Song Yaze returned to reality, with the full moon on the [-]th of August above his head, and a small dark river flowing under his feet, and the river gently hit the stone bank.He was leaning on the railing by the river, wearing American clothes, and the cool wind from the river swelled his sleeves, and he seemed to be more awake.

He fumbled around nervously, and finally found a cigarette.Trembling and rubbing the lighter, his hands were shaking badly; the flame turned on with difficulty, and then tremblingly extinguished, he tried many times to light the cigarette.Taking a deep breath, he even choked on the smoke, and the spicy taste made him cough up tears.

"Yaze..." A voice sounded behind him.

He bent down and coughed violently, feeling a sense of oppression similar to suffocation.With eyes full of smoke, he leaned over and staggered around, and saw Li Yuanfu standing opposite him with an anxious face, and the bright moonlight was hidden in his black pupils.

Li Yuanfu is wearing a heavy camel sweater, the style of the 50s.His hair is neat and clean, his lips are slightly parted, and his figure is still tall and thin.He pursed his lips, moved his right foot, and took a step forward hesitantly.

"Don't come here yet." Song Yaze stopped him.He took a cigarette tremblingly, his fingers were still trembling slightly, and his nails under the moonlight had a soft luster, "Let me finish smoking this cigarette."

The intake of nicotine made his hands gradually stabilize.His hands moved up and down, but his eyes were fixed on Li Yuanfu.The two looked at each other in silence, only the slight sound of burning tobacco in the air.

The flame moved to the end, he threw it away, and exhaled the last puff of smoke.He walked up to Li Yuanfu step by step, his lips moved, his brows frowned a few times in sadness, and finally he beat Li Yuanfu's chest helplessly, and said with a wry smile: "The system self-destructs...I fucking thought you were dead ..."

"Did you recognize me?" Li Yuanfu hugged his shoulder and asked softly.

Song Yaze glanced at him, and murmured: "I didn't expect you to be that dumpling, so you've been with me for so long..." He paused, "Not only did I recognize you, I even recognized myself Recognized. I am Peng Muzhi, or I was Peng Muzhi in my previous life. The habits of my previous life will continue into this life, and I am too similar to Peng Muzhi."

Li Yuanfu's breath stopped, and he sighed with a complicated expression: "You guessed it right. I have been looking for you for a long time. Your appearance and personality have not changed at all. I invented this system in 1950, but the Kind of a mistake. Both of us lost our lives for it..."

"Yuanfu, stop talking. I don't want to hear this now." Song Yaze interrupted him, "I'm too confused."

Li Yuanfu chuckled, put his arms around his shoulders and said, "In short, times are changing. China no longer needs this system."

Song Yaze stroked his hand, which was still a little cool.Heartbroken in his heart, he took it down and kissed it on his lips: "Let's go home, I will support you in the future."

……

After driving for four hours, they returned to their home in the big city.

Song Yaze opened the closet and found that all the clothes from the previous four worlds had disappeared, even the ring that Caesar had given him was gone.

"The system self-destructed, and the established characters and world also turned into energy particles and disappeared." Li Yuanfu explained.

Song Yaze remembered a few faces.They are either handsome, paranoid, or domineering; some were born in impoverished rural areas, some were born noble;

He has accompanied them through their lives, witnessed their choices, and witnessed their deaths in heartache.

The entanglement of love and hate in the world made him sigh softly.He couldn't help thinking, life is so complicated and impermanent, people struggle with fate, tortured by joy, anger, sorrow and joy, but why not himself.

"As long as they disappear, there will be no pain." He murmured, walked over, and put his arms around Li Yuanfu's waist, "Everyone lives a hard life, so I can still have you as my company, it's great."

"Me too." Li Yuanfu stroked the back of his head and leaned into his ear and said, "Yaze, let's do it. I have been waiting for a long time, from 1951 until now."

Song Yaze couldn't help laughing, turned his face away on purpose and blew at the tips of his ears, and said, "Go to the bathroom and take a bath."

……

Coming out of the bathroom exhausted, Song Yaze even felt weak on the soles of his feet.The dripping hair wet the pillow, and the two lay on the bed hugging each other, still panting slightly.

Song Yaze was lying on his side with his eyes squinted, his bare shoulders exposed the quilt, and a few drops of water hung on it.Under the dim night light, the water droplets glowed with lustrous light.Li Yuanfu wiped it off for him, pressed his chest against his back, and still stroked his chest with nostalgia.

They enjoy the aftertaste in silence.

Only then did Song Yaze ask, "Tell me about this system, I can listen to it now." His voice was still hoarse, deep and sexy.

Li Yuanfu laughed softly: "Actually, all the characters in the world, no matter the protagonist or the supporting role, their souls are me. Do you still remember the mystery of the yin in Buddhism? The soul is blocked by the body, and it will lose its original memory. , Only by leaving the body can it be recovered.”

