[Comprehensive] If we have another possibility

Outside the window, the rain was pattering and falling continuously.

Fei Shi sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the hotel room with his mobile phone in his hand, his blue eyes reflecting the rain outside the window.

["Hmm... Is there no memory of what happened after arriving at that shrine?"]

Osamu Dazai's voice rang on the phone, his voice was muffled and echoed, as if he was in a closed space.

"I can vaguely remember meeting two people, but I can't remember the name and appearance...even the gender." Fei Shi lightly rubbed his temples, frowning slightly, "And as time goes by, the memory becomes more and more more blurred."

["That's weird... why did you decide to go there in the first place, sir?"]

Dazai Osamu did not know what he was busy with, but there was a faint sound of water.

"I don't remember this either... Are you in the bathroom?" Fei Shi keenly noticed something.

["Oh, yes."] There was a sly smile in Osamu Dazai's tone, he deliberately lowered his voice, pretending to be pitiful, ["Mr. Miss me? It's been raining for the past few days, no sir I'm so cold at night..."]

"..." Fei Shi indifferently took the phone from his ear: "Goodbye."

He was about to hang up the phone as he said that, at this moment, something suddenly appeared in his mind, the image of the blonde woman kissing him gently flashed past, making Fei Shi stunned.

["...Sir?"] Osamu Dazai called on the other end of the phone.

Fei Shi's eyes flickered for a few seconds, and he said with the same tone: "It's nothing, go to sleep, I'll be back in a few days."

Without further delay, he hung up the phone decisively, got up, picked up his coat and went out.

There was a busy tone coming from the mobile phone on the sink. The tall, fair young man was standing under the shower, his black hair was soaked, water dripped continuously down his chin, and the smile gradually disappeared from his face.

Come back in a few days?

Thinking of something, the eyes of the young man who had been silent for a long time slowly curled up, but the gentle smile was far from reaching his eyes.

——That can’t be done.

The air on a rainy night is a bit chilly.

Once again brazenly preparing to sleep out under the eaves of the Tenjin Shrine, the accompaniment huddled in the corner with his arms folded, but the usual dissatisfaction disappeared from his face.

She was silent for a while with a dejected expression, then looked up at the God Master who was sitting on the merit box and didn't know what he was thinking, with worry in her eyes.

Where she couldn't see, Yato lowered his head, looking at the ground numbly as if his soul had been sucked out.

In the silent night, there is only the sound of rain.

suddenly.

"I just said why I suddenly felt cold all over. It turned out that someone was crying sadly in front of my door."

An old but oily voice came from one side, and the accompanying voice immediately stood up vigilantly, and then froze when he saw the person clearly: "Are you...?"

The god smiled friendly at her, and shook his head to signal her to keep quiet.

Yato still maintained the original posture without any reaction, but his head was lowered a bit.

He didn't even refute Tenshen's joke, just opened his mouth and said in a weak and dry voice: "Qing Ma doesn't remember anything about me, Tenshen. He forgot about me—"

"Wouldn't that be nice."

"—!?"

Yetou was shocked all over, and it took several seconds to hear what the god said, and he looked up at him slowly and unbelievably, his eyes widened: "... what?"

The god held the wat board in his hand, looked ahead expressionlessly, and calmly spoke rational but cruel words.

"Your relationship was broken a long time ago, Yato-kun. No matter how he survived, it is a fact that he is a human being now. If he has too much contact with this world, he will become You can't live in your own world."

He looked down at Yato who looked pale as if his strength had been taken from him, and sighed slightly.

"He is a human being, and you are a god. He will always forget your existence quickly like this time. After all, you are people from different worlds. If you have no connection with Yato-kun like this, then the child will not get lost Between this shore and the other shore, this is the child's happiness."

"..."

The rain ahead was getting heavier.

The air was dead silent.

