disqualified lover

Before Chen Zui met Lin Jianqing, he occasionally saw him in the company.

He still remembered the feeling of astonishment when he saw Lin Jianqing for the first time at He Zhang's private reception three or four years ago.At that time, Lin Jianqing, who was 24 and five years old, was already a first-line movie star. He had just won his first Best Actor award, and he was in the prime of his life.

Chen most often sees him on film and television. Through the screen, he only feels that this person is handsome and extraordinary, as if he looks according to human aesthetics.

But the moment he saw a real person, he knew the feeling of being able to shine alone.Of course, the light is only because of the distance, just like looking at the stars that are light-years away. If they are too far away, people will not be able to feel admiration.

But later, Chen would often see Lin Jianqing coming to the company. Through gossip, he knew that Lin Jianqing and Song Zhaowen were not only classmates, but also that the Lin family and the Song family were family friends, and they had known each other since childhood.He Zhang is younger than the two of them, but he is also in the same circle, relatives and friends can always get involved.

Two years ago, at the celebration party for He Zhang's Best Album of the Year Award, a lot of people came.Chen Zui made a huge contribution to this album. He originally went to the celebration party, but there were not enough staff members. He was also a member of the organizer, so he temporarily became the driver.

Lin Jianqing drank too much that day, Song Zhaowen caught him and sent Lin Jianqing to him.That was the closest Chen was to him, a little excited and nervous.

Chen Zui frequently looked at Lin Jianqing sitting in the back seat from the rearview mirror of the car, and met his gaze several times. Chen Zui quickly moved his eyes away, but after a while he couldn't help but look back again. When Qing met his eyes again, she raised the corner of her mouth and smiled at him, asking, "What's your name?"

"Chen Zui." Chen Zui was so nervous that his palms were sweating.

Lin Jianqing read his name playfully: "Does it mean intoxicating?"

"No, the best of the best."

"It's interesting, why do you...why always look at me?"

Chen least expected Lin Jianqing to say this so bluntly, and he was so nervous that he didn't know what to do.

Chen Zui said hesitantly: "Then what, you are not drunk, I see you..." Chen Zui peeked at Lin Jianqing's expression in the rearview mirror as he spoke. With a smile, when he looked at him deeply, his mind went blank, and he confided the truth in a panic, "You are very good-looking."

When he said this, Chen Zui was frightened himself, but Lin Jianqing raised his eyebrows and smiled: "You're pretty handsome, aren't you the company's driver?"

"No, I just do odd jobs."

While talking, the two arrived at Lin Jianqing's apartment in the city center.Chen Zui sent him to the garage, but Lin Jianqing didn't get out of the car immediately, but asked, "Will you go up for a drink or two?"

Chen Mo had been in society since he was a teenager. Although he was only [-] at that time, he couldn't be more clear about the meaning of this invitation, but the other party was Lin Jianqing. Chen Mo didn't dare to believe it, but just looked at it in surprise. he.

Lin Jianqing looked at him with drunken eyes, did not hide the desire in his eyes at all, and said again: "You did extra work to send me home, can I buy you a glass of wine?"

Chen Zui opened the car door and followed him upstairs.After entering the room, Lin Jianqing took him directly to his wine cabinet and asked Chen Zui to pick him.Chen Zui didn't know much about wine, so he picked a brand he still knew.

Lin Jianqing took it out, uncorked it skillfully, poured it into a wine decanter, took out two cups from the cupboard, and put them on the wooden table in front of the sofa in the living room.

Then he rummaged in the kitchen again, found a bag of rusks, some cheese biscuits, and fried a plate of red sausage and brought them over. He said apologetically, "I don't live here often, so this is all I can find." .You didn’t eat much at night, so eat whatever you want.”

Chen Zui was very surprised and a little moved. He didn't expect Lin Jianqing to be so gentle and friendly.

He knew that Lin Jianqing was highly regarded in the circle, and every time he saw Lin Jianqing in the company, he was also gentle and calm.But he didn't believe it. Celebrities are more or less double-faced. For example, He Zhang looks like a sunny and warm man to the outside world, which is not the case in private.

Chen Zui thanked him, but he was not polite, and ate and drank.Lin Jianqing just crossed her leg on one side, drinking and looking at him.

Chen Zui blushed a little. He felt that he was thinking too much. Lin Jianqing invited him up just to treat him to a drink.Besides, how could someone like Lin Jianqing have that kind of thought about him.

Halfway through the meal, Song Zhaowen called him and asked him what he was doing for so long, and there were still people waiting to use the car.Chen Zui quickly swallowed the food in his mouth, saying that he would be right back, but Lin Jianqing moved in front of him, bent over, supported the back of the sofa behind him with one hand, and took the phone in his hand with the other.

"Zhaowen, I still want to trouble Chen Zui to help me solve some problems. It may be a little late after work, so I'll let him go home directly."

While talking, Lin Jianqing looked straight into Chen Zui's eyes.

"Well, it's not a big deal."

Chen Zui looked up at him, swallowing unconsciously.

"Okay, bye, good night." Lin Jianqing threw the phone on the side of the sofa, but did not intend to move away from the top of Chen Mo, but instead supported the sofa with the other hand, wrapping him in his arms.

Chen Zui felt his body was stiff and his heart was beating so fast that he even felt that Lin Jianqing could hear his heartbeat.Chen Zui swallowed again, and asked hesitantly, "What problem do you want me to help you solve?"