"The protagonist will like me." Song Yaze recalled, "This must be related to you."

"That's right. You said just now that a person's habits will follow the soul to the next life." Li Yuanfu nodded and said, "My personality is different in every world; the only thing that remains the same is loving you. The more important it is role, the more souls you get, the more I love you."

"No wonder you disappeared after time travel, and you said you were sleeping. So they are all you." Song Yaze said in a daze, "Then why are you still jealous of them?"

"Of course I will be jealous!" Li Yuanfu hugged him tighter, "Even if the soul is me, the appearance, appearance, and character are not me. I just want you to love me, and only remember me."

Song Yaze chuckled, turned over, rested his head on his arm and said, "One more thing is strange, why does my heart hurt every time someone dies?"

"Because you love me." Li Yuanfu carefully brushed his forehead hair aside, and said softly: "To build a character, you must have soul and flesh and blood injected into them. I used my own. When the soul leaves the body , I also died, and later even my body was injected.”

He paused, and continued: "At that time, you rushed over and wanted to stop the injection, but it was too late. I died in your arms, and you hugged me, watching my body disappear little by little, and fainted from heartache."

Song Yaze's heart began to ache again, as if the seal of past pain had been lifted, his eyes turned black from the pain.Sweat oozes from his forehead, his face is pale, and he can't help hugging Li Yuanfu tightly.

"Are you okay?!" Li Yuanfu hurriedly touched his face, feeling very distressed.

"It's okay..." Song Yaze frowned and gasped, "So... this is also my habit. The more the protagonist, the more painful it will be."

"Yes." Li Yuanfu continued, "But later, something went wrong with the system..."

"what is the problem?"

"Characters can be built, but the environment is missing. If you want to construct the environment, you need half of your soul. You don't want me to sacrifice in vain, so you gave half of your soul."

Li Yuanfu looked complicated. "You only have half of your soul left, and your lifespan and blessings have become half of the original. If I had known about this problem earlier, I would have stopped inventing. I don't want you to suffer."

Song Yaze was startled, and said in amazement: "No wonder..."

"You were born poor in this life, and your parents are still so difficult to explain, because your blessings are less. In the last life, you only lived to be 40 years old; if I fail to find you in this life, you will still die early."

Song Yaze was silent for a moment, and it took a long time before he said: "You really came to save me."

Li Yuanfu covered him with a quilt and kissed his hair: "After I died, you suffered from severe depression, and then gradually became insane, sometimes confused and sometimes sober."

"Did I lose my mind and go crazy?" Song Yaze asked in shock.

"Well." Li Yuanfu nodded, "You wrote the operating rules of the system, and once entered, they cannot be modified. At that time, you often imagined that I was still alive, and the rules you made were messy, and some of them contradicted each other."

"For example, the author has the greatest right to speak, and also has the right to entrust; in order to ensure the naturalness of the plot, he must not interfere with the traversal until the host's life is dying; he must not disclose the source of the system to the outside world."

"Why should I hide the source of the system?" Song Yaze raised his head and asked.

"Because many people laughed at me at that time, saying that I was overestimated. If you don't want my reputation to be damaged, you stipulate that once the source is known, the system will immediately self-destruct: but the system must not take the initiative to disclose, otherwise the price will be the insider life."

"This shows that I'm really crazy." Song Yaze laughed at himself, "I thought I was rational, but I didn't expect to be crazy enough to kill."

"But you occasionally become sober." Li Yuanfu stroked his temples affectionately, "In order to remedy this, you took advantage of the loopholes in the rules and wrote an autobiography, wishing to travel through the autobiography in the next life and find the source of the system by yourself. In this way, innocent people are prevented from dying, and our lives can be saved.”

Song Yaze sighed with emotion, "So, I wrote the passage before crossing, right?"

"Yes, you wrote it before your death, as a hint." Li Yuanfu said.

Song Yaze sighed silently.After seeing the truth thoroughly, he discovered that there is a tragic truth behind the truth.

Fortunately, everything has finally been redeemed now.

"Yuanfu, I'm sorry." After a long time, he finally uttered, "You have sacrificed too much for me. Although I lost half of my soul, I can still be reincarnated. But you put everything into it..."

"It doesn't matter." Li Yuanfu tightened the arms around his waist, and said with a smile, "Your ideal is my ideal. I am willing to pay for you. I want to make you happy."

"I don't care if you're dead." Song Yaze smiled sadly, "If I had known you would die, I wouldn't have such an ideal."

"So... I underestimated your love for me." Li Yuanfu said happily.He grabbed Song Yaze's wrist, turned over and pressed him and said, "Let's do it again..."

