[Comprehensive] If we have another possibility

What would Fei Shi be like if he lost his sister and his parents?

This is probably it.

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Osamu Dazai's solo is the product of being beaten by BEAST.

...It's a brainless ooc, I probably don't even know the Fei Shi in this chapter.

#Third person, Hei Ni Fei too, don’t like cp to detour#

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01

Yokohama, 6:00pm.

At dusk, at the time of magic, the blood-red sunset casts its afterglow on the street, dyeing it as dazzling as blood.

It seems that in the blink of an eye, there is no one on this bustling street all day long, and everything is swallowed up by "something" in an instant.

Then, "that" appeared.

The man who seemed to be synonymous with darkness stood there in the blink of an eye in the black suit standing guard, as if appearing out of thin air without a sound, his figure cast a long shadow on the ground.

At this moment, the whole building fell silent.

The man in black took a step forward and walked silently inside the building.

Wherever he went, every man in a black suit who froze his steps would shudder, wake up from fear, and bow his head towards him dripping with cold sweat.

However, the man who terrified them so much—a man wearing a black coat that covered his throat tightly, without a trace of human emotion in his eyes, even though he had an appearance that was as perfect as a god, but his own atmosphere of existence— Simply "nothing" itself.

He has no such thing as breath.All the qualities that belong to human beings seem to have never appeared in him. He looked at other people's eyes so silently that he seemed to be looking at a picture that had nothing to do with him.

It seems to be as far away as the whole world and inaccessible.

This kind of man calmly stepped into the most impregnable fortress in Yokohama like a walk, and went all the way to the top floor without hindrance. Mysterious room.

He stepped on the high-grade plush carpet that would not make a sound, and met the orange-haired young man behind the door who was about to open the door.

The other party was stunned for a moment, then took off his hat and stepped aside, with a calm and self-possessed voice: "Master Fei Shi."

Uchiha Feishi - the personal bodyguard and lover of Hong Kong black leader Osamu Dazai - took a quiet look at him.

It is no different from looking at others, as if looking at ants on the ground with indifferent eyes.

He immediately turned his gaze to look at the person sitting on the throne in the middle of the room.

Walked over without saying a word.

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at his back with chills all over his body, turned around and backed out without saying anything.

There is a unique atmosphere in the spacious chief's office.Whether it is the candle holders decorated for lighting or the desk set in the center, they are all unique high-end antiques in the world.

However, no matter what kind of decoration it is, it looks like an outsider who strayed into this room.

Because of the deep breath of death in the room, no matter what, it couldn't go away.

The floor and ceiling, including the four walls, were pure and oppressively black.Although the wall facing Yokohama will become transparent when electrified, this function is not allowed to be used when the man is not seen.

It's all about protecting the leader of the gangsters—the man who is now lying on his desk and falling into an uneasy sleep, Osamu Dazai.

Uchiha Hime stood still in front of Osamu Dazai's desk, looked down at his frowning brows for a while, and turned to leave.

A pale and thin hand that seemed to be able to see the bones clearly grasped the corner of his clothes at this moment.

"Hey..."

The icy breath approached his ears from behind, and the leader of Hong Kong gangsters, who was as cold as a dead man, stretched out his arms and hugged him from behind, rubbing his hairy head into Fei Shi's shoulder and neck, "... Fei Shichan, Where are you going?"

Fei Shi lightly closed his eyelids, allowing him to breathe in his ear which he would never let outsiders get close to.

"Just wanted to open the window."

His lips barely opened and closed, and he spoke words so thin that they seemed to melt into the air.

"...No." Osamu Dazai murmured childishly, let go of him slightly, waited for the other party to turn around tacitly, and fell into his broad embrace again, his forehead hair covering his eyes that were not covered by bandages.

"I hate the sun," he murmured.

Fei Shi raised his right hand and clasped him more intimately into his arms, his blue eyes were no longer clear, only twisted and bottomless black.

"Me too."

