after the blind date

Bai Yue can achieve better development, Yu Fei is really happy for Wang Caimo, which shows that she has a good vision.

But having said that, it would be even better if that Bai Yue could respond to Wang Caimo a little bit.

Yu Fei sometimes felt that Wang Caimo was really miserable, but she didn't know much about star chasing. Even if she could understand the true feelings, she still couldn't understand what fun Wang Caimo got in this star chasing.

It is naturally fun to watch the person you pursue become better and better, but if there is no mutual connection between the two people, will you really not get bored?

Maybe not—look at the sincere fan on Wang Caimo's account, no matter how hard she tried to comment, she couldn't get a single reply from Wang Caimo, but she still persisted.

Yu Fei suddenly felt that there are actually many fools in this world. People who usually look smart and capable may be so stupid in another field that ordinary people cannot understand.

She and Wang Caimo chatted a few words about what happened today, and each went to work on other things.Wang Caimo is full of inspiration recently, sitting in front of the workbench and drawing for several hours every day, now is the time when inspiration flows continuously, so naturally she has to be busy with her career.And Yu Fei went out for dinner and watched a movie with the editor today, and she hasn't practiced her pen yet, it's getting late, if she doesn't draw today's task, I'm afraid she won't be able to complete it.

Taking out the pen and paper from her backpack, she sat at the table and prepared to draw some pictures related to today.

Like the meeting with Qin Yuran?Like the meal they had together?Like the movie they watched?

Hmm... I don't want to draw these...

Yu Fei counted the things she had done today, and found that she had really experienced a lot in just one day.But looking back now, what impressed her the most was the scene where Ms. Liu asked her to take a photo of her upper body.

At that time, Ms. Liu made a request, and she did it without hesitation.Thinking about it now, it seems that she hasn't thought about Miss Liu's thoughts carefully.

Although she knew that most of her guesses were wrong, she couldn't help but wonder why Miss Liu wanted to see her upper body photo.

Do you want to see her outfit today?No need.

Is it...

Could it be that Miss Liu wanted to see her size? !

A blush suddenly appeared on Yu Fei's pondering face, and soon, the red was like ink dripping into clear water, and gradually spread until the whole face was dyed red.

She threw down her pen, fell on the bed and found the photo that Miss Liu had sent her, looking at the size that belonged to Miss Liu on the sailor suit, she felt a little dizzy for a while.

Willow, willow... What does Miss Liu mean?

Bored in the hospital, do you compare her size with her?

The top of the sailor suit is on the short side. Although Liu Zhixia's size is not impressive, it can still hold up part of the clothes and reveal a little flat stomach.Yu Fei thought of the "Child|Yan|Ju|ru" she had seen before, and an inexplicable hotness rushed to her forehead.

She took a few short breaths, her heart beating fast.A strange feeling came from the bottom of her heart, and she felt novelty, and when she wanted to investigate more deeply, she suddenly remembered some past that had been forgotten with all her efforts.

"Yu Fei, come to my office after class."

"Feifei, the teacher knows that something happened in your family, don't be afraid, as long as you are obedient, I will definitely protect you and prevent other students from bullying you."

"Feifei, you see that other female students are starting to wear small clothes, shouldn't you wear them too?... There is no condition at home? That's not okay. You take off your school uniform, the teacher will help you see the size, and then let me My wife will buy it for you, no matter how hard it is, you can’t be a student.”

"Oh, what are you running for? I want to see you, let me see, can I buy you a beautiful head flower? It costs more than 100 yuan each, foreign goods from abroad."

"If you survived the first day of junior high school, you can survive the fifteenth day? Isn't your mother working outside from dawn to dusk? I don't believe she still has time to help you."

"Oh Feifei, I'm not a bad person, I just want to be nice to you. Well, if you won't let me see it, then I'll show you—"

"Want to sue? See if everyone believes you or me."

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha--"

……

The devil opened its mouth in hell and told her those nightmares over and over again. Seeing that she was in great pain, it began to laugh loudly and presumptuously.

Fear and nausea engulfed all her senses, she was like a dying fish, lying stranded on the beach, lingering, without a chance to struggle.

I don't know how many times I got sick during this period, and I don't know how long it took. When Yu Fei regained control of her consciousness, her clothes were already soaked in sweat and the air conditioner made her feel icy cold.She turned over, and the cool clothes were pressed against her skin, causing her to shiver from the cold, and she became more conscious.

