disqualified lover

Chen Hao, who had been watching from the side, suddenly said softly: "Chen Zui has a song called "God"." Chen Hao didn't care about Chen Zui staring at him, "Brother, show them this song, it's so good The song should not only be heard by me."

Mao Sui echoed: "Do you have a new song? It's okay to sing it here with the few of us. Everyone will keep it secret for you. You still can't trust us?"

Having already mentioned this point, Chen Zui felt that if he refused again, it would be too condescending and unreasonable.

"Hey, it's all my fault for making such an unreasonable request without consideration. I'm sorry, don't force yourself if it's inconvenient." Liu Zhifan felt that after all, it was his first time joining someone else's small group, because he drank and said inappropriate words.

Hearing what Liu Zhifan said, Chen Zui couldn't hold back his face anymore: "It's not about avoiding anything, I always feel that this song is not finished yet, and there are still shortcomings... Otherwise, you can listen to it for me after I sing it."

"As long as you have no other worries, of course it's fine." Liu Zhifan readily agreed.

Chen Zui handed Liu Zhifan the sheet music on his mobile phone: "You can play for your accompaniment."

Liu Zhifan tuned the tune and started playing the score. Chen Zui followed the prelude and tapped his knees. After the prelude, Chen Zui took a breath and sang the first line: "The setting sun strikes the evening bell, the hall's God, majesty, calm!"

The clear and distant voice is very different from their usual singing style. This voice is gentle and soft, full of affection.

A group of restless drunks in the courtyard suddenly became quiet.

"The solemn god is very generous, he will love you unconditionally, as long as you believe."

"My god is in your hand, holding your hand, I can touch his softness and body temperature."

"The gentle god is very cautious. I say I love you, but you never believe it."

In the second measure, the tune is slightly changed, but the lyrics are still the same, two measures, and this is also a short song that only lasts more than one minute.

After Chen Zui sang, as the lingering sound of the guitar strings stopped, Mao Sui was the first to come to his senses and asked, "It's gone?"

"Gone."

Everyone seemed to be a little dazed. Chen didn't know what these people meant. He used to sing his own original songs to them, either booing and applauding, or occasionally mocking and teasing, but it was not like this at all. Chen Zui was also a little at a loss, whether he hadn't written for a long time, his aesthetic ability had declined, and he thought the writing was good, but it was actually very mediocre.

"What's wrong? Is it too short?"

"No, it's just right." Liu Zhifan said, and then looked at Chen Zui carefully, not knowing what he was thinking.

Chen looked anxious at the beginning, whether Liu Zhifan didn't like him, he wiped his face: "Brother Liu, just speak up if you have anything, everyone here speaks up."

"You're a little different from what I thought."

"I just said I can't be the lead singer for you." Chen Min lowered his head, and it was okay to play with Mao Sui and the others, but Liu Zhifan was not a complete amateur like them.

"Yes, you shouldn't be the lead singer for me, you should be an independent musician, or else you're fucking wasting your life and talent. You wrote the words and the song yourself?"

"Yes."

Liu Zhifan was a little incoherent: "It must be, absolutely. The fusion is so perfect, the personal style is so strong, there is no possibility of a second person in the creative process. It's great, really, you're amazing, no, I'm a little excited, I haven't seen such a good kid for a long time. Ah Zui, don't worry, I'll find a way for you.

Chen was the most baffled: "What can you do for me?"

"Find a way to get your song heard by more people."

"Then I can still be your lead singer?"

Liu Zhifan stared, with a heartbroken expression on his face: "What kind of lead singer are you going to give me? ATTACK is gone. Even if the new band is called ATTACK, it's not the same band as before. I just formed a random one for fun, and I have nowhere to put it. Soul, you have no future if you follow me, I will introduce you to a music company or producer, and let them package you well."

Chen Zui was about to beam with joy, but soon he just smiled awkwardly.Many people have said this to him, but they just said it out of interest, and especially at the wine table, whoever took it seriously would be a fool.

"Then thank you Brother Liu." Chen Zui actually hated this kind of nonsense for the sake of face, because in his heart, promises still carry weight.

Liu Zhifan seemed to see what he was thinking, and suddenly smiled frankly: "Hey, I know you don't believe me. I've heard many people say this. I was just like you when I was young, but as long as I really have the strength, there will always be someone Come to cherish the material. It doesn't matter, when I bring someone to you, you will have to believe it even if you don't."

Although it was a bit embarrassing to be exposed, Liu Zhifan's words moved Chen the most: "But, it's the first time we met, why did you help me?"

"Speculation, you can chat, you have a few brushes, that's enough." Liu Zhifan threw a glass of wine into Chen Zui's hand, and held it to touch him, "It's a big problem for you guys to have no way out, and for you For me, it's a trivial matter. I understand, I understand~" Liu Zhifan looked into the distance, as if caught in the memories of his youth.

Chen Hao took the opportunity to replace the beer in Chen Zui's hand with tea, but Chen Zui was really jealous, so he took the glass of beer and drank it down.

They ate and drank until the middle of the night. A group of people had already been staggering drunk, hugging each other, singing and dancing, with no loss of interest.Chen most didn't drink much and was still very sober.Because Chen Hao basically didn't sleep the day before, under Chen Zui's urging, he went to Mao Sui's room to sleep first.