Lin Jianqing moved one hand to the back of his head to gently support him, smiled seductively and approached him, and when he reached the distance where his breath could be felt, he said softly, "Help me solve my physical problems."

Chen Zui's mind went blank.

Lin Jianqing got closer, and the two of them exchanged breaths. Lin Jianqing lowered his eyes, and stroked Chen Zui's face up and down like a hand.Lin Jianqing smiled and asked at a distance that almost touched his lips: "Can I kiss you?

……

"If you don't speak, I will take it as your acquiescence."

Lin Jianqing's kiss was domineering and gentle, very provocative, and Chen Zui was dizzy all night.

However, in retrospect, everything that happened that night became more and more clear. He could even recall every expression and every movement of Lin Jianqing.

Chen is not a kid who can't let go. Although he is young, he has some experience, but that night he experienced the tension and throbbing that he had never experienced before.

Lin Jianqing was very troubled, so he was asked to do the test beforehand and taught him how to clean himself.Before that, Chen had never done 0 before, and he didn't know how troublesome it was to do 0. In addition, Lin Jianqing had a lot of demands and strict inspections. However, he never thought that doing 0 would be so exciting and painful.

The next day, Lin Jianqing did not send him away immediately, but drove Chen Zui to his personal doctor, who not only prescribed him some anti-inflammatory and analgesic medicines, but also gave him a comprehensive medical treatment. physical examination.

After coming out of Dr. Chen's place, Lin Jianqing followed him as if on a date, took him to a restaurant for dinner, and went to a play in the afternoon, and sent Chen Zuo to his place after dinner.

Chen most planned to open the door and get out of the car, but Lin Jianqing didn't unlock the car, but lay on the steering wheel and looked at him deeply.Chen Zui frowned, looking puzzled.

Lin Jianqing said: "Chen Zui, I feel very comfortable getting along with you, and my experience last night was also great, how about you?"

Chen Zui was a little puzzled, but still nodded.

"I have a proposal that may offend you. Would you like to be adopted by me?"

Chen Zui's eyes widened immediately, he was so surprised that he didn't know what to do: "Then what, Brother Lin, I don't know what you mean."

Lin Jianqing smiled: "It's literally." He added, "You come to my house to spend the night, and I'll give you [-], which is almost the price of a second- and third-line model to sleep with. You are in good shape, and I like it very much "What was more straightforward than Lin Jianqing's words was his eyes, which swept from Chen Zui's face to his body.

Chen Zui was flustered and didn't know what to do, so he kept swallowing: "I..."

"Don't reply me in a hurry, you go home and think about it, and call me tomorrow." Lin Jianqing took Chen Zui's mobile phone and saved his private number to him, "If you are just not satisfied with the reward Tell me straight." After speaking, he unlocked the car door, hooked Chen Zui's neck, held his face and kissed him, and let him get out of the car.

Chen Zui got out of Lin Jianqing's car, walked around several alleys, and finally walked back to the village in the city where he and his brother lived.

In the car just now, his first reaction was to refuse. He admitted that he was very happy with Lin Jianqing, but the two parties who had a sex date were equal, and he, a big man, couldn't accept nurturing.

But after walking through these alleys that stink of garbage and dog poop everywhere, and thinking about his brother's condition, all the tenderness and sweetness they spent together all day and night disappeared, leaving only two words: three Ten thousand.

At noon the next day, he called Lin Jianqing. Lin Jianqing said that he was still at his apartment in the city center and had Chen Zui picked up.

The two made a verbal agreement. The most important thing was that he was not allowed to have sex with other people during his time with Lin Jianqing, and he had to go to Dr. Chen for a regular physical examination every month, because Lin Jianqing didn't like wearing condoms.At the same time, I also promised Chen Zui that there would be no other people during my time with him, so that Chen Zui would not have any worries and pressures about illness, just fully cooperate and enjoy it.

Chen Zui stayed with him at Lin Jianqing's apartment that night. Lin Jianqing had something to do the next day and asked him to leave early in the morning. That time, Chen Zui got [-] in cash.

Everything happened so fast that nothing felt real except for the money in the paper bag.

After going through the initial uncomfortable period of impaired self-esteem, Chen Zui felt very good.Meeting Lin Jianqing and being taken care of by him at a high price can be said to be the best thing that happened to Chen Zui in recent years. It solved his urgent need at an affordable price.

Of course, this was all on the premise that he hadn't fallen in love with Lin Jianqing.

Just ten minutes ago, Lin Jianqing's completely indifferent attitude towards Chen most stabbed him severely.

But this was not the first time. After the two had a substantial nurturing relationship, he also saw Lin Jianqing many times in the company. Sometimes he came to Song Zhaowen, and sometimes he came to He Zhang.Every time Lin Jianqing met Chen Zui in the company, she didn't even bother to pretend that she didn't know him, she just treated him as a transparent person.

Except that Chen Zui was a little uncomfortable the first time, and he felt nothing afterwards. His relationship with Lin Jianqing was over when he climbed out of his bed.

But now he was suffering to death, seeing Lin Jianqing and Song Zhaowen talking and laughing happily, especially his completely showing affection for He Zhang.

But Chen Zui couldn't do anything, he could only watch, he was not from the same world as them, and there was an insurmountable distance between him and Lin Jianqing.Climbing on Lin Jianqing's bed not only did not shorten the distance, but made the gap clearer in his heart.

Chen knew best that his face must be extremely ugly. There were people coming and going in the lounge, so he got up and went to the bathroom.

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