disqualified lover

He Zhang stood by the window of his office and was blowing air. He didn't know if it was an illusion. He felt that he was coming to the end of the road of music.

After a while Song Zhaowen came over and handed a lava cake to He Zhang: "It's delicious, it's a pity not to eat it."

From the discussion in the afternoon to the evening, He Zhang was indeed a little hungry, so he took it.But in fact, he is more mentally fatigued, but sweets can also relieve it.

Song Zhaowen asked leisurely, "Did you tell Lin Jianqing that you released a new song?"

"Just a word, what's the matter?"

"If you ask Lin Jianqing to help you with publicity, it may be better than our entire publicity and distribution department holding back for a day. If you have resources, you must use them rationally."

He Zhang lowered his hand weakly: "Brother Song, the new song is not good, he won't take the initiative to help promote it."

Song Zhaowen patted He Zhang on the shoulder: "If you bring it up, he will. Believe me, I know him better than you."

He Zhang didn't know what to say, but he was very disgusted to bring it up. He didn't want to make any demands on Lin Jianqing, because he didn't intend to pay him anything.He didn't like men, even if he admired or even admired Lin Jianqing, it was just pure admiration. Once he thought of Lin Jianqing's intentions for him, He Zhang couldn't help feeling a little disgusted.

Not only is it disgusting to be coveted by a man, but it's disgusting to twist yourself to be flattering and ambiguous.

Song Zhaowen saw He Zhang's hesitation, and sighed helplessly: "It's up to you. But you should also understand that the popularity of an artist can make up for many shortcomings. Look at the newly popular artists, as long as they have fans around, they can sing Singing and dancing can also maintain high popularity."

Song Zhaowen has replaced "singer" with "artist".There is no way, he can't be a singer, He Zhang has to turn to the direction of an artist, which means that he will rely more on popularity and popularity, he doesn't need songs, but he urgently needs topics, if he can be fired with Lin Jianqing Gossip, live together.This is one of Song Zhaowen's plans for He Zhang's future. Song Zhaowen is not an actor or a singer, he is just a pure businessman, and he needs He Zhang to make money.

He said earnestly: "Xiaohe, sometimes you don't have to stick to the formality, be flexible, think about it, as long as you stay in this circle, as long as you are popular, your songs will not be paid for by anyone. Believe it or not, if Lin Jianqing releases a song, it will definitely be more popular than the one you released when you were at your peak, even if he can't sing at all, understand this reason?"

It's not that he doesn't understand, it's just that He Zhang doesn't want to do this. He feels powerless and is pushed forward by some other things.Instead of answering Song Zhaowen's question, he asked, "Why didn't Chen Zui come today?"

"I don't know, I can't contact him."

When he heard that Chen Zui couldn't be contacted, He Zhang suddenly became angry.He felt that everyone, everyone who knew that he was looking for a gunman, Chen most definitely looked down on him the most.

He also looked down on Chen Zui, without him singing, he wouldn't believe that Chen Zui's song would be so popular.It's not his turn, Chen Zui, to show off.

He Zhang looked irritated: "What does Chen Zui mean? Seeing that the contract period is approaching, waiting for us to ask him to renew the contract?"

"I don't know, maybe he didn't intend to continue signing."

He Zhang's eyes widened suddenly, and there was a trace of panic in his expression. He stared at Song Zhaowen and asked, "Why didn't he continue?"

Song Zhaowen asked back: "Anyway, he can't write songs, so what's the use of continuing?"

He Zhang didn't know what to say, yes, Chen Zui hadn't given him a new song for more than a year, and he didn't know what it would be useful to continue, but when he thought that Chen Zui would terminate the contract, He Zhang panicked for no reason.

"Isn't he short of money? His brother...can we give him more money?"

Song Zhaowen glanced at He Zhang in surprise, he thought that He Zhang hated Chen Zui very much, and wished that he would leave as soon as possible.But looking at He Zhang like this, obviously not, he was afraid.

Song Zhaowen reassured: "Don't worry, if I can find one Chen Sui for you, I can find ten more for you. Do you really think he can do it by himself? Don't worry, I will arrange everything, and you will leave me alone." It's still early in the day."

Lin Jianqing didn't return to the room until the next morning.

Chen stayed in a daze all night, even when he fell into the deepest sleep, he still had a sliver of consciousness to keep vigilant, alert to Lin Jianqing's return, even explaining to him in his dream.

Seeing Lin Jianqing, he didn't know how to explain. He just asked, "Where did you go last night?"

Lin Jianqing said naturally: "I'm going to listen to the old monk's lecture, so I'll come here anyway, and let's put on a show."

"Oh." Chen Zhi lowered his head, not knowing what else to say.

Lin Jianqing didn't mention at all where he spent the night after listening to the scriptures. He didn't know what Chen Zui meant by asking. Did Chen Zui have a problem with him?Wasn't last night the last thing Chen wanted to do?If he doesn't do it, he has to do something else.

He didn't like Chen Zui's appearance very much. He didn't hire people to run into trouble and make troubles. But, forget it, Lin Jianqing was going to turn this matter over.I had a lot of fun at first, and the intimacy is also for fun, so it's not worth the loss to make it unpleasant for this kind of thing.

"Are you hungry? Let's go and have breakfast."

"Well, I'll be soon, wait for me."

Afterwards, Lin Jianqing's attitude towards Chen Zui was no different, as if the quarrel hadn't happened, it was all the illusion of Chen Zui alone, Lin Jianqing was still gentle and friendly to him, eating, drinking and shopping every day. Let Chen Zui sing to him.

