I would rather die than be the white moonlight

Shen Ke looked at himself covered in blood, and was gently picked up by Li Yuan and placed on the stretcher car. The pair of despairing eyes passed through his body to his heart. Shen Ke thought for a moment, then got into the car .

The soul body will no longer be seen by anyone, Li Yuan will never let go of his hand, holding it firmly, Shen Ke sees that he has been put on an oxygen mask, and sees the first aid in the ambulance. The doctor sighed from time to time, and Li Yuan's stiff body.

He was pushed into the operating room, Li Yuan sat quietly outside, firmly holding the bag of fragments with the other hand, Li Yuan's eyes showed pain, he covered his face with his hands suddenly, tears flowed down the gap between his hands .

Shen Ke walked up to Li Yuan step by step, but couldn't touch Li Yuan when he reached out his hand. Seeing that his hand penetrated the wall through Li Yuan, Shen Ke pursed his lips, and withdrew his hand nah.

The door of the operating room opened again, and Li Yuan quickly stood up to meet him. The doctor took off his mask and shook his head at Li Yuan. Seeing this scene, Li Yuan seemed to have lost all his strength. He staggered back, An unsteady one fell to the ground, Shen Ke closed his eyes slowly with desperate eyes and a tragic roar, even if he became a soul, he would still feel pain.

Shen Ke left few relics in the hospital, only a wallet and a ring.

The ring was so dazzling, Li Yuan looked at the ring in a daze, and stroked Shen Ke's completely cold cheek in the mortuary: "Do you know, this ring was bought for He Zhipeng back then, and I didn't think too much about it at the time? I gave it to you, now that I think about it, I should buy you a new one, so that this ring belongs to you completely."

Shen Ke was stunned for a moment, and suddenly raised the corners of his lips ironically, the things he regarded as precious were actually things that others didn't want, Shen Ke turned his eyes away from Li Yuan.

Li Yuan took the wallet and smiled suddenly: "I guess, there must be a photo of the two of us in the middle of this wallet. When I accompanied you to the park in the sun, you insisted on taking photos. I don't want to. You still have puffed cheeks." Angry."

As Li Yuan spoke, tears fell and fell on Shen Ke's cheek. Li Yuan seemed to have realized something, and hurriedly wiped the tears on Shen Ke's face: "Look at me, since I met you, tears It became more and more."

Shen Ke sighed slightly, walked up to Li Yuan, and leaned closer: "You know, since I met you, my tears have never stopped."

Li Yuan slowly opened the wallet, a piece of paper slowly fell to the ground, Li Yuan quickly reached out to pick it up.

Shen Ke suddenly remembered the origin of this note. Every day when he was in a good or bad mood, he would write a note and put it in his wallet, and he had developed a habit. Counting the days, what should be written on the note now is :

"At [-]:[-] tonight, Li Yuan proposed to me. This week is the one-month anniversary of the proposal, but he forgot and was unhappy."

Li Yuan's hand stopped suddenly, he took a few deep breaths, looked at Shen Ke's body dotingly, stretched out his hand and scratched Shen Ke's nose: "You, you, such a small day is so clearly counted, it's still so Like to be angry."

Shen Ke patted Li Yuan's head with some dissatisfaction, but it only brought a gust of cold wind, which made Li Yuan shrink his neck. Li Yuan suddenly turned his head, and stretched out his hand in Shen Ke's direction as if he had a feeling: "Are you here?"

Shen Ke stepped forward and gently hugged Li Yuan, just letting their skins touch each other, Li Yuan suddenly turned his head, but there was nothing, Li Yuan suddenly cried: "Shen Ke, if you are here, come with me!" How about talking, I was wrong, can I admit my mistake to you?"

Shen Ke called softly: "Li Yuan, I'm here."

Li Yuan stood there quietly, Shen Ke called out several times, Li Yuan turned his head to look at Shen Ke, and shook his head: "I'm actually hallucinating."

