disqualified lover

"If there's anything you don't understand, we're done." Lin Jianqing said this plainly.

"What... what?" Chen Zui's mind was too stiff to think, he seemed to be confused, as if he didn't quite understand this sentence.

Lin Jianqing walked up to him, looked into his eyes, and said seriously but calmly: "Chen Zui, we're done here, the matter of the house..."

"No!" Chen Da roared.

This sound stunned Lin Jianqing for a moment, and it took him a few seconds to come back to his senses. Looking at Chen Zui's face distorted by pain, he still felt a little soft-hearted. It's all emotional.

Lin Jianqing sat next to Chen Zui, touched his head, and said with a gentler attitude: "Don't be sad, people don't have long-term relationships, it will be fine after a while."

Chen Zui grabbed Lin Jianqing's hand firmly, and glared at him angrily: "No, I don't agree."

Lin Jianqing was a little surprised when he heard this, but quickly calmed down and pulled out his hand: "You have no way to disagree."

Chen Zui grabbed Lin Jianqing's arm, pressed him on the sofa, stared at him and yelled: "I don't agree, stop talking, I don't agree..."

"Chen Zui...Chen Zui!" Lin Jianqing roared, "We're not in a relationship, and I don't need your permission."

Chen Zui opened his mouth slightly, as if waking up from a dream, only to realize that he had no right to disagree at all, his face quickly collapsed in anger, and then was covered with a layer of deep sorrow.It made people feel that his whole body seemed to be drenched. He was not exposed to the rain, but he was like a dog in the water.

Lin Jianqing looked at Chen Zui coldly: "Let me go!"

Chen Zui didn't let him go, but murmured, "Why are you treating me like this? Aren't we on good terms? Brother Lin, are you joking?"

Lin Jianqing's shoulders hurt from being grabbed by Chen Zui, and he was a little annoyed. He raised his voice: "Chen Zui, let me go!"

Chen was the most irritated by him, hugging Lin Jianqing's shoulders and shaking: "Why? Why the hell are you doing this to me? Did you just say no?"

Lin Jianqing was very annoyed at being shaken by Chen Zui, and pushed him away forcefully, very angry: "Don't act like a fucking victim, you know what you have done yourself."

"What did I do?" Chen Zui was at a loss.

Lin Jianqing didn't want to talk about this at first, but now that he had decided to end this relationship, he didn't want to talk about it anymore, let alone distinguish who was right and who was wrong, which would only make the two of them ugly.But Chen Best didn't seem to accept it. He was asking for a reason. In this case, Lin Jianqing had no choice but to give him a reason.

"On the 23rd of last month, I invited you to dinner. You went to the company first, and later said that your brother was sick and couldn't come. But in fact, you were with Liu Zhifan that day, and I saw it because I came to pick you up that day. I saw you coming out with him, so I called you, and you turned around and lied to me."

When Chen Zui heard this, he immediately became anxious, and took Lin Jianqing's hand: "Brother Lin, I have nothing to do with Liu Zhifan, we are just friends."

"I don't care what kind of relationship you have. I told you not to lie to me."

"That's because... because... In short, things are a bit complicated. Can I explain it to you?"

Lin Jianqing broke free from Chen Zui's hand: "No need, you lied to me, I don't want to have a next time."

"I promise there will be no next time, listen to me..."

"Don't say it, it's really unnecessary. I don't know if you will have a next time, but there will definitely be no next time with me."

Hearing Lin Jianqing's decisive words, Chen Zui suddenly calmed down a bit, and he asked, "Even if I can prove that Liu Zhifan and I are just friends, there was an unavoidable reason for my lying that time, and you still won't forgive me, will you?" ?”

"Yes. Once the feeling of trust is broken, it can't be restored. I don't want you to be unhappy. You lied to me. When you are not by my side, I will wonder if you are with other men. You If you can’t appear in front of me, I’m going to wonder if you’re lying, why should I spend money on this kind of torture.”

"Chen Zui, don't blame me for being ruthless, but that's the truth. You don't have the right to ask me to tolerate you, understand?"

"Lin Jianqing, you..." Chen Zui suddenly couldn't find the words to describe his cruelty, because what he said made sense. No matter whether Chen Zui was right or wrong, he had no room for resistance. Lin Jianqing's relationship has always been dominated by Lin Jianqing, and he has the final say on the development or end.

Lin Jianqing's phone rang, and he took it out to take a look: "Kai Li is here to pick me up," he turned to look at Chen Zui, and said calmly, "I'm leaving, I'll call someone when I'm free." You go through the formalities of the house."

Lin Jianqing walked to the entrance, picked up his coat, brushed his hair, and still hesitated for a second when he reached the door, then turned his head and nodded to Chen Zui, saying, "Goodbye!"

Chen Zui just watched Lin Jianqing close the door, and then the footsteps faded away... The elevator went up and down, taking Lin Jianqing away completely.

