This pheromone is so damn sweet

The whole world is silent.

Gu Yunzhou couldn't hear a sound, as if he had returned to that dark place that suffocated him.

He was hiding in the cabinet when suddenly footsteps approached.

Through the gap in the wardrobe, a cloud of shadows enveloped him, blocking his only light.

The footsteps were getting closer.

The shadow is like a huge net, penetrating every inch of Gu Yunzhou's body through the wardrobe.

The sound of footsteps stopped, and Gu Yunzhou's heart suddenly stopped for a second, his straight back seemed like a bow that could break at any time.

He saw a hand reach out to him...

"Cloud boat?"

The voice on the phone made the picture in Gu Yunzhou's mind disappear.

When he came back to his senses, his entire back was covered in cold sweat.

Gu Yunzhou pursed his white lips vigorously, and he heard himself say in a hoarse and ethereal voice.

"I don't want to see him."

"Okay." After knowing what Gu Yunzhou meant, Jing Zhenglin knew how to deal with it.

After hanging up Jing Zhenglin's phone call, Gu Yunzhou was stunned for a long time, as if he had been soaked in water for several days and nights, with a sense of powerlessness and weightlessness.

Fingertips are trembling.

He thought that in this world, only Jing Yu could affect his emotions.

When that man appeared again, Gu Yunzhou realized that he could do it too.

"Are you alright?" came a voice behind him with a very low volume but with concern.

Gu Yunzhou lowered his eyes, and when he raised them again, there was no emotion in his eyes.

He turned his head, looked at Su Jian who was extremely thin, and said lightly, "It's okay, thank you for your concern."

Very polite, but also very alienated attitude.

Sensing Gu Yunzhou's indifference, Su Jian didn't say anything, and subconsciously tugged on her collar, with a somewhat reserved look.

Gu Yunzhou put away his cell phone and went straight back to the lab without talking to Su Jian.

Jing Yu knew from Jing Zhenglin that Gu Yunzhou's father Gu Zhengze had returned.

After returning from Feiteng, Jing Yu found Gu Yunzhou in his room.

He was leaning on the railing of the balcony, holding a lighted cigarette between his fingertips, and there were already several cigarette butts in the ashtray beside him.

Seeing Jing Yu coming up, Gu Yunzhou casually extinguished the cigarette in his hand, and turned around to look.

"The smell here is very strong, you go out first, I will go down after taking a shower." Gu Yunzhou's voice was slightly hoarse from the smoke.

The delicate and indifferent face brought a bit of laziness and indifference that Jing Yu was unfamiliar with.

At that moment, Jing Yu felt a sharp pain in his heart.

He is a person with strong sympathy ability. If Gu Yunzhou is sad because of something, he will be more sad than him.

Jing Yu walked over, carefully held Gu Yunzhou's face, and kissed the corners of his eyes and eyebrows.

Comforting him awkwardly.

Gu Yunzhou's lips trembled slightly, he closed his eyes, and leaned tiredly on Alpha's broad and steady shoulders.

The negative emotions in his heart surged up, almost drowning him in it.

Gu Yunzhou leaned against Jing Yu, feeling his body temperature and breath.

Try to suppress those dark, cruel, violent, and hatred emotions bit by bit.

After a long time, Gu Yunzhou said, "I don't want to see him."

The voice was very soft, but full of hostility.

The tone of Gu Yunzhou's words completely overlapped with that of many years ago, making Jing Yu's fingertips tremble.

In fact, this is the second time that Gu Zhengze came to see Gu Yunzhou.

When Gu Yunzhou was 16 years old, he came to Jing's house once.

When Gu Zhengze brought the 12-year-old Gu Yunzhou here, Jing Yu was still in the quiet room, so he had never seen Gu Zhengze.

That was the first time he met Gu Yunzhou's father.

Alpha, who was only forty years old, was crippled, as if suffering from some serious illness, and his mental state was very bad.

"I want to see Xiao Zhou." These were the first words he said when he came to Jing's house.

He seemed to be trying his best not to lose his composure, but his voice was still trembling violently.

"He, is he okay?" he asked.

Knowing that Gu Yunzhou didn't want to see him, he was stunned for a long time by himself, his lower lip wriggling sickly.

After a while, he said very slowly, "That's sorry."

That night, Gu Yunzhou had a nightmare for half the night.

Seeing that he was uncomfortable, Jing Yu hugged him, but Gu Yunzhou reacted very strongly, his whole body shook, and then he opened his eyes suddenly.

Gu Yunzhou was covered in sweat, and the black hair on his forehead was also wet with sweat, hanging down in strands.

Jing Yu wanted to touch him, but he was worried about causing him some strong reaction, so he could only look at him anxiously and worriedly.

Gu Yunzhou, who was gradually waking up, saw that the person sleeping next to him was Jing Yu, and his spirit relaxed.

"Is he gone?"

"gone."

Hearing this, Gu Yunzhou lay back on the bed.

Jing Yu lightly touched Gu Yunzhou's fingertips.

Seeing that he wasn't as aggressive as before, he leaned closer and hugged Gu Yunzhou.

Feeling Omega's depressed mood, Jing Yu became restless.

Unconsciously, her arms hugged him harder.

The person in the arms suddenly said, "He used to hit me all the time."

When Gu Yunzhou first arrived at Jing's house, his body was covered with bruises, but he never mentioned the origin of these bruises.

Jing Yu actually had some guesses, but this was the first time he heard Gu Yunzhou say it himself.

