[Comprehensive] If we have another possibility

Uchiha Feishi is a patient with emotional deficiency disorder, although his physical function is no different from that of a healthy adult, but because he does not have a strong love as an introduction, he is generally quite ascetic.

If it weren't for the need to absorb emotions, his needs for love|desire are actually much less than normal men.

Assuming he is given a choice, he will be more inclined to quietly appreciate than to primitive needs and appropriation.

Of course, it's the kind that is more pleasing to the eye among the appreciative crowd, such as a certain battlefield rose—ah, Shura.After all, everyone has a love for beauty, and Fei Shi, who is too beautiful to be human, has a frighteningly high demand for beauty appreciation.

Although Orochimaru didn't know the details of Fei Shi's physique, he made a good guess about his temperament.He estimated that Fei Shi would be like the legendary elf, inclined to platonic spiritual love, keen to watch the stars and talk about ideals, and kissing under a tree would be regarded as making love.

So he inevitably took the initiative last night...well, a lot.

But the facts proved that although he guessed Fei Shi's temperament correctly, as a virgin, he sadly ignored one point.

——A man is a man, no matter how immortal and abstinent he usually looks, he will definitely reveal his aggressive nature at certain times.

This was the first thought that popped into Orochimaru's mind when he woke up from the dark and sweet dream.

There was another person's breath coming from beside him, he blinked, subconsciously turned his head to look to the side, met a pair of indifferent blue eyes suddenly.

Orochimaru's heart jumped, and the embarrassing memory of begging for mercy came to his mind, making the corners of his mouth twitch, and he looked away unnaturally, and then even covered his head with a quilt.

"……what are you doing?"

Sitting next to him, Fei Shi squinted at him, and closed the book in his hand with a "snap".

Orochimaru didn't speak, sniffing the light fragrance left on the quilt that lingered on the man all night, his ears turned red quietly.

"It's really embarrassing." He murmured, but shyness is not his style after all. Although it is frustrating for a man to be completely crushed in this kind of thing, everything depends on the object and the process.

So he quickly lifted the quilt again, and gave Fei Shi a provocative smile: "No, it's nothing, it's just... Fei Shijun is better than I expected."

"..."

Fei Shi looked away indifferently, wanting to get out of bed.

"Hey……"

A cool hand brushed against his palm at this moment, hooking his fingers.

"Fei Shijun." The young man with a hoarse voice raised his face, and looked sadly at Fei Shi who turned back: "My waist is so sore, and so are my legs..."

Fei Shi lowered his eyes casually, and saw that the black-haired young man's eye circles were red and swollen, his black hair was no longer as soft as last night, and there was still a bit of unconcealable sleepiness on his face.

It did go a little too far yesterday.

But obviously this guy is too greedy.

"……never mind."

He whispered, sat back and twisted the quilt for Orochimaru, then carried him back into his arms with his hands, and began to massage him, casually said: "If you feel tired, don't do it next time— —”

Before finishing speaking, Orochimaru turned around, put his arms around his neck, and kissed him on the lips: "How is that possible."

Fei Shi half-closed his eyes and let him kiss her, his expression didn't change at all.

The massage technique of Yingfa doctor is very good, but Oshemaru has a ghost in his heart, leaning softly on his side, slowly, his pale cheeks began to turn red, and finally couldn't hold it back anymore, he pressed Fei through the quilt Shi's hand, coughed lightly: "I'm fine...it's time to get up."

Fei Shi glanced at him, and stopped his movements as he said.

A class of students graduated and became Genin, the school was on vacation, the hospital was on vacation, and the young man with cherry hair who had nothing to do was strolling on the way home, and accidentally saw Minato Namikaze.

The blond boy took the initiative to carry an old grandma's package, and while walking along the street, he turned his head sideways to talk to the old and kind old grandma.

Fei Shi stopped in his tracks, stood in the shadow of the corner of the street, and looked at him silently.

It was late spring, the boy's slender back was bent by the heavy luggage that did not match his body shape, his soft blond hair was soaked in sweat, and his smile was gentle and enthusiastic.

