned his head and said: "Master, you should go quickly, if you don't go, the master will probably send someone to remind you."

Yu Sheng looked at Shen Ke's blushing face, and was speechless for a moment, then suddenly thought of something, and he blurted out: "I may not give you your title."

The warm atmosphere between the two was quickly broken by Yu Sheng's words, Shen Ke was stunned, but shook his head after thinking for a while: "It's nothing, I knew about it earlier."

Between the two men, there would be no status at all, and this capital city can't tolerate it. When Shen Ke decided to give the jade pendant to Yu Sheng earlier, he had already thought of this result.

Although he had thought of it a long time ago, Shen Ke still felt like his heart was being torn apart when Yu Sheng said it so clearly. He felt the so-called pain and loss. Shen Ke lowered his eyes and looked at the The mandarin ducks playing in the water embroidered on the quilt suddenly felt a little sour in his nose.

Yu Sheng joked with a smile: "With me, you may encounter many dangers, aren't you afraid?"

Shen Ke shook his head firmly: "I'm not afraid." After Shen Ke finished speaking, he pushed Yu Sheng: "The people outside are probably already waiting impatiently, sir, hurry up and go."

Yu Sheng shook his head and stood up with a smile, walked to the side, poured out a cup of hot tea and put it in Shen Ke's hands, the temperature of the tea passed through the cup to Shen Ke's hands, Yu Sheng squeezed Shen Ke's quilt feet, and then Pecked Shen Ke's lips: "Master will be back soon."

After Yu Sheng walked away, Shen Ke looked at the tea in the cup. The tea was rippling, and from the reflection of the teacup, Shen Ke saw himself. His eyes were haggard and his face was frighteningly pale. Shen Ke stretched out a hand to touch touched his lips.

Shen Ke stared blankly at the teacup as he looked at the tea, until the tea was already cold, and then drank it in one gulp. The cold tea went down his throat to his stomach, but Shen Ke felt that his heart had also become the same. The tea is also a little cold.

After Shen Ke expressed his emotions, he felt the so-called relief. The teacup in Shen Ke's hand slipped to the ground with a thud.

Shen Ke stood up, knelt down and touched the teacup with a crack, the teacup instantly fell apart and turned into small pieces.

Shen Ke gently picked up one of the fragments, the sharp water chestnut slipped Shen Ke's finger, Shen Ke picked up a fragment and put it in his palm, then stared at the fragment in a daze.

The blood mixed with the tea that had not been drunk cleanly gathered in the palm of the hand, Shen Ke was a little dizzy before his eyes, and slowly closed the palm of his hand, the blood dripped from his hand just now, and the numbness brought about by the lost blood donation made Shen Ke feel a little pain in his heart , Gently spread out the palm of his hand, looked at the blood-stained fragments, couldn't help sighing, and threw it into the dustpan beside him.

Shen Ke picked up Yu Sheng's unwanted old clothes from the ground, wrapped the belt around his palms a few times, and then lay down on the bed again.

When Yu Sheng came back, he trotted back a few steps. After the two of them connected with each other today, his return to the house had already turned into anticipation. When he reached the door, he was afraid that Shen Ke would not know that he was back, so he coughed hard twice.

When he entered the room, he saw Shen Ke lying on the bed with his back facing him, but he walked lightly, and walked forward little by little. Looking at Shen Ke's back in a daze, he lifted the quilt and lay down inside.

Shen Ke had heard it long ago when Yu Sheng entered the room, but he still closed his eyes and said nothing. Yu Sheng hugged Shen Ke gently from behind Shen Ke, for fear that Shen Ke would wake up.

Yu Sheng's body was covered with moisture from the outside, Shen Ke trembled violently, but still burrowed deep into Yu Sheng's embrace, Yu Sheng stretched out his hand and opened Shen Ke's tightly clenched hand, wanting to open his fingers Interlocking, but felt the wet cloth.

Yu Sheng forced Shen Ke to turn around, raised Shen Ke's hand, saw the blood-stained cloth in Shen Ke's hand, frowned and asked, "What's going on."

