After stealing a kiss from Bingshan Beauty, I feel so sweet

The ward was surprisingly quiet. Shen Qingning was lying on the bed with her back to the door, leaning her head and looking at Yu Yan. Yu Yan was sitting at the desk in the corner, typing with both hands, as if she was sending a message to someone.

Outside the door, the two saw the scene inside the room through the glass, Yu Mingyue and Shen Jingchu looked at each other, Shen Jingchu shrugged, she didn't know what was going on with the two of them in the room.

Yu Mingyue knocked on the door, pushed it open and went in, Shen Jingchu sat beside the hospital bed, Shen Qingning still turned her back and ignored the two who came in.

Shen Jingchu patted Shen Qingning and asked, "Mom, you woke up, how do you feel? Is there any discomfort?"

Shen Qingning, who heard Shen Jingchu's words, turned around slowly, lay flat, sighed, stared at the ceiling, and said aggrievedly: "Yes."

Yu Yan's typing fingers froze for half a second, and then continued typing, but at a much slower speed than before.

She had been awake for so long, but Yu Yan forgot to ask her if she felt any discomfort.

"Where, why don't you call the doctor to check again? Does it hurt?"

Yu Mingyue put the packed snacks in her hand on the table, and after hearing Shen Qingning's words, she said, "I'll call the doctor for a comprehensive examination."

Shen Qingning quickly said: "I don't feel well in my stomach, I'm just hungry."

Yu Yan on the side deleted the garbled characters he had just entered, resumed his fast typing speed, pressed the send button hard, pressed the phone to turn off, and threw it into his pocket.

Yu Mingyue opened the snacks she bought, spread them out on the small table next to the bed, and moved a small bench for Yu Yan to prepare.

"I bought something to eat, sister-in-law, please sit down and eat with auntie."

Shen Qingning glanced at Yu Yan from the corner of her eye, then sat up, glanced at the food Yu Mingyue bought, pursed her lips, "Actually, I think the hot pot I ate last time was quite delicious."

This mother and daughter...

Shen Jingchu: "Okay, we'll eat when you're better, can we eat these first?"

Shen Qingning opened one of the cups of buttered tea and inserted a straw, "Reluctantly."

In fact, it is not very forced, beef jerky, butter tea, cheese slices, steamed beef tongue...

The table is very small, and if you want to eat on the table, it means that Yu Yan and Shen Qingning are almost close to each other. Yu Yan didn't sit at the table to eat, but took a piece of tsampa, and sat back to the position just now.

A good meal must be divided into two places for the two of them.

Shen Qingning opened another cup of buttered tea, inserted the straw into it, walked to Yu Yan's table with small steps, and handed the tea to Yu Yan, "Aren't you choking? Let's drink something."

Yu Yan frowned slightly, took the tea from Shen Qingning: "Yes."

Shen Qingning caught a small bulge between Yu Yan's eyebrows, looked herself up and down, and found nothing strange. Could it be that she doesn't like drinking this tea?

"If you don't like drinking, I'll pour you some water."

After finishing speaking, Shen Qingning was about to leave, her eyes wandered around the room, intending to look for one or two disposable paper cups.

"No need," Yu Yan took a sip of tea, "Don't move around."

Shen Qingning was overjoyed, it turned out that she was worried about herself, and what's more, she didn't say thank you just now!This is simply a big step in Shen Qingning's history!As if she had heard the holy order, she immediately pulled on her shoes and went back.

Shen Jingchu, who was sitting on another hospital bed, tugged at Yu Mingyue's sleeve, her eyebrows fluttered, and she signaled: There is a show!

After Shen Qingning and Yu Yan's assists, Shen Jingchu and Yu Mingyue suddenly practiced micro-expression interpretation. The whispers between the two were through eyebrows and eye contact.

What Yu Yan didn't expect was that Shen Qingning packed up the food on the table, half hugged her, dragged her tea and rice to her table.

Shen Jingchu: Unexpectedly, my mother is like this in front of the person I like...