He was smiling, the leaf guard on his forehead gleaming in the sun, but brighter than that were his eyes.

It seems to fill the sky and the sea, clear and clear.

Minato kept sending the old man to a residence a few streets away before putting down the package and saying goodbye politely.

Somewhat at a loss, he refused the apple that the old man took out from the house. He stammered and looked very embarrassed. In the end, he bowed and ran away. His fair cheeks were slightly flushed, and he lowered his head and pursed his lips in an embarrassed smile. It's so cute that it makes people feel soft.

Caught off guard, he stared blankly at Fei Shi's calm eyes behind him, then subconsciously scanned around him, as if looking for something, then lowered his eyes slightly when he didn't find anyone, and raised his eyes to him again He raised his usual smile.

"What is it, Fei Shi, since you saw it, come and help me! That old lady's bow is overweight..."

He complained, but it didn't seem like he was really dissatisfied. Instead, he had a coquettish nasal voice, and walked over to hold Fei Shi's hand.

Fei Shi let him lead him to walk home, a strange expression appeared on his face when he heard this: "Why do you want to help you?"

Minato choked: "Still asking why... Didn't you see that I was struggling just now?"

"I see." Fei Shi nodded lightly, but said again: "But you chose to help the old man at the beginning. In this case, you should judge that you are competent when you take the first action. It proves that, so I have no need to help you."

Minato widened his eyes and opened his mouth slightly, as if he was stunned by his novel brain circuit.

Fei Shi didn't take it seriously, and continued: "What's more, I can't get anything from helping you. If you accepted the old man's apple just now, and then gave this apple to me, at most I would think it was a complete deal. Not a good deal; but the fact is that you didn't even take this apple, totally unpaid labor."

He looked down at the water gate expressionlessly, with a slight puzzlement on his face.

"I don't see the point of your actions, Minato. What do you get? Why are you smiling so much?"

Minato looked at him with a blank expression, and after a while, he pursed his lips slightly and smiled bitterly: "It really isn't that easy..."

Fei Shi tilted his head: "What?"

"No, it's nothing." Minato denied it, looked up at him, and asked suddenly: "You left me a letter on the table last night saying you couldn't come back...Did you go to Oshemaru-sama's house?"

"Yeah." Fei Shi didn't mean to hide anything, nodded directly, and as if he suddenly remembered something, he lowered his head and said to him: "The hidden dangers in my body have been eliminated, so from now on, you don't need to protect me anymore .”

As soon as the words fell, there was a familiar stabbing pain in the palm of the hand, but this time it was several times more painful than the previous one.

He stopped in surprise, looked sideways at Minato's expression, and called out in confusion, "Miaomen?"

Namikaze Minato looks bad.

His originally reddened face turned pale as paper, and he stared at him in a daze, Hailan's pupils trembled slightly, his hands, which were still one size smaller than Fei Shi's, kept shrinking, and his eyes quickly flooded with water. fog.

Fei Shi opened his eyes slightly, and was silent for a long time at a loss before stretching out his hand a little dullly: "Are you... crying?"

The white fingertips touched the corners of the boy's eyes, inexplicably cautious.

Minato's eyelids trembled, she turned her head away from his fingertips, and her pale lips trembled slightly.

"...Are you going to drive me away?"

He suddenly asked in a trembling voice, and his whole body was tense like a critical bow, which would break completely with just a little stimulation.

Fei Shi was taken aback for a moment, his emerald-like eyes watched his expression blankly, and said uncertainly, "You don't want to leave?"

"Of course I don't want to!" Minato's voice became louder out of control, and she turned back to look at him with red eye circles, and when she saw the slight astonishment on his face, she bit her lower lip tightly and fell silent.

"……I understand."

Fei Shi seemed to understand something from his excessive reaction, nodded quietly, raised his hand and patted his back with some consolation, and explained:

"I was just thinking, I tied you by my side for the reason of 'protecting me'. Now that you have become a ninja, I don't need to keep an eye on you all the time. You should have more freedom."

"No need! I don't feel that I have no freedom at all, I like to be by your side!"

