[Comprehensive] If we have another possibility

The floor of the clean and unpopular apartment was cold, and it was pitch black, except for the faint light of a cluster of fires by the bedside.

Uchiha Hime was pushed and fell to the ground hard, the back of his head hit the steps of the entrance, and he let out a muffled groan unconsciously in his nasal cavity.

He squinted in pain, his left wrist was tightly held by the man above him, he could only use his right elbow to support the ground, and wanted to sit up: "What are you drunk--"

The unfinished words were blocked again, he could barely raise his head, and the silver-haired man who was kneeling on him bent his head and bumped into his lips again, fiercely, accompanied by trembling snorts and low panting, as well as acrid alcohol taste.

Fei Shi frowned slightly, and just about to raise his hand, the silver-haired man clenched his left hand tightly like a prophet, pressed his right arm, and pressed his lower body tightly with his legs. Let him move in the slightest.

Fei Shi's movements paused slightly, his dark eyes were dim, and he suddenly burst out with astonishing strength and strength. With a straight back, he pushed the person back under him, lowered his eyes slightly, and said in a scary voice: "You've had enough trouble!" No?"

Hatake Kakashi panted heavily without saying a word, raised his head under him and looked at him short of breath, his cheeks were stained a little red for some reason.

He licked the corners of his bright red and beautiful lips, stared closely at Fei Shi's dark eyes, but suddenly laughed hoarsely.

"What are you guilty of?"

He asked sharply and sharply, not missing the strange moment of the cherry-haired youth.

The man then curled his lips a little sarcastically, his appearance was not at all like his usual good-natured appearance, but had a bit of the darkness and coldness of his youth.

"Surprised you? Are you disappointed? That's right, I'm no longer the idiot kid who used to hang around you all day long, treating you like a god and a patron saint. Of course you will feel disappointed!"

Fei Shi pursed his lips and turned his face coldly: "I don't understand what you're talking about."

"Don't play dumb with me!!" Hatake Kakashi suddenly burst into a roar, his deep voice was hoarse like sand.

His only remaining single eye was fixed on Fei Shi, and a strong sense of sarcasm slowly appeared in his eyes, as well as sharp and inexplicable sadness.

"You remember me, don't you?" he said softly.

"..."

Fei Shi's hand on his shoulder tightened uncontrollably.

The door was wide open behind him, and the corridor was dark.The moon hidden behind the cumulus clouds slowly emerged, and the dim moonlight poured into the open door, illuminating the outline of Kakashi who already belonged to a mature man.

At this moment, Fei Shi looked at him and suddenly lost his voice.

In front of this person, all the words he could think of seemed so pale and powerless.

Hatake Kakashi is different from everyone else.

Only to this person, he made a promise with his own mouth, but also broke the promise himself.

Unknowingly, Kakashi had completely let go of the strength he had just struggled with.He just lay there looking at the silent Fei Shi, almost couldn't help laughing.

Smile coldly, even more sadly.

"Speak, Fei Shi. Why don't you speak?" He asked lightly, his voice was so calm that it felt unreal.

Fei Shi looked at him motionlessly, with a somewhat unclear expression.

The upper half of Kakashi's face was submerged in the darkness, and after a while, he said softly in a whisper-like voice: "...Okay, if you don't tell me, then I'll ask you."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Fei Shi's response, he raised his hand and grabbed his left wrist, rubbing his thumb against his scabbed wound: "...Whose name is engraved here, Fei Shi?"

Fei Shi didn't answer him.

There are gusts of cold wind blowing from behind, mixed with fine snow particles that have not yet melted.The cherry-haired youth turned his head to one side, pulled the silver-haired man to stand up as a cover-up, and closed the door behind him: "Don't lie here, get up first—"

"I ask you whose name this is!" The hoarse voice suddenly became louder, and Kakashi pushed him against the door, his eyes were almost bloodshot.

Fei Shi lowered his head without saying a word, a little dumb.

The things related to Yato are too shocking, and I can't explain clearly in a sentence or two.And he still has some common sense anyway, knowing that everything he says at this time is wrong...

Speaking of which, this "common sense" was also taught by the person in front of him.

Untimely, distracted thoughts turned back to the current situation, Fei Shi shifted his gaze to the hand that was holding him, and lowered his eyes slightly.

The man's hands are very big, no longer as small as when he was a teenager.But this hand is also very cold now, where it touches his skin, there is a biting chill everywhere.

Kakashi waited silently for a while, his face paled.

"You don't want to answer me."

He murmured, and there seemed to be a few cracks in his calm voice.

Feeling the sharp pain from his heart numbly, he clenched his palms bit by bit, and asked with difficulty: "Why?"

He stared at Fei Shi unblinkingly, with a dark constriction and madness in his eyes, and his speech speed gradually accelerated: "Why didn't you answer me? In your eyes, I am so insignificant? I am so insignificant to you. What the hell is it? Is it a plaything that doesn't matter if you live or die?"