He whispered, grasping the cold fingertips of the person in his arms, and said in an aria-like calm and deep voice, "I hate it so much that I want to destroy it."

Osamu Dazai showed a sinking expression and a cracked broken smile in the dark of his arms.

"It's okay." He said softly, raised his head and lightly rubbed Fei Shi's cheek, the enlarged iris-colored single pupil only reflected the figure of the man alone.

"What you hate, I'll help you destroy it."

He spoke tenderly like a nightmare, and kissed the man's lips tenderly.

02

Those who had intersected with Uchiha Feishi later realized that the transformation of that man had been completely completed at the moment Uchiha Sarana died in retrospect.

What's ridiculous is that they still had illusions about his gentleness at that time, hoping that he could protect the world guarded by his family.

However, they were still too naive, that's why when they failed, they heard those cold remarks that made people fall into the ice cellar.

【"The current happiness is bought with the sacrifice of my sister. You guys still laugh so happily without knowing anything."】

【"To me now, your laughter is contempt and ridicule."】

【"—I want to turn those laughter into screams."】

He's not kidding.

Everyone is desperately aware of this.

【"Apart from your sister, do you really not care about anything?"] There were also people who asked this in grief and disbelief.

But the result?

【"What do you know about me?"】

Saying that, the man killed the person who was closest to him without hesitation, and his eyes looking down at the corpse were as indifferent as if they were looking at insignificant ants.

【"Outsiders shut up."】

【"You who don't know anything, are not qualified to question my choice."】

03

Uchiha Scarecrow disappeared.

After erasing everything he considered unreasonable, leaving countless echoes of horror, sorrow and despair, he completely disappeared from the world without any relatives or friends.

No one knows where he went.

04

It was quiet in the office.

It was so quiet that apart from the two of them, even the bodyguard outside the door was gone.

"Fei Shi-chan...Fei Shi-chan—I love you...I love you..."

The neurotic and repeated love words sounded like rain in the dark night, sometimes slowly, sometimes hurriedly, Dazai sitting on the desk hugging the man on his body trembled his lips, and gently caressed the back of his neck with trembling fingertips.

"I solved all the mimics, this time...you don't have to worry." Fei Shi wrapped his arms around his waist and whispered.

"Will you be with me forever?" Osamu Dazai turned a deaf ear to his untimely report, black swirls rolled in his affectionate eyes.

"Confirmed the news, Oda has been in Tokyo until today, and will come back the day after tomorrow at the latest." Fei Shi continued to report on official business, and at most responded by pecking his cheek.

This perfunctory move obviously couldn't satisfy Osamu Dazai.

Wrapping his hands and feet around the man like cheating, Osamu Dazai trembled his eyelashes, stretched out his hand to cover the bewildered mouth, and bit the corner of his lip with foggy eyes.

He looked at him, his obsessive and hoarse voice was barely audible.

"Wanting... more, wanting more..."

Midday on the moon.

Uchiha Hime opened the dark floor-to-ceiling windows, silently overlooking the night view of Yokohama.

After an unknown amount of time, the sleeping person beside him turned over, murmured indistinctly, and fumbled around with bandaged hands, as if looking for something.

Fei Shi stretched out his hand, grabbed his palm, and then clasped his fingers together.

"Um……"

During the day, the leader who had both the cruelty of a devil and the majesty of a king stretched his brows, and instinctively leaned towards the heat source, grabbing Fei Shi's clothes and showing a reassuring expression like a bird returning to its nest.

Fei Shi looked down at his childish sleeping face, and the profile of his face was unbelievably gentle.

"rule."

He softly called Osamu Dazai's name, slightly hooked his index finger, and brushed away a lock of curly hair on his lover's cheek.

"—I don't allow you to see Oda Sakunosuke by yourself."

The man who is doing gentle movements like caressing feathers is as tough and cold as a polar glacier, and cannot be rejected.

"Fighting against mimic in an organization without Oda, helplessly taking over after Mori Ougai, fighting against everything and expanding the organization... All the hard work I have done for this world where Oda is still writing novels, I respect be with you."

