After binding the system I was forced to dress in women [Quick Transmigration]

How long is ten years?

Is it ten years of life and death, or when will spring blossom and autumn moon come?

Xu Mingyou didn't know.

He only knows that during this long time, he is the one who looks at the stars, the moon, the one who eats, the one who takes a bath, and the one who wakes up, but there is no him in the dream.

He is 32 years old and is the youngest research team leader in the institute. He sat in the office, recorded the data in detail at his desk, and deduced the formula over and over again, until someone knocked on his door.

"Please come in."

The door was gently pushed open, and a blonde girl came in, who was his new assistant Emma, ​​a graduate student who had just graduated, and strictly speaking, his junior sister.

Emma greeted him politely, walked to his desk, took out the withered flowers in the vase, wrapped them up and threw them into the trash can, and inserted a bouquet of fresh flowers into it.

Xu Mingyou saw the flowering branches out of the corner of his eyes, and raised his head. After seeing the vibrant white gypsophila, his eyes burst with thousands of emotions in an instant.

Emma noticed his eyes, paused her hands, and hesitated: "Doctor, don't you like this kind of flower?" She has not been here for a long time, and she still doesn't know what this gentleman likes, but she just thinks he is too lifeless , such a handsome and eye-catching person, but lifeless all day long, so I occasionally bring some flowers over, hoping that he can relax a bit when he sees these vibrant flowers.

Xu Mingyou shook his head and smiled at her gently: "No, I love it, thank you."

Emma was relieved. Before she came, she had heard from other seniors and sisters that Dr. Xu had the mildest temper among all the researchers in the Institute. This made her happy for a long time, because an excellent researcher like him would inevitably suffer Some have a bad temper.

After coming here, Dr. Xu is a handsome gentleman. Even if she makes mistakes, she will not scold her, but will patiently tell her how to analyze. She often sighs with her friends, "My God! Dr. Xu is the best person in the world! "

She put the flowers in place, went to the window and opened the window, the bright sunlight came in, and the golden light jumped on the desk. Xu Mingyou squinted his eyes and looked up into the dazzling light. Someone's figure stood in the sun, looking back and smiling at him.

He blinked very slowly, and the figure disappeared. Emma smiled at him and walked out quietly.

The office fell silent. He looked at the flowers in the vase for a while, then reached out his hand and caressed the delicate white and fragile flowers like a demon, as gentle as if he was stroking someone's face.

"Ten years." He murmured, "You left me for ten years."

When he got the news of his departure at the beginning, he thought he was having a nightmare. How could it be possible? He had just talked to him not long ago. He was so full of vigor and vitality. His life had just begun, so how could he leave? How could it end?

Now he knows that he has never left, and still exists vividly in his every day.

After the first phase of research, he got a short vacation. The moment he got off the plane back to his motherland, he heard the familiar native language by his ears, and he felt that he had a home, not a homeless one.

He went home first, the house was empty and there was no breath of life, but it was very clean, he knew that Aunt Li and the others would always find someone to clean it for them.

In the afternoon, he went to the cemetery, stood in front of Xu Jiancheng's tombstone, put down the flowers in his hands, his face was expressionless, and his heart was very calm, without resentment, let alone hatred.

Someone taught him what love was, and he forgot the tormenting emotion of hate.

After returning from the cemetery, he went to S University. This school has not changed much compared to ten years ago. The students are either busy or leisurely walking on the campus. Their young faces are full of vitality, just like them that year.

He was strolling slowly, and when he passed the green belt, a fat orange cat jumped out of it. Seeing him, Yuanyuan turned around, ran to his side with its stomach shaking, and rubbed against his trouser legs to act coquettishly.

Most of the cats in the school are not afraid of people. He squatted down, stretched out his hand and gently stroked its head, then scratched its chin, making it purr with satisfaction. Xu Mingyou smiled, and suddenly heard With the sound of "click", he looked up, and there were two girls who were taking pictures of him. After being spotted, they nodded to him embarrassedly, and then ran away one by one.

He came to the door of Gu's house and knocked on the door lightly. After a while, someone asked inside, "Who is it?"

"it's me."

There was a moment of silence inside, and then a happy voice came: "Is it Mingyou?" The door was quickly opened, and Li Jingru appeared inside with a pleasant smile on her face.

She had wrinkled her face over the past ten years, but she didn't look old, and she let the man in and brought him a pair of slippers.

