after the blind date

Yu Fei said with a complicated expression: "I... come to get something."

Strange, isn't Ms. Liu filming?How would it appear here?

When she got off the elevator just now, she saw someone standing furtively at the door of the room. She thought it was a thief stepping on the spot, but when she got closer, she realized that it was a woman with a graceful figure.She was wondering if this could be the landlord's relative, when the other party turned around and saw that it was Miss Liu, she was shocked.

The two hadn't been in touch for a few days, and Yu Fei thought that her feelings for her would fade with time. Unexpectedly, from the first moment she saw Miss Liu, her heart beat honestly faster, and the blood all over her body It's all rushing to the face.

The atmosphere was a bit awkward, Liu Zhixia stroked her hair, and started to make up: "I... that... I want to try climbing the stairs today, isn't the country calling for energy saving and emission reduction, taking the elevator will cost more electricity... then what? , I am too tired to go up to this floor, so I just find a door to rest..."

The more she spoke, the lower her voice was—what kind of shabby excuse was that? !She understood, with her fabrication ability, she would never be able to write a script in this life!

Miss Liu's face was full of guilt, Yu Fei pursed her lips, and felt that this reason did not seem very real.

But she didn't expose the other party's lies. After thinking about it, she asked, "Then do you want to take the elevator up?"

Liu Zhixia nodded embarrassingly: "Ah, it's almost time to rest, I'm leaving now."

The soreness and numbness on her legs eased a lot. She walked to the elevator, and before she pressed the up button, she burst into tears.

She tightly covered her mouth, afraid that she would cry out, but it might be because she was holding back too hard, and after a few seconds, she let out a hiccup.

The voice reached Yu Fei's ears, and the hand that was opening the door tightened suddenly. She struggled to turn her head, and when she saw Miss Liu who was squatting on the ground with her shoulders twitching, she was in a daze.

The keychain fell to the ground, and she ran to Ms. Liu in two or three steps: "What's wrong with you? Yes, have you been wronged by the crew?"

Liu Zhixia is about to die of her own control, and she has learned to control her emotions for so long, it's really like what Sister Wan said - I learned it from other people's heads!

She sniffed, buried her face and said nothing.

At this moment, Yu Fei had long forgotten the rules she set for herself. She grabbed Miss Liu and asked anxiously, "What's the matter?"

Liu Zhixia was only crying softly, but when she asked her this question, her heart was filled with grievances, and tears kept falling.

"I...you..." Yu Fei had never seen a girl cry like this in front of her. This kind of scene was drawn in the comics, but when she really faced it, her head was completely mushy.

In the end, she had to take Ms. Liu, whose eyes were swollen from crying, back to the rented room.

The two sat side by side on the sofa in the living room, and Yu Fei just watched Miss Liu cry for more than ten minutes.She was so anxious that she wanted to call Wang Caimo for help, but the moment she took out her phone, Miss Liu spoke.

"Why did you change your phone?"

"..." Yu Fei was embarrassed and wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in. She pointed to the newly bought mobile phone, "The last one... broke."

Anyway, if she was killed, she wouldn't tell how the last cell phone was broken!

Liu Zhixia wiped away her tears, and said sobbingly: "I sent you a lot of messages, but you didn't reply to any of them."

Yu Fei stared at the new phone and said without blinking, "Well... I just bought this phone today."

Yes, in order to suppress the crazy desire to contact Miss Liu, she filled the sink with water that day and threw the phone in with her own hands.

Although she regretted the moment her mobile phone fell into the sink, it was a pity that the fished out mobile phone could not be rescued, and she died as she wished.

Yu Fei forced herself to live without a mobile phone for a few days, and today she bought a new mobile phone considering that she had moved out of the residential building where Ms. Liu lived.

Unexpectedly, someone who was thousands of miles away and could never appear here appeared in front of her unexpectedly.

All efforts were lost.

Yu Fei deeply understood the meaning of these four words. No matter how hard she tried to suppress her feelings for Miss Liu, at the moment of reunion, her feelings for Miss Liu became stronger and hotter.

She stared at the phone, trying not to look at Miss Liu's eyes that were red from crying.

In fact, she has already noticed that Miss Liu's tears may be shed for her.

Yu Fei was so sad that she wanted to say something more, but when she opened her mouth, she found that her throat was so sore that she couldn't speak.

Liu Zhixia's most concerned matter was explained, and knowing that Feifei didn't ignore her on purpose, she immediately felt a lot better.But the fact that Feifei neglected her is still in front of her eyes, especially now, she would rather look at the desktop, mobile phone, and floor than herself.