"So, this time is no exception."

Fei Shi's voice became weaker and weaker.

"I will never allow you to be hurt by an acquaintance you have never met in a place where I can't see, and you will show an expression that is about to cry."

The quiet, unwavering sound like snow made the night even more silent.

The stagnation in the air lasted for a moment before it was broken by the man's next calm words.

"In contrast to this."

As if he was amused, the man who hadn't smiled since the day his family died looked at Osamu Dazai's defenseless sleeping face, and showed the only real light smile that would only be shown in front of Osamu Dazai.

"Every day, I deliberately call me over when Zhong Ye is off work. Every day, I put people around me. I strike up a conversation with a woman in a cafe three times a week, hold hands, and send out an invitation to die for love..."

"This kind of cowardly, uneasy and cute temptation, I will treat it as never happened, and ignore them."

"after all……"

All the beautiful men in the world said this, and I don't know how many times they bowed their heads, and pressed soft kisses on Dazai Osamu's forehead.

... A guy who can get hurt even when he gets close to cotton, but he needs to be more careful and take care of him.

05

Fei Shi has always been aware of those temptations that Osamu Dazai carefully made, and has never asked Osamu Dazai what he meant.

He will only deal with those people without exception—this kind of indiscriminate cruelty is why Hong Kong gangsters, especially female members, fear him, and even more afraid of Dazai—and then kill the culprit leader Zai. Go back to the office and punish severely.

When the morbid love and possessive desire grow to the limit, whether it is Osamu Dazai or Fei Shi, the desire for the body is like a flower of evil that grows entangled, and the relationship reaches a terrible level.

They made love everywhere in the chief's office, all the black suits standing guard heard the chief's obsessed panting and crying begging, every corner of the carpet was full of young people's hot sweat and sticky body | Liquid.

Uchiha Feishi and Dazai Osamu, they are like two wounded beasts comforting each other, no... two desperate souls met the medicine to save themselves.

willing to drink poison.

Hishi has no bottom line connivance towards Dazai Osamu, and Dazai Osamu's obsession with Hishi is even more crazy. He even carved his name somewhere on his body when he committed suicide.

The ubiquitous sight, self-mutilation, distorted possessiveness, repeated confirmations guaranteed countless answers.

No one can stop this hysterical love, and it will never come to an end.

06

With Ryunosuke Akutagawa's attack on the Hong Kong Building, Osamu Dazai's plan finally ushered in the final stage.

He climbed to the top of the building after the final decisive battle between the two boys, facing Yokohama, and waited.

The wind was strong enough to invite.

Fiery setting sun, red bricks and hard tiles.

Osamu Dazai's leaning forward body was grasped by a hand with knuckles like iron pincers.

"Ahh...I finally came here, the moment I've been looking forward to..." Osamu Dazai who was caught opened his arms, closed his eyes and showed a dreamy smile.

"Fei Shi-chan, jump down with me."

He smiled and extended the invitation.

Uchiha Hime stood on the edge of the building with him, his black coat fluttering in the wind, he calmly watched the setting sun in the distance.

"No one can stop you. I knew it all along."

The man said this in a calm tone, let go of his hand, and stopped making any moves that would keep his lover from committing suicide.

However, Osamu Dazai's body stopped just before crossing the edge.

"Fei Shichan." He called out suddenly, his tone was no different from his usual coquettish, with a soft and gentle smile.

He turned his head to look at Fei Shi, his eyes reflected the light of the setting sun.

"What would you do if I died?"

Fei Shi calmly turned to look at him.

He stared at him intently, as if he was expounding the facts, and said every word in a flat voice: "If you die, I will destroy this world."

Osamu Dazai chuckled unsurprisingly: "Isn't that very interesting——"

"Then, I miss you all the time."

This is an agreement that has been kept for a long time.

"..."

Dazai Osamu's expression seemed to be blurred in the too gorgeous sunset.