At the end of the day, Chen Zui received a call from Lin Jianqing.Lin Jianqing said that something happened in the afternoon, and when he returned to the hotel at night, he found that Chen Zui had left, so he took advantage of the situation and stayed in the hotel again, but somehow he felt insomnia, and wanted Chen Zui to accompany him now.

Chen said the most difficult thing: "Brother Lin, I'm still drinking with my friends. They made up my birthday today. It's not easy for me to leave. Can I come over tomorrow?"

In fact, it was difficult for Chen Zui to explain to Chen Hao. After all, they had a big fight because of this matter. Chen Zui's wrist was injured, and it was not convenient for him to go to Lin Jianqing's place.

"That's all right, you have fun."

"Brother Lin, I can't come here now, you...are you not angry with me?"

There was a very contemptuous sneer: "Am I such a person who gets angry easily? In your heart, I am so narrow-minded?"

Chen Zui thought, no, but he still said, "I'm not good at listening to what other people say."

"I'm not angry, I'm just a little irritable because I can't sleep." In fact, Lin Jianqing has been thinking about He Zhang since he came back, and he lost sleep after thinking about it.

Chen Zui thought for a while and said, "Then let me sing for you."

"Do you want to sing a lullaby?" Lin Jianqing asked jokingly.

"This one won't, but the others will."

"I won't tease you anymore, just sing whatever you want."

Chen Zui held his mobile phone, kept away from Mao Sui and his group of demons, and walked to the embers of a pile of charcoal fire roasting whole sheep in the corner of the yard. Chen most heart.

Lin Jianqing would think of him when he was insomnia, and would put him to sleep. This was such an intimate and ambiguous thing. This kind of interaction made Chen most trembling.

Having sung "God" just now, Chen Zui simply hummed the prelude to this song. This gentle, lyrical, and affectionate piece flowed out of his intentionally suppressed voice, along the receiver, to the In Lin Jianqing's ears and heart.

The song Chen Zui wrote for Lin Jianqing told his heart about his love for him through his ears.

Chen Zui sang several times, Lin Jianqing suddenly asked: "This song is very nice, what's the name?"

Chen was the most silent.

"Baby, tell me the title of the song."

"Do not want to tell you."

"why?"

"In the future, if you want to hear it, I can only sing it to you." There is nothing more beautiful and romantic than the song I wrote to you, and I will sing it to you. Chen Zui thought so, his face became hot, and his heart softened. took a slice.

There was silence on the other side of the phone for a long time, and Lin Jianqing's voice came with a smile: "Little friend, you have learned badly, and you are so provocative all of a sudden."

"No, I really think so."

"Damn, I really want to fuck you now... Do you think you sing better, or make a bed better, huh?"

Chen most felt that his heart was beating very fast, and he must have blushed. He was really not someone who blushed easily, but there was nothing he could do. Lin Jianqing was on the opposite side.Chen Zui said hesitantly, "Sing, let's sing."

"No." Lin Jianqing's voice rose, with a playful smile.

That's all that's left...Chen Zui felt his neck was burning with embarrassment.

"Hung up, and said to coax me to sleep. I think you did it on purpose. If you talk about it again, you won't be able to sleep tonight."

"Well, hang up."

"Tomorrow you said, remember to come early, don't make me wait too long." After speaking, Lin Jianqing hung up the phone.

Chen Zui let out a deep breath, as if what he had just exhaled was a field of peach blossoms, and the corners of his mouth were raised unconsciously.

The next day, he sent Chen Hao to school early in the morning, then turned around and went to Lin Jianqing's.

It was raining in the sky, one autumn rain and one cool, the fallen leaves wet by the rain were gathered together by the trickle, and a gust of wind blew, and Chen most felt tighter on his clothes.

He knocked on the door of Lin Jianqing's room with a damp and cool feeling. Lin Jianqing was sleepy, wearing loose pajamas with his arms open, and was so excited by the autumn coolness brought by Chen Zui that he closed his clothes.

"Take off your clothes and get on the bed."

Chen Zui took off his coat as he said, just because the wound on his hand was inconvenient.

"What happened to your hand?"

"fine."

"Did you drink too much last night?"

Chen Zui didn't answer, he couldn't let Lin Jianqing know that he scratched himself.

"Children are so impulsive and irritable. Is it just pretending to be so obedient here?"

"No." Just because he was Lin Jianqing, even if he was several years older, even if he would do some excessive things willfully, Chen Zui would let him.

Chen Zui's words obviously pleased Lin Jianqing. Lin Jianqing stepped forward to help him take off his clothes. With quick hands and feet, he quickly stripped Chen Zui down to his underwear, and then pushed him onto the bed.

The quilt was still warm, and Chen Zui's body, which had just soaked in the coolness, seemed to be soaked in hot water. Every pore seemed to be open and comfortable. The smell of Lin Jianqing was all around him.

Lin Jianqing immediately got into bed, and passed under Chen Zui's neck with one hand, and wrapped his arms around his waist with the other, in a very intimate hugging position.

Lin Jianqing yawned comfortably: "I had insomnia last night, let's sleep a little longer." As he spoke, he rubbed his chin against the top of Chen Zui's head.

There was still the sound of light pattering rain outside, intensively massaging Chen Zui's nerves, Chen Zui was wrapped in great happiness and relief, Lin Jianqing's body temperature penetrated him, pouring tube after tube of honey into his heart.Chen most thought, I hope this is a dream, he doesn't want to wake up at all.