Fast Time Travel Novel Improver

Saturday, September [-]nd is sunny

It's been a while since I came back to this world.

A person's experience will always play a more or less role in his life. There is no road taken in vain, no injury received in vain, and blood shed in vain.

To be honest, it was not until today that I came back to my senses from this time travel, and truly felt that the road I walked was real, the people I met were real, and even the dumplings I ate were real.

It is also until today that I feel that I am very lucky to have encountered this system, which took me to experience a different life, live a different way of life, and see a different scenery.Although the little dumpling ran the train with its mouth full, it was still reliable at critical moments.

I have never had the habit of keeping a diary, but today I have a whim.Probably because I completely let go of that experience and that world, I always felt that I was full of words and had nowhere to vent, so I just wanted to write something, which made my restless heart sink.

In that world, what left the deepest impression on me was the hero Bai Liku.I don't want to call him Bai Li, because I believe that he is still a good person in his bones, but he is deluded by sex, fame and fortune.

At the beginning, I was disgusted with him, thinking that he was unscrupulous, unscrupulous, and would betray anything for his purpose.But if you put yourself in his shoes and think about it, it seems reasonable.

He has outstanding abilities and good looks. If it weren't for the fact that he was born into a poor family, he would have great achievements in the future. I believe he would never lose to Jiang Yuan.However, the environment in which he grew up was extremely harsh, and most of the people around him were of low quality and misbehaved, which made him see too much of the dark side of the world.

Therefore, he is conceited, he is lofty, he is paranoid, and he looks down on many people; but at the same time, he has low self-esteem, keeps secrets about his family, lacks a sense of security, and longs for someone to rely on.Inferiority and self-confidence are so distortedly overlapped on him, he is a complex and contradictory person.

But fortunately, he still maintains a heart of right and wrong, distinguishing between good and evil. He looks down on his actions and hates himself for being humble, but he can't resist the temptation of fame, fortune and success.

In fact, I think people like Bai Liku can be found everywhere in real life.They have received a good education, and they also know right from wrong, but they would rather do something against their will for material gain.

Fortunately, Bai Liku fell in love with me.I watched his emotion value go from 0 to 100 step by step, never retreated or fluctuated, maybe his paranoid character kept him from turning back, maybe I waved him to help him when he was in distress, maybe He just wants to have someone to rely on.

At the end, when he was dying, I am absolutely sure that it was his strong will and determination to wait that kept him going.He couldn't move his whole body, he couldn't even breathe in, his pupils had already started to dilate, but he was waiting for me to kiss him.In that case, as long as the heart is fleshy, they will not refuse his request.

What's more, he could have had the fate of all-powerful, but he was abruptly shattered by the video secretly recorded by Yan Yu and me.Facing him, I always feel a little guilty. After all, the death of his parents is related to me, and his joining the Harp Gang is also related to me.

I don't love Bai Liku, but I have pity and sympathy for him.The reason why he got me tattooed is probably to leave a permanent mark on me, so that I can remember him.I understand him, so I will fulfill his wish.

Speaking of Yan Yu, this little guy has a lot of personality, and his perseverance for his ideals is really admirable. I haven't seen such a brave and persistent person for a long time.Maybe this character is quite inconspicuous in the novel, but in reality, who can have the same toughness and persistence as him!After all, most people's dreams have been shot down by money and money.

Jiang Yuan is a decisive and resolute person. It seems that he was born with the ability to control the fate of others.I still remember his naturally domineering words:

In this world, there is nothing I, Jiang Yuan, can't afford to lose.

These words really inspired me a lot, and let me see the mind that a successful person should have.Maybe everyone in this world can afford to lose, but they just mistakenly think that they can't afford to lose.

I was also very lucky to be favored by him, which was indeed beyond my expectation.His offensive was direct and violent, and I also rejected him directly and violently, and complied with his request to "be honest with each other".

Jiang Yuan is a very rational person. To be honest, I have learned a lot of useful qualities from him. He is a role model for me to learn from.He would rather face the bleak reality than live in a beautiful lie.

And this is exactly the opposite of Bai Liku.Bai Liku knew that I didn't love him, but asked me to be his lover for the last 10 minutes; but Jiang Yuan was willing to listen to the answer of refusal.

This confuses me a bit: Are people willing to face reality directly, or do they prefer to live a beautiful but illusory life?

I remember a philosopher named Nozick who said that people hope that their happiness is based on rationality and reality, so people don't want to live in a false bubble, even if it is a beautiful colorful bubble.

If it had been before, I would have nodded in agreement.But now I feel that this statement is a bit discounted, or it may not apply to everyone.

Maybe there are so many contradictions and mysteries in life, and it is precisely because of this that life is full of fun, and countless philosophies and religions are rushing to find the truth.

The world has never stopped turning, and people's hearts have never stopped restless steps.This process of exploration led to the emergence of science in various fields,

The universe is always changing, and I am very fortunate to have used my decades of life to spy on the gaps in this long process.

I love this world more.