disqualified lover

Lin Jianqing's phone kept ringing one after another. Mother Lin knocked on the door, opened the door and came in, saying, "Baby, your phone has been ringing for a long time."

Lin Jianqing just lay motionless on the bed, with his back turned in Mother Lin's direction, and said, "It's okay, they know how to deal with it." His voice was a little hoarse.

Since returning from the United States last week, Lin Jianqing went straight home and stayed at home without even going out the door.At first, Mother Lin didn't notice anything was wrong, Lin Jianqing didn't often go back to his parents' residence, only when he was tired and wanted to rest, and when he couldn't think of a place to go, he would come back to rest for two days.

This time I stayed at home for almost ten days, and as long as Mother Lin was at home, I could hear the phone ringing non-stop.He will not have a phone call when he is on vacation, which only shows that he still has a job, and he has never done it if he has a job.

Mother Lin picked up the phone to look at it, and handed it to Lin Jianqing: "It's Kaili."

Lin Jianqing didn't move or speak.

Mother Lin answered the phone: "Kai Li, what's the matter? Jianqing is at home."

After being stunned for two seconds, I heard Mother Lin's voice and said, "Madam, can you give him the phone? He disappeared suddenly, and there are still a lot of things I don't know how to deal with. I have to ask him first."

"Okay, you wait."

Mother Lin yelled again, but Lin Jianqing still didn't move. Even Mother Lin, who had never been angry, became a little angry and said, "No matter what you have, you should deal with the work first. Kelly took a few The ten-member team couldn’t find you, and they were in a hurry. You are already 32, and when you encounter any setbacks, you try to find a way to deal with them, and you just hide and let others worry for you, what does it look like.”

Lin Jianqing also wanted to face it and solve it, but he couldn't solve it. Chen was with someone else the most, and he couldn't snatch him over and make Chen like him the most.He can only hide, it seems that in this way, he can avoid the pain entangled in him.

Seeing that he still didn't respond, Mother Lin said, "I've turned on the speakerphone, so you can just talk."

"Jianqing, tonight's premiere of your movie, it's getting late, you get ready, I'll come pick you up."

After a while, Lin Jianqing finally said sullenly, "No."

Zhang Kaili was silent for a while, and finally said with difficulty: "That's fine."

Lin Jianqing was simple, but Zhang Kaili had a lot of trouble.But her responsibility is here, and she cannot shirk it.

Zhang Kaili asked again: "What about the talk show the night after tomorrow?" Zhang Kaili added, "You and Chen Zui will be guests together."

She still remembered how happy Lin Jianqing was when he persuaded the program team to invite Chen Zui as the second guest.This is an old-fashioned program that has been running for more than ten years. There is nothing else, just chatting, but the content is very extensive, and the host is also capable, and he is very good at digging for guests.It's not just for the entertainment industry, but for celebrities from all walks of life, cultural circles, and political circles. They are all very representative people in the circle. Being invited by this highly rated program proves a person's ability Influence.

Lin Jianqing was invited to the show. The other guest was originally a writer. That writer's father was a first-generation domestic martial arts star, and his mother was an actress, but he became a writer.On the contrary, the Lin family used to be scholarly for generations, but he entered the entertainment industry. The program team felt that the two people together were particularly interesting.Lin Jianqing, on the other hand, bargained with the program team for two months, and the writer was replaced by Chen Zui.

Nothing else, Lin Jianqing just wanted everyone to know how good Chen Zui was.A young man who was born from the bottom, has a lot of talent, and is exhausted by life but is still working hard. He has a deep affection for his younger brother and a righteous heart for his friends.Lin Jianqing wanted Chen Zui, who was shining in her eyes, to shine in everyone's eyes, not in a provocative way, but in an ordinary way to tell his story.

It was also the first time that Lin Jianqing was willing to reveal his mental journey to the public, so that everyone could truly understand him. In the final analysis, he wanted Chen to understand him best.He doesn't know how to tell Chen Zui personally, he will be embarrassed, but through the program, he can tell Chen Zui everything he wants to tell him.

When Lin Jianqing heard Zhang Kaili say this, she turned over and raised her hand to cover her eyes: "Cancel it, I'm not going."

"……Fine."

"All future events involving Chen Zuo will be cancelled."

"..."

Lin Jianqing arranged a lot of activities with Chen Zui, and many of them only agreed to invite Chen Zui with his consent.Not to mention paying a large sum of money, what's more terrible is to offend a circle of people.Now, how can we talk about cooperation with people in the future.

"Jian Qing, this...isn't very good."

"Cancel it." After speaking, Lin Jianqing hung up the phone and put the phone aside.

Chen Zui said that he hated him for doing these things and asked him to stay away. At this point, Lin Jianqing finally believed that Chen Zui was serious and would really hate him, so he sincerely asked him to stay away.Even if Chen doesn't like him the most, he doesn't want to be hated by him, even if he looks at him from afar.