Yu Mingyue: Sure enough, a fight with Shen Jingchu...

Shen Qingning, who would be bright with some sunshine, moved a chair over, sat down next to Yu Yan, put the snacks on the table one by one, and put on gloves.

"Look, this is delicious," pinched a piece of beef jerky and put it on Yu Yan's half-bitten tsampa.

"Look at this, it's not bad," he pinched another dry milk stick and put it on top of the beef jerky.

This time Yu Yan didn't refuse, but he didn't respond either.

It turns out that the habit of picking up vegetables is always done regardless of whether there are chopsticks or not.

The two turned their backs to Shen Jingchu and Yu Mingyue, and they looked like they were cuddling tightly from behind, Shen Jingchu couldn't help hugging Yu Mingyue's arm tightly.

After the two had almost eaten, Shen Qingning wanted to clean up the table and throw away the trash, Yu Yan took the plastic bag from her hand, "I'll come, you go to bed and lie down."

Shen Qingning obeyed the holy order, and lay back on the bed with a smile on her face. This old-fashioned smile gave Shen Jingchu the illusion that everything was fine, and she could feel at ease.

Yu Mingyue said: "It will be New Year's Eve in two days. Auntie is not in good health now. I want to stay in the town for two days first. I will go back when Auntie is better. By the way, I can buy some New Year's goods in the town?"

Yu Mingyue glanced at the people in the room: "What do you think?"

Shen Jingchu was the first to nod in agreement: "Well, I think it will work!"

Yu Yan threw the rubbish into the trash can: "Listen to you."

"Xiao Chu stayed in the hospital with Auntie that night, and my sister-in-law and I found a place to stay." Yu Mingyue looked at the person snuggling beside her tenderly, "Is that okay?"

This meant that she couldn't sleep with this Yu Mingyue tonight.But after thinking about it, who else would come besides her to take care of my mother, my sister-in-law would definitely not come, so this burden can only be borne by myself!

"Well, yes." Shen Jingchu reluctantly hugged Yu Mingyue tightly.

Seeing Shen Jingchu's reluctance, Shen Qingning covered her chest, pretending to be distressed: "It turns out that I raised such a big and small white-eyed wolf, and when I have a wife, I forget my mother!"

Shen Jingchu looked disgusted: "Mom, after all, I'm also an alumnus, can you be more careful when you speak?"

Isn't it time you gave all the meat to your sister-in-law two days ago, and didn't save any meat for your own daughter?

Shen Qingning: "It's not easy to have a child, you just hurt mom so much."

He looked as if he had been wronged by the sky.

Yu Mingyue suddenly felt that her mother-in-law is really a talented actress, why not be the first signed artist in the future?Well-packaged and packaged, there are people who believe that eighteen people believe it.

"Auntie, don't worry, since it's so difficult to have a baby, I won't let Xiaochu be born in the future."

Shen Qingning was at a loss for words for a while, and the two of them started a fire together to bully her?And inexplicably ate a mouthful of dog food.She cast her eyes on Yu Yan who was watching the play on the other side, but Yu Yan quickly withdrew her eyes and turned her head to look to one side.

After a while, Yu Yan got up and went out.

The fact that Shen Qingning had a child has always been something she couldn't let go of. At that time, Shen Qingning pulled a man and said that this was her fiancé, and her own pregnancy test report made Yu Yan really think that she had someone else's child. She even The humble wanted her to leave him, and they could raise the child, and Yu Yan would treat her as his own.

So much so that later on, this became a reason for Yu Yan to mock himself.

When she first met Shen Jingchu, she was even full of hostility towards Shen Jingchu. Later, she also knew that Shen Jingchu's father was just a caring person from a certain sperm bank, and she slowly began to let go of it.

……

In the evening, only Shen Jingchu and Shen Qingning were left in the hospital, and Yu Yan followed Yu Mingyue to find a small hotel near the hospital to stay.

