Dressed as a man with the eldest son

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In Nan Ruo's original plan, he didn't confess this item, even if he did, he wouldn't say it so thoroughly.

But he didn't expect that Zheng Fan would take the initiative to tell his history last night. He stood by Emperor Yongzhao's side and looked out the window thinking about it all night, and decided to take a gamble.

Losing is nothing more than going away and never coming back. Anyway, if you really care about it, he is not so deep in Dayan that he has to stay. Whether it is a scumbag father or a few children of the Nangong family, if you want to say how deep the relationship is, then it will be difficult. It's a lie, he has only been here for six years, and he usually shows that he cares. In addition to maintaining Xiao Ruogu's good brother's personality and training helpers for himself, it is also because of paralyzing Emperor Yongzhao.

He has weaknesses, so Emperor Yongzhao can use him with confidence.

Now that he has experience, money and people, it is not a bad idea to start over. He has studied the map of this world in private, and he does not necessarily have to cross the ocean. There are many scattered islands in the south of Dayan, and the area is not small. He even thought about the basic plan.

As for the Nangong family, he was sure that the prince would not embarrass them, and he would return the help given to him in the past six years in the future.

Of course, all of this is the result of losing a bet, and it doesn't exist if you win.

The prince's reaction was unexpected, and he smiled.

It wasn't an angry smile or a mockery, it was a sincere and joyful smile. He took out a handkerchief to help Nan Ruo and himself wipe their palms, looked around, and said: "It's cold outside, I asked Liu Duan to find a room and let's sit down explain."

Then he called Liu Duan and told him to clean up.

Nan Ruo watched him put the wiped handkerchief into his arms, and his eyes wandered for a while.

The prince gave a low laugh, leaned over and rubbed his nose: "If you don't let others see your things, I'll wash them myself."

Nan Ruo was slightly embarrassed, so there was no need to say such things.

The atmosphere that had just become serious became ambiguous for no reason.

The crown prince knew that he was thin-faced in this kind of thing, seeing him relaxed, he didn't tease him any more, helped him gather up his clothes, and said: "Stop talking about leaving and going far away, don't even think about it, I don't like it Listen, I can't listen, if you want my life, just go."

Nan Ruo was shocked by the paranoia in his eyes.

"I thought I had expressed my affection for you very clearly, but now it seems that it is not enough." The prince showed his strength in front of him for the first time, "I know that you are willing to be with me because the situation is somewhat forced, but If you agree, you cannot go back on your word."

It's not that he can't see Ruo Ge'er's careful thinking, but he is willing to pretend to be a fool and pretend not to see it. He originally wanted to take his time. He and Ruo Geer have a lot of time to spend slowly, and one day he will call him Homecoming.

Now it seems that I can no longer "get used to" him.

"You said something wrong." He said calmly, "Between you and me, you are the king, and I am the minister. Everything is in your hands, not mine, including life. If you want me to give birth, I will give birth. If you want me to die, I will die."

He no longer hides it, looking directly at him and showing him all the darkness and embarrassment in his heart.

"Do you know?" He leaned closer to Nan Ruo, his reddened eyes looked sickly, "I thought about taking you away with me."

Nan Ruo gasped for breath.

The prince rubbed against his cheek as if suffering from skin hunger, and murmured softly: "Hysteria will go crazy. Instead of being a lunatic and telling people to watch jokes and live like a ghost, it's better to end it early..."

If Nanruo has ever seen a real lunatic, there was one in the community where his uncle lived when he was young. His parents worried that their daughter would go to a mental hospital and be bullied, so they kept her at home, and a few times they accidentally fell ill while walking in the community, looking pitiful and scary. .

He didn't dare to imagine the prince becoming like that. Even though King Rong would treat him kindly, the servants who took care of him were not necessarily. If any palace servant had a twisted mind, he didn't know how he would bully him.

Just thinking about it makes my heart ache.

When You Qi heard that he said it was over, he was shocked and held his hand. The prince had never shown any suicidal tendencies with him before this.