She wiped away her tears again, returned to her senses, and began to apologize seriously according to what she thought before: "Yu Fei, I'm sorry, I know I was wrong. I shouldn't force you to act as a double for me in an emergency. You usually How can I let you face so many cameras without even taking a picture? I really, really, really, really know I was wrong, Yu Fei, if you get angry, just scold me and hit me. Or you Tell me, how can you forgive me, tell me how many days you don't want to talk to me, give me a time limit for forgiveness, give me hope, don't let me... let me..." She carefully pulled Yu Fei's clothes horns, drooping eyes, like a wronged little rabbit, "Don't make me a human being again..."

The old-fashioned wall clock on the wall swayed from side to side, making regular sounds.On a hot day, the doors and windows of the room were closed, Yu Fei squeezed her pants tightly, and suddenly said, "I'm going to turn on the air conditioner."

She got up in a hurry, plugged in the power in a hurry, and looked around for the remote control like a headless chicken, and finally turned on the air conditioner in the living room.

what to do?She didn't want to hurt Miss Liu anymore, but no matter what she did, she was hurting her!

It would have been fine if I didn't have that blind date, it would have been fine if I hadn't been in the crew to observe, if...

But there are no "ifs" in life.

She sat back on the sofa cautiously, lowered her head, and whispered, "I'm not angry, don't think too much about it."

Liu Zhixia slowly shook her head: "Why are you ignoring me when you're not angry? Why are you avoiding me? Tell me what I did wrong, and I'll change it! If you're really tired of me, just tell me, I won't mess around , in short, don't ignore me for no reason!"

She has lived with a little temper for more than 20 years, but she never thought that one day she would fall into the hands of a girl.

She was reluctant to say harsh words to this person, she just wanted to make her happy, even if she really wanted to leave her, as long as she could be happy by doing so, Liu Zhixia would agree.

But it's a bit boring to talk about it now for this sake.Seeing her silence, Liu Zhixia gave a wry smile, touched her forehead with her right hand, and said slowly: "Okay, I know what you mean, you're embarrassed to say, it's okay, I understand, I'll leave now, I'll leave later ..." She took a deep breath, tears welling in her eyes, "... I won't pester you again in the future."

After she finished speaking, she stood up abruptly and walked towards the door.

How did things become like this.

What the hell happened, exactly...

Before she finished thinking, Yu Fei's hoarse voice suddenly sounded behind her: "You are right, it was me who was wrong. Liu Zhixia, I am paranoid, inferior, and timid. When things happen, I just run away and only dare to live in the shadows." I have never deserved to get along with people in the sun like you. I'm sorry, I thought my actions would make you less troubled, but I didn't expect you to be so sad. Maybe the doctor is right, I should talk to you face to face say clearly."

Liu Zhixia stopped and turned around in a daze.

What is she going to say?What did the doctor tell her again?

Yu Fei didn't dare to look her in the eyes, so she closed her eyes - anyway, Miss Liu was already very disappointed in her, why not let her be completely disappointed in herself.

She was heartbroken, clenched her fists tightly, and said tremblingly, "I like someone..."

Liu Zhixia's heart felt like falling into an ice cave, and every time it beat, there was a slight pain.

Because of that person, she doesn't need herself anymore, right?

"...That person is you."

thump.

thump.

thump--

Liu Zhixia opened her eyes wide, and a heart burst out of the ice cave, like a dead tree in spring.

She took a step forward in disbelief, fixedly staring at Yu Fei's eyes that were closed because of fear.

It turned out that this is the truth of everything.

She bit her lower lip tightly, strode forward, walked straight to Yu Fei and said, "You know what? I also have something that I kept from you for a long time."

Yu Fei slowly opened her eyes, both eyes were red.

Amidst the ticking of the clock, Liu Zhixia's eyes filled with tears, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but curl up.The two looked at each other for a moment, then she suddenly raised her arms and hugged the person in front of her tightly.

Yu Fei's body froze immediately, subconsciously trying to break free, but she heard the other party shout: "The injury on my arm is just right!"

She didn't dare to move anymore.

Satisfied, Liu Zhixia buried her face in Yu Fei's shoulder, and said slowly, "I'm sorry, Feifei, but I've actually liked you for a long time."

"And I really, really like you."

"You said that if you like me, you should give me some signals, otherwise how can I chase you?"

"Let me tell you, you can't make decisions about our relationship without authorization in the future. I have a crush on you so hard, and it's hard to be happy with each other. It's too much for you to deal with my feelings coldly and violently." !"

