I would rather die than be the white moonlight

When did my mother change?That pure voice became thinner and harsher, and those soft hands, when did he start to be afraid of those hands?

It seems that when my father changed his mind that year, when my mother saw the lipstick mark hidden on the back of my father's neck, my father explained it over and over again, but my mother did not forgive me.

The mother started to find a private detective to investigate everything about her father. After learning that it was just a lipstick mark that was accidentally rubbed on, she was still worried and then sent a private detective to investigate everything about her father.

As long as the seeds of doubt are planted in the heart, they will take root and germinate, and then grow vigorously and become a big tree in the sky.

My father was probably annoyed by being followed and annoyed. Even when he went to the bathroom a few times, his mother would tell me about it. After his father was driven into a hurry, he came up with an idea: "Since you suspect that there is a woman outside, I will give it to you." look."

The father began to bring the woman into the house swaggeringly.

The mother is a very insecure person, probably because the former stepmother brought too much pain to the mother. Even after the mother got married, she was still like this, carefully maintaining her marriage.

Because of distrust, the family was eventually destroyed.

Mother became taciturn. Once she spoke, her voice was not as pure as before. She always liked to scold father and the woman father brought with her in a shrill voice. Then she took out a small knife and scratched his wrist not deep Not superficial scars.

Then, as if treating him like a father, he kept chanting while paddling: "Why don't you love me? Why?"

Mother is crazy, this is the accepted ending.

His mother was sent to a mental hospital, and within two years, he received the news of her death.

His family fell apart.

just this.

The only memories left to him are the pure singing before, the gentle hands on the rocking chair, the sharp roar and the scars on the wrists.

Then he met him, the goofy teenager who held out his hand to him when he was already scarred.

Li Yuan looked at the white ceiling, then closed his eyes, and hooked his hand upwards, trying to touch the hand that was stretched out to him, but in the end he only felt a puff of air, and the hand slowly dropped to above his eyes.

The corner of Li Yuan's lips curled into a sarcastic angle, and he still had nothing in the end.

Probably because he was in a bad mood, Li Yuan asked for leave the next day and didn't go to class. He stayed in the dormitory, rubbing against the quilt, because he cried unscrupulously last night, and his head still hurts badly.

Especially the right temple, throbbing throbbing pain, this is a migraine, it is already an old problem.

As long as he didn't rest well, his temples would make him extremely uncomfortable. Sometimes it was serious, and he would have symptoms of unsteady walking and unclear vision.

Li Yuan is lying on the bed, and Guagua asks Li Yuan to lie on the bed and rest today.

However, now Li Yuan doesn't feel sleepy at all, and he is even very awake. When he closes his eyes, he will recall the past, making it even more difficult to fall asleep.

Li Yuan, who was becoming more and more awake, finally sat up. The room was too stuffy, and his migraine was caused by poor rest or lack of oxygen in the brain. Li Yuan rubbed against the soft quilt, laying on the bed and not wanting to get up, but his temples The discomfort there made Li Yuan choose to get up and open the window.

Turning around, he poured a cup of tea, went to the window to drink the tea while breathing fresh air, Li Yuan raised his head and hooked the handle of the higher window, suddenly Li Yuan saw a familiar figure, Shen Ke?

Why did Shen Ke appear on the first floor?

Suddenly a man appeared behind Shen Ke and patted Shen Ke on the shoulder. Shen Ke seemed to be playing with that man, as if he already knew who the man behind him was, but he still asked who it was with a smile.

The man behind him seemed to hear the smile in Shen Ke's words, and stomped his feet angrily.

Shen Ke turned his head and stroked the man's hair, said a few words softly, and the man nodded with a reddish face.

Li Yuan squinted his eyes and thought for a while, the man next to Shen Ke looked very familiar.

Suddenly Li Yuan seemed to remember something, isn't this the monitor of their class, Ke Qing?

The monitor of their class, Ke Qing, is bright and lively, and sometimes blushes when he doesn't move, causing the senior girls to like to tease the new kid.

Including the female classmates in their class, it seems that quite a few confessed to this baby.

Why does Li Yuan have such a deep memory of Ke Qing? Probably because several of his previous girlfriends turned around and confessed to this man after they broke up with him.

It is said that they want such a lovely child to comfort their wounded hearts. After coming and going, it is very unlikely that Li Yuan will remember him or not.

Ke Qing suddenly turned his head and saw Li Yuan looking at them. Thinking of the scene just now, he seemed to have been seen, and scratched his head in embarrassment.

When Shen Ke saw Li Yuan, he still frowned. Ke Qing stepped forward, but thanks to Li Yuan living on the first floor, Ke Qing leaned on the window and shouted at Li Yuan: "Student Li Yuan, I heard that you are not feeling well today. The teacher called I'll come and see, how are you doing now?"

Li Yuan didn't answer Ke Qing. He looked at Shen Ke first, and smiled at Shen Ke. Shen Ke turned his head away and ignored him. Li Yuan touched his nose in confusion.

Only then did Li Yuan look at Ke Qing, and said with a smile, "Thank you, classmate Ke, I'm much better."

Shen Ke took out a sachet from behind and threw it over. Ke Qing caught it, and then looked at Shen Ke. Shen Ke pointed to Li Yuan. Ke Qing nodded knowingly, and then stretched out his hand.

It was a small sachet, which exuded a strong but not pungent smell. Ke Qing looked at Li Yuan playing with the small sachet in his hand, and said, "This is the lavender sachet packed by my brother himself. It helps sleep, it seems that you paid more last time."

Li Yuan looked at Ke Qing, then at Shen Ke, and asked, "Are you two..."

"That's my brother."

When Ke Qing said this, he was still a little proud.

Ke Qing looked at Shen Ke behind him, and said: "My brother's name is a collection of my parents' names, because my brother was born prematurely at that time and almost killed my mother, so I followed motherhood, and I followed my mother's name." father's surname."

Li Yuan understood, and raised the sachet in Yang's hand towards Shen Ke, but unexpectedly, this person was unexpectedly kind-hearted.

When Guagua came back from cooking for Li Yuan, Li Yuan was sleeping soundly on his pillow, with a small sachet next to the pillow.

Since that day when he discovered that Shen Ke was not as indifferent as he appeared on the surface, Li Yuan ran to the flower shop every now and then, neither buying flowers nor talking. He took a book, pretended to be reading, and watched quietly. Shen Ke's hands fluttered among the flowers.

Shen Ke chased Li Yuan away several times to no avail, and Li Yuan's good looks also attracted many customers, so he stopped driving him away, and he tacitly allowed him to come to the store as a matching vase.