She just had another attack, and it was very sick, and it could even be said to be the worst in several years.Her mind choreographed uncontrollably, as if these rituals could actually counteract the things that terrified her.

Yu Fei slowed down for a long time, and then heaved a long sigh.

She knew the reason for her illness this time, because in this world, the thing she hates the most is sex.

Dirty, disgusting, disgusting.

Certain features of the body are a source of sexuality and part of the dirty.Because of this disgusting idea, she fell into a swamp from which she could not break free for the rest of her life, but evildoers can be free and easy.

Sex and desire are only perverted things, she can't allow her heart to have undue curiosity about human body parts.Miss Liu likes some weird clothes, she can understand - but, she can't bear to have any unreasonable thoughts about Miss Liu who is wearing strange clothes.

Yu Fei felt that if she thought about it, she would be tarnishing the other party.

When they met for the first time, she fell ill because she thought of the beauty under Miss Liu's shirt. Later, her condition improved. She thought that she would no longer have those bad thoughts, but today...

Yu Fei really couldn't forgive herself for imagining other people's bodies, as long as she thought about them, she would feel that she was no different from that beast, that they were equally dirty and sinful people.

How could she be like that kind of person?

The hotel's air conditioner made a weak operating sound, Yu Fei stared fixedly at the halo reflected by the wall lamp on the wall, in a trance.

Will she be able to face Miss Liu again in the future?She hides a dirty secret in her heart, will Miss Liu feel disgusted when she finds out?

The pleasant relationship a while ago turned into a bubble. She thought she was qualified to have a good relationship, but the reality brought her back to her original form.

Don't struggle Yu Fei, the more you are afraid of what kind of person you will become, the more you will become that kind of person.

After all these years, haven't you understood this truth?

The recent communication has been so smooth that she almost forgot her real self.

Yu Fei tried her best to control the soreness in her nose, and endured it till the end, hot tears slid down from the corners of her eyes and fell into her temples.

She still wasn't good enough for Miss Liu and couldn't be her friend.

Maybe it was because of the unstable voltage, the lights in the room were dimmed for a moment, and then returned to normal.Yu Fei came back to her senses, gritted her teeth, and decided to delete the photos Miss Liu sent to her today, and was about to delete the photo album created for her alone.

"Delete" and "Cancel" were displayed on the screen. She hesitated for a long time, and when she saw the Jiugong grid, she pursed her lips and clicked "Cancel".

Forget it, she should take it as a thought for herself.

Due to the ups and downs of the previous night, when Yu Fei came to the studio the next day, her complexion was not good.On the contrary, Qin Yuran, who cried like a torrent of rain yesterday, was in good spirits, his eyes were not swollen, and he was still in good spirits.

Yu Fei reluctantly spoke a few words to her at the door, and followed her into the studio.Because Qin Yuran had explained in advance, even though the other members of the studio were extremely curious about Teacher Yu, they still resisted sitting in their workstations and pretended not to see a whole live Teacher Yu coming in.

A whole one!Live!Teacher Yu!

Everyone in the studio is really going to die of grievances, but in order not to scare Teacher Yu, they have to hold back.

Sending Teacher Yu into the conference room, Qin Yuran, who was worried, felt relieved, and gave a thumbs up in the work group.

Mo Yucheng Hua: You guys are awesome!At noon, each person will add a chicken leg, sister Ran invites you!

After sending the message, afraid that Teacher Yu would be bored in there alone, she also entered the meeting room.However, after entering, she found that Teacher Yu was completely different from yesterday, and she returned to the restless state when they first met.

[-]. Once back to before liberation? !

Could it be that he made Teacher Yu cry yesterday and regressed? !

Qin Yuran was a little dazed, this is not going to work, she is still dreaming about the signing event.

On the seat opposite, Yu Fei noticed that the editor was watching her, her throat tightened, and her hands and feet felt uncomfortable.

She is starting to regret it now, and meeting the buyer's representative means that the other party will also watch her carefully, and she even has to express some opinions in front of the crowd.

Yu Fei was so nervous that her legs trembled, she spent 10 minutes fidgeting in the meeting room, she finally stood up and said: "Sorry, I can't do it... I'd better leave the negotiation to you."