after the blind date

After saying "good night", Yu Fei did not go to sleep peacefully, but got up and picked up the gift that Zhixia gave her today.

She opened the cover, read the words on it page by page, and suddenly had the urge to cry.

This is Zhixia's post-reading review of "Tong Sheng". In addition to her evaluation of the overall content, she also has her analysis and insights on each protagonist.Among them, the character analysis for the heroine is the longest, with more than ten pages written, covering everything from personality to every detail of emotional expression.

From this gift, she could see Zhixia's dedication to "Tongsheng". After all, someone who hadn't read the comics several times would never be able to write such a detailed analysis.

Zhixia's writing is not as dynamic as her own, it reads more like a soft-spoken little girl who pours a small cup of tea calmly, takes a sip, and then expresses her thoughts, Reading it makes people feel like taking a warm bath, which is very comfortable.

Yu Fei remembered that she had posted a Weibo a long time ago, to the effect that she thanked several readers for their long comments on the work. Negative comments were very helpful to her, and positive ones gave her the motivation to continue creating.

Could it be that Zhixia prepared such a precious gift after turning to that Weibo?

She really, really liked this gift.

Zhixia seemed to be using this gift to tell her: I know what you gave me, and I accepted them all. These are my thoughts. They are not expensive, but I used my whole heart.

Put away the books carefully, Yu Fei blew her nose, washed her face and lay back on the bed, having insomnia all night.

After insomnia until the early hours of the morning, she hugged the quilt and played with her mobile phone. First, she read a lot of Weibo and website posts related to Zhixia, and then searched for all kinds of gay-related things.Looking at it, she remembered the "Jinjiang bitter day" Weibo that she had seen before, and clicked on her homepage again, and looked through it silently.

Words that once seemed boring and meaningless now suddenly seem interesting.Yu Fei kept flipping back to the weibo where Ku Zhou met her girlfriend for the first time. The sweetness from ambiguity to hand in hand with the future permeated every word on the screen. It was indeed as their fans commented - super sweet .

Strange, why did she find it boring before, but now she finds it sweet?

After Yu Fei finished browsing Kuri's Weibo, she went to Yantang's Weibo, Kuri's girlfriend.Halfway through, she suddenly realized that for her, these sweet and lovely daily life had nothing to do with her, one was because she thought she would not be gay, and the other was because she felt that such happiness would never come to her body.But now, she began to have a sense of substitution, she also wanted to create this kind of daily routine with Zhixia, wanted to see her smile sweetly at herself, and wanted to create countless memories with her.

The beauty of love, since yesterday, finally had a practical meaning in her heart.

But... Thinking of her own illness, Yu Fei hugged the quilt tightly and flinched.

In fact, in the current state of sobriety, she can barely understand that "sex" and "desire" are not wrong existences.It is about the reproduction of human beings, about the emotional expression of the purest essence of human beings, and to a certain extent, it also represents love.But once facing Zhixia, this originally normal emotion will come together with the fear of the past, and the fusion of the two will always wake up the demon sleeping in her heart.

In these years, Dr. Lu told her many times that she should not deliberately avoid the memory that she fears most in her heart during the treatment process, but should defeat it and make it as normal as other memories.

They have tried many treatments for this, but no matter what kind, Yu Fei always chooses to close her heart at critical moments, so as not to fight head-on with that memory.

For a while, she thought it was okay to keep the status quo, but now, she wanted to try again.

It would be great if she could become a normal person. In that case, Zhixia would not have to be so cautious when getting along with herself, and she would not have to take care of her emotions all the time to prevent her from getting sick.

After spending the whole night with the mobile phone, Yu Fei got up to wash up the next day, her legs were clearly walking as usual, but she felt that she didn't step on the ground, it was more like floating in the air.

Thinking of Zhixia saying yesterday that she still had a day off today, Yu Fei gave herself and her assistant a day off and was ready at any time, so as not to find out that Xia was looking for her but she didn't have time.

Facts proved that her approach was correct. When she drifted back to the bedroom from the bathroom, her cell phone rang twice—it was Zhixia who said she wanted to play with her.

Yu Fei's heart skipped a beat, and she hurriedly opened the closet to find clothes.At the same time, Liu Zhixia also opened the wardrobe door with a swish.

In fact, for the upcoming second date, besides eating, shopping and watching movies, Liu Zhixia couldn't think of anything else to do.

After all, she is really a love idiot! ! !

In order to study how to date Feifei, Liu Zhixia even talked with her mother about her dating with her father last night.It turned out that the two were introduced by a blind date, and their relationship was confirmed the next day. After that, they persisted and pressed the road for half a year. The parents of the two parties saw that the time was about the same, and they met at a restaurant and got engaged.