The next day, the two slept in bed until noon, they were extremely exhausted.It wasn't until the phone rang that Song Yaze got up to answer the phone in a daze.

The call brought a bad news, which shocked Song Yaze so much that he lost sleepiness.He seemed to have been poured a basin of cold water, until the other party hung up, he remained stiff in the posture of answering the phone.

"What's wrong?" Li Yuanfu grabbed his hand and asked.

"My mother left, just last night... She went out to play mahjong and was hit by a car on the way back..."

At the end of his speech, his voice became smaller and smaller.

"Because half of your soul has come back, so has your blessings. Your mother has always been your burden, so..." Li Yuanfu looked complicated.

"I know." Song Yaze nodded. He took out a cigarette from the bedside, slumped on the pillow, and smoked silently.His eyes were empty, and he couldn't get back to his senses.Through the smoke, his facial features were blurred.

It took him a long time before he said in a hoarse voice: "When I was young, she always scolded me and beat me, and her language was very vicious."

Li Yuanfu listened quietly and shook hands with him.

"I managed to go to college and left her. She wanted me to work part-time to support myself..." Song Yaze took a puff of smoke and his voice began to tremble.

"Later I worked, and I sent her money every month, and she could spend it all...There will never be a limit..." As he spoke, he started to cry, his brows wrinkled in pain, and tears flowed down his cheeks Come down, drip from the chin to the quilt, wet a small piece.

Li Yuanfu hugged him quickly, held his trembling hand tightly, and pressed his head to his chest.

"But she's my mother...she's dead..." Song Yaze said in tears, his voice trembling and hoarse, almost inaudible.The cigarette in his hand fell, scalding a small hole in the sheet.

Li Yuanfu hugged him tightly and patted his trembling back gently: "

She lives to torture others, but also torturing herself.She'll have a better place to go..."

Song Yaze covered his face with his hands, gasped violently, and made a hissing sound.He didn't cry hysterically, but sobbed in Li Yuanfu's warm embrace.

Li Xiaoxia's death reduced his financial burden and took away his last hope for maternal love...

As Li Yuanfu said, Song Yaze's blessings have increased.He has been promoted, and his salary is two or three times that of before, so it is not a problem to support two people.

He spent a lot of money and found a "black intermediary" to get a new era identity for Li Yuanfu.Soon, Li Yuanfu found a job in a technology company, and he was like a fish in water in his career.

Later, they went to the United States to get married.They did not hold a wedding, but exchanged rings in the church, agreeing to wear them for a lifetime; but in fact, they have been in love for two lives.

In the last life, Li Yuanfu's name was "Qingquan", just to "raise Muzhi with clear springs"; and whether it was Song Yaze or Peng Muzhi, he fell in love with Li Yuanfu.

During their honeymoon, they went to the Grand Canyon again.

The Grand Canyon is still so majestic and majestic.The red sand and stones are flying, the color of the canyon is strange, and the gullies meander like snakes between the sky and the earth.

More than 80 years have passed since the last meteor viewing, during which countless lives have died, but nature's uncanny workmanship has become so slow.

"This is where everything started." Song Yaze looked towards the end and said with a smile.The end of the canyon is covered with red clouds, as if soaked in red sand.The sun shines through the red cloud, setting it with a dazzling golden edge.

"Because we love each other here." Li Yuanfu hugged him from behind and said with a smile.His face was reflected red, and his eyes were also wrapped in golden red.

Song Yaze touched his hand and said with a smile: "I have lived for a long time, and my youth and enthusiasm have long been worn away, but you made me young again."

"Me too." Li Yuanfu said, "We are like-minded and love the world and the truth together. No one can understand each other's hearts better than us."

Song Yaze turned his head and suggested, "We can adopt some orphans, raise them to school, and let them grow up well."

"Of course." Li Yuanfu said with a smile, "We have the ability to help more people."

Song Yaze sighed and pulled Li Yuanfu to his side.The two stand side by side, the sun is high in front of them, casting shadows behind them, and their shadows blend into one.

"I was able to meet you. It was a blessing I cultivated in my previous life." Song Yaze said. 80 years ago, Li Yuanfu said the same thing to him under the meteor. "From now on, I will wash your clothes, serve your meals, and clean your room. I want to take care of you for the rest of my life."

Li Yuanfu smiled lightly: "It's an honor."

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The author has something to say: It's over!thanks for your support!

I plan to go back and read books such as novel creation, study it systematically, and then start writing the next one.It was the first time I wrote a novel, and I often wrote it casually, leaving a lot of regrets.Don't be afraid of everyone's jokes, I didn't feel like I was writing a novel until I wrote the third story, haha.

The next book intends to write a story about the background of ancient Rome, the theme of rebirth.I want to learn the relevant history, make a detailed outline, and save the full text before opening the pit.

Anyway, thank you all!

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