hope after despair

As soon as I opened my eyes, I was forced to close them again by the glare of the light. After I got used to the light, I opened my eyes again. After getting up from the bed, I entered the only bathroom in the room with 18 people.

It was still early at this time, and no one else got up. I always woke up at this time to wash up. I released the hot water and took off the clothes I forgot to change yesterday because I was tired, revealing my body covered with hickey marks. I was about to take a bath, but I heard a sudden panting sound that shouldn't be there, and before I turned around, I was pushed against the wall with great force.

My body was tightly pressed against the cold wall, which made me shiver, and then a fiery body stuck to my back, fixing me between the wall and him.

I tried hard to turn my head to see who it was, but I was pressed even tighter, and I could even feel the fiery male symbol rubbing against the base of my thigh.

Although he didn't speak, I could feel his fierce desire with eagerness.When he slammed and released between my legs, I felt a burning pain. Maybe the skin on the inner thigh was worn out by him. I couldn't help but groan, because he was hard again, and the thing was straight. Facing my bruised inner thighs, it made me tremble with fear.

He did not continue to charge but let go of me. I was unsteady and almost fell to the floor. He held me up in time to keep me from being in close contact with the floor. This is how I had the opportunity to ask him. Looking at it, I was shocked by this look, he was actually Ji Mingzhe.

It is said that Jim Mingzhe is a second-generation rich man and second-generation official. He came to the juvenile detention center only because he "plays" too much. Introspect.

It is said that although he is only 17 years old, he has done everything from eating, drinking, whoring and gambling, and even plays with women and men better than other adults...

I've heard the legend about Jim Mingzhe many times, and no one in the juvenile detention center dared to provoke Ji Mingzhe, so there was not much difference between Jim Mingzhe in the juvenile detention center and outside, as he could get whatever he wanted.

Counting the time, Ji Mingzhe has been here for more than a year, but I have never provoked him, so why did he suddenly appear here?

Seeing me looking at him suspiciously, Ji Mingzhe didn't explain, but instead hugged me and kissed my lips, sucking and accepting. I wanted to push him away, but found that I couldn't push him away without any strength. The act of resisting is like a refusal to greet.

He stroked me and masturbated him with my hand, and when he released it, the milky liquid splattered all over me.Seeing that his thing was still going hard, I quickly withdrew my already sore hand.He didn't stop my movement, but helped me clean my body.

When he and I changed into clean clothes and came out of the bathroom, a dozen pairs of eyes stared at me and him.

I knew they were going to tell me behind my back that I hooked up with another guy.

I pretended not to care about being hugged by Ji Mingzhe, but I knew it very well in my heart.

The treatment of the warden and Ji Mingzhe is the same. They are people who cannot be easily offended. If I want to live a good life, I cannot resist.

Fortunately, all they want is my body, and I will give them what I can, and they will give me what I want.That's fair enough, isn't it?

I thought that Mingzhe Ji would leave, but unexpectedly he pushed me on the bed when he got to my bed.I thought he wanted to do that shameful thing in front of other people, so I pushed him away.

Instead of being angry, he smiled and said, "Take a rest first, I'll get the medicine." I nodded and lay quietly on the bed, and the people around me looked at him and me with monkey-like eyes, which I'm used to There was such a look in his eyes, but he didn't.

"Look again, don't blame me for beating you to death." He said viciously, the people around were startled by the words and looked back and lowered their heads. Even though I knew why they were afraid of him, I still couldn't help laughing .

When he heard this, he put away his vicious expression, picked me up and walked out, I didn't expect him to pick me up suddenly, I was so scared that I quickly put my arms around his neck, "Why don't you go Do you want to take the medicine?" I don't know why I feel very complicated about him, there is always a feeling that he will lead me out of despair.

"I'll be more at ease bringing you with me. You can live with me in the future." He said calmly and calmly, which gave me the illusion that this was planned by him a long time ago.

After carefully thinking about the benefits of living with him, I agreed.With his help, my life has risen several levels than before, and the most important thing is that he will not force me to do it to the end.Except for the one time in the bathroom, he almost never did anything to hurt me, which was gratifying to me.

One day he suddenly asked me if I wanted to leave here, and my heart was shocked. Could it be that I wanted to be free so much that I showed myself in front of him?

I really want to see the outside world, but after I go out, how should I live as a minor, do I have to repeat my previous life?No, I will never be a dirty beggar again!

Thinking of this, I had no choice but to say, "I don't even think about it." He grabbed my shoulder with such force that it made my shoulder hurt. "I'll take you out, do you want to?" I endured the pain and thought a lot. As the second generation of officials and the second generation of rich people, he can naturally go out, but what should I do after I go out? Is he a 'lover'?But will the warden agree?

Seeing that I didn't answer for a long time, he asked, "Don't you want to? Would you rather stay here and be treated like a bitch by them? Would you rather be a pet that is called by the warden all the time?" His words, cruel hurt In spite of my little self-esteem, I didn't expect that he who has always been good to me would say such words. Although it is true, it made me feel inexplicably heartbroken when he said it. I can pretend that I didn't hear it, but even you...

Enduring the slight pain in my heart, I pushed him away and huddled in the corner with his head on his head and said nothing. He seemed to have noticed something was wrong with me, and chased after me, hugged me tightly and said in distress, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that...don't cry." After hearing what he said, I realized that I actually cried...

Maybe I saw him as my only hope, the first person who cared for me during this decade of loneliness and pain.Although I have not been with him for a short time, I can feel his sincerity. Maybe he really wants me to leave here.

I wiped away the overflowing tears and said, "I know that you think I'm dirty like them, but I don't want to do that either... Besides, I have nowhere to go after leaving here... Tell me, what should I do? I What should I do?" I tried my best to calmly say these words that made my heart tremble, but I still couldn't control the trembling of my voice.

He hugged me in a panic, and his loving kisses kept falling, but my heart was hurting all the time, I thought, I will be like this in this life.