My boyfriend is a little spider

The new suit that Iron Man gave Peter has a very thoughtful design, that is, he can see at a glance where Triton is precisely positioned at this time.The little spider who put on his battle suit and rushed into the downpour was very annoyed that he didn't check Triton's location earlier, because Triton was not in Mr. Stark's house at all at the moment, but in his own home.

Heavy rain fell from the dark sky.

There was no one on the entire street, only the sudden storm that surprised everyone... The heavy and torrential rain hit the glass, destroyed the branches and leaves, and pressed all the fine dust flying in the air to the ground. of rain.Just like Peter's empty chest at this time, what was beating wantonly and crazily hitting in the chest was pain and sadness.

His world also seemed to be washed away in an instant, falling into a never-ending torrential rain.

"Because, in his world, Triton is already dead."

From Phils's words, Peter's heart has been trembling with fear.

And this trembling feeling is even getting worse.

Although he was in the battle suit, he couldn't feel the uproar of the world at the moment, but the silent grief was surging in his blood, making him feel that his whole body seemed to be enduring the violent and unstoppable pain. pain.

The warm liquid couldn't stop dripping from the astringent eye sockets.

In the torrential rain, his face was already full of tears.

Those fond memories shining brightly in his mind are also washing his brain like rainwater——

"I quite like you."

"Are you going to be my boyfriend?"

The boy who broke into his world brought a sudden but deliberate confession.He remembered very clearly that when Triton said he liked him, the young man's blue eyes were filled with broken light like blue waves, and he just watched him seriously and expectantly, and this look alone was already Enough to make his heart beat.

That is to say, since that day's confession, he has already fallen into the sweet trap of the little mermaid.

"Peter Pan, let's grow up together."

The never-heard story of the little mermaid and Peter Pan became a secret between the two of them, or in other words, it was their exclusive fairy tale.When they got the little mermaid they really loved, and Peter Pan who was willing to grow up for the little mermaid... At that time, they never doubted that this would be a successful story.

They met in the best youth, and they will grow up together in the future.

"Peter, you who kissed my cheek—"

"It's an angel."

The light kiss on the cheek, the intimate whisper of the young man close to the ear, the tension and throbbing slowly approaching in the dark night, and the crazily accelerated heartbeat, he had never felt in other people. .All his throbbing memories are all related to Terry.

"I want to hide my Peter Pan for a while longer."

That first kiss on the lips was so drunk that his cheeks were burning hot as if they were about to burn.He is the Peter Pan who was hidden by Terry, and also the forever Peter Pan of the same person as Terry.

"Peter, can I be your rose?"

He is also Triton's little prince, and Triton is his only rose.

"It's the first time and the last time."

Their love must be only one paragraph, and it must only belong to each other.

"I'm annoyed that he doesn't seem to know how much I like him."

Triton is not only his most beloved boy, but also the boy who loves him the most in this world.

……

These memories are like the treasures in his treasury, they are all bright memories that make him happy, but at this moment, Peter doesn't feel any joy.In his eyes was a dark and fuzzy world shrouded in heavy rain, and his heart seemed to be covered by a huge obscure fog.

Although the man made it very clear that he was Peter Parker from another parallel world, and losing Triton was not the future he would encounter, but Peter only thought of being in another world... He lost Triton, sad It completely eroded all his emotions.

"Terry didn't live to be 20."

Recalling this terrible sentence again, Peter can still feel the suffocation of panic.

Peter knew clearly in his heart that Triton was the boy he was willing to protect with his life.But he never thought that in another world, Triton would save him at the cost of his life.Triton once had a real understanding of what he said to him, "As long as you don't go where I can't touch", he finally understood why Phils said to him before, "Before protecting Triton, you protect him." Take care of yourself, that's the most important thing"...It turns out that since he was branded with the mermaid mark, his life has been protected by Triton.

This means that if he is involved in danger and encounters misfortune, the person who dies will be Triton.

And 28-year-old Peter Parker came from such an unfortunate parallel world.