Shen Ke shook his head, pulled his hand out of Yu Sheng's and stroked Yu Sheng's cheek: "It's nothing serious, but the cup is broken, and I was careless when I cleaned it up."

But Yu Sheng shook his head, and patted Shen Ke on the head: "It's already this big, and it's still so worrying."

Shen Ke shook his head, buried his head in Yu Sheng's arms, took a deep breath of Yu Sheng's body odor, and then closed his eyes. Yu Sheng smiled and said nothing, and put his chin on Shen Ke On the top of his head: "Grandpa woke up a little early this morning, and now I'm so sleepy, how about sleeping with you for a while?"

Shen Ke reached out and hugged Yu Sheng's waist, looked at Yu Sheng's tired face and nodded: "I have a good dream."

Yu Sheng laughed when he heard this: "Dreaming about you is enough."

When Yu Sheng's breathing became steady, Shen Ke murmured: "Master too, dreaming of you is enough."

There is not much time for the two of them to be warm, and they are soon broken by the affairs of the court. The court is in chaos, and the Yu family is also in chaos. He rebelled on the grounds that he was fatuous and incompetent and gave power to his relatives.

Yu Sheng began to follow Prime Minister Yu to turn around with various masters, and the emperor's panic gave Prime Minister Yu more opportunities to win over military power.

The battle started, and there was chaos outside. Those cries of losing family members reached Shen Ke's ears, making Shen Ke inexplicably flustered. Yu Sheng couldn't go home, and he couldn't even see Shen Ke's face .

The servant also knows Shen Ke's current identity. Shen Ke and Yu Sheng have been sticky all these years, and they know it even if they are not blind. None of our children have a time to play around, but they all know that Shen Ke will not have anything in the future. He didn't pay much attention to the big future, and offering three meals a day according to Yu Sheng's request was not bad.

Yu Sheng issued a death order, no one was allowed to step into his small courtyard, not even the old lady. During Yu Sheng's absence, Shen Ke didn't see anyone except the servant who delivered the meals. But it also saves a lot of trouble.

After all, Yu Sheng's care and concern for Shen Ke disturbed the old lady. The old lady wanted to see Shen Ke, but was stopped by the servant at the door and said that Shen Ke had fallen asleep. The old lady stomped her feet and trembled angrily: "Isn't it just a slave, the old woman can't see her anymore?"

Standing in the courtyard and listening to the noise outside, Shen Ke couldn't help frowning, he turned around leisurely and went back to the house, he thought for a moment and then smiled, what the old lady said was indeed the truth, he was indeed a servant, but he... Why is there a little bit of depression and... a heartache that I don't know.

When he was about to enter the door, Shen Ke heard the old lady's last sentence: "Forget it, if you don't see it, you'll be gone. It's just a cheap thing, and it won't make any waves in the future."

Shen Ke's footsteps stopped suddenly, he tripped over the threshold of the door, and fell to the ground all of a sudden, Shen Ke stood up and patted the dirt on his body and stood up.

Looking at the wound on the palm of his hand that was originally broken by the debris, he was stunned for a long time, shook his hands, looked around, walked to the dressing table beside him, and stared at the comb on the dressing table in a daze.

I don't know if it's because he's been locked up for too long, Shen Ke is able to know what's in front of him even with his eyes closed facing these scenes that are too familiar to him.

Shen Ke said with a self-deprecating smile: "If one day I become blind, I'm afraid I can live well in this room."

After the outside became quiet, Shen Ke closed his eyes, and lay crookedly on the table, seeing that there were only four teacups left in the original set, tilting his head and wondering what he was thinking.

Too bored, Shen Ke yawned big, and slowly closed his eyes.

When he woke up again, Shen Ke was already lying on the bed. Shen Ke looked at the man next to him who was staring at him, and was stunned for a long time, until he came back to his senses and suddenly rushed up, his words were full of surprises: " You're back."

Shen Ke had a lot of things on his lips and wanted to tell Yu Sheng, but when he saw Yu Sheng, he couldn't say a word, Yu Sheng wiped the corner of Shen Ke's eyes: "Okay, okay, I know you Miss me, why are big men crying?"

