disqualified lover

"Tell me, I can at least accompany you." Lin Jianqing sat down beside Chen Zui, grabbed Chen Zui's hand, and put it on her lap, "I'll accompany you until the results of the consultation with the experts."

These words were like a key, completely unlocking the unbearable grief in Chen Zui's heart.Chen most could not control his nose began to sore, and the circles of his eyes were also red.

Because of Chen Hao, he couldn't work, so Mao went to clean up the mess for him without touching his feet.Que Xiang didn't say anything on the surface, but he probably felt the same in his heart.And he couldn't show any despair and sadness in front of Chen Hao.Chen Zui could only grit his teeth and hold on, unable to vent or confide, he suppressed himself into an emotionless iron plate.

Lin Jianqing's words were like picking up a drowning person, letting him breathe a few breaths, and the feeling of death came back to life. Chen experienced this unspeakable pain most clearly, and immediately felt the pain. No more, buried his face in his hands, wept sadly and silently, there was no sound, only slightly trembling shoulders.

Lin Jianqing took off the bitten cigarette butt in his hand, took it to the trash can and threw it away, sat back beside Chen Zui again, pulled him over and pressed him on her lap, and stroked his thorny stubble .

Lin Jianqing was also silent. In the quiet corridor, there was only a low and suppressed cry.Lin Jianqing's face sank like water, and his eyes fell heavily on Chen Zui.

His "little friend" really has a life of twists and turns, which makes people feel distressed.

Chen Zui cried for half an hour, raised his face with red eyes and nose, and saw Lin Jianqing's neat pants had a few wrinkles and dark watermarks, and then he felt embarrassed.

With a strong nasal voice, he said, "Brother Lin, you dirty your pants."

"No problem."

Chen Zui lifted up his clothes and wiped his face: "Why are you here?"

"I thought there were no people at the several events you were supposed to attend, so I asked someone to call Mao Sui." Lin Jianqing took out a handkerchief from his pocket, "Didn't it be agreed last time, you have something to tell Me, even if I can't solve it, I will be with you."

Lin Jianqing wiped Chen Zui's face: "Just like now."

Chen Zui slightly turned his face away: "I'm sorry."

Lin Jianqing picked up Chen's most weeping face, and stubbornly wiped away the tears.

"Don't do this anymore."

The results of the re-examination came out, the experts discussed it, and then told Chen Zui and the others the conclusion.

In Chen Hao's situation, the only option is a kidney transplant. No matter what medical method is used, it can only slow down the process a little.There is no need to transfer to another hospital, and the bumps along the way are not good for patients.In the final analysis, his problem is not a problem of medical equipment and technology, as long as there is a suitable kidney source, the technology of this hospital is completely sufficient.

Perhaps he had anticipated this situation, or perhaps he had vented his anger by crying, but Chen Zui seemed calm when he heard the result.

"Well, besides the hospital, you should also try your best to find kidney sources, mobilize relatives and friends for matching, and it is possible to meet the right one just by chance, but passively waiting will miss many opportunities." One of the experts said.

That's all for now.

There is no way, next Mao Sui, Zhou Liang... Anyway, almost all of Chen Zui's buddies came to do the matching, but none of them were suitable.Chen Zui and Que Xiang went to the Red Cross many times to seek suitable kidney donations, but they all returned in vain.

Seeing that Chen Hao is deteriorating day by day, he has nothing to do but wait. He can only watch Chen Hao getting closer to death, and Chen Zui is getting closer to collapse day by day.

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Lin Jianqing looked at the report that Zhang Kaili had just sent him in front of him. This was a match he secretly made to match Chen Hao.

Lin Jianqing opened the report and carefully looked at the data on it.There are six matching points, and three or more points are considered a successful matching. The more points, the less rejection. He looked at his situation and found four points, which means that his kidney can be transplanted Good luck to Chen.

Lin Jianqing looked at the report in front of him indifferently, without any expression, just knocked on the table.After knocking for a while, he quickly made a decision, or in other words, this decision was already made when he was doing the matching, and he just started to implement it at this time.

He called Chen Zui.

On the phone was Chen's most surprised and unusual voice: "Brother Lin, is it true? You and Chen Hao have successfully matched? You are not kidding me, are you?"

"How could I joke with you on this matter, I'll come here now."

"Ok, ok, really great, great." Lin Jianqing let out a soft breath when he heard Chen's most excited voice.My heart is a little more relaxed, and I also feel a little sour. Chen Hao's whole heart is on Chen Hao. It can be seen that Chen most values ​​​​this younger brother.

Just like this, if Chen Hao really died, Chen would most likely lose half of his life because of it.Lin Jianqing thought that the loss of a kidney would not have any impact on daily life. Chen Hao is a life anyway, and he didn't want Chen Zuo to suffer because of his brother's death.

Lin Jianqing went to the hospital with the matching report, and sure enough, the matching was successful.