Liu Zhixia thought about it, so to speak, she and Feifei have met each other on a blind date. Feifei drew a lot of comics for her on the set, and she insisted on sending Feifei a lot of photos. Rounding off, she is about the same as her parents.

But when it comes to photos...Liu Zhixia rubbed her nose. What happened a while ago broke her habit of posting photos for a few days. It seems that today she will send Feifei a few more photos of herself to make up for what she left behind. .

She is so pretty, you must show your girlfriend more!

It's a pity that you can't send Feifei those photos with a bit of a little bit of a change, hey...

Liu Zhixia picked out a short skirt with regret, turned around in the mirror, and nodded in satisfaction at her straight and slender legs.

all right!The cute girl is going on a date with an even cuter girlfriend!

Liu Zhixia, who was exuding pink bubbles, flew out of the house with her bag, but before she could walk out of the gate of the community, she was already so hot that she wanted to jump into the swimming pool.Fortunately, Yu Fei's newly rented place is not far from her home, otherwise the makeup she worked so hard to put on might be killed on the way.

However, the heat experienced along the way turned into a wisp of smoke the moment he saw Yu Fei, and was blown away by the wind blowing from nowhere.

It's worth it, so worth it.Even if she is now asked to run 40 meters in 800°C, it is worth seeing Feifei at the finish line.

Liu Zhixia resisted the desire to rush over, and stood at the door and smiled sweetly at her: "Long time no see, Feifei."

"..." Yu Fei bent over to put her slippers on, "Didn't I just meet you yesterday?"

"No, I think it's too long to not see you for an hour, not to mention..." Liu Zhixia counted on his fingers, "Not to mention we haven't seen each other for 14 hours!"

Yu Fei blushed and couldn't speak, she set up her slippers and hurriedly ran to the refrigerator in the kitchen to get a cold drink.

Liu Zhixia sat down on the sofa with a smile, took a sip of the drink obediently, and asked, "Is there anything you want to do today?"

Without any suspense, Yu Fei shook her head.

Liu Zhixia scanned the living room, saw a game controller under the coffee table, bent over and took it out and asked, "How about we play games?"

"..." Yu Fei suddenly began to regret why she only bought one handle. She pursed her lips and said helplessly, "There is only one handle."

Liu Zhixia said "ah": "It's okay, how about we play mobile games?"

It's too hot outside, and now she just wants to blow the air conditioner in the house with Feifei.

Yu Fei checked her mobile phone, and felt that the Otome Xiang game she was playing was not suitable for playing with Zhixia.

But Liu Zhixia didn't mind this, she leaned her head over to have a look, saw an app with a cool icon, immediately pointed to it and said, "Just play this!"

So, like a dream, Yu Fei and the girl she liked attacked the man in the game.

The two interact with the male lead alternately. For some reason, the answers Yu Fei chooses can always add more favorability points, but Liu Zhixia is not liked by the male lead, and they even have a disappointed ending to break up.

Liu Zhixia looked at "BADENDING" on the screen, and panicked all over: "Feifei, am I not very good at talking? Hey, if you are angry with me in the future, you must tell me, you can't be like this pig-hoofed male lead." , I said not to be angry, but I remembered everything in my heart, and I made it clear when we broke up."

Yu Fei pursed her lips and smiled, but said nothing.

In the following time, the two ordered takeaway and watched a movie together on the sofa after eating.Seeing half of Liu Zhixia nodded in sleepiness, not long after, her head tilted, and the small half of her body fell on Yu Fei's lap, sleeping peacefully.

The person who was used as a pillow suffered a lot. She really wanted to reach out and touch Xia's little furry head, but she was afraid of being discovered, so her hand was hanging in mid-air, and she couldn't get it down no matter what.

Half an hour later, Liu Zhixia woke up from a full sleep. Seeing that Feifei was already stiffened by her pillow, she immediately squeezed her leg guiltily, but was quickly dodged by the other party.

The future will be long, and the future will be long——Liu Zhixia tried her best to control herself.

In the evening, Yu Fei sent her to the airport, watched her off to a new filming location, and suddenly had a new plan.

When she got home, she sent a message to her assistant, asking if she wanted to go on a business trip again.

The assistant was a little confused, she hadn't heard of any manga assistant traveling so frequently.However, Teacher Yu left her with a high degree of freedom during the last business trip. The so-called business trip was more like a trip, so she readily agreed and even took the initiative to contract the work of arranging air tickets and rooms.

Yu Fei received a screenshot of the flight booking, remembering that Zhixia looked at her with pitiful eyes when she was parting, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but twitch.

I hope my presence doesn't bother her.