after the blind date

It was not the first time for the nurse to see her, but it was the first time she saw her smiling at herself in such an easy-going manner. She froze for a moment and smiled at her: "Come in, Doctor Lu is waiting for you."

Yu Fei nodded, took a deep breath, and walked into the consulting room.

The nurse took a glass of water for her and put it on the table.Yu Fei sat across from Dr. Lu and said hello to him.

"Why have you lost so much weight? Did you eat well?"

Hearing the concern in the other party's tone, Yu Fei explained obediently: "I have a good meal. The diet before was too unhealthy, but now I have controlled the desire to eat supper and junk food, plus I went to the gym to exercise, and I lost nearly [-] catty."

"Not bad, it looks healthier now," Dr. Lu nodded with satisfaction, "Let me guess, it's also thanks to your friend named Liu?"

Yu Fei originally wanted to say a few words of politeness, but she was a little speechless when Dr. Lu mentioned her purpose of coming today.

Dr. Lu thought for a while and asked her, "What's wrong? Are you having trouble with your friends?"

Yu Fei shook her head.

Dr. Lu didn't ask any more questions, but looked at her quietly, waiting for her to collect her thoughts.

In the consultation room, there was only the ticking of the alarm clock on the table, and neither of them spoke. One was thinking about what to say, and the other was observing her every subtle expression and movement.

After a quarter of an hour, Yu Fei tightly held the disposable paper cup on the table, and said with difficulty: "My illness has improved a lot recently."

"Ah."

She continued: "I participated in the live webcast a while ago and gave a speech on the live broadcast, but I didn't get sick. Two days ago, I was entrusted by a friend to participate in the filming of a TV series as her substitute..."

Dr. Lu showed an appreciative smile: "This is a very good change. Speaking of it, I might not dare to participate in the filming of TV dramas."

"I think this is incredible. I filmed for several hours, and only had slight tension and anxiety..." Yu Fei realized that she had strayed from the topic, paused, and then brought the topic back, "And all of this may be Thanks to that friend of mine."

"Well, are you here for her business this time?"

Yu Fei pursed her lips and nodded.

She drank water slowly, and talked about her changes and what happened with Miss Liu, and finally explained to him why she came: "I saw someone confess to her two days ago, and then she was joking with that person Laugh, I feel very uncomfortable. In fact, before this, I always felt that I was too concerned and dependent on her, and I felt that I was too possessive, but at that time I suddenly thought clearly, it was not dependent at all, I might..."

"I might be in love with her."

After she finished speaking, she lowered her head deeply, and a strong sense of guilt spread from the depths of her heart, hitting every fragile nerve of her directly.

"I know it's not right to feel like this, but, I don't know what to do..."

She sobbed softly, not daring to look up at the doctor's expression.After a while, a hand rested on her shoulder and patted her lightly.

"She has changed you a lot. It can be seen that she is very important to you, and such an important person must be a good enough person. It is not a shame to be attracted by a good person. On the contrary, You should be grateful." Seeing her slowly raising her head, Dr. Lu continued, "But before that, we need to confirm whether your feelings for her are possessive friendship or what you call love."

Yu Fei said that before, she was really afraid that Dr. Lu would be disappointed by her homosexuality, but now the other party did not dislike her at all, and gave her a little hope that "in fact, you only have friendship with her", which made her feel more relaxed.

Next, Dr. Lu asked her various questions, and after getting the answers, he recorded the answers one by one, and finally came to a not-so-satisfactory conclusion for her—she was indeed beyond the reach of that Miss Liu. Friendship likes.

Yu Fei's last hope was shattered, she put her head on the table and began to think about life.

Hearing Dr. Lu asking her what her plans are next, Yu Fei raised her head and said weakly, "I want to stay away from her."

"Don't you want to ask her opinion and opinion on this matter?"

Yu Fei shook her head desperately: "I can't, she is such a good person, if I tell her, she will definitely be embarrassed."

"You made a decision for your relationship without authorization. What if she has other ways to deal with this matter?"

Yu Fei knew that Dr. Lu's opinion was very reasonable, and she couldn't make decisions for other people's lives selfishly.

However, she dared not face Miss Liu with such a mood.

She felt like an underground, ugly monster who saw the sun by chance and fell in love with the sun, but found that she would dim the light of the sun, so she had to go back to the dark underground again.

Dr. Lu's advice to her was to hope that she could have a good talk with Ms. Liu. Even if she really wanted to leave, it was better to leave clearly than to leave vaguely.In his view, homosexuality is not a scourge, and it must be avoided. As long as the relationship is sincere, it deserves to be cherished and treated kindly.

An hour later, Yu Fei left the consulting room, but unfortunately she didn't get the answer to her question.

She understood what Dr. Lu said, but she couldn't do it.

Probably the only gain from this meeting is that she made her feelings for Miss Liu more clear.

Yu Fei returned to the rented room, looked at the room that had not been furnished for a long time, and sat quietly on the sofa.