Seeing Lin Jianqing, Chen Zui felt guilty and owed, and felt that it was inappropriate for him to be so happy on the phone. Although his younger brother was saved, facing the donated Lin Jianqing, he lost an organ.

"Brother Lin, on the phone just now, I just thought that my brother might be saved. I didn't think of your mood for a while, so..."

Lin Jianqing put her hand on his shoulder: "No need to explain, I know."

Chen Zui lowered his head: "I really don't know how to thank you. You are willing to save Chen Hao. I really..." Chen Zui wiped his eyes in a hopeless manner. When he found a glimmer of hope, Chen couldn't control his over-excitement.

Lin Jianqing moved her hand from his shoulder to his face, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with her thumb, but more and more, Chen Zui couldn't stop crying just like that night.But that time it was because of despair, this time it was the opposite, it was because of hope.

Seeing that she couldn't wipe it clean, Lin Jianqing simply hooked Chen Zui's neck, hugged him into her arms, pressed his face on her shoulder, and let him cry.

Chen Zui also put his arms around Lin Jianqing's waist, hugged him like the last straw, and cried loudly as if no one was around.

Lin Jianqing put one arm around his waist and the other on his neck, patted the back of his head lightly, and softly comforted him: "Little friend, don't cry, there are people everywhere in the hospital hall, and they are all looking at you."

After wiping his tears and snot on Lin Jianqing's shoulder, Chen Zui said "thank you" in a sobbing voice.

"Okay, if I really want you to thank me, I won't make this kind of decision. Don't cry, your snot is all on my clothes."

Chen Zui raised his head. Lin Jianqing's shoulders were covered with his tears and snot. He quickly took out a tissue and wiped it off for him, saying "I'm sorry" while wiping, laughing again.

Lin Jianqing looked at Chen Zui like this, and every expression made him feel sore and sore in his heart, and he was still very soft. He really wanted to rub this man into his arms, and wouldn't let go of him.

This thought flashed by, and Lin Jianqing sighed unconsciously, he couldn't.He couldn't even bring it up, because it wasn't the right time, Chen Zui's eyes were full of Chen Hao's illness, it was inappropriate to talk about love at this time.

If Lin Jianqing had no selfishness at all, he wasn't.

He wanted to wait for the matter of Chen Hao to pass, and Chen would think of him the most, maybe he would have some other emotions besides gratitude and indebtedness, maybe he would be moved and would like to try with him.Lin Jianqing would not go so low as to threaten Chen Zui with such a thing, but if Chen Zui took the initiative to be with him because of this matter, he would not refuse.

Chen Zui's nose was completely blocked, and he made a muffled echo, and asked, "Brother Lin, when did you do the matching, why didn't you tell me?"

"I did it on the day I brought the doctor, and I just got the matching report today."

"You...Why do you want to do this?" That's right, Lin Jianqing has no relationship or reason with him, and Chen Hao once framed him like that.According to what Chen knew about Lin Jianqing in the past, he was not considered a vengeful man, but he also didn't think he was a saint who would repay grievances with virtue.

Lin Jianqing had a little smile on her face: "You were crying so sad in my arms that day, I thought if mine could match, wouldn't you be so sad."

Lin Jianqing looked deeply at Chen Zui with smiling eyes, that hot emotion welled up from the corners of his brows and eyes, when Chen Zui glanced at him, he almost felt overwhelmed, his heart fluttered at that second Almost stopped beating, and quickly looked away.

"Brother Lin, I..."

"Don't think about anything. From now on, just take good care of Chen Hao, um, and take care of me for a while. This request is not too much."

Chen Zui nodded.

Chen Hao's condition cannot be delayed, and the sooner the transplant, the better. Lin Jianqing also quickly completed the due checkups. Fortunately, he is in good health on weekdays, and all indicators are still up to standard. The transplant can be done in two days.

However, after communicating with the doctor, Lin Jianqing remembered a key issue. To perform this operation, he must have the signature of his immediate family members, in other words, he must have the signature of his father or mother.Lin Jianqing originally thought that he would handle this matter secretly without telling his parents, because he knew that his parents would never agree.

Looking at Chen Zui's frowning and relieved expression because of hope, he finally didn't tell him about it, but left the hospital with a heavy heart.

The operation was very urgent, and there was no more buffer time for him. Lin Jianqing went back to his parents' house that night.

What was rare on this day was that Lin's father also went home early, so it was rare to have a meal for the family of three.After dinner, they sat in the living room, with the TV playing in the background, and Lin's mother was reading the student's papers on the computer with glasses. He and his father were talking about some company matters, and they seemed very harmonious.

But Lin Jianqing was thinking about a lawsuit all the time, so he must not let his father know how to speak.What Lin Jianqing wanted was to persuade his mother to sign for him without telling his father, but unexpectedly, his father came home so early today.