After a long time, Yato moved imperceptibly.He lowered his head slightly, his eyes were covered by rain-wet hair, making him look so fragile and confused, his pale skin seemed to be swallowed by the deep night, and his whole body was pale.

The god was right, he understood.

He understands right...but...but ah...!

Clenching his trembling teeth with all his strength, Yato clenched his hands silently, his knuckles were bloodless, and his Adam's apple kept sliding in pain.

Really... Do you want to give up?

Such a cold but gentle... the person he loves most in the world... really want to give up?

The suffocating heartache came from his chest, and Yato breathed hard. In a trance, he seemed to have returned to that snowy night. Dazzling orange red, the edges of the face are as flawless as porcelain.

He held an ancient five-yuan coin in his palm, clasped his hands together, and closed his eyes reverently.

【"I want to be [person]."】

"..."

Yato's eyes suddenly turned red.

The voice was standing behind him, watching his trembling back sadly: "Mr. Yato..."

"I see."

Suddenly, the voice that faded away from all the struggle sounded strangely and calmly.

Yato held the smooth copper coin whose original pattern could no longer be seen on his chest, and slowly tightened his five fingers, enduring all unrealistic impulses, closing his eyes, pretending to be calm but couldn't help but say in a trembling voice: "If That's what he expects...then I...I-"

"What do I expect?"

The extremely tense words were interrupted mercilessly by a cold voice.

Yeto raised his head abruptly, his pupils constricted and his eyes trembled. He looked at the cherry-haired youth who was walking quickly in the rain in disbelief. He stood up in a panic for a few seconds, opened his mouth, and spit out a few words. Dry syllables: "Fei Shi...? How do you—"

"Did I say that I am the main body? Just now, the Bishamon side has not disappeared. I sent back the memory, so I remembered what happened today, and immediately set off to find you."

After Fei Shi finished explaining in a few words, he stood still under the eaves of the shrine, ignoring the other two, just quietly looking at Yato, and paused when he saw his red eyes, and the expression between his brows softened imperceptibly down.

"Feel sorry."

He apologized suddenly, met Yeto's more bewildered gaze, hesitated for a moment, raised his hand to caress the corner of his eyes, his voice softened, and the whole person seemed to be indescribably gentle, which was heart-warming .

"It's all my fault. I know I forgot something very important. I'm sorry. If it's possible, can you give me a chance to look at the memories we made together?"

Yato's eyelashes trembled, and he looked at him unresponsively.

Take a look at the memories?

……What's the meaning?

He was a little confused about Fei Shi's meaning, but his brain went blank when he was staring at him with those eyes. He could only look at him helplessly, his handsome face was flushed, and he didn't know where to ask.

Tenshen watched calmly from the sidelines, at this moment he unfolded a folding fan to cover half of his face, and asked without emotion: "Once Qing Ma-kun, there is a question I want to ask you - what do you plan to do after seeing these memories?" ?”

Yato took a breath and didn't have time to think about why the god asked such a question, but looked at the opposite person anxiously and fearfully, waiting for his answer.

Fei Shi's eyelids drooped slightly, silently feeling the emotions conveyed through the touching skin, and after a while, under Yato's increasingly nervous gaze, he said in a low voice: "...I don't know."

Ye Dou was stunned.

God squinted his eyes: "You don't know? Then—"

"However, there is one thing I do understand."

Fei Shi's calm expression remained unchanged, and before the wise god spoke again, he continued to speak, his eyes were always looking directly at Yato, and his expression was unusually serious.

"No matter what, I don't want to forget you again."

"..."

The god with beautiful ice-blue pupils seems to have completely lost his voice, he didn't even know where he flew to, but his ears were slightly red, his eyes were bright, and he was looking wholeheartedly at his sweetheart who was just a few feet away.

There will be such a reaction, and there is no need to say more about his answer.

The god sighed in his heart, shook his head silently, and his figure disappeared in a golden light.

Since ancient times, there have been many cases of man and god falling in love, but he has stayed in the world for so many years, and he has never seen a case with a good result.