She has already made a decision on this matter.

In the evening, she was carried upstairs by Liu's mother as usual, this time she did not refuse, and ate dinner with Liu's mother and Liu's father very obediently.After dinner, she was washing the dishes in the kitchen when she heard Liu's mother say to her husband, "Does it look like we have an extra daughter?"

Liu's father smiled: "This child has a good personality, Xia Xia has a bad temper, Chuan Ze is not sensible, Xia Xia can't find a peer to discuss anything, if this child can help her with suggestions, she can also be less Take a detour."

Yu Fei in the kitchen paused, and the plate in her hand almost fell.

I am sorry.

She can't seem to do it.

The next day, Yu Fei packed her luggage and left on the grounds of going out to gather scenery. Before leaving, she gave Mama Liu a necklace as a thank you for her care these days.When I arrived at the airport, I saw her assistant from a distance and waved to her.

The little girl said she was her assistant, but in fact she was half an apprentice.She has a solid foundation in painting and has a great love for the comics industry. However, she always lacks some personal characteristics and character colors in her own creations, and the plots rarely have ups and downs.Yu Fei would usually give her a lot of rare materials, study and observe with her, and made some progress during the year as an assistant.

This time, Yu Fei plans to go to S City to live for half a month to calm down. During this period, she will finish the second and third chapters of "The Long Song of Leaning on the Sword", so she naturally needs to bring this right-hand assistant.The little assistant usually doesn't have many social activities, so she booked a ticket on the day Teacher Yu proposed to go to S City, and went with her.

Wang Caimo had already returned to City S a few days ago, concentrating on preparing for the new season's fashion show.Yu Fei told her that she would go there to collect pictures, and the other party immediately sent an assistant to arrange her residence and temporary car, and all the painting tools were available, which made Yu Fei feel a little guilty.

What is she doing here is not picking up the wind, she is obviously escaping.

Not only to avoid Miss Liu, but also to escape Miss Liu's family.

In the following week, she suppressed her thoughts of Miss Liu, and only occasionally asked her about her condition, and when she learned that she had recovered and was discharged from the hospital, she did not contact her again.

Liu Zhixia was very anxious about this deliberate alienation. Hearing from her mother that she was going to other places to collect music, she took the initiative to ask her about the collection. Unexpectedly, the other party shirked that she was too busy and did not answer her question directly.

She is not a fool, how could she not feel the other party's obvious alienation?She racked her brains to think if she had offended Feifei somewhere, and finally came to the conclusion that she must be upset by asking her to be a stuntman.

Feifei is not good at rejecting others, so she took advantage of this and made her a stand-in, even if the other party was unhappy, it was understandable.

How to coax her?

Liu Zhixia thought about it, and felt that when getting along with Yu Fei, she must not use hypocrisy, but should use sincerity.As for the communication between people, it is better to meet each other through a screen or a mobile phone. Since she wants to coax Feifei well, she has to be realistic and admit her mistakes face to face.

It's still nearly a month before her part in the play is finished, but after half a month, they will change the location, and then talk to the director, maybe they can spare a day or two for vacation.

Having made up her mind, Liu Zhixia began to carefully study how to make Yu Fei happy. She searched all the Weibo posts she had posted over the years, and finally figured out a few of her favorites, and hurriedly prepared.

At this time in S City, Wang Caimo, who was busy day and night in the studio, finally finished the design draft and handed it over to the exclusive tailor, so she found time to meet Yu Fei.

But before that, she still needs to go to the branch company run by her father to do some business. Considering that her and Yu Fei's time is precious, she decided to meet at the door of the company.

This is the first time Yu Fei knows that Wang Caimo is not only a cutting-edge fashion designer and a small H painter, she is also the daughter of the wealthy Wang family in S City.

But this has nothing to do with her, she is just an ordinary commoner, and the Wang Caimo she knows can only be an ideal fashion designer, no matter how deep her identity is, she has nothing to do with her.

She thought it simple, but in fact, Wang Caimo was very nervous before telling her friend her real identity.The source of this uneasiness is that one is worried that the other party's attitude towards her will change, and the other is that he does not want the other party to feel unhappy about her concealment.Fortunately, Teacher Yu's attitude towards him was the same as before, and he also understood her previous concealment.

Sure enough, she was right.Thinking that she was no longer surrounded by so-called friends who flattered her because of her status, Wang Caimo wanted to show off to the world.

On the afternoon of the agreed date, Wang Caimo went to the branch office to attend a small meeting. When she came out, there were only 5 minutes left before the time agreed with Yu Fei. She was so anxious that she got out of the elevator and ran all the way. People, the high heels twisted and almost fell.

At a critical moment, the other party grabbed her and helped her stand still.She patted her chest, thanked and apologized, and was about to continue running, but was stopped by the man in a very surprised tone.

"Hey you you you..." The young man was stunned, walked up to her in two or three steps, and glanced up and down at her a few times, "You... aren't you Yu Fei's girlfriend?!"