Fast Time Travel Novel Improver

Thursday October [-]th sunny

It's been almost a week since I came back from "Mortal".My mood is still calm, and I quickly adapted to real life. Those 50 years seemed to be far away from me, just a dream.I have never been so calm and down-to-earth like today, perhaps because I have lived for too long, which made me feel a lot more at ease.

Lin Yuguo, my younger brother, he is really a good and sensible boy, and he is the protagonist of the whole book.In those years, everything I did was from his point of view, so that he could get married and start a career as soon as possible, and become the protagonist in Tao Tao's works who lives beautifully.

He cares about consumption, but I never really get angry, because his poor childhood and consideration for me made him develop this kind of habit similar to stinginess.I watched him grow from a malnourished yellow-haired boy to fatter and taller, and finally handsome, he founded a company, and became a young man with great promise.

I am full of joy, but also have a faint sense of pride!Haha, I never thought that a man like me could take care of children so well and so well!Although I have no blood relationship with him, I have long regarded him as my own brother, no difference.

When he confessed his love, I just felt a bolt from the blue, and I couldn't recover from the shock for a long time. There was no romance at all.For this reason, I used to be extremely distressed. He is a child who will not turn back if he hits the south wall. Once the direction of love is determined, it will never be easy to pull him back.I had planned to make him give up by feigning death, get married and have children normally, and enjoy everything that should be in the book.

But fate always goes towards accidents, for me he gave up his original peak life.For him, I always have a mentality of making amends. As a brother, I will love him and make up for what he lost in another way.

I don't care about the gender of my partner, maybe because of my mother's influence, I even have an indescribable fear of women.I respect every girl, but my 32 years of single experience have proved that I do have an instinctive avoidance of girls.But it doesn't mean that I can accept my younger brother.Even after taking care of him for 50 years, I still only have affection for him.

I am still 32 years old, but counting these two New World experiences, I am already an octogenarian.What touched me the most was the fickleness of life and the ups and downs of reality.In fact, I am already a relatively mature person. My origin determines that I must work harder than my peers in order to get the same treatment as them.

I remember a survey that said that family background has the greatest impact on a person's life.When I was young, I didn't understand this statement; but as I grew older and experienced more, I deeply realized the correctness of this statement.

My family, my dilapidated family, my irresponsible father, and my mother who is like a bitter woman, made me never realize the meaning of the word "home".I still remember that when I was only knee-high as an adult, I looked up and saw my parents scolding each other under the light bulb.

Later, my parents divorced, and my father had an illegitimate child outside. After the divorce, he never took care of my affairs; and my mother became more and more violent.The embarrassment of life made me have to work part-time to earn money, pay tuition fees, and send money to my mother to meet her expenses when I was in college.Even so, every year when I go home on vacation, I have to bear her venting scolding every day.

At that time, I was at a low point in my life. For me, family was not a warm harbor, but a heavy burden.I have cried countless times, complaining why God treated me like this, let me face a broken family, and endure poverty.My experience is much richer and more difficult than that of my peers.

Maybe it was all kinds of helplessness and sadness that forced me to cultivate a broad heart; because if I had a heart as thin as a needle and a sad autumn, the suffering that life gave me would have already collapsed me!I deeply understand that people have to think about it and learn to forget some unpleasant things in the past, so that they can continue to live and stay away from sadness and pain.This is why I was able to forgive Qiu Ying very quickly.

It is those sufferings that allow me to better understand the feelings of suffering people.Whenever I see those people living in dire straits, I will think of my own experience, and I will also feel sour, and my heart aches for them!Because I know too well what it's like to live in misery and poverty.I'm always willing to help those who are suffering, because I feel the same way and I can't bear them to go through this kind of pain.

Fortunately, God gave me the opportunity to encounter philosophy when I was escaping from my family, and I seemed to have discovered a new world.Philosophy is the knowledge about love and wisdom. It has provided me with a vision to see the world, allowing me to see the world with love and understanding, and my heart has been relieved a lot.I am finally lucky. Although it is suffering, it is not the most suffering!At least, God gave me the opportunity to live actively.

When I gradually stepped into the society and found that my peers had taken too many detours and suffered too much loss because of their ignorance and youthful spirit, I was truly grateful to God. The sufferings that were given to me when I was young are exactly what created me. It improved my resolute character, smoothed my temper, made me more mature, and avoided too many detours.

I, who originally complained about my mother, gradually thought about it.It was her bitterness that made me want to be a soft person.It is her strong comparison that makes me want to be a person who does not admire vanity.It was her negative energy that made me want to be a positive energy person.Maybe it's because I have experienced this misfortune myself, and I don't want to impose it on others.

There is no suffering in vain, no suffering in vain, and no road taken in vain.I believe that God is always fair, it loves everyone, as long as we look at the world with warm eyes, people will be happy.

Nietzsche once said: "When you stare into the abyss, the abyss is also staring at you", which is similar to the Buddhist saying that "all dharmas arise from the mind".If one only sees the dark side, one's heart will be distorted, and what good life can there be?If you always look on the bright side, and you are in good spirits on happy occasions, your days will always get better and better.

I used to see the world with dark eyes, but now, I only see the beauty.Maybe there is indeed pain in this world that I can't touch, but I live in happiness.After all, happiness is what you give yourself.