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"I..." Che Yu felt her face swell with heat, as if she was about to turn into a puffer fish.

When Yang Xiaona leaned towards her, Che Yu could feel her heartbeat more clearly, as if it was about to jump out of her chest.

"Xiaona, I really have to go to the bathroom." Che Yu was worried that if she procrastinated, Yang Xiaona would discover her secret. In the bathroom, locked the door.

It wasn't until she felt that Yang Xiaona had returned to the room that Che Yu came out of the bathroom and ran all the way back to her room.

The next day, Yang Xiaona took a rest and accompanied Che Yu to the hospital for a checkup. The results showed that Che Yu's hand nerves were able to conduct normal nerve signal transmission, and if there were no accidents, they would remain in a normal state.

Yang Xiaona was very happy, so she called Li Weiqiang and asked him to bring his aunt and nephew out to have a meal with Che Yu to celebrate.

Everyone was happy for Che Yu, and drank a lot of wine during the meal.Che Yu has a good capacity for alcohol, and although she is a little dizzy, she is still generally sober. Yang Xiaona is not good enough, she is so drunk that she walks staggeringly.

Che Yu supported Yang Xiaona, entered the house, and helped Yang Xiaona into the bedroom.In a daze, Yang Xiaona hugged Che Yu's neck and did not let go. The fragrance on her body rushed towards Che Yu one after another, making Che Yu follow suit.

"Xiaona, sleep well, let me go first." Che Yu suppressed her heartbeat and discussed with Yang Xiaona in a hoarse voice.

"Xiaona, let me go, okay? I'll cover you with a quilt, and then I'll go back, let go, okay?"

"Where are you going back? Don't leave, let's sleep together..." Yang Xiaona was so drunk that she recognized Che Yu in a daze, scratched her face, and muttered unconsciously.

Because of Yang Xiaona's words, Che Yu's heart rate soared instantly. She pushed Yang Xiaona away forcefully, grabbed the quilt and covered Yang Xiaona on her body, and ran out of Yang Xiaona's room in a few steps without looking back.

Che Yu leaned against the wall, her heart beating like a drum, which she couldn't ignore.

She took a few heavy breaths, finally suppressed the beating of her heart, and went back to the room.

That night, Che Yu lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep no matter what.Yang Xiaona's appearance when she teased her deliberately yesterday always appeared in front of her eyes, and she seemed to be able to smell the fragrance of Yang Xiaona's body clearly from the end of her nose.

After tossing and tossing until dawn, Che Yu finally sat up and sighed heavily.

She can't go on like this anymore, her feelings for Yang Xiaona are becoming more and more out of control.She didn't dare to ask for more, but her heart was beyond her control.

If she continues to live with Yang Xiaona out of control like this, sooner or later, she will be discovered by Yang Xiaona, the secret of her orientation.Rather than being hated by Yang Xiaona, she might as well move out early before everything gets out of control.

Che Yu did what she thought, changed her clothes immediately, and started to pack her things, planning to take her things back to the collective apartment that Li Weiqiang rented for the barbecue shop employees before Yang Xiaona woke up.After moving out, I will tell Yang Xiaona.

Che Yu packed up her things and opened the door, her heart almost jumped out of her throat in fright.Yang Xiaona propped her head up, leaning against the door frame, and stood outside the door!

"Xiao, Xiaona, why did you wake up so early!" Che Yu stuttered in fright.

Yang Xiaona rubbed her eyes, and opened them in pain: "My head hurts too much, I can't sleep, I drank too much yesterday." Yang Xiaona waved her hand, not wanting to bring up this topic again. Take the luggage bag.

Looking around, all the things that Che Yu usually kept in the room were confiscated.

"You want to leave? Why do you want to move away? You want to move away before I wake up? Why?" Yang Xiaona felt betrayed, and had no idea why Che Yu did this.

Her hurt tone left Che Yu at a loss for a moment.

"I just thought, my hand is fine too, so I don't need to trouble you to take care of me. Uncle Li rented an apartment for everyone, so I'll just move back." Che Yu tried to explain as naturally as possible.

"You want to go back with ten or eight people and squeeze into the modified two-bedroom and one-living room?" Yang Xiaona frowned when she heard this, and couldn't help but go over and snatch Che Yu's bag from Che Yu's hand, open it, Put things back in place one by one.

"You live here, why do I take care of you, obviously you take care of me more than I take care of you. We are all friends, once your hand is healed, you will move away, are you seeing me?"

Yang Xiaona's tone was undeniable, and Che Yu looked at her in bewilderment, unable to intervene.In fact, how could she be willing to leave? It was also because she had to...