Only now did Shen Ke feel that his eyes were wet. Did he cry?

Shen Ke turned around and hugged Yu Sheng tightly, and his heart was finally relieved. As soon as the big rock fell to the ground, Shen Ke felt a sense of relief that he had never had for any reason. Yu Sheng was a little uncomfortable by Shen Kele, and shook his head: "You Ah, what should you do if the master goes to the battlefield and can't come back?"

The heart that had been let go suddenly lifted up: "Master, you want to go to the battlefield?"

Yu Sheng nodded and sighed. Now that the country is short of generals, Prime Minister Yu pushed Yu Sheng to the emperor. Prime Minister Yu was betting on the Yu family. If Yu Sheng suppressed the Li family, it would be a bright future. Sijin, if it fails, neither the emperor nor the Li family will let the Yu family go.

Shen Ke suddenly raised his head firmly and looked at Yu Sheng: "I'll go too."

Seeing Shen Ke's serious eyes, Yu Sheng laughed suddenly: "What are you going to do? Are you making trouble for me?"

Yu Sheng waited for a long time before Shen Ke's muffled voice sounded: "I just want peace of mind."

Yu Sheng was stunned for a moment, and repeated in a whisper: "Is your heart at ease...?" Yu Sheng's nose was sour, and he hugged Shen Ke tightly: "But if you go with me, my heart will not Now that I'm in An'an, how can I go out and kill the enemy? Besides, if it's not for you..."

Yu Sheng stopped talking halfway, which made Shen Ke a little puzzled, staring at Yu Sheng with big eyes and asking, "For me?"

Yu Sheng obviously didn't want to answer Shen Ke's question, so don't stop looking at Shen Ke at the beginning, Shen Ke stared at Yu Sheng dryly, and finally fell silent. After being silent for too long, Shen Ke took the initiative to break Yu Sheng's hand: " I can help you kill the enemy, I am also a man, and I can also share your worries."

Yu Sheng didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and threw Shen Ke under him. Shen Ke was a little confused by such a throw, Yu Sheng looked at Shen Ke under him and raised his eyebrows and said: "Master is very flustered, don't let me Grandpa is even more flustered."

As Yu Sheng said, he stripped off Shen Ke's clothes bit by bit. Shen Ke looked at Yu Sheng in a daze. :"Afraid?"

Shen Ke shook his head, and Yu Sheng stretched a finger in. It was indeed very dry. Yu Sheng looked at Shen Ke's face covered with cold sweat, put his hands down and smiled softly: "But it hurts." ?”

Shen Ke still shook his head, and every time Yu Sheng put a finger in, he would be concerned, and every time, Shen Ke would bite his lip tightly and shake his head, saying it didn't hurt.

When Yu Sheng raised his gun to go into battle, Yu Sheng panted twice in Shen Ke's ear, and his scorching breath hit Shen Ke's ear impartially. Yu Sheng said three words, and Shen Ke The whole person froze for a moment, and then suddenly the corners of his mouth curled up: "I love you too."

Early the next morning, Shen Ke was woken up by Yu Sheng's movement of getting up. Shen Ke was sore all over, the pain in his lower part and his waist couldn't move at all. He got up, but Yu Sheng pushed him back: "You should rest well, the master will come back safely."

This time, Shen Ke didn't listen to Yu Sheng's words, he was on the verge of life and death: "I must send my grandfather away with my own eyes so that I can feel at ease."

Yu Sheng couldn't resist Shen Ke, shook his head and sighed, helped Shen Ke up, and dressed Shen Ke with his own hands. Shen Ke looked at Yu Sheng who was busy and said with a smile: "Originally, I signed the contract of selling myself, but I didn't expect that in the end It's my father who is taking care of me."

Seeing Shen Ke's complacent look, Yu Sheng approached Shen Ke with a smile, kissed Shen Ke's cheek, and gave it a hard suck: "This is the imprint of the master, from now on you will be the master's, and the things of the master will naturally belong to the master." Take good care of it."

