My boyfriend is a little spider

The dark sky seemed to be unable to bear the weight of the heavy rain and sank at this moment.

It was crushing Peter's heart step by step.

He even felt that his heartbeat at this moment was like the roar of thunder, dragged mercilessly and cruelly by the torrential rain from the ignorant high altitude to the muddy ground, to the darkness that has nothing to do with tomorrow's dawn.

The news of Triton's death twisted reality into an absurd nightmare.

"This is impossible! This is absolutely impossible!" Peter's first reaction was to deny, emotionally denying this impossible fact.

This man who has the same appearance as him but has matured for ten years, his eyes are extremely dim at this moment, as if boundless pain is hidden deep in those eyes, and the silent silence is the answer to him and Fers, even though this The answer was difficult for Peter to face.

Peter felt that the air he could breathe was rapidly thinning, and his body was trembling uncontrollably.The teenager stared at the man with wide eyes in disbelief, while the 28-year-old man lowered his eyes, as if he didn't dare to meet his gaze.

"Now you finally know why I said that I don't like you because you are a hero." Fiers looked at the two Peters in front of him with cold but dead eyes, "It is because I am afraid that I will go to... Such a future. Like Dylan did for Varnet, I fear Triton will die for you one day in the future."

Peter was taken aback. He knew Dylan and Vanette were Triton's mother and father's names, but—

"Didn't Triton's father die because of Triton's birth?"

This was different from what he had learned from Phils' words before.

Peter remembered very clearly that Phils once said that Triton's new life represented Dylan's downfall, because the gods of their family were the inheritance of life.Dylan left a letter to Varnet, saying that he was tired of eternal life, and thanked Varnet for giving him the most happy ending, which was the birth of Triton as a new life.

Because of this, Varnet hopes that Triton likes boys and never has children.

"What I told you before is the real past. The letter was indeed written by Dylan to Vanette, but we have always suspected that it was just a lie." Fiers looked at Peter and said, "Vanette, who is a human Nate, as an incubator, could not bear the birth of a child of God at all, but Varnet wanted to leave this child to Dylan too much. A god with infinite time can usher in the existence of a new life connected with his blood, Varnet stubbornly believed that this was something more meaningful than her short life. Varnet, who was pregnant at the time, was also looking forward to the birth of this child, because it was also her child."

"When I told Dylan that Varnet would die for this child..." Fiers' blood pupils sank into a deep black red, "Dylan told me firmly that Varnet would not will die because nothing can take a loved one from God's hand."

"Alice also sees the future, and she and the baby will survive."

"We all believed in this future, thinking that vampire venom could save her."

Recalling the scene of that year, Phils' expression also became painful, and even the self-blame that had been secretly festering in his cold heart for many years.It was him, he gave Vanette false confidence and expectations, but in the end——

"But we failed."

Phils remembered very well the moment Vanette died before his eyes.

"But Varnet miraculously came back to life, and Dylan disappeared."

"He left only one letter."

"Everything said in that letter is logical, but the biggest loophole is that Vanette survived."

Peter showed a dazed and astonished expression, while the man who listened to what Fiers said was very calm. Peter from the future had obviously known about this.

"We all thought it was a lie, but no one brought it up, and there's no way to prove it, and Vanette has been living in this lie. Now, with the same mark on your arm as Varnet's, it's finally proven that it's true. It's a lie." Phils sneered, "This is really a ridiculous thing, a god who disdains human lies, but finally used a lie to deceive the only woman he loves."

God's self-sacrifice gave his long life to those he loved.

"So, Triton also used it, did he save me at the cost of his life?"

Peter felt every word that came out of his throat so difficult and painful.

"This is my past, but it's not your future." The man shook his head firmly, and said in an extremely affirmative voice, "We are different Peter Parkers in the parallel world, don't worry, here you are The future is different, you won't lose Triton like I did..."

Even though the man said so, Peter still felt as if an empty hole had been cut open in his heart. The cold rainwater eroded every inch of his body in this hole, making him feel extremely cold.

In front of his eyes, it was no longer the 28-year-old Peter Parker, but Peter Parker who had lost Triton.

"That's why I came here." The man stared at Peter with a sad look and said, "I don't want to tell you this, because my past has nothing to do with your future. I don't want to change anything either. Of course, no matter what I do here, Triton will never come back in my world. I came here just to meet Triton. Two days is the limit I can stay here, etc. When the time comes, I will leave."

No one knew how excited he was when he successfully traveled through time and space last night to come here.He missed day and night, studied day and night, suffered day and night... finally got this chance to see Triton again after ten years.

The moment he saw Triton appear in front of his eyes——

The countless psychological constructions he had prepared all collapsed at that moment.