Yang Xiaona blocked her like this, and once the urge to leave in her heart faded away, she dissipated.

However, the worry in her heart still stuck in Che Yu's heart like a thorn, making her sleepless and restless.

One month later, on a certain weekend, there were many people eating barbecue, and Che Yu was busy until three o'clock in the middle of the night before returning.

Open the door, enter the house, the living room is not lit as usual, and there is no aroma of food in the room.

Che Yu guessed that Yang Xiaona might have fallen asleep, so she didn't turn on the light, changed her shoes in the dark, and walked lightly to her room.

The moment she opened the door, a few candles suddenly appeared in front of her eyes.Yang Xiaona held a round cake and jumped in front of her following the candlelight.

"Surprise! Happy birthday!"

Che Yu looked at Yang Xiaona with a smile on her face, and the cake with candles in front of her. She couldn't catch her breath for a moment. She was stunned for more than ten seconds before she realized that these were all prepared for her.

She has not had a birthday for many, many years.Heart overflowing with emotion, Che Yu wanted to laugh, but for some reason, tears rushed out of her eyes.

Seeing Che Yu crying, Yang Xiaona quickly put the cake on the table in the living room, turned on the light, took a towel and walked to Che Yu's side, and gently wiped her tears.

"Don't cry, today is your birthday, you should be happy!" Yang Xiaona could guess why Che Yu was crying, which made her very distressed.

"Well, I didn't cry." Che Yu took the towel, turned her back to Yang Xiaona, wiped it casually, and smiled.

Yang Xiaona smiled, and led Che Yu to the living room.It was only then that Che Yu discovered that there were vegetables on the table, but they were all covered by the cover, so no smell came out.There was also a bottle of red wine on the table.

"Come on, sit down, I'll serve you today!" Yang Xiaona smiled and pushed Che Yu onto the seat, quickly removed the lid of the meal, opened the red wine, and said to Che Yu, "Blow out the candles and make a wish." Bar!"

"Hmm!" Che Yu looked at the fruit cake, feeling warm in his heart, glanced at Yang Xiaona quietly, clasped his hands together, silently made a wish, and then blew out all the candles.

The dishes are all home-cooked, fried by Yang Xiaona herself before Che Yu came back, and they are very fragrant.

Che Yu was very touched by this birthday, and her heart was filled with various feelings at the same time. She drank a lot of wine, and Yang Xiaona also drank a lot.

After dinner, they were in the living room together, leaning on the sofa and watching the latest episode of the variety show with the projector.The title of this episode hints at the warmth of life between the lines.

In the middle of the show, a few middle-aged actors with rich life experiences sat under the grape arbor, recalling how they and their wives have been in the same boat for so many years.

Che Yu felt that Yang Xiaona was leaning on her shoulder, her heart skipped a beat, she turned her head to look over, and felt that she seemed to be asleep, so she didn't move.She looked at the curtain again, wanting to hear what kind of time these actors had.

A young man who was pure and elegant, but now has become a playful character of a chubby family man. Looking at the green hills in the distance, he said with a faint smile: "When people reach this age, they actually want to have a companion. We understand every bit of each other. Small habits, every little thought, if you look at it alone, the other person will immediately understand what it means, and the two of you can ignore everything around you and smile knowingly."

"I am very happy. My ideal love is like this. I have always been surrounded by this kind of love." He said slowly, his eyes were calm and calm, full of contagious happiness.

Che Yu's heart was inexplicably touched by his eyes.The love he wanted was like this, so what about the love she wanted?

Che Yu slowly turned her head and looked at Yang Xiaona who was sleeping on her shoulder, feeling a little disappointed in her heart.The love she wants will probably never be there. Her birthday wish is that Yang Xiaona can find her own happiness and be happy forever, but Yang Xiaona's happiness and happiness are destined to be beyond her ability to give.

She will probably be like a person standing on the other side of the street on a rainy day, watching Yang Xiaona go down through a layer of rain curtain. Whether she is happy or sad, she will accompany Yang Xiaona, but beside Yang Xiaona, she will hold Yang Xiaona. The person in the hand will never be her.

Thinking about it, it's really a pity.

Che Yu's nose was a little bit, and when she was trying to suppress the emotional ups and downs in her heart, she suddenly let out a sob.Afraid of waking Yang Xiaona awake, Che Yu hurriedly rubbed her throat, but heard another sob, and realized that the sob just now was not from her.

It's Yang Xiaona!

Yang Xiaona also heard what the actor said just now.