After nine o'clock, Yu Yan was lying on the bed early, but couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning. After tossing and turning once, she put on her clothes, came out of the hotel, walked around outside, and went into a small supermarket for a while. Circle, and unknowingly walked to the hospital.

After wandering at the gate of the hospital for a while, she thought: Shen Qingning's own daughter should take good care of her, right?Don't worry about it yourself?Why does she care about Shen Qingning?

In the end, her footsteps still stopped at the door of Shen Qingning's ward.

What she saw through the glass window was Shen Qingning and Shen Jingchu laughing in the room, the door was not soundproof, she heard Shen Jingchu say: "Mom, do you think this is funny? I'm telling you a joke ?”

Yu Yan's face darkened: Just take care of patients like this?Wouldn't it hurt my head to smile so wide?My brain is not working well...

She knocked on the door, opened it and went in.

The laughter in the room stopped when he saw the face of the person pushing the door, Yu Yan didn't go in, but just called Shen Jingchu: "Xiao Chu, come out."

The smile on Shen Qingning's face gradually faded: So she didn't come to find herself.

After waiting for a while, it was Yu Yan who came in instead of Shen Jingchu. Shen Qingning was overjoyed, "Where's Xiaochu?"

Yu Yan answered coldly: "Mingyue misses her and wants her to go back."

Shen Qingning secretly smiled: This clumsy reason, if Yu Mingyue didn't want her to come, she wouldn't have arranged for her to come, why did she say it now?

"Do you miss me too much?"

Yu Yan was silent, and after a while, he said, "Actually, I can leave now."

Shen Qingning quickly shut up, "I was wrong."

"I miss you, okay?"

Shen Qingning held the corner of the quilt aggrieved, and looked at Yu Yan with loving eyes.

Even though he knew that Shen Qingning was pretending, Yu Yan still couldn't stand Shen Qingning acting coquettishly and pretending to be pitiful.

Alas, there are so many dramas when people get old!

Yu Yan walked up to her, took out a pair of earplugs from his pocket, and handed them to her, "The room here is not very soundproof."

She just went into the small supermarket with an attitude of giving it a try, and asked if there were any earplugs, but it turned out that she really bought them here.

Shen Qingning took the earplugs and touched her cold hands, moved and sour in her heart, "So you still remember."

I remember that she is sensitive, and she will not be able to sleep well if there is any movement.

Of course I remember, what habit of hers can be forgotten by Yu Yan?

"Put it on and rest well."

After sending the things to Shen Qingning's palm, she quickly withdrew her hand, fearing that she would want more warmth from Shen Qingning if she didn't retract it.

Shen Qingning: "I..."

Yu Yan: "Shut up."

Yu Yan felt that Shen Qingning's head could not talk much except for sleeping and resting.

She lay down on another hospital bed with all her clothes on. Shen Qingning faced her sideways, and she turned her back, leaving Shen Qingning with the back of her head.

On the other side, Shen Jingchu knocked on Yu Mingyue's door, and Yu Mingyue was shocked when she saw Shen Jingchu standing at the door, "Didn't you stay in the hospital?"

Shen Jingchu had a wicked look on his face, and made a grimace: "Actually, I'm a wandering female ghost!"

Yu Mingyue pulled her into the room and held her in her arms, "This female ghost is quite beautiful, stop wandering, follow me."

Half an hour later, Shen Jingchu pressed on Yu Mingyue, "Is it true that you will have a baby in the future?"

"Ah."

Shen Jingchu wrapped her fingers around her hair, and said seriously: "Suddenly I want to be a mother, do you think the child looks like you or me? Will she be very good?"

Yu Yan reached down with one hand, and everything his fingertips touched was wet.

"Although we can't enjoy the result of being a mother for the time being, we can enjoy the process of being a mother."

……

Yu Yan hasn't had this nightmare for a long time. In the dream, she only repeated over and over again: "Let's separate." Her legs were fixed in place, and she couldn't move even a little no matter how hard she tried. She could only watch Shen Qingning's back. Disappearing.