However, if it is so easy to let go, then love is not love.

This is all he can do, the rest... can only be seen by Yato and Fei Shi himself.

Fei Shi sighed softly and asked patiently softly, "Would you like me to see your memory?"

Yato looked at him without blinking, his cheeks were reddish, and his ice-blue pupils were full of warmth and tolerance, as if all the love and thoughts in the past had melted into these feather-soft gazes.

Before he could speak, the accompanying voice who had been gripping his heart breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly said, "Well, Mr. Yato, before you continue, should I...?"

She leaned against the wall awkwardly and went outside, pointing at the gate of the shrine to leave.

Yato was stunned, and when he realized it, his face flushed instantly. After seeing all the stupidity he showed in front of his sweetheart, he felt that he would have no face to face the artifacts that fought side by side in the future, and he almost had the urge to find a crack in the ground and sneak in.

With sweaty hands and feet, he stammered and said a series of words that he didn't know what to do: "Ah, ah, this--ok, okay, soundtrack, please be careful...that, you, don't care about what happened just now... !"

The accompanying voice also felt embarrassed for some reason: "Yes, yes! I pretended I didn't see it!"

The off-line master and servant were looking at each other in embarrassment. Fei Shi looked at Yato who asked him for help silently, stepped forward calmly, and handed out a magnetic card and an umbrella that he was useless: "I was in the previous The hotel booked another single room, if you don’t mind—”

Before he finished speaking, the voice assistant gratefully took the thing with both hands and quickly walked away: "I'm sorry for your trouble! Mr. Yato, see you tomorrow!"

See you tomorrow, see you tomorrow...

Cleverly receiving her hint, Yatou was so embarrassed that his neck turned red, his whole body was nailed stiffly in place, and he didn't dare to look up at Fei Shi at all.

The shrine became quiet again, and Yato looked at Fei Shi's clothes with erratic eyes, and after a long time of mental struggle, he finally asked in a hoarse voice: "Are you serious about what you just said? It's just..."

His voice gradually weakened, and the tip of his nose blushed: "I don't want to forget me again...what—"

"Seriously."

An unusually firm voice interrupted him.

Yeto looked slightly stunned, and looked up at Fei Shi in surprise. After seeing his blue eyes staring at him without hesitation, his pupils shrank slightly, his Adam's apple rolled twice, and he suddenly lowered his head.

"This lie... can I take it as the truth?"

He grabbed his clothes tightly and murmured almost inaudibly, his voice was already crying.

Fei Shi couldn't hear clearly: "What?"

Tightening the line of his lips slightly, Yato smiled and raised his head as usual: "It's nothing."

He stared at Fei Shi intently, with a warm and nostalgic smile in his eyes, and the tails of his eyes were slightly red.

"So, how do you want to see my memory?" He rubbed his eyes, and then returned to his original appearance, asking energetically.

Fei Shi observed his expression and made sure that he showed no signs of reluctance, so he raised his hand to clasp the back of his head, and approached him in response to his sudden stiffness.

The distance suddenly narrowed to the point of being bewildered, Yato opened his eyes wide and nervously looked at Fei Shiruhua's eyebrows, subconsciously closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly and his breathing was disordered, as if he was waiting for something.

Fei Shi paused, and reminded a little helplessly: "Open your eyes, if you want me to kiss you, you can bring it up later."

"..."

Yetou opened his eyes blushing, and dodged around in embarrassment, not even daring to look up at him.

Fei Shi sighed silently, hooked Yato's chin, and half forced him to look into his eyes.

With a flash of red light, he entered Yato's spiritual world without hindrance.

The author has something to say: I am guilty, I feel sorry for Yato, and I want to add a role to him! 【This trembling sound—】...so I didn't write about Dazai【Guilty.jpg】

But even so, it will return to Hokage in the next or next chapter... emmm, guess Dazai's script or the time when Feishi returns?