Xu Mingyou walked in, the people upstairs heard the sound, and ran down the stairs patteringly, ran to stop in front of him, looked up at him, and said happily: "Brother Mingyou, you are here!"

Xu Mingyou smiled and touched his head. This is Aunt Li's adopted child, named Gu Xuan. For some reason, this child seems to like him very much.

Gu Xuan pulled him to go upstairs, and said while walking, "Brother Mingyou, you are finally back, I miss you so much, come quickly and let me show you the little airplane I made myself."

Xu Mingyou pursed his lips and smiled, he was still called elder brother at his own age, he followed up, Li Jingru shouted from downstairs: "Xuan'er, your brother Mingyou hasn't eaten yet, don't make trouble with him."

Gu Xuan turned around and said mischievously: "Mom, your cooking is too bad. Dad is not at home. I will take my brother out to eat later."

Li Jingru smiled with her hips on her hips: "Hey you little bastard!"

Xu Mingyou was dragged to Gu Xuan's room. The boy's room was full of various toys and posters. Gu Xuan took out a model airplane, which he designed and modified by himself. The small airplane was very delicate. It can be seen that he worked very hard.

"Very beautiful." Xu Mingyou praised sincerely.

Gu Xuan raised her head and looked at him with bright eyes, "Really?"

Xu Mingyou was stunned, the child's eyes unexpectedly resembled his.

He laughed, patted his head and repeated, Gu Xuan jumped up happily, took the small plane to simulate the flight trajectory, whining, then ran back and asked him seriously: "What if I Give it to my brother, will he like it?"

Xu Mingyou's heart tugged, but he was soon surrounded by warm currents. He knew who the elder brother Gu Xuan was talking about, and looked at him seriously, "He will definitely like it."

"Yeah! Then when my brother comes back, I'll give it to him!" Gu Xuan was elated, holding up the small plane and flying, as if he wanted the plane to take him to the place where his brother was.

After dinner, Xu Mingyou came to Gu Xizhao's room. This room was still the same as it was ten years ago, and it hadn't changed at all.

He stood in front of the wall painted with the sea of ​​stars for a long time, touching the person holding the guitar under the sea of ​​stars, as if he was afraid of breaking it.

He gently took down the guitar hanging on the wall, and plucked the strings with his fingers. After not playing for a long time, the strings of the guitar had become loose. He adjusted it, and a guitar piece played, with gentle notes Lovingly chasing and running out from his fingertips.

As soon as the song passed, Xu Mingyou hugged the guitar. That person seemed to be still sitting there, reading a book with glasses on. He had a lot to say to him.

I learned this guitar piece that you didn't finish teaching.

You can see that my playing is not bad, brother Xu is so omnipotent.

I have already rented the apartment. Whenever you come, we will take the cat and dog home. If you are not here, I am afraid that I cannot keep them well.

.........

He sat alone in the room, and his aura permeated everywhere. It seemed that as long as he sat here, he would open the door and come in soon, and said happily, "Oh, brother Xu, are you in my room? What about huh?"

Thinking of this, Xu Mingyou lowered his head and smiled softly.

"I miss you very much." He said in a low voice.

After staying in the country for two more days, Xu Mingyou went to see his former teacher. Zheng Yuan knew he was back, so he drove to look for him. The second idiot back then is now the father of a pair of children.

His wife is their high school alumni. It is said that they met at the school sports meeting. After Zheng Yuan went abroad, the two lost contact, but they met again after returning. After going around for so many years, they finally achieved a positive result. It can be seen that fate is so mysterious.

They sat in the private room, Zheng Yuan got a little fatter, and his mature face still had traces of the past. He poured a cup of tea and handed it over, and asked: "These years... how have you been?"

Xu Mingyou nodded, smiled and said, "Very good."

Zheng Yuan also laughed, and patted him, "That's good, you kid now..."

The two chatted about the past while eating, and the gaps over the years were filled with the same memories. After the meal, they waved goodbye and waited for the next encounter.

Zheng Yuan watched his lonely back leave, the smile on his face disappeared, replaced by a touch of melancholy, he felt guilty for hiding from him at that time, when Xu Mingyou knew Gu Xizhao's departure, he was the first to When he rushed to his side, he could never forget the appearance of Xu Mingyou at that time, and he couldn't believe that a person's eyes could be so lifeless, with such thick despair, as if even the pupils were gray, from the inside out. Outside is the dead sea-like silence.

Fortunately, after so many years, I finally survived.