The prince said to himself: "I'm crazy, Brother Ruo will definitely marry a wife and have children, and be affectionate with others. No, I can't stand it. Let's take Brother Ruo with me, so that Brother Ruo will always be mine. No one wants to rob me..."

Just when Nan Ruo almost thought that he was going to be ill, his eyes were fixed and his expression was clear: "I think so every time I am going to have an attack, so I hold back, I can't be crazy, I want to be with you for a long time."

"Are you afraid?" He stroked Nan Ruo's cheek, "Look, I'm not as good as you think. I didn't dare to reveal it before, for fear of scaring you away. I was so careful, but you said you wanted to leave..."

Nan Ruo was never more aware of the fact that the prince was ill than now. In the past, his calmness and indifference often caused people to overlook this point, but in fact he was ill, and the illness was not serious.

He should have been afraid, but strangely, there was a trace of satisfaction in his heart, which made him wonder if there was something wrong with his mind.

Not only satisfaction, but also enjoyment, he enjoys such a strong and unreserved love for him, he enjoys it very much!

Even paranoid and morbid feel cute.

Nan Ruo, who thought she grew up happily under the care of her relatives, later realized that she was actually lacking in love.

He was in a daze.

Seeing the emotion on his face, the prince smiled.

Sure enough, he knew that he and Ruo Ge'er should be together, and the excited blood was agitated for a while, but the kiss on his lips was very gentle, and it didn't go deep. He only licked and kissed his lips, making them wet Just give up.

"Your Highness." Liu Duan carefully reminded him.

The prince let go of Diao Qiu, but he didn't let go of Nan Ruo's hand, he held it tightly in his sleeve, as if he was afraid that he would run away.

Liu Duan tidied up an empty hall in the east nearby. Afraid of too much noise, he didn't move the main hall, so he only opened the door of the side hall. It happened that there was a corner door here, and the two turned directly along the alley. Just around the corner.

Although it was an empty hall, palace servants were sent to clean it on weekdays, and Liu Duan had led his staff to quickly put the Nuan Pavilion in order.

The prince took off the sable fur and went to the kang to feel it. He was sure it was hot, and pulled Nan Ruo: "Come up and warm up."

Nan Ruo was really cold, so he took off his boots and went up.

While pulling back the quilt, the crown prince told Liu Duan: "Go and get some food, tell your apprentice to go, you go to Zichen Hall to have a look, anyone who comes will say that he has stayed up all night and rested, and he will come back in two hours if there is something to do. "

Liu Duan went as he said, and the two apprentices followed him out, leaving only the crown prince and Nan Ruo in the Nuan Pavilion.

"Come." The prince lay down and parted the long pillow in half.

Nan Ruo hesitated, and lay down.

The prince hugged him and let out a contented sigh: "I have long wanted to lie with you like this, to sleep and wake up together, and today I can finally realize it."

Those who didn't know the tone thought it was such a difficult and magnificent dream to achieve.

Nan Ruo's heart softened: "There will be more opportunities in the future."

The prince's eyes dimmed, and he stepped back and looked at him: "Don't tell me you're leaving?"

Nan Ruo was helpless: "Whether I go or not depends entirely on Your Highness. I have already told His Highness everything I need to say."

If he can choose, he naturally doesn't want to leave. After six years of hard work, he can become a backbone and get shares. Who would want to open up wasteland in a barren subsidiary.

What's more, there is his lover here.

He took the initiative to touch the prince's hand and hold it.

The corner of the prince's lips curled up, and he rubbed his nose with the tip of his nose: "Actually, I'm very happy that you confessed to me."

This shows that Brother Ruo really puts him in his heart, which is more important than how many words he says he likes.

From this angle, Nan Ruo could clearly see how straight the prince's nose was, so he couldn't help but move his eyes down for a moment, and the impressive description of "like a child" came to his mind, um, it really makes sense.

The prince didn't know that his thoughts were going astray, and said: "If I say that I don't actually want to succeed to the throne, would you believe me?"

Nan Ruo was stunned.