Less than 10 minutes after Shen Ke was pushed to the morgue, Ke Qing, Boss Shen, and Guagua all rushed to the hospital. Seeing Shen Ke lying there motionless and lifeless, Ke Qing staggered away. Went to Shen Ke's side, and lightly touched Shen Ke's cheek.

Looking at Li Yuan standing next to him, he grabbed Li Yuan by the collar and beat him desperately, on his face, body, everywhere.Guagua stepped forward to stop Ke Qing, Ke Qing was still struggling in Guagua's arms: "Guagua, let me go, let me beat him to death, my brother died because of this bastard ! Why is my brother the one who died! Why is this person still alive!"

Li Yuan's heart ached from Ke Qing's questioning. He fell to the ground without saying a word. He didn't know what he was thinking. He stood up suddenly and turned back to Shen Ke, wanting to touch Shen Ke. cheek, but was slapped away by Boss Shen next to him.

Boss Shen looked at Li Yuan with resentment and resentment in his eyes: "I used to persuade Shen Ke not to be with you, saying that you were a playboy, but he insisted on going his own way, and what about you?"

Ke Qing broke free, walked up to Shen Ke, and stood in front of Li Yuan: "If I had a knife in my hand, you would be dead by now, but when my brother and I went to the Ping An Society to make a wish, The promise is to let you be safe until you grow old, and I will not violate my brother's last words, but my brother will never see you again in the future."

Boss Shen touched Shen Ke's head, his already stiff hair made Boss Shen choke up: "You will never see each other again."

Ke Qing pushed Shen Ke out of the mortuary door, and turned his head: "You go, if you don't go, I might not do anything."

Shen Ke originally wanted to stay there and be with his family, but found that he couldn't stay within ten meters of Li Yuan. An unknown force pulled Shen Ke out of the morgue.

Li Yuan's footsteps paused slightly, and he turned around step by step, but he finally left the hospital door. Li Yuan, who was surrounded by too dazzling sunlight, closed his eyes subconsciously, and suddenly remembered that Shen Ke was standing at the door of the bar at that time, obviously so dazzling. Sunshine still raised his head.

Is he telling himself that the tears are not because of sadness, but because the sun is too dazzling?

Li Yuan walked in front step by step, and Shen Ke followed behind step by step. When he saw Li Yuan's back, he suddenly became temperamental, imitating Li Yuan's previous movements and began to step on Li Yuan's shadow.

After stepping on two feet but suddenly stopped, Shen Ke mocked himself ironically: Li Yuan said that if he stepped on the shadow, the two could love each other forever, but now Li Yuan is the only one left, and they have already parted ways.

Li Yuan also stopped, and saw the park next to him. There were familiar children in the park, and there were still a few aunts standing next to them chatting about their daily routine. Li Yuan walked into the park and imitated Shen Ke to scare the children. Those aunts caught it straight.

Li Yuan was severely taught, Shen Ke suddenly laughed out loud, patted Li Yuan's shoulder habitually, and laughed, "Are you stupid? If you want to bully children, you have to wait until the adults are not around." When we are in front of you."

Li Yuan stood up a little decadently, and apologized respectfully to the aunts, probably because the attitude of admitting his mistakes was too good, the aunts said two or three more sentences and finally let Li Yuan go.

Li Yuan walked to the apartment, picked up the key and opened the door. The house was cleaned up by Shen Ke. He didn't return to the apartment for two or three days, but there was not much dust left. Li Yuan opened the cabinet and put a pair of blue slippers on. On the feet, another pair of green slippers was also taken out and put aside, as if Shen Ke was still there.

Couple shoes, couple cups, couple toothbrushes, and couples of couple items were placed in front of Li Yuan. Li Yuan carefully filled the two couple cups with water, and then wiped the frame of the photo taken by the two of them.

Shen Ke sat on the sofa, quietly watched Li Yuan busy back and forth, and sighed slightly, he is gone, there is no need for this.

