disqualified lover

Lin Jianqing hugged his neck and kissed him twice, then said: "Go, good night, baby."

"..."

Isn't Lin Jianqing going upstairs?

Do you want to invite him yourself?Chen Zui was still hesitating, Lin Jianqing smiled and said to him: "Go, I'll leave when I see you enter the building."

"...Okay." Chen was a little confused. Maybe Lin Jianqing was not ready yet. It's okay, and so on.

"Good night, be careful on the road." After speaking, he turned and walked into the building.

Lin Jianqing looked at Chen Zui's back with deep and heavy eyes.

Ever since Chen Zui asked him if he could try it, the kiss in the hospital corridor, Chen Zui's half-naked body in his two-bedroom room, the smell of him up close, the passionate kiss in front of the mirror, just grabbing Chen Zui The touch of the palm, the touch of his hair...all these are stimulating Lin Jianqing's nerves, making him desperately long for Chen Zui, wanting him crazy.

But he can't, he doesn't want to give Chen Zui the feeling that he just wants to sleep with him, the voice of Chen Zui yelling at him "never sleep with him again" is still in his ears, Chen Zui just said Try it, no love has been expressed to him.Lin Jianqing was also afraid. He was afraid that Chen Zui would be misunderstood again. After all, he had raised him before, and he didn't want any of his actions to make Chen Zui feel that he was "nurtured" in the past. He wanted to avoid any risk of repeating the same mistakes.

Just bear with it.

For two people in love, being together is not enough.For the first time, Lin Jianqing felt that she had too much work scheduled, and also felt that work was very annoying.

The work was arranged half a year ago, Lin Jianqing made Zhang Kaili push some of them away, and also pushed away a movie that was going to be shot abroad, at least to free up some time for Chen Zui.

But Chen Zui had accumulated a lot of work during Chen Hao's illness, and the New Year is coming soon, and he will have a New Year's Eve solo concert during the New Year.The two live in the same city, but in the end they still get together less and leave more.

It's been a month since I had dinner with Lin Jianqing's parents, during which time I met three times in a hurry, and once I invited them both for an awards ceremony.Even the phone calls and videos were inconsistent because of inconsistent break times, or because I was too busy, so I couldn't match up, so I had to send messages.

Lin Jianqing couldn't take it anymore, lost her temper with Zhang Kaili, and finally called Chen Zui and said that he would not be recording tonight's show, and he must see him today.

Chen Zui persuaded: "It's better not to, this is at a critical point, and the program team can't find a replacement, don't make it difficult for Sister Kaili."

"We haven't seen each other for almost two weeks." Lin Jianqing said plainly, but judging by what he did, he knew that the resentment was not ordinary, and he started to play childish temper.

Mao Sui moved to a new house today. He originally invited Chen Zui and the others to have dinner, but people are always ungrateful. Chen Zui abandoned his buddies almost without hesitation, saying: "I will come to the program group to see you at night, and we will have dinner together .”

Chen most thought that Lin Jianqing would be happy, but he heard the other side say: "Farewell, I'm going to record very late here, don't you have work tomorrow?"

"It's okay, I'll come and watch your show."

Lin Jianqing was just pretending to postpone it, but actually wanted Chen Zui to go, and missed him so much.

"Okay then, I'll ask the driver to pick you up."

"I'll just come here by myself."

"Baby, listen to me."

In the evening, Lin Jianqing was going to record a talk show. Chen Zui went in from the backstage and stood on the side of the curtain to watch Lin Jianqing's recording.Lin Jianqing sat comfortably on the sofa, resting her head on one hand, looking very relaxed, with a faint smile on her face, chatting with the host.

Chen most didn't know if there was a script for their conversation, but it seemed that Lin Jianqing was able to perfectly avoid the host's occasional sensitive questions, and kept his expression calm.

The host asked: "Some time ago, you encountered public opinion crises many times. Has your career been affected?"

"It will definitely be affected. The company's stock has also fallen a little because of this incident, and it has not recovered yet."

"But I noticed that you look radiant instead, and you don't seem to be lost at all."

"Since everything has happened and is irreversible, there is no need to worry about it, and you can experience other better things in life."

"A better thing?" The host asked with a highly developed business sensitivity, "It is said that you are frustrated in the workplace and proud in love, so the better thing refers to the latter?"

"It's inconvenient to tell." But the smile he showed subconsciously was self-evident.

The host also smiled meaningfully and switched to other topics.

At this moment, Lin Jianqing happened to turn his head to one side, saw Chen Zui not far away, immediately beamed with joy, and mouthed to Chen Zui, "Wait for me." Later in the recording, Lin Jianqing frequently looked to the side, almost the entire performance The staff in the hall followed Lin Jianqing's gaze and noticed Chen Zui next to him.Chen most thin-skinned, just a few times, his face was looked red.

The matter between him and Chen Zui had been a turmoil before, and almost no one knew about it.The staff in the studio were very surprised when they first saw this scene. It seems that the two people in the scandal are really together.However, as Lin Jianqing looked at him unabashedly, his love was beyond words, and the whole studio wanted to make pink bubbles, and everyone laughed again.