Peter couldn't imagine how painful and desperate he would be if he had experienced such a thing himself, after witnessing the disappearance of Triton, and what kind of regret he would continue to live on.

"I don't want to take the other Peter's Triton, but I want to see him again with my own eyes."

"Even if it's just a glance."

"Peter, I'm sorry."

Peter couldn't help but wonder how the 28-year-old Peter Parker would feel when he saw Triton after so many years of absence, and finally got the chance to reunite—is he lucky?Are you excited?Is it joy?

Years of suffering and praying finally got a satisfactory answer at this moment.

No, it's not like that.

Peter knew very well in his heart that the 28-year-old Peter must have been suppressing the pain in his heart all the time. The closer the beauty was, the more it reminded him of the painful loss.All the beauty that stays there is the past that a man cannot return to, and the Triton here is not the little mermaid he lost.Even if he finally saw Triton with his own eyes, the man would leave soon, and there would be no next meeting after this meeting, and there was still a lot of blank space in his life.

Regrets cannot be filled.

And with regret, there will always be silent pain.

Just thinking about the man's mood filled Peter's heart with unspeakable grief.

So, has Triton always been able to feel such painful emotions?How did Triton face the 28-year-old Peter Parker?Do you want to follow the humble prayer in the man's heart and fill up the regret that has been tormented in your heart for so many years?But because of the regret that cannot be filled and the more painful emotions in the man's heart, did he choose to escape?

Peter looked at the heavy rain in front of him, and he seemed to be able to feel it——

Terry, who caused the torrential rain, felt the sadness that he could not express and borne alone.

When Peter arrived at Triton's house, he saw the boy just sitting quietly by the French window, staring at the rainstorm outside the window.Mr. Stark was also here by Triton's side. The anxious man obviously realized that the boy's emotions were very wrong, but he didn't know what to do.

"Son, I think you should explain to me."

Iron Man was not surprised to see the arrival of the little spider, he knew that Triton's anomaly must be because of little Peter.At first he thought it was just some small conflicts between the young and energetic lovers, but the heavy rain that suddenly hit New York obviously proved something.Triton's fluctuating mood made Iron Man very worried. When he wanted Peter to come, Triton stopped him, only saying that Peter would come.Iron Man, who finally waited for the little spider to arrive, thought he needed a reasonable explanation.

However, Stark was surprised to see that the eyes of the little spider under the mask were red, obviously not long after crying.

The boy's expression seemed to be trying to restrain himself, but Tony could see the hidden depression and sadness at a glance.If you just look at the expression at this moment, then Peter looks a hundred times more uncomfortable than Triton.

"What happened to you?" Iron Man asked, frowning.

Triton slowly turned his head to look at Peter. The blond boy looked calm, like an indifferent bystander... It was as if he was not the one who could not control the rainstorm, and he could feel it at the same time. Neither was Peter's bitter man.

Peter walked slowly towards Triton, step by step, and never for a moment did he feel that his steps towards Triton were so heavy.

The broken emotions are like a dam that has been washed away, and he came here in the most embarrassing posture.

"Peter Parker, you really don't know Triton well enough."

He suddenly thought of what Phils said...

These words tore open the wound that seemed to be bleeding in Peter's heart.

Yeah, he didn't know Triton well enough, even Peter Parker, 28, didn't know Triton.

—Obviously he should be the person who knows Triton best.

It is hard to imagine that in another parallel world, before he had time to know more about Triton, he had already lost this person.Everything they had between them came to an abrupt end, but they still had so few memories, and their time together was so short... Just like that, he lost all the opportunities he had with him, what he was looking forward to The future has become a dream that can never be realized.

If Phils' arrival hadn't exposed all this, the man who pretended it was just an accident would have smiled and said it was a miraculous experience and left silently.Maybe before leaving, the man would also lie that he should go back to his Triton.

If I haven't seen his figure, heard his voice, or felt his temperature for nearly ten years.

Now I'm finally in front of him.

Just looking at it...is it really enough?

How could this possibly be enough?