He even wanted to hug this boy he had lost for so long into his arms desperately, but he still tried his best to restrain himself.Because, this boy is not the one he lost.

It was just an accident, he kept telling himself.

"sorry."

"I really... miss him so much."

Saying these words in a trembling voice, the man took a deep breath as if he couldn't hold on, even his body seemed to be under unbearable pressure, and the emotions that had been desperately restrained were like a torrential rain at this moment It poured out as if it could no longer be restrained.But the ensuing flood could only drown himself.

"I never thought I'd have a life without Triton in my life."

"However, it is true."

"I have also thought countless times in my heart that I will never fall in love with anyone else except Triton."

"And so it is."

At this moment, the man's eyes were red, and his life seemed to have been buried there together since the day Terry died for him.

After that, he never came out again.

When he came here, it was as if he had overdrawn his future life, cherishing this only time, and eagerly and greedily staring at every second that Terry was in front of his eyes... This feeling is like reaching Same last wish.No, he still has a long life in the future, and he will continue to live on this memory, living in the future without Triton.

The smile of the boy he had lost, the words of the boy he had lost, the companionship of the boy he had lost... Finally, they were once again profoundly displayed before his eyes.His heart was full of joy and excitement, but the pain was also redoubled, cutting flesh and blood desperately in the bottom of his heart.

Today, when Triton and Peter were in school, he traveled all over the place full of memories of him and Triton.He has been to these places countless times, but this time is the place he is closest to Triton, and this is the world where Triton exists.

This is still the hopeless extravagant hope he has had countless times in dreams, and it is also the present that Peter and Triton have.

Everything in this world is closely related to Terry in his eyes.

It was so beautiful, so beautiful that it made him extremely painful.

Here's Peter Parker's -

He remembered the water drop magic that only he guessed right, which made his heart flutter;

He remembered that when the boy kissed his cheek, he whispered sweet words in his ear;

He remembered their first drunken kiss at the party;

He remembered the boy who suddenly appeared under the colorful rainbow powder calling Peter Pan;

He remembered that the first and last public confession was said in the subway;

He remembered the story of the little prince and the rose, and the kiss with that rose;

He remembered the anticipation of watching children's songs at six o'clock every night;

He remembered that in the rainy night, his beloved boy stopped the rain for him...

He clearly remembered all the surprises this boy gave him.

This was the boy he loved the most, and he lost him.

After that, all his good things stayed forever.

"Peter, this is actually the first time I've taken Triton to ride a motorcycle." The man was smiling, a very far-fetched smile, pulling the corners of his mouth so hard, as if he wanted to express what he should Joy and satisfaction, but the black hole in my heart at this moment is filled with sadness that cannot go back, "When I finally learn to ride a motorcycle, I have no chance to take him to play."

All the previous agreements and plans have become regrets that will be remembered for a lifetime.

"Today, this is... the first time."

The man couldn't help taking a deep breath, and muttered again and again, his shoulders were still trembling slightly.

——It was the first time and the last time.

"I used to think that there would be countless opportunities, but in the end they were all gone."

At this moment, Peter finally remembered that what the man said at that time, "We broke up", was true.

Although, this breakup is the most painful and cruel breakup.

At this moment, Peter saw very clearly the pain of the man in front of him. It was the pain of losing Triton that he could not imagine. Peter Parker from the future of the parallel world was like an exhausted traveler. Xin Wanku crawled here with scars all over, just to pursue a dream that had nothing to do with him.

"In my world, "Mantra Truth" is Triton's first and last TV series."

"I read it over and over again, and I have already memorized every line."

He even remembers clearly every episode, the first few seconds when Triton appeared, the boy's actions, lines, and micro-expressions.Having lost Triton, he can only see the vivid existence of this young man from the remaining images.

"I'm still uploading pictures of Triton every day, every day."

His heart is barren, and the picture of Triton is his only rose.

"But you know what? I still have too few pictures of him and too few memories between us."

Every day, he would post a photo of Triton on Instagram, a habit that has become an indispensable part of his life.Like this, to prove that he never forgot about Triton, that he still loved his boy deeply.

He remembered that Triton had asked him—

"Can you like me more?"

The 28-year-old Peter can sincerely answer the boy in his memory——

"Yes, I love you more every day."

"I love doing it."

"The whole world still remembers Triton, and they all know that I love him."

"There's never been a day without a break."

At this moment, Phils' angry expression also returned to a dead silence without emotion. He stared at the man in front of him and finally slowly looked away, looking silently at the storm outside the window.

"You said we'd get married when we were 20."

Peter finally knew that this sentence was a lie.

"That's what we planned." The man nodded slowly, and he looked down at the mark on his arm, "but—"

"Terry didn't live to be 20."