Even the host couldn't watch it anymore, and said: "If you watch it later, the show will be delayed. You are willing to let your friend wait so long."

It was rare for Lin Jianqing to lose his old face.

The filming of the program went smoothly, but it took three to four hours to cut out a one-hour program. Chen Zui came here from seven o'clock to have dinner with Lin Jianqing, and after he finished filming, it became a supper up.

In the middle of the night in winter, the streets are deserted.Originally, the program group had something to eat, but the two of them didn't want to be with the program group.Chen Zui also said that he would come over temporarily, and Lin Jianqing didn't have time to prepare dinner. At this moment, the two of them were walking hand in hand on the empty street, looking for something to eat.

Lin Jianqing squeezed Chen Zui's hand in his, heaved a few breaths, and stuffed it into the pocket of the down jacket together with her hand: "I'm hungry, I told you I'll wait for a long time."

"Not very hungry." Chen lowered his head, always feeling a bit embarrassed that he couldn't help but want to laugh.

"What are you doing with your head down?"

"Nothing."

Lin Jianqing raised Chen Zui's head, the tip of his nose was a little red from the cold, but the corners of his mouth were turned up, his eyes were bright and full of smiles.Lin Jianqing was very moved and leaned over to kiss him.

Lin Jianqing said: "I don't seem to be very hungry, I feel very full."

"Well, it's a pleasure to meet you." Chen most spoke in a high tone, really happy.

Lin Jianqing's heart moved, and he almost couldn't help telling Chen Zui to move to Beicheng with him.They are all so busy, but no matter how busy they are, they always have to sleep and rest in the end. If they can live together, even if they can't see each other during the day, they can still see each other at night.

But it seemed that the time was not yet ripe, and Lin Jianqing didn't dare to make this request, fearing that he would scare people away by acting too hastily.

The two passed by a restaurant that was still open late at night, but there was a lot of life inside and it was too noisy. The two had a tacit understanding and continued to walk forward.Finally, they walked to a 24-hour snack bar, and the two walked in.

I ordered wontons, steamed stuffed buns, millet porridge, refreshing side dishes, sauced elbows... a table was filled, and I started to eat slowly.There was no one else in the store, and the night watch clerk was tired and sleepy, and didn't pay any attention to whether these two were celebrities.

The two finished their supper quietly, and then went out to continue walking on the street.

Lin Jianqing asked: "The New Year is coming, do you have any presents you want?"

Chen Zui thought about it, shook his head, but said, "I don't know what gift I want, but I have a gift for you."

As he spoke, he took out his inner pocket and took out a ticket.

When Chen Zui handed it over to Lin Jianqing, his face was still a little red: "My New Year's Eve concert tickets, if you have time, you can come and see them."

Lin Jianqing looked at Chen Zui with a smile: "What if I don't have time?"

"Then, let's forget it, it's still important to work."

Lin Jianqing took the ticket away from Chen Zui's hand, and tapped his forehead with two fingers: "You said you were stupid, how could I not be able to spare time for your concert? How can work compare Are you more important?"

Lin Jianqing carefully put the ticket into his wallet, held Chen Zui's face in both hands, looked him in the eyes, and said seriously: "Little friend, you are the most important thing. The work during this period has been arranged before." , It’s not easy to turn it off. I have asked Kaili to readjust the time for me. After the Spring Festival, I will be free. I will try my best to match your time and spend more time with you. We will endure this period, okay? ?”

Chen Zui felt his heart beating fast again. Whether it was at work or treating him, Chen Zui had never seen a man who was serious and so sexy.

They continued to walk forward aimlessly, and the cold wind of the winter night couldn't make them feel cold. Instead, the palms of the two hands that were holding each other were sweating.

The two passed by a late-night cinema, and walked in tacitly.The movie theater was showing a European literary film. The two sat in the back row, cuddled together, and watched the film quietly for two hours.

The two returned to the car.

Lin Jianqing said, "It's late, I'll take you home."

Chen Zui was a little puzzled. He was ready to spend the night with Lin Jianqing, but Lin Jianqing really sent him home.

Chen didn't get out of the car at the latest, and Lin Jianqing didn't rush him either.The snow particles outside became bigger and rustled against the car windows. The heater in the car was turned on very warmly, and the air between the two of them was glued.Chen Zui swallowed a mouthful of saliva, the voice seemed to be released, and it seemed very loud.He looked sideways at Lin Jianqing, and Lin Jianqing happened to look sideways at him as if he had a premonition.

The moment their eyes met, it seemed like a spark had been ignited.Lin Jianqing leaned over, pressed Chen Zui on the backrest, and kissed him hard, and Chen Zui responded with forgetfulness.Lin Jianqing wanted to deal with Chen Zui in the car, but when his hands touched Chen Zui's warm body, he hesitated again.What if Chen Zui is not ready yet?What if after doing it with him, the intimacy that I finally got, like now, is broken?

Lin Jianqing withdrew her hand, and slowly let go of Chen Zui: "It's getting late, you should go home and rest early."