When the house was cleaned up, Li Yuan took out the bag containing the pieces of the sailboat, took out a small box and put all the pieces in it, picked up the glue next to it, searched the original picture of the sailboat from the Internet, and started to glue it little by little. Knot.

Li Yuan's hands are clumsy, every time one piece is glued on this side, the other piece falls off, Li Yuan got up, put their couple's cups on the table, and then said to the air next to him: "Okay, okay , I didn't mean it, you drink your saliva first, I'll take my time."

Li Yuan's soliloquy made Shen Ke, who was sitting on the sofa, a little helpless. He shook his head lightly, sat where Li Yuan was just sitting, dragged his cheeks and watched Li Yuan struggling on the small broken boat that could not be repaired at all. .

Li Yuan's insistence made the basic structure of the sailing boat which was already unsightly take shape. The complicated and boring work made Shen Ke yawn a little bored, and this anger made the sailing boat collapse instantly.

Holding the fragments, Li Yuan stared blankly at the front: "You are right, the only one is the only one, there is no second one, and there is no substitute."

Things that have been broken can never be restored to their original state, and a heart that has been broken has long since been restored to its original state.

Li Yuan walked to the sofa, looked at the passport, ID card and household registration book that Shen Ke had put away, and suddenly fell silent. Looking at Shen Ke with a serious smile on his ID photo, he gently supported Shen Ke's face with his hands, Li Yuan The nose was sour, and the tears fell again.

"Shen Ke, how do you think we got to this point?"

Shen Ke was startled suddenly, and murmured with a smile: "Probably because there is too much distrust between us... maybe... and my weakness."

Li Yuan put away the household registration book carefully: "I think, maybe I'm too obsessed with... all things that are not important at all."

Pushing away the room that Shen Ke specially prepared for him, the pot of cactus in the room was not given water for a long time, but it was still alive and vigorous, Li Yuan shook his head: "This house you specially prepared for me, It seems that I have never been in since I moved in."

Shen Ke laughed out loud: "It's not like someone is staying in my bedroom."

Li Yuan walked into the room slowly, closed the door smoothly, and suddenly saw a black thin leather book, it was an empty book, only one line was written on the first side: record the upcoming 2018 and Li Yuan days together.

Li Yuan hugged the notebook in his arms suddenly, crying like a child: "You haven't started writing, you haven't started writing, you haven't started writing yet."

Shen Ke walked up to Li Yuan, sat quietly with his knees hugged, and accompanied Li Yuan, suddenly a shooting star flashed across the sky, Shen Ke pointed to the sky, and suddenly shouted: "Meteor!"

Li Yuan looked up at the sky as if he had sensed something, but he didn't see anything. The meteor had already set, the moon was just brightening, and the remaining moonlight was shining on Li Yuan's face. It made people feel calm inexplicably. Li Yuan choked up and said: " You used to like observing these skies, I will buy an astronomical telescope in a few days, let's look at these stars together, shall we?"

Shen Ke nodded heavily, and responded, "Okay."

The door was knocked, Li Yuan got up and walked to the door, and it was Boss Shen who came. Boss Shen looked at the condition of the house and said directly: "Shen Ke's ID card and household registration should have been with you, return it to me now."

Li Yuan rubbed with some reluctance, took out Shen Ke's household registration booklet from his chest, Boss Shen snatched it, turned around and left, before closing the door, Boss Shen said: "I'll give you one month Time to move out."

Li Yuan took two steps forward and grabbed Boss Shen: "Where is Shen Ke buried?"

Boss Shen sneered: "Death and life will never meet again, I think Shen Ke doesn't want to see you again, so I won't tell you."

After finishing speaking, Boss Shen pulled Li Yuan's hand away and walked out. Looking at his uncle with a few white hairs, Shen Ke's heart trembled suddenly, and he shouted: "Uncle."

Boss Shen left without looking back, leaving only a lonely back. Shen Ke turned his head to look at Li Yuan, and found that Li Yuan was looking at his hands, wondering what he was thinking, as if he had thought of something, and suddenly opened He finished his mouth and said to himself: "I don't even have a chance to offer you incense?"