Chen Zui was suddenly drained of all strength, and slumped on the sofa, as if his entire consciousness and emotion had been sucked away, he couldn't think at all, he just felt empty in his head, and the rest was just numb.

It was so sudden that he was completely unprepared.

He had imagined countless times how he and Lin Jianqing would end, and he felt that he would definitely feel something.He thought that Lin Jianqing should also need some time to prepare for this process, such as subconsciously alienating him, or hinting intentionally or unintentionally.Instead of breaking the thread all of a sudden, there is no room for buffering.It seems that yesterday they hugged each other affectionately, but today they said that they would never contact each other again.

Why did he think that Lin Jianqing also needed a buffer in his heart? Chen probably took it for granted that he had some affection for him, and it wasn't something that could be broken just by saying it.Although Lin Jianqing had said countless times that they had nothing more than a nurturing relationship, Chen Zui always didn't believe it.

If a person has no feelings at all, how can he be so gentle and considerate, and when he gets better, he can't wait to give you all the most romantic and beautiful things in this world?

Chen Zui sat there all the time, he kept thinking, he couldn't understand it all the time, but he felt that everything that happened just now was fake.

Before I knew it, it was dawn.

Chen Hao's phone call brought him back from his daze: "Brother, when are you coming back? Are you coming back for lunch? Do you have any plans for Christmas today?" Chen Hao asked a series of questions.

Chen Zui cleared his throat: "I'll be back in a while."

"What's the matter with your voice? Have a cold?"

"I'm fine, let's talk about it when I come back."

Chen Zui rubbed his face and stood up, took out the key chain that was originally given to Lin Jianqing and put it on the coffee table, after thinking about it, he took off the key to the house and put it on the coffee table.

He can't have this house.This house was the cost that Lin Jianqing knew that he had paid extra for his feelings. In Lin Jianqing's eyes, Chen Zui's feelings could be measured in money, but in Chen Zui's own eyes, it was not.

He's not even that lowly.

When Chen Zui left, he happened to bump into an employee of the moving company who opened the door and came in.

The other party saw him stunned, and hurriedly withdrew: "Sorry, sorry, the owner told me that there is no one in the house."

Chen didn't want to talk the most, missed them, and left directly.

When he got home, Chen Hao was washing dishes in the kitchen.Hearing the sound of the door opening, he came out to meet him, and was startled when he saw Chen Zui's face: "Brother, did you play all night last night? Your face is too ugly."

Chen was the most noncommittal, it was impossible for him to tell Chen Hao about this, he still remembered how much trouble he caused by complaining about the congratulatory chapter to Chen Hao last time.

"I'm a little tired."

Chen Hao wiped the water on his hands: "Really, Mao Sui and the others are almost thirty, and they can still make trouble like this. Brother, are you hungry? I'll make you something to eat."

Chen Zui waved his hand: "No need, I want to sleep."

"Okay, you go to sleep, I'll call you after lunch."

"Ah."

He threw himself on the bed, and the feeling of being abandoned by Lin Jianqing gradually became clearer, and the pain of broken love spread all over his body, not a sharp pain cut by a knife blade, but a dull pain A dull, dull pain, a rusty saw, pulled repeatedly on his heart.

After not sleeping all night, and after such intense emotional turmoil, Chen Zui was already very tired and sleepy. He thought he could fall into a deep sleep as soon as he closed his eyes, but after closing his eyes for a long time, he tossed and turned on the bed, still unable to fall asleep .

He repeatedly recalled what Lin Jianqing said to him last night as if compulsively. Every time he imagined it, he felt like he was pulling out his heart and beating it again, but he couldn't stop at all.

Chen Zui has never lost such a love.When I was rejected when I was a child, I was sad for a while, and soon I was distracted by other things.Many boys have been looking for him to fall in love since he was adolescence. He would have a chat with someone who is pleasing to the eye, and he has had intimate behaviors, and even had sex, but the time was very short, the longest being no more than three months.

And even though he and Lin Jianqing had this kind of relationship, it had been almost three years.He went from just treating Lin Jianqing as his cash machine, to enjoying being with him as a bed partner, and then slowly fell in love with him, and fell deeper and deeper in this protracted unrequited love.

He has never lost such a painful love, because he has never loved others so deeply.

The pain was unbearable.

On the verge of despair, Chen Zui thought instead that maybe Lin Jianqing was just angry and said it on purpose to scare him.Originally, he was also wrong, he lied, a lie he thought was insignificant, but Lin Jianqing couldn't accept it so much.

It wasn't that Lin Jianqing had never been angry with him before, and she had also neglected him for a longer period of time, sometimes for a month or two.As long as it's over and he's not angry, it'll be fine.

Maybe it was the same this time, just to make him realize how serious the lie is, and it's not that there is no room for redemption.

Let's wait for a while, when Lin Jianqing is really not angry, he will explain to him again, and promise him that there will never be a next time.

Thinking of this, Chen Zui finally calmed down a little, and grabbed the last rope on the edge of the cliff.

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