Fei Shi looked at him in astonishment, and frowned incomprehensibly: "What are you talking about, why do you think so?"

"Why do I think so?"

Kakashi seemed to be amused and sarcastically repeated, with dark tides in his eyes.

He pressed Fei Shi's shoulders hard, staring into his eyes, not wanting to miss any emotion: "Then tell me, you came from another time and space, before we met, you already knew me in the future, Yes or no?"

"..."

Fei Shi frowned slightly, and stood in the dark without saying a word.

This man is too smart.

The flaws he has leaked in front of him for a long time are nothing but the pupil power related to time, and the aphasia of "how did you become so young" that blurted out.

Based on these two clues that are not clues at all, he can deduce the truth of the whole matter.

Kakashi looked at him who was silent for a long time before making a soft, almost inaudible voice: "If you don't speak, you are acquiescing."

There is something wrong with the emotion revealed in this whisper.Fei Shi looked at him in bewilderment, and blinked his eyes for some reason.

— He was sorry for his concealment, but that was all.

—He didn't understand why Kakashi asked this.

Kakashi closed his eyes with trembling eyelids, and the aura on his body was gradually suppressed to the extreme following the long silence of the cherry-haired youth, but his voice was still soft, and his whole body was so contradictory, as if something terrible was dormant in it. In his body: "You haven't changed at all."

Under Fei Shi's gaze, he sighed in a strange and calm tone, his breathing gradually became short of breath, suddenly the corners of his lips curled up, he lowered his head and smiled with an indistinct expression.

"Ha...it really is like this...it turns out..."

Fei Shi looked at the man who suddenly laughed out loud, and his doubts deepened.

For the first time, he had the feeling that he couldn't understand Hatake Kakashi, but even though he didn't understand why this person seemed so wrong, he still tried hard to explain it from his own perspective:

"Are you angry? Why? I admit that I did know you in the future. I'm sorry I didn't tell you... But it's because of this that I chose to help you from the beginning. After all, one day you will Going through those with my future self—"

He suddenly cut off his words while talking, and looked at Kakashi more and more confused: "What's wrong with you? You don't look very good."

Kakashi does look bad.

His face was as pale as a dead man in the night, his lips trembled unsteadily, and he seemed to be looking at him in disbelief, and some kind of cold emotion slowly fermented in his dark eyes: "So, you are because of that I will hold my hand?"

"That you?"

Fei Shi paused for a moment, showing an incomprehensible expression, hesitated for a moment, and chose to speak bluntly: "I thought you were the same person."

Kakashi's mouth opened silently.

His face was pale, as if he couldn't make a sound for a while, he suddenly let go of his hand as if he lost his strength, and staggered back two steps.

A bad feeling faintly rose in Fei Shi's heart, and he reached out to help him: "Kakashi? You—"

"How could you do that—?!!"

All of a sudden, as if a switch had been flicked on, the man with gloomy eyes erupted out of nowhere.

He opened Feishi's hand suddenly, looking at him with despair in his eyes, his hand wearing a fingerless glove slammed into his palm, and his voice was almost broken: "Uchiha Feishi, you never cared pass me, don't you?"

Fei Shi looked at him in disbelief, his lips moved after hearing this, and subconsciously denied: "No——"

"Then why did you leave? Why did you abandon me?!"

The steady voice of the silver-haired man was completely torn apart. He stared at Fei Shi firmly, venting his anger loudly and painfully, with resentment and pain, the tone was as sharp as a knife weeping blood.

"Because I am irrelevant and insignificant to you, so you just discarded it at will?!"

"In the end, it doesn't matter whether it's my fear or my feelings, you won't take it to heart!"

The person who yelled out sharp questions like sharp knives with all his strength, but his face looked paler than the person who was yelled at.

The tightly clenched hands on his side spasmed sickly due to excessive tension, almost hysterically asking questions that seemed to come from the soul, but the more they went on, the more stagnant and difficult, the whole body trembled and was on the verge of collapse.

Only he himself knew that since he found that person lying at the bottom of the cliff with blood dripping a few days ago, he was completely in a mess. For 12 years, he has been thinking about him every day and night. He has thought about what it would be like to see this person again countless times, what he will say, what he will do...

But he never thought that Fei Shi would forget him, and think of him as another person he didn't know if he would become, and since that night 19 years ago, it was because of that person that he accepted him gently and tolerantly he.

Hatake Kakashi never thought his life would be so ridiculous.

In his heart, he has long insisted that even his soul belongs to him, and since the night of the nine tails, the only reason why he is still living in this world like a walking corpse is just hoping to see him again, to be able to Listen to him calling his name again.

— but the result?

Kakashi stood two steps away and looked deeply into Feishi's eyes, only feeling that his heart was being torn apart by an invisible big hand, and the severe pain that made him unable to breathe spread all over his body, like a bottomless pit Suck all the heat from his body.