Minato eagerly picked up the conversation the moment he finished speaking.

He looked up at him, his slender neck was raised, and the line of his neck, whose Adam's apple was not obvious, was constantly rising and falling due to rapid and unsteady breathing, looking like a dying swan.

Fei Shi looked back at him calmly, and patted his back again, his unchanging posture possessed a kind of calming power.

"Don't worry, I never said to drive you away. Don't forget, you saved me that time, and I haven't repaid you yet."

He was referring to the accidental kiss.

Minato reacted immediately, feeling a little frustrated with his clear accounts, but also sincerely relieved, freed from the panic that seemed to overwhelm him for a moment.

After calming down after being disturbed by the panic, Minato slowly relaxed the strength in his hand, and reorganized the conversation just now, a trace of sadness flashed quickly in his blue eyes.

"Then... that is to say, have Fei Shi and Oshemaru-sama become lovers?" He pretended not to care and asked, but held Fei Shi's other hand tightly.

"No." Fei Shi flatly refused, and led him to start walking home again, "You know I have no feelings, to be fair, I won't form a relationship with anyone."

Minato was stunned for a moment, then unconsciously let go of his other hand, and then asked, "What does 'for the sake of fairness' mean?"

Fei Shi was silent for a while, and then his voice sank when he spoke again.

"A true partner or marriage relationship is established on the basis of [like] or [love]. Since I can't give this kind of emotion to the other party, naturally I can't establish a relationship with it."

He replied calmly, with a subtle seriousness in his tone.

"I watched couples including my parents carefully when I was a child, and the answer I finally got was that this relationship is very beautiful, it is a stable relationship that only [humans] can have, and a guy like me is not qualified to be with other people. Formed."

Minato looked up at him, with distress flashing in his eyes: "But a person who truly loves you won't care about these things, and he will be very happy to establish a legitimate relationship with you!"

He unconsciously used the pronoun "he", but neither he nor Fei Shi noticed.

The young man with cherry hair just stared at the front with deep eyes, and he didn't know what to think of. After a while, he shook his head and said, "That's why I can't do this."

"why?"

"Because I don't have feelings. If a relationship is really established, then the other party will always be giving for me, but he can't get anything, because I don't know how to treat him well and give back to that share. Heavy love equals [emotion]."

Watergate froze.

He stared blankly at Fei Shi, feeling him rubbing his head, with countless perplexities in his slow movements.

"I don't want this to happen. Loving someone is very difficult, and loving someone is a very sacred profession. No one is qualified to keep asking for it, even if he is loved and the other person is willing. If I just I think it's very unfair to him to be in a relationship like that with someone who loves me."

When Fei Shi said this in a low voice, he turned his head slightly to look at the blond boy, his clear blue eyes faced the sunlight, and for a moment there was a dazed softness, which made the blond boy's breathing stop suddenly, and his eyes stared uncontrollably. big.

"Minato, you said that you would teach me all the emotions that humans should have?"

Minato's expression was a little hesitant: "Huh? Uh, uh..."

"Well, if there is such a day."

Fei Shi gently pressed his soft blond hair, squinted his eyes to look at the sun above his head, his eyes showed a very light color under the strong sunlight, clear and bright like glass.

At this moment, the hustle and bustle disappeared, the wind was still, and the golden dust floated silently in the air. The young man who looked like a god looked up at the sky, with a calm and focused expression, and whispered the whispers that made the world hold his breath.

"At that time, if there is still someone who is willing to love me, I will do my best to show him a smile, not to let him feel lonely, and earnestly ask him to form a proper relationship with me, and treat my love like He gave to me as much to him.”

silence.

It seemed like a century had passed, completely stunned, and Minato, who had completely forgotten all other reactions except staring at the person who seemed to be shining, saw Fei Shi look down at him, and heard him softly say— —

"Please, Minato."

The author has something to say: So I said a long time ago that the water gate stage is a very important turning point for Feishi. His thinking has changed now, and his initial goal is...to become a gentle person, um.

...At that time, it will really be unstoppable, Fei Shihehe.