"When he did it, he didn't give me any reason, and I didn't know where I was wrong."

When Gu Yunzhou said this, his voice didn't fluctuate in the slightest, "I didn't know until I was a little older that his wife died because of my birth."

Alpha, who was about to grow up, had a strong and broad chest, and he clung to Gu Yunzhou's back tightly.

Comfort him softly, "It's all over, he won't hit you anymore, and I won't let him hit you again."

In the darkness, Omega spoke slowly, "Actually, I thought about killing him."

When he was a child, he was afraid of that man. He always hid in the closet, afraid of hearing a little movement from the outside world.

When he was a little older, he hated him more than he was afraid.

One night, Gu Yunzhou, who was only ten years old, went to the kitchen to get a knife. He wanted to end all this while the man was sleeping.

He pressed the point of the knife to his chest.

Holding the handle of the knife with both hands, looking at the sleepy tough man, his heart almost jumped out of his chest.

Just stick the knife in, he told himself.

He will not be in pain, nor will he be beaten again.

Gu Yunzhou laughed at himself, "I don't know why, but I hesitated at that moment."

Perhaps it was because he was the only relative in this world.

From birth to ten years old, Gu Yunzhou stayed in that room. His whole world was only the man who beat him often.

He didn't know what he should do when he was dead.

Or maybe he remembered that after he fell asleep after being beaten, that person also secretly gave him medicine.

During the few minutes Gu Yunzhou hesitated, the person lying on the bed opened his eyes.

When he saw Gu Yunzhou holding the knife, he was stunned for a while, as if he couldn't believe it.

Gu Yunzhou was stunned, and he looked at him in fear.

Just when he thought he would be beaten again, the other party closed his eyes again.

But Gu Yunzhou didn't have the guts to do it anymore, he threw the knife and hid in the closet again, until the next day that person didn't ask him to settle the score.

This thing just passed away so smoothly.

"I didn't understand it at the time, but now I understand that he actually wanted me to kill him."

"Because he hates me."

Gu Yunzhou's voice trembled violently, "Hate me for taking his wife's life, hate me for his concern in this world, without me, he might not have to live like this."

Until now, Gu Yunzhou still doesn't understand why there is such a father in the world?

He doesn't love his children, and even wants his children to kill him.

"So, I don't want to see him." Gu Yunzhou's throat was full of hostility.

"If you don't want to see it, then don't see it." Jing Yu hugged Gu Yunzhou tightly.

"Xiao Zhou, I will always be by your side."

"I will protect you."

"You are not alone, I am your family."

The memories buried in the depths clearly emerged in my mind.

Jing Yu remembered that that night, he was very anxious, hugging Gu Yunzhou and comforting him for a long time.

I want him to forget those bad memories.

I want him to be happy, and I want him to be safe from harm all his life.

Gu Yunzhou's body was tinged with a strong smell of smoke, and the hostility in his heart was still churning.

"I won't forgive him," he said.

"Then don't forgive me."

Gu Yunzhou buried his face in Jing Yu's neck, his voice was soft and hoarse, "Jing Yu, I don't want to have children."

"I might not be a good father."

Tears hit Jing Yu's neck.

That tear was like boiling water, leaving a deep imprint on Jing Yu's heart, which made him feel very painful.

Gu Yunzhou grabbed his arm vigorously, and said with difficulty, "I'm afraid I will become him."

That man made Gu Yunzhou understand one thing, some parents are not born to love their children.

When he thinks of children, he thinks of his own childhood.

Gloomy, dark, and full of resentment.

He didn't know what his mother was like. To him, the woman who gave birth to him was just that person's beloved wife.

He never called that man Papa either.

So Gu Yunzhou didn't have the courage to try to become a father.

Because he was afraid that he would not love his children and could not be a good father.

Since being a parent cannot give love and care to your child, why bring him into this world?

Jing Yu rarely sees Gu Yunzhou so fragile, he is always strong and domineering, and careless.

Such Gu Yunzhou made Jing Yu even more unbearable than his mental breakdown.

"If you don't want to see him, I will make you never see him for the rest of your life."

"If you can't let go of the past, don't let go."

"If you are afraid that you can't be a good father, I will give him two fatherly loves."

"If you still don't want kids, then we don't."

Jing Yu leaned down and pressed his forehead between Gu Yunzhou's eyebrows, "Xiao Zhou."

He whispered Gu Yunzhou's name softly, like a confused lamb, tears streaming down the corners of his slender eyes.

"Don't be sad, I will always be with you." He leaned over and kissed Gu Yunzhou gently.

Seeing Alpha who was even sadder than him, Gu Yunzhou felt mixed feelings.

Jing Yu's lips were wet with tears, as if he was afraid of hurting him, he kissed him cautiously.

Gu Yunzhou suddenly picked up his collar and kissed the sobbing Alpha.

There is an Alpha in this world. When you are sad and want to cry, he is sadder than you, sadder than you.

What's more frightening is that it's worse than your crying!

Don't live like an Alpha!

It made Gu Yunzhou not sad at all.

The author has something to say: After reading this chapter, everyone should be a lot clearer. Some little angels have already guessed right, but only half. Jing Yu decided to suppress himself. There is another half factor, which will be revealed in the next chapter.

Hey, today is another day of being attacked.

I saw a little angel in the comments, he said, Xiao Shou has not yet entered Xiaogong, he is so kind 233333

In addition, [-] comments will be drawn from the comments to give out red envelopes, good night, I will add more tomorrow, praise me as much as you want, Ollie