When Mother Lin heard this, she roughly understood, sat down beside his bed, looked at Lin Jianqing's haggard face, and touched it with pity: "Son, last time you said you liked Chen Zui, this is Was it rejected?"

Lin Jianqing didn't speak.

Mother Lin continued: "Then do you want to persist a little longer? If you don't get rejected, just give up. Let..."

"He has a boyfriend." Lin Jianqing said weakly.

"……oh, I see."

Mother Lin sighed deeply. It was the first time she had lost her love at this age, and she didn't know how to get over it. It's a lie that a mother doesn't feel sorry for her.

"Then you can only bless him."

Lin Jianqing still covered her eyes with her arms, nodded, and let out a choked "um".

After a while, Lin Jianqing took his arm away and looked at Mother Lin with red eyes. No tears came down, but the dense eyelashes were all wet, glued together and knotted together.

"But I'm so sad, really sad."

"Well, I know." Mother Lin put her hand on Lin Jianqing's forehead, and gently stroked his hair back as she did when she was a child.

"But life is like this. Some things cannot be obtained, and some hopes cannot be satisfied. Learning to bear these is also a process of growth."

Lin Jianqing grabbed his mother's hand and covered her eyes: "Why is there such a painful thing in the world, I feel like I'm going to die."

Mother Lin felt her palms were wet and hot.I remembered that I encouraged my son to confess, pursue, and experience the most important lesson in life-what is love? Did I do something wrong?She hoped that the child could experience an unforgettable love, no matter what the result was, it would make his life more rich and complete, but she never thought that the child could not bear the loss of love that ended before it even started.

"Don't talk nonsense. It's sad and painful, but you won't die. When you get through this period, you will understand a lot, and you will be grateful for the appearance of Chen Zuo in this world, who will let you know what love is. "

Mother Lin wiped away Lin Jianqing's tears with her palm: "Stay at home for the time being. I'll tell your father to take care of your next affairs. Kaili is just a manager. There are some things she can't do."

Hearing this, Lin Jianqing stood up and wiped his face twice.The voice was a little crying, and it became even more hoarse.

"Don't tell my dad, forget it, I'll deal with it myself."

"You child, you often say that your father is stubborn, but in fact he is as stubborn as your father. It's so bad. What kind of work do you have to deal with?"

Lin Jianqing took the phone and turned it on, got off the bed, and the voice became a little clearer.

"I don't know how long this state will last. Instead of this, I should do something, maybe I can divert my attention."

"Then don't force yourself too much, everything will come naturally."

Lin Jianqing nodded, called Zhang Kaili and asked her to come pick him up right away for the movie premiere tonight.

Yes, I don't know how long this situation can last. Since I can't let go of this pain immediately, I can only live with this pain.

Lin Jianqing was still thinking, if he messed up his own work because of this, then who else could help Chen encounter any troubles in the end.Que Xiang has a great reputation, but he is just a musician, and he doesn't have any key resources in the circle. He can only help Chen Zui make good songs, and it takes Lin Jianqing to make Chen Zui have good resources and continue to develop. There is a way.

Of course Zhang Kaili could tell that Lin Jianqing was not in good condition, but she just saw through and didn't tell the truth, and only discussed some work matters with him.

As long as there is Chen Zui's contract in the future, Lin Jianqing is determined not to participate with him.He was afraid of annoying Chen Zui, and even more afraid of seeing Chen Zui do something impulsive in this unbearable pain, at least not face to face with Chen Zui, he was still a little rational.

In order to restore his reputation and make up for the losses caused to those partners, Lin Jianqing took the initiative to ask for adjustments to the cooperation, and was even willing to accept some inferior business activities.For example, he agreed to another variety show under the program group of the talk show. This was the first time Lin Jianqing agreed to participate in a variety show, but the program group was very happy.Originally, the contract was to endorse Anya's first-tier brand, but now it has become the endorsement of a second-tier brand.

This made Zhang Kaili's work a lot easier. Lin Jianqing told Zhang Kaili not to let his father know, and to try to be as vague as possible about his activities at the Baohua high-level meeting.

After doing this, Lin Jianqing breathed a sigh of relief at work, but the accompanying sadness and sense of loss not only didn't get better, but became more intense.

At night when he was alone, he couldn't help but listen to the demo of Chen Zui's "God" and watch the video clip of Chen Zui participating in the "New Voice Conference" over and over again.

Lying on the sofa, listening to Chen Zui's songs, watching his videos, drinking one after another, often drinking two or three bottles of red wine in one go, passed out from drunk, and fell asleep on the sofa.

When Lin Jianqing was healing himself with pain, and Zhang Kaili was renegotiating those business cooperation matters with him like his butt was on fire, something was quietly fermenting on the Internet.