Shen Ke stood up. In addition to his poor health and fatigue from last night, Shen Ke's legs trembled and he couldn't stand up at all. Yu Sheng laughed out loud: "I'll just say forget it, I'll call you later Sending you off, do you still have to take you back?"

Yu Sheng patted Shen Ke's head, then held Shen Ke tightly in his arms: "Wait for Master to come back."

Yu Sheng put his head on Shen Ke's neck, took a few breaths of the deodorant from Shen Ke's body, gritted his teeth, turned his head and walked out.

Shen Ke stared at Yu Sheng's leaving figure, even though Yu Sheng was out of sight, he still stared at the door.

When the sun was already shining high in the sky, the servant who delivered food knocked on the door, and Shen Ke rubbed his sore neck and shouted: "Come in."

The servant walked in with his head down, put today's lunch box on the table, and then took out yesterday's lunch box, his movements were extremely fast, as if he didn't want to stay here for a second longer.

Shen Ke stood up slowly, staggered to the table and sat down, holding the chopsticks but couldn't eat a bite of food, put down the chopsticks, closed his eyes and gasped for breath.

The little slave who went out just now was standing outside the courtyard wall, holding a broom, muttering nonsense: "If it wasn't for the young master's fancy because of his good looks, I don't know where he would be begging for food."

The words became more and more ugly, and the older they were, the more unpleasant they were. Shen Ke closed his eyes and pretended that he didn't hear it. Now he is the one who is under the fence, and he is also the one who signed the contract of sale. In this Yufu, he is struggling.

Shen Ke stood up, sat on the bed and wanted to lie down for a while, but heard a messy sound outside.

Yu Sheng and Prime Minister Yu are not in the mansion now, the old lady didn't want to force her way in before, but now she has the opportunity, she directly finds someone to take the guy and directly suppresses the servant Yu Sheng left to guard the yard.

When the old lady heard about Shen Ke early in the morning, she was unwilling to do so, not to mention that Yu Sheng's only lifeblood, Jinwu Zangjiao, was just because Shen Ke was a man, so it was just for fun. But Yu Sheng took it seriously, treated Shen Ke like a treasure, and refused to let anyone see him.

In addition, Yu Sheng's refusal to marry these days has completely angered the old lady. Yu Sheng has begun to slowly take over the power of the family. His attitude made the old lady unable to do anything.

In the end, the old lady directly brought Prime Minister Yu to her side in anger. When Prime Minister Yu heard about this, he just raised his eyebrows slightly, and called Yu Sheng to the tea house that night. Shen Ke beside him drove out of the palace.

Unexpectedly, the two of them reached a consensus. Prime Minister Yu seemed to have agreed to Shen Ke's existence. The old lady held her breath in her heart. She couldn't go up or down. Now Yu Sheng in the mansion is not in the mansion and went to the border. The old man People quickly stayed in this space.

Seeing the haggard young man with his hands on his waist sitting on the edge of the bed, the old lady became furious, and waved her hands and called two tall and thick maids: "Arrest him!"

Shen Ke was pushed to the ground, looking at the person in front of him, he still didn't know what happened. The old lady stepped forward and lifted Shen Ke's chin, and carefully smacked Shen Ke's cheeks. The more unpleasant it was, he slapped Shen Ke directly on the face.

Shen Ke's face was slapped away, and after a while it became red and swollen quickly, Shen Ke spat out a mouthful of blood, the old lady waved her hand, and the two maids immediately lifted Shen Ke up, Shen Ke struggled a few times , but because his body was too weak, he didn't break free and was caught even more firmly.

Shen Ke's eyes were blindfolded, and when the light in front of him returned again, what Shen Ke saw were all kinds of instruments of torture. Shen Ke moved his hands and feet and found that his hands and feet were tied up by iron chains. Shen Ke looked at The old lady sitting in front of her frowned: "May I ask why the old lady arrested me?"

When the old lady heard Shen Ke's question, she waved her hand directly. The servant next to her was holding a whip, and stepped forward with a whip, cursing: "What do you think you are? How dare you call me by the old lady?"