But the more he behaved like this, the more anxious Chen Zui became. He couldn't see what Lin Jianqing was thinking, and he couldn't ask, for fear that Lin Jianqing would say that he had to find fault.

Chen Zui suppressed his uneasiness in his heart, and carefully maintained the peace and friendship between the two.

It's just that Lin Jianqing didn't follow him to the last step. There were kisses and hugs, but every time it stopped abruptly, Chen Zui was very at a loss.

He took the initiative, but it was limited to superficial intimacy. He didn't know if Lin Jianqing didn't want it, and he didn't dare to go too far.

Within two days, Lin Jianqing's vacation was over, and they returned to the city together.

Chen Zui went to his house with Lin Jianqing first, Lin Jianqing gave him a bag of cash, and divided the specialties he brought back with him, and finally gave Chen Zui the Harley.

Chen Zui looked confused, and returned the keys to Lin Jianqing: "Brother Lin, this car..."

"I think you like it very much, you can take it."

"But……"

"do not like?"

"like."

"Then you take it, I don't like motorcycles."

Chen Zui lowered his hands: "It's too expensive."

"It's nothing, I'm very happy these days, thank you."

Coming out of Lin Jianqing's house, Chen thought the most, is he really happy?In their last two days...Chen felt very sad.He regretted it, he shouldn't have rejected Lin Jianqing, he shouldn't have let him not fully enjoy this vacation, he ruined Lin Jianqing's hard-earned vacation.

Regret was useless, since it was over, he forced himself not to think about it.

He deposited the money in the bank, and rode his bike to Mao Sui's house, where he kept it in Mao Sui's garage.Although Chen Zui likes this bike, he probably wouldn't ride it in the urban area, and it's hard to explain to Chen Hao when he rides home.Mao Sui immediately said that he could help his contacts to sell it, but Chen Zui was reluctant.

In the beginning, Lin Jianqing gave him things and he didn't sell them because he was afraid that the other party would ask him where the things went. Gifts always contained some kind of friendship, although Lin Jianqing never asked him about the whereabouts of the things he gave.Now if he doesn't sell it, it's because he doesn't want to sell it, because Lin Jianqing gave it to him.

When Chen Zui got home, he heard voices in the house, and knew that Chen Hao was at home, so he yelled twice.But Chen Hao didn't greet him happily. Chen was the most nervous, thinking that he had something wrong at home again, so he ran to his room, but saw Chen Hao sitting cross-legged on the bed playing a game console.

Chen Zui looked at him and said again: "I'm back."

"Oh." Chen Hao was so cold that he didn't lift his face.

Chen Zui was a little angry, stepped forward and raised his chin, staring at him condescendingly: "I lost my memory, don't I remember your brother?"

Chen Hao also stared at him: "I don't remember, who are you?"

Chen Zui pinched the hand on his chin hard: "Tsk tsk, what a heartless thing."

Chen Hao stared at him for a long time, and there were tears in his eyes. This situation shocked Chen Zui, and he quickly sat on the bed and grabbed Chen Hao's shoulder: "What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

Chen Hao asked loudly: "Is it because I am dying of illness that you can talk to me more. You said that you would go out for two or three days, but after walking for nine days, you couldn't get through to your phone, and you couldn't get through. Hang up after a few perfunctory sentences, I thought you wouldn't come back."

He thought it was two or three days at first, but it turned out that Lin Jianqing's vacation was quite long this time, and the signal on the mountain was not good, and he didn't want Chen Hao to know anything about him and Lin Jianqing. Chen Hao was left out in the cold.

He pressed Chen Hao's head on his shoulder, patted him on the back and comforted him: "Why don't I come back, the signal is not good on the mountain, won't I tell you where I go, this time it will take longer."

What Chen Zui said was true, he did not forget his precious brother, he would call Mao Sui every day to ask how Chen was doing, and he would call to remind Mao Sui on dialysis days.

Chen Hao quietly put his head on Chen Zui's shoulder, and put his arms around his waist: "Don't do this in the future, you must call me every day."

In fact, there was no need for Chen Zui to report his whereabouts. Chen Hao had already installed location software in his mobile phone.He knows that this is not good, he can restrain his abnormal possessiveness and control over Chen Zui, but he can't do it without knowing where Chen Zui is, it will drive him crazy and let him fall into a kind of manic anxiety .

"Okay, call every day. You said that you are such an adult, why do you cry for me every now and then? I can't stand you."

"If you can't bear it, you have to bear it. Who told you that you are my brother."

"Okay, I deserve it. By the way, I brought some wild matsutake back from the mountain, let's eat stewed chicken."

"You stew for me and make up for me."

"Okay, you have the final say, do you want to go to the market with me to buy chicken?"

Chen Hao sighed helplessly: "I'm not with you, do you know what to buy?"

Chen Zui pinched Chen Hao's nose.

He said it was Chen Zui's stewed chicken, but his attitude that he was about to tear down the kitchen was not right.Chen Hao was leaning on the door frame, watching him scrambling, while joking and mocking Chen Zuo's zero talent in cooking.In the end, it was really hard to see, so Chen Hao did it himself.

The two ate a pot of delicious chicken at night, Chen Zui looked at Chen Hao and thought, although Chen Hao is a fool, but he is very grateful to God for giving him a brother, a person closest to him, who allows him to live in this world. He is not alone, no matter how sad he is, he will have a warm home to return to in the end.