Xu Mingyou returned to his small research room again, he seemed to have nothing but research in his eyes, and many people had courted him, but he politely refused, and some people asked him why he didn't choose a partner. Always tell them patiently, with gentle eyes that seem to be looking at someone through time: "Because I already have a lover, and he is the only one in my life."

I already have the person I love the most, how can I accommodate others?

The days passed slowly like this, winter went to spring, year after month, the flowers outside the window withered and bloomed again, and round after round of blooming flowers accompanied him through another ten years.

Emma was promoted, and his assistant was replaced by a young guy, standing at his desk to persuade him, Xu Mingyou listened patiently to him, told him that he knew, but turned around and walked into the laboratory again , put on an isolation suit, and lock the door from the inside to prevent others from entering.

What he was studying was a newly discovered outer space meteorite, which was highly radioactive, but the significance of the research was very great.

He stayed for a whole day, and when he came out, he met his assistant again. This 1.8-meter-old boy shook his head repeatedly: "Professor, you can't do that any more, it's dangerous!"

As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Mingyou suddenly felt dizzy, and passed out as soon as his eyes went dark.

He woke up in the hospital, the little assistant's eyes were red, Xu Mingyou didn't ask, but he knew the result roughly.

Everything came very quickly, the treatment was no longer effective, and the pain often tormented him, making him unable to sleep all night. Every time he wondered if he could not stand the pain at that time.

But he still continued his research, fortunately this research has been carried out to the final stage.

After finishing his final report, he bid farewell to his colleagues and returned to China. Only a few people knew that in the last few days when he was exhausted, he finally went to Gu Xizhao's tomb for the first time. There was a photo of him on the tombstone. He was still a teenager. Unlike him, he has white hair growing on his temples.

He watched quietly, remembering when he asked Gu Xizhao why he liked him, Gu Xizhao raised his eyebrows at that time, leaned into his ear mysteriously, and whispered: "Because you are good-looking." After speaking, he laughed and ran away Open, with exquisite eyebrows and high spirits.

Xu Mingyou wanted to laugh, this person is really too superficial, he knew he was just joking, but he couldn't help but rejoice, that he was good-looking, and that he was able to meet him.

He went home, looked at the paintings on the wall, and finally knew why he fell in love with this painting at that time. The monster in the painting was in pain, just like him who was struggling; Redemption, even if that redemption consumes his life, making him turn into light spots and dissipate in the air, just like him who was also redeemed,

In the end, Xu Mingyou took out a small box, which contained a lot of things, star bottles all over the sky, strange little things that Gu Xizhao bought from, and the only photo of them at the bottom.

There were only the two of them in the photo. Gu Xizhao had a bright smile on his face, while he had a confused expression. Behind him was the blue sky and the rainbow reflected by the mist of the fountain. It was as beautiful as an unparalleled oil painting.

He stared at it for a long time, and his thoughts seemed to fly to the square on June [-]st. Someone said to him trustingly: "The little one will rely on Brother Xu from now on."

I'm coming to find you, are you still waiting for me?

Don't blame me for disturbing your peace, I have waited too long for this day.

He slowly closed his eyes, all the glitz dissipated, his body became lighter and lighter, and then his eyes suddenly lit up again, he opened his eyes, and a door appeared in front of him, shrouded in a dazzling halo.

He walked forward, gently pushed the door open, and the dazzling light enveloped him. He raised his hand to cover his eyes, and then opened his eyes. There was a classroom in front of him, and he was standing in front of the classroom door.

He changed back to the appearance of a boy, back to the day when he came to this class, the people in the classroom were laughing and joking, he tremblingly walked past them, and walked to the position where his boy was doing the paper with his head down , raised his head to look at him with a feeling, with a smile without any haze on his face, eyes as bright as the sea of ​​stars, got up and took his hand: "Brother Xu, you are here, let me take you to see the stars."

Xu Mingyou let him lead them, and they traveled through time together, the lights and shadows around them were flickering and changing, they walked on the silver galaxy, and walked together to the place where there was only each other in the world.

He and his lover are buried here forever, and from then on, nothing in this world can separate them.

The author has something to say: outside the story, emmm is probably a pure knife.Don't hit, don't hit, I'll slip orz right away.

How should I put it, Yu Fu has redeemed Xu Mingyou in this life, Xu Mingyou is no longer gloomy, learns how to love, forgets hatred, and becomes gentle, but his departure also brought him pain, so in the end there is even a little memory think about it.