The apex of his heart throbbed uncontrollably, he opened his mouth with all his strength, trembling and making a desperately suppressed but still hard to hide self-deprecating and desperate voice——

"It turns out that what I have always considered more important than my life... was just a charity from others in the first place."

The man's voice echoed in the night for a long time.

Uchiha Feishi slowly opened his eyes wide, with a look of shock and bewilderment, and finally understood what he was talking about.

His exquisite and heroic brows are rarely frowned to stern, and his flawless side face is as cold and hard as a sculpture. He grabbed Kakashi's arm without hesitation, and stared at him closely: "I never thought like that Yes! For a long time, everything I have done is because of you!"

Kakashi looked at him indifferently, his cold eyes full of darkness and paranoia.

He sneered with a broken heart: "Don't lie, I understand better than anyone else that your nature is cold and cruel. Why are you so kind to a child who has never met before? After all, it's not because of me." ?”

Fei Shi's brows became more and more tight, he pursed his lips slightly, trying to convey his meaning clearly: "Maybe it was right at first, but I—"

"Enough! I don't want to hear your lies!!"

Once again, Kakashi interrupted him with an angry yell, the gloomy emotions in his eyes rolled violently, but he lowered his eyes to cover all the madness, and whispered almost inaudibly: "Regardless of the facts No matter what, I will never let you leave me again."

Fei Shi, who was secretly feeling troublesome, tightened his hands: "What did you say?"

Kakashi slowly raised his eyes to look at him, the momentary darkness in his eyes made Fei Shi slightly stunned.

——The sakura-haired young man who has almost never lost control, with deep wrinkles between his brows, looked at himself with an irresistible, hesitant to speak eyes.

Even though Kakashi hadn't seen him for a long time, and he still had cruel and invisible thoughts in his heart, he couldn't help throbbing at this moment, his single eyes showed a complicated trance, and his heart was extremely sour.

How could the heartbeat and love he brought to him be diluted by complaints and time.Uchiha Feishi once gave him all the tenderness and pampering he could give, allowing him to grow up by his side without any scruples.

In those most difficult times, he is the light, the warmest safe haven, where all his anxieties and fragility are placed.

and so……

... It is even more impossible for him to let him go again.

Kakashi lowered his eyes to cover all his emotions, moved his icy cold body, and suddenly took a step forward, stretched out his arms to hug Feishi without warning, and immediately involuntarily hugged his waist and back tightly. Curled up slightly, as if seeking comfort.

Fei Shi was stunned for a moment, and immediately hugged him back after realizing the reaction, ignoring the vague premonition in his heart, he tightened his warm arms.

Kakashi's fingertips trembled silently.

In the darkness, the familiar smell engraved into the soul enveloped him with a warm breath, like a warm current injected into his icy cold body, causing his blood flow to speed up and his heart to beat uncontrollably.

He buried his head in Fei Shi's arms, the corners of his eyes turned red unknowingly, and the moment he spoke, he could hardly control the hoarseness in his voice:

"how dare you……"

"what--?"

Fei Shi's voice stopped abruptly, he pursed his lips and endured the sudden sharp pain on his shoulder, silently raised his right hand, and gently stroked the back of the man in his arms with trembling fingertips.

The smell of fresh rust filled his mouth, Kakashi felt his gentle movements almost suffocatingly, closed his eyes with red eyes, tightly grasped the clothes behind him with both hands, even his fingers were too hard And trembling.

how dare you……

How dare you carve someone else's name on your body...!How dare you just leave me like that!

Uchiha Feishi, you...you really deserve to die...!

Sad and weeping complaints turned desperately in his mind, Kakashi tightly hugged the thin waist of the cherry-haired young man, silent for a long time in grief, finally let go slowly, trembling eyelashes, like a wounded Like a small beast, it gently licked and kissed the wound that was still bleeding.

Fei Shi's tense body slowly relaxed following his movements, and let out a breathless breath.

He rubbed Kakashi's head comfortingly, and his tone was even a little relaxed: "Is it better?"

Obviously he was the one who was bitten, but actually asked him if he was better.

Kakashi couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth, and when he didn't know it, he evoked a soft smile.

His eyes were dark, he tilted his head and kissed Fei Shi's side face lightly, his voice was hoarse: "No."

Fei Shi nodded unsurprisingly, and said generously: "If you don't have one, just keep biting it, and listen to my explanation after calming down."

Kakashi couldn't hold back a chuckle, his eyebrows were curved and his eyes were gentle, but the words he said concealed a deep meaning: "You can bite anyway? Really?"

Fei Shi nodded unsuspectingly: "Really, I will never lie to you."

Kakashi couldn't help pursing his lips, resting his forehead on his collarbone, and smiled softly.

"it is good."

He spoke in a hoarse voice, pointed his white fingers at the big bed, his eyes that were not seen by Fei Shi were full of haze——

"Go up and take off your clothes."

The author has something to say: Uchiha Feishi: ...?

Hatake Kakashi [sickly laughing]: I'll bite you (reread).

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