Shen Ke bit his lip, looked at Li Yuan's appearance, stepped forward and patted Li Yuan's head: "You, you are still so stupid."

Li Yuan sniffed and came back to the house. Looking at the furnishings in the house, he suddenly saw the cornflowers that had fallen in the trash can. Li Yuan carefully picked up his phone and picked up a small package: "You used to I told me that cornflowers are used to wish you happiness after breaking up, but now that we are not together, my world has also collapsed, where is the happiness?"

Li Yuan seemed to have suddenly remembered something, and smiled at the petals: "You are so stupid to regard this kind of flower as a witness of our meeting."

Although Shen Ke knew that Li Yuan couldn't hear it, he still insisted stubbornly: "This flower also represents hope after despair." After finishing speaking, he realized that he had made a mistake, and lowered his head in disappointment: "Although we have no hope."

Li Yuan suddenly remembered something, turned around and ran into Shen Ke's bedroom, Shen Ke followed him curiously, and found that Li Yuan was holding his clothes tightly, buried his face in Shen Ke's clothes, deeply After taking a few breaths: "Your mint flavor is still there."

For a whole month, Li Yuan hardly ever went out, and the time Boss Shen gave was less than three days. Li Yuan and Shen Ke just stayed in the house quietly. The few canned food and instant noodles were Li Yuan swept away everything.

Li Yuan didn't want to leave this house, Shen Ke's smell, Shen Ke's breath, was disappearing little by little, Li Yuan wanted to hold on to the last bit of memory firmly, but a phone call broke his original calmness.

That was a call from Guagua: "Li Yuan, do you know? The driver involved in the accident confessed to something. He was instructed by He Zhipeng. He Zhipeng gave him a considerable fee to wait for Shen Ke at the intersection. Arrived, but in the end the driver regretted it and stepped on the brakes, but did not stop."

The phone was suddenly dropped to the ground, making a loud bang, Shen Ke stood aside, and suddenly laughed, he was killed intentionally.

Li Yuan suddenly reached out and slammed his hand at himself, hitting his chest one after another, and the muffled groans reached Shen Ke's ears, it was heartbreaking to hear, Shen Ke didn't even think about it, he stretched out his hand to hold Li Yuan's chest hand.

Shen Ke has felt the feeling of touching Li Yuan for the first time since he died for such a long time. Li Yuan was stunned for a moment, looked in Shen Ke's direction stupidly, stretched out his hands towards Shen Ke, and slowly circled Li Yuan couldn't see but hugged her arms full, Li Yuan's tears came down immediately, and his tone was full of excitement and surprise: "Baby, you are still by my side."

Shen Ke slowly opened his mouth: "I am here."

Hearing Shen Ke's words, Li Yuan laughed like a fool. He hugged Shen Ke and did not let go. He slowly touched Shen Ke's face along his neck, followed his eyes, slid over his nose and reached his chin. Only then nodded with certainty: "It's my Shen Ke, it's my Shen Ke."

Shen Ke sighed, but was hugged even tighter by Li Yuan. In the past two days, Shen Ke obviously felt that his body was becoming weaker and weaker, and the time of sleeping was getting longer and longer. Shen Ke smiled at Li Yuan: "Remember us The Ferris wheel that I went on a date back then, I want to go there again, can you take me there?"

Li Yuan nodded immediately, and the feeling of finding and finding filled Li Yuan's heart. Li Yuan took Shen Ke's hand and was about to go out, but Shen Ke stopped him: "Your messy hair and stubble, and what are you going to wear? Do you just go out with slippers on?"

Li Yuan smiled a little embarrassedly, took Shen Ke's hand and walked to the bathroom, picked up a comb and combed his hair, and picked up the electric shaver to shave off his beard little by little.

During the whole process, Li Yuan operated with one hand, and he was unwilling to let go of Shen Ke's hand, so he accidentally broke the head of the razor.