Che Yu pulled some distance away, and saw through the light reflected by the curtain that there were really tears on Yang Xiaona's face.Yang Xiaona must have been looking forward to life after marriage, that man has caused too much harm to Yang Xiaona.

Che Yu stretched out her arms, wanting to pat Yang Xiaona on the back and comfort her softly.Unprepared, Yang Xiaona turned her head and hugged her neck tightly, crying in her arms.

Ever since recognizing Zou Wei's face, Yang Xiaona has never cried so much.Che Yu was distressed, but she didn't know how to comfort Yang Xiaona, so she could only let Yang Xiaona wet her collar with tears, and cry heartily in her arms.

Yang Xiaona's voice was like a soft, injured animal. Che Yu felt distressed and gently stroked Yang Xiaona's back.In the show, those people were still talking about life, but Che Yu was full of thoughts because of what happened at this moment.

For a relationship, she has longed for it for a long time, but just an unexpected cry will make her have many beautiful further longings.

After a long time, Yang Xiaona finally stopped, turned her head, leaned against Che Yu, leaned on the sofa, wiped away her tears vigorously, and forced a smile: "Crying out, I feel much better."

The beautiful longing came to an abrupt end in his mind, and Che Yu's heart ached a little, but he still smiled and echoed and comforted him: "It's good to feel happy in my heart."

At this time, Yang Xiaona's mobile phone on the coffee table suddenly sent out a series of vibrations.

Yang Xiaona grabbed her phone and saw that Uncle San had sent her a series of messages.

Introduce her boyfriend again.Photos, family background, character introduction, everything is available.

Yang Xiaona didn't finish reading, so she quit WeChat and put her phone aside.

Che Yu stood aside, watching silently. Usually, she wouldn't interrupt, but at this moment, there was a surge of emotion in her heart, which made her inexplicably want to know what Yang Xiaona was thinking now.

She propped her head and tried to pretend to inquire unintentionally: "The introductions that uncle introduced to you are all strictly selected. Don't you plan to meet?"

"It's gone." Yang Xiaona smiled wryly, shook her head, leaned on Che Yu's shoulder again, looked at the program on the opposite screen, and said calmly, but also very quietly: "I don't have anything for men anymore." Fantasizing, seeing the photos, to be honest, I feel disgusting. I will probably live alone in this life."

When Yang Xiaona said these words, she was very calm, she said calmly that there was no room for her to waver.

At this moment, Che Yu's heart became inexplicably alive.Yang Xiaona didn't hear Che Yu's words, she turned her head to look at Che Yu, because of the angle, her position was a little lower than that of Che Yu, and the light from the curtain was reversed, bright, making her look sad with sad eyes, and she seemed to need it all the more. comfort.

Che Yu's heart seemed to be touched by something, an impulse to protect Yang Xiaona, which surpassed everything, and before he had time to go through the words in his mind, he blurted out subconsciously: "Actually, you don't have to have a People have passed. Besides men, you can also have other choices."

When she said the words, Che Yu's heart jumped so hard that she wanted to jump out, her mind went blank, and she didn't even think of regretting it.

Yang Xiaona smiled and shook her head, feeling that Che Yu was drunk, and started talking nonsense: "I don't want to live alone, and I don't want to be with a man, what choice do I have? Do I want to find a woman?"

She suddenly thought of teasing Che Yu, and held Che Yu's cheek with both hands.

Che Yu's ears were filled with deafening heartbeats, and his brain hadn't recovered in time.She looked at Yang Xiaona fixedly, the emotion in her eyes, at this moment, she completely forgot about the pretense.

Once the clear eyes lost their pretense, the overflowing emotions would no longer be unobstructed. Yang Xiaona realized something in an instant, her smile froze on her face, but in her mind, like a movie, many flashbacks flashed back. , she had felt very strange moments.

For example, every time she ran into Cha Woo while wearing loose pajamas, the scene where Cha Woo avoided...

Another example, when she was in close contact with Che Yu, Che Yu often had a shy expression...

There seemed to be a switch that was turned on in her heart, and there was a crisp sound. Yang Xiaona instantly understood that Che Yu was abnormal.

"You..." Yang Xiaona did not ask, but her eyes proved everything.

Shocked, can't believe it.

At this moment, Che Yu's consciousness quickly returned to her original position, a sense of panic forced her to push Yang Xiaona away, and jumped off the sofa.

She saw Yang Xiaona's disbelief, and she didn't dare to face Yang Xiaona's possible reaction in the future.

Like a deserter, Che Yu ran away and rushed into her room.

No one spoke until early morning.