There have been many times when she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality. Only the sound of her own sobbing woke her up, and the wet pillow told her: everything just now was a dream.

But the empty bed beside her reminded her: this is not a dream.

The sound insulation effect of these earplugs is not very good. Shen Qingning was awakened by a burst of crying, and she realized that it was Yu Yan who was crying.

"Don't go, please, don't go."

"Shen Qingning, don't leave me behind."

It is a metaphorical voice.

Shen Qingning's heart seemed to be ripped out by someone. She threw off the quilt and got out of bed, walked to Yu Yan's bed with her bare feet, held her hand, and patted her shoulder lightly, "Yu Yan, Yu Yan, I am here."

Yu Yan woke up from the dream again, but this time he was awakened by his own crying and Shen Qingning.

It was as if a boulder had been pressed against her heart, making her breathless, Yu Yan sat up, the choking sound continued and gradually became smaller.

Shen Qingning hugged her, "I'm sorry, it's my fault."

All the emotions were brought up together, the pain of being abandoned, the loneliness of being alone for many years, the loss of what to do when I met Shen Qingning again, the pain and sorrow were mixed in my heart.

Yu Yan shed tears in front of Shen Qingning for the first time. She beat Shen Qingning's back and burst into tears: "I'm sorry, is it useful? Why did you treat me like that? Do you know how I live?..."

Shen Qingning was beaten by her, she was very strong, and it hurt a lot, but it was not one ten thousandth of Shen Qingning's heartache.

"sorry."

"I'm sorry for the ass, I hate you."

Yu Yan pushed her away, but Shen Qingning was a little relieved, the resentment she had accumulated against herself for so many years was finally willing to vent, and she finally stopped suppressing herself.

Yu Yan pushed with all her strength, Shen Qingning stepped back a few steps, staggered and bumped into another hospital bed, hitting her waist, the pain almost made her unable to straighten up, she still Stand up and walk towards Yu Yan step by step.

Her Yu Yan was hugging herself tightly, sobbing softly.

She hugged Yu Yan, and took her into her arms. This time, she held her even tighter. Even if Yu Yan was now wearing armor covered in spikes, she would hug her without hesitation, letting her heart rest on Yu Yan's arms. The heart of words.

Not only do you hate me, I hate myself too.Selfish and arrogant, I lost you for so long but still fantasized about finding you back.

Shen Qingning's embrace was warm and soft. After a long time, Yu Yan's sobs became smaller and smaller, and the range of her body twitching became smaller and smaller. The violent reaction and prolonged crying made her head hurt more and more.

As the crying became quieter and reason was greater than emotion, she realized what she had done just now. She slowly raised her face, and Shen Qingning could vaguely see her red and swollen eyes glowing with water in the moonlight.

Yu Yan groped Shen Qingning's back with his hands, "I'm sorry, I hurt you just now."

Shen Qingning is still hurt now, how could she push her like that.

"I'm sorry, does it hurt? Where did you hit?" Her groping hands became more and more irregular and anxious, "Tell me where you hit."

"Hurry up..." At the end, Yu Yan couldn't help crying again, but he couldn't shed a single tear, and only a hoarse growl came out of his throat.It didn't sound good, but it pierced Shen Qingning's heart.

Shen Qingning couldn't control herself anymore, she grabbed Yu Yan's chin, and kissed it gently, first slowly groping around her lips, and then bit by bit deeper.

She had been looking forward to this belated kiss for too long...

The author has something to say: Little Theater:

"Auntie, don't worry, since childbirth is so difficult, I won't let Xiaochu be born in the future."

Shen Jingchu:? ? ?

Shen Qingning? ? ?

Yu Yan (later aware):? ? ?

嘤，我今天卡文了，抱歉抱歉，睡醒之后电脑前坐了半天重写了好几遍。原来果真黑夜才有灵感。感谢在2020-06-1702:02:43~2020-06-1723:58:54期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: lavender 2;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Ning Shen;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!