The 28-year-old Peter Parker, who can perfectly suppress all the sadness and pain in front of their eyes, and restrain all irrelevant emotions, is regarded as an accidental accident.The man can look at the long-lost boy with a calm and relaxed expression and smile, talking about a fictitious bright future, but the words that have been accumulated in his heart for a long time choose to continue to fester silently in the bottom of his heart... The man even gave a lost hug, They didn't dare to reach out.Even when they met for the first time, the man just touched the boy's cheek very lightly with his fingertips, as if he was touching a fragile bubble, and he seemed afraid of breaking the dream he had been waiting for for many years.

Peter knew that he couldn't do it.

He can't do it at all.

Peter rushed over and hugged Triton tightly.

Obviously nothing happened between them, but he seemed to have lost him once.

"... Triton?"

Peter heard Iron Man's trembling voice, and the man seemed to have seen something extremely astonishing.

When Peter let go of Triton, he realized with dismay that the boy was in tears.

He wasn't the only one who couldn't control his emotions at this moment. On the extremely calm face of the blond boy, tears were streaming from the reddish eyes of the boy at the moment of the hug just now.

Even Triton himself stretched out his hand slowly, and the boy touched the water droplets on his cheek, as if he was in a daze that he was crying.

Peter hastily stretched out his trembling fingers, and hurriedly wiped away the unstoppable tears on the blond boy's face.

This is the mermaid's first tears.

It was Peter Parker who taught his beloved boy the emotions of grief to tears.

The blond boy didn't have any other reactions, and let the tears slide down his cheeks. He just stared blankly at Peter in front of him, and then said softly——

"Peter, you still...don't like me so much."

Peter's pupils suddenly tightened, and he seemed to be staring at Triton in disbelief.

But he understood immediately instead, Triton finally understood that liking is also a painful thing.

The mermaid's love is stubborn and greedy, and he always hopes that Peter will like him more and more, so that he can become the person Peter values ​​most in this world.But Triton never thought that after he left... Peter, who was left alone in the world by him, could only hold on to his hopeless love, and would never be able to get out of the shadow of losing him.Peter Parker, who loves him so deeply, lives in pain every day in a world without Triton.

If love was such a pain... Terry wished Peter liked him less.

--too late.

thought Peter.

After I like you so much, it's too late to say this.

"I have a lot to say to you."

Peter said in a hoarse voice, his red eyes fixed on Triton.

"Whether it's me, or Peter Parker, 28."

He obviously had a lot to say, but when he was actually facing Triton, he couldn't say a single word.All he could think about now was that he didn't want to see the boy look sad in any way, that he should be happy forever.

"It's unfortunate to lose you, but other than that, everything related to you is my greatest luck." Peter said those words that the 28-year-old couldn't say for him, "Even if someone from another world At the age of 28, I will never regret loving you so much."

Peter, 28, also wants to tell his boy --

He won't forget Triton, never will.

He will never fall in love with anyone else.

"Heismy Forever."

No matter how many years, that little mermaid will always be the only love in his heart.

And the whole world will witness it.

"I know." Triton still had tears in his beautiful blue eyes, but the boy raised his lips and nodded with a smile, "I know all about it."

Triton reached out and wiped away the tears that Peter did not know when he fell again.

"Peter, no matter what happens in other parallel worlds, but here, you will never lose me." The blond boy looked at Peter seriously, "I still have a lot of things I want to do, I want to be with you Finish it together. I want every day in your life to have my participation. I don't want any regrets between you and me."

"We still have a long way to go."

Feeling his throat choked by a strong emotion and unable to speak, Peter nodded vigorously.

Triton lowered his eyes, stretched out his hands and slowly hugged the boy in front of him.And Peter hugged Triton tightly again, and they, who had never been separated, felt a kind of completeness that was lost and found at this moment.

The torrential rain in the dark night gradually stopped, and the silent night waited for the dawn of a new day.

In the morning after the heavy rain, you will definitely see the clearest blue sky.

Not all stories have happy endings.

But at least, the stories written between us will definitely be complete.

"I love you."

"My little prince."