Che Yu heard Yang Xiaona's footsteps, came to the door, and heard Yang Xiaona's footsteps, walked into the opposite bedroom.Her heart also changed from rising hope to falling into boundless fear and despair.

She couldn't stay here any longer.

Che Yu immediately packed up her things and left the apartment.

Different from the last time, this time, Che Yu deliberately made noise and walked slowly, but Yang Xiaona did not come out to stop her.

Yang Xiaona's attitude was already very clear.

Che Yu left here with despair.

Before getting into the car, Che Yu sent Yang Xiaona a message.Only three words - sorry.

Sorry, didn't mean to hide from you.

When Didi's taxi arrived, Che Yu took one last look at Yang Xiaona's window, carried her bag, and got into the car.

Just after returning to the collective apartment, Che Yu was still in fear. After a month of silence and no contact with each other, Che Yu began to change from being in fear to accepting everything.

You can't be a lover, let alone a friend.She had guessed that once her sexual orientation was exposed, it would be like this, but the pain of accepting it was still more than she expected.

When Che Yu was grilling skewers, he frequently lost his mind, and burned them at least ten times in one night.

Today is the holiday, and the business is extremely hot. It was almost four o'clock in the morning before the guests dispersed.

When the business was closed, facing Li Weiqiang's inquiry, Che Yu thought several times in his heart and wanted to resign.Just when she was about to speak, Li Weiqiang answered a phone call, then looked at her with a strange expression, nodded, and said to the other side of the phone: "Okay."

Li Weiqiang hung up the phone, frowned slightly, and said to Che Yu, "Xiao Na asked you to go to Beihu Apartment. There was no quarrel between you, right?"

Li Weiqiang only found out when he was idle that Che Yu didn't seem to have contacted Yang Xiaona since he came back, and now Yang Xiaona's calls to find someone were all to her.

"No. My phone is turned off, maybe she didn't find anyone." As Che Yu said, she immediately reached into her pocket, pressed the off button on the phone, and then took off her apron, "Uncle Li, Xiaona is looking for me, I'll go first."

She didn't want to alarm Li Weiqiang.Now that this matter has been clarified, sooner or later we will face it, let her and Yang Xiaona settle it by themselves.

No matter what harsh words Yang Xiaona might say later, or how to question her, she would stand up, and then resign.

Che Yu immediately took a taxi to the main entrance of Beihu Park.It was only when she got there that she remembered that there were several gates to Beihu Park, and she still didn't know where Yang Xiaona was.

After struggling for a long time, Che Yu finally sent a message to Yang Xiaona.

"I'm here, which door are you at?"

For a long time, there was no response.

In April, it was still very cold, the car was driving in a hurry, and I didn’t wear my coat. I rubbed my arms, faced the still dark sky, and looked around for a while with the help of street lights. Suddenly, The body was covered with a piece of clothing from the back.

Che Yu was startled, and when she turned her head, seeing Yang Xiaona's beautiful and delicate face, she forgot to breathe for a moment, and couldn't speak properly.

"Xiao, Xiaona, well, I'm here. You..." She lowered her head, like a child who has done something wrong, at a loss, stuttering and not knowing what to say.

"I see you don't have a coat. You just bought it at the sporting goods store over there. It doesn't look very good, but it feels warm to the touch." Yang Xiaona didn't answer her words at all. She held Che Yu's wrist and put her two arms together Tucked it into the sleeves, zipped up the clothes, and then took Che Yu's hand very naturally.

Che Yu was stunned, her eyes widened, she stared at Yang Xiaona, not sure what holding hands meant.

"Let's go, watch the sunrise with me. It is said that watching the sunrise in Beihu is like watching it at the seaside. I always wanted to watch it with the person I like, but I never had the chance. I don't want to wait anymore, so it's better to choose another day." Hit the sun, just today!"

She smiled and held Che Yu's hand.The smile is very sweet.

Happiness came too suddenly, Che Yu pursed her lips tightly, and her eye sockets were hit by the moist feeling.

"En." She responded sullenly, still pursing her lips tightly, but the corners of her lips were about to rise to the sky, she used her hand even more tightly to wrap Yang Xiaona's slender hand tightly, and together with Yang Xiaona Walked into Beihu Park, which just opened.

Couples lined up to enter, and when the sun came out at dawn, it shone on those male and female friends, and it also shone on Yang Xiaona and Che Yu who were holding hands and cuddling happily together.

There is someone who understands me by my side, and the feeling in this world is so beautiful.

The author has something to say:

This article was originally intended to be a short story.I thought about expanding the length of the story, but it was a bit difficult to bring it in, so I still kept the volume of the short story.This is the end of the full text, thank you for reading, compare your heart.