The man's cold voice came from the opposite side, and shot into his heart precisely.

It seems like a century has passed.

He pressed his heart, and laughed softly.

I still can't do it.

Thinking lightly and self-destructively, he took a step forward and threw himself into the open arms of his lover.

"The only thing that makes Fei Shichan sad is something I don't even want to see."

Because I'm that - that -

I love you.

07

"Speaking of which, if three people know about the "book" at the same time, the world will become unstable, Hishi-chan. "

"so what?"

"No... Although the survival of the world doesn't matter, but—"

"You still want to protect Oda?"

"……Um."

"Then go to another world. A world without Uchiha Hime and Dazai Osamu."

"I agree~!"

"and also."

"?"

"—Aren't you a bit too concerned about Oda Sakunosuke?"

"..."

Osamu Dazai: Cool your ass, stay up all night tonight.

expect! ! !

The author has something to say: This chapter contains hidden small cars.I think I should have found it all?

Then, let’s talk about a few things to be said in this chapter.

1. Some sentences are from the StrayDogs library version: BEAST.

2. After reading BEAST, I couldn't control it and wrote it down.To be honest, I didn't have much feeling for Osamu Dazai before, but from that day on, I awakened, and I awakened my love for this man! ! ...so much so that I wrote the extra episode of this chapter [Very likely ooc] (...)

Cough, let’s get down to business, let me explain a few points——

1) It is also called Fei Shi "adult" and Fei Shi's disappearance.Here it means that he left his own world and casually entered the world where Osamu Dazai became the leader in the book, and the story unfolded.

2) What Fei Shi said "all outsiders shut up" is my revelation of his mental state.It is set in this if line that Zuo Liangna’s death is after Fei Shi returned home, that is to say, Fei Shi at the end of the text still only has family members in his heart, and everyone else is “outsiders” to him, and if compared with family members , is the kind of outsider who doesn't care if you kill him at any time.

3) The original intention of writing this chapter.

BESAT original text: ["If you can't write, no one in this world can write. I can assure you about this. Just keep your faith."

"Thank you. But even if someone who just met not long ago promises, it's not convincing."

It's just a line that directly says what comes to mind.

The ice cubes in the Youth Cup made a crackling sound.I looked at him, the young man froze while holding the cup.Be it the hand holding the cup, or the boyish expression, even the breathing is still as if frozen.

For a moment, there was an impossible imagination. ——I feel that the young man in front of me seems to be about to cry. 】

— absolutely not allowed.

Osamu Dazai would never be allowed to show that expression.

So, I changed.

Original text: ["It's hard work." The young man muttered, "It's really hard work. Fighting against mimic in an organization without you,

Reluctantly succeeding Mr. Mori, he expanded the organization against everything.It’s all for this world—”]

——Too hard.

Too much work, Dazai.

So, I want someone to accompany him and help him.If it was Hei Ni Fei who had destroyed the world and ignored human life, perhaps only the leader Zai could understand and tolerate this extreme and crazy idea... Such an idea gave birth to the two of them.

Ahem, well, in the final analysis, it was written by Master Yuanmeng, and part of the reason is that I smashed those bazooka mines and grenades for Wang Xiaotian... The main point is the solo episode.

So I couldn't help but write.It is clear that it is best not to write the ending of the single to the CP.If not, consider it a parallel world!Please forgive me! (Exit seat)

——So just watch and have fun!If you don't like detours, please comment if you like~

By the way, the next episode is the talk from the day before yesterday.The home game is probably (First Kiss, First Kiss, who failed to appear in more than 190 chapters|Night Predator cough cough cough) brother blogger.I've been waiting for a long time, it's really not easy for you, although I don't know how much of your role will be left after joining the sixth generation old fox...but I will try my best.

Love you guys! !what~

——感谢在2020-06-2621:02:07~2020-07-0117:26:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: WF Scarlet, Ming Xiu, Jiuzhong 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 16 bottles of Milkshake Jun; I want to die, don't save me 5 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!