Miss Liu was still accusing her of "crimes" one after another, but Yu Fei could no longer hear what she was talking about.

The distant voice gradually became clear and audible from the depths of her heart, those laughing, cursing and accusing, knocking on her heart word by word.

"It's disgusting. She actually seduced the teacher and framed the teacher."

"She's so dirty, she's so shameless, she can do things like seduce a teacher!"

"It's disgusting...Little Xiaoxiao just does this kind of thing. She won't be a lady until she graduates, right?"

"Isn't it because my father is dead and lacks love? Dress up for compensated dating, why do you harm our teacher?"

"It's really shameless, it's so cheap now, it won't be much better when it grows up."

"Harming others and harming oneself, you see who is willing to talk to her now, she deserves what she deserves!"

……

If Ms. Liu really has feelings for her, will her future career be affected?

There must be countless people scolding them for homosexuality, right?

She knew, she knew that she didn't deserve anything, how could she tell the truth just now, she was harming Miss Liu!

Yu Fei was gasping for breath, her left hand was clutching her right hand, as if countless knotted ropes appeared in her head, they tormented her nerves, yelling for her to untie the knots, and the one who opened the knots The method is exactly the ritual action she wants to do at this moment.

Liu Zhixia sensed something was wrong, and hurriedly let go of Yu Fei. The moment she let go, Yu Fei ran towards the bathroom uncontrollably like a dying person finding a life-saving boat, and locked the door with her backhand.

She sat slumped in the bathroom, sweating profusely, and her sick hands were still shaking slightly.

Seeing her suddenly falling ill, Liu Zhixia blamed herself for being too impatient, ran to the door of the bathroom, and said to the door, "Feifei, don't be afraid! I, I, I... I won't hug you casually in the future! When you want to hug me you Tell me! I'll give you a hug anytime!"

There was no movement inside, Liu Zhixia looked at the keyhole, regretting that she didn't know how to pick a lock with a wire.

Yu Fei, who was leaning on the door, regained her strength at this moment, and was trying to stand up while holding the doorknob.

She wanted to hug Miss Liu, hug her, even touch and kiss her.

She had thought this way a long time ago, when she saw a photo of Miss Liu wearing a sailor suit, the reaction almost made her collapse.Later, the other party told her that it was nothing, and that even if girls want to get close, it is not a dirty thing, so she cheated her heart for the time being.

But now she knows that she has no same-sex friendship with Miss Liu at all, her thoughts, without the cover of "friendship", are naked|naked|naked desire|desires, which she is afraid to avoid.

She thought of the head teacher's hand reaching into her neckline in the empty classroom, and the scene where he unzipped his trousers and dragged her to watch, and felt that she was no different from such a dirty person.

She retched twice, almost vomiting.

Suddenly, Miss Liu's voice sounded outside again.

"Feifei, in fact, I am a person with no big ambitions, and my life wishes are very simple. I hope that I can eat well, dress beautifully, be happy, and don't think about any troubles. But after meeting you, I My wish has changed," she paused, then continued sheepishly, "I hope... to eat with you, to wear nice clothes for you to see, and to laugh with you when I am happy."

Yu Fei grasped the doorknob tightly, her stomach churned even more violently, her disgust towards herself changed from psychological to physical at this moment, the strong vomiting made her half-bend down and clutch her stomach tightly.

Liu Zhixia didn't know what she was doing, and couldn't hear a response. She thought for a while, and then said: "I was so happy just now, I was a little carried away, don't be angry, I will control myself in the future! When I fell in love with you secretly I’ve been thinking that I can’t tell you about this, and I think I’m going to hurt you, but now I know I’m wrong. It’s not a shame to like someone. Whether you confess depends on your courage and your own consideration, not on your own. That person’s guilt. So speaking of it, our thinking is quite similar. We are both afraid of hurting each other, so we hide and dare not say it. Fortunately, you finally said it. Hehehehe... Cough cough, anyway, since We are in love with each other, so just give me a chance to try being with me, okay? I know you are worried about my work, don't worry, most people can't tell the difference between lily love and girlfriend love, really. Something will happen! Feifei, I'm so cute and pitiful, just give me a chance!"

She flirted towards the door shamelessly, suddenly, there was a sound from inside the door, she leaned closer to listen, but heard Yu Fei vomiting in pain.

Liu Zhixia: "..."

Can it still work!She made such a sincere confession!He actually vomited on Feifei? !