Shen Ke couldn't help but smile bitterly, and reached out to button Li Yuan's clothes: "Let's go."

Li Yuan held Shen Ke's hand all the way, and even wanted to move forward a little bit with Shen Ke in his arms, but Shen Ke slapped him on the back of the head. Li Yuan's weird movements made the eyes of the people around him a little strange. Li Yuan But you went your own way and pulled Shen Ke's hand into your arms.

When paying the fee, Li Yuan subconsciously paid two parts of the money, but when it was returned, he still looked dazed. Shen Ke squeezed Li Yuan's hand a little amusingly, and Li Yuan seemed to understand, and took half of the money back.

The ferris wheel is in the center of the entire amusement park. Because there are no night views, there are not many tourists in the daytime. Li Yuan and Shen Ke are the first couple on this ferris wheel.

Shen Ke sat on Li Yuan's lap, lying on the window and looking outside like last time. At the highest place of the Ferris wheel, Li Yuan finally imitated Shen Ke's movements on the Ferris wheel for the first time, groping for Shen Ke. kissed his lips.

Lips and teeth met, Shen Ke suddenly laughed, nestled in Li Yuan's arms to enjoy the last time, Shen Ke suddenly said: "Remember to take good care of yourself in the future."

Li Yuan shook his head: "Are you going?"

Shen Ke nodded, smiled, stepped forward and kissed the corner of Li Yuan's mouth again: "Maybe after a while, I will leave and disappear."

Li Yuan held Shen Ke tightly in his arms: "No, don't leave me."

Shen Ke patted Li Yuan's hand: "You're strangling me, relax."

Li Yuan quickly relaxed, the Ferris wheel had reached the finish line, the staff urged Li Yuan to come down, Li Yuan took Shen Ke's hand and moved down little by little.

Shen Ke patted Li Yuan's hand: "Since this is the last date, how about we play all the facilities?"

The last two words suddenly broke into Li Yuan's heart, Li Yuan squeezed Shen Ke's hand firmly, and went to the ticket office to buy tickets for all facilities.

It was completely dark, the street lights were all turned on, and the amusement park was completely covered by the lights, which looked extraordinarily dazzling in the dark night. Li Yuan took Shen Ke's hand out of the amusement park and walked to the apartment. Suddenly, Shen Ke lost his strength and stood where he was.

Li Yuan smiled and went to pull Shen Ke, but saw the dazzling headlights, Li Yuan's first reaction was to push Shen Ke out first, even though Shen Ke is now just a ghost who will not die a second time.

Li Yuan finally saw Shen Ke's appearance, Shen Ke rushed to the side of Li Yuan who was lying on the ground, looked at the blood on the ground and the speeding car, picked up Li Yuan's phone and dialed 120, but was stopped by Li Yuan: "You Brother is right...I...should go to accompany you. "

Shen Ke shook his head, Li Yuan suddenly smiled and said: "I finally saw your appearance. You... are much more miserable than my current appearance. When I am... the same as you, remember...don't laugh at me." It looks worse than you."

Shen Ke nodded, but couldn't say a word, leaving only a string of teardrops. Li Yuan took out a small cardboard box from his pants pocket, and there were two rings lying in it: "Actually, back then... I I bought... a new ring for you, but I... don't know how to give it to you, so I can give it to you with confidence now."

Li Yuan smiled brightly at Shen Ke: "Shen Ke, are you willing to...ahem...marry Li Yuan, and from now on...depend on each other for life and death, don't want to be poor...or are you willing to...never leave without giving up even in setbacks?"

Shen Ke nodded with a stiff body, and stretched out his hand to Li Yuan. Li Yuan tremblingly put the ring on Shen Ke's ring finger, and Shen Ke also put another ring on Li Yuan's ring finger. buckle.

Li Yuan took a few breaths, and slowly closed his eyes as if he was relieved: "Shen Ke, don't rush away, just wait for me."