After Hell

Chapter 12 Broken Tenderness

The city covered in the thick night, in the flickering neon lights, shows a bit of flashy and indifferent beauty.This fortress made of steel and concrete has ignored the laughter and tears of many people when it has gone through a hundred years of vicissitudes.

Whether it's the endless stream of vehicles or the bustling crowd, it's just the red wine brewed with the Pujiang River. After being fermented by night, all the ups and downs of the world are gathered into the final astringency, which is deposited under this Oriental Pearl, and is soaked by the humid and sweltering evening wind. When it blows, it turns into sinking floating in the air.

Zhang Xiaoheng walked on the quiet trail that seemed to be floating slightly drunk, feeling unprecedented bewilderment about the situation he would face later.

It should be to keep a distance from Qin Yijie for the time being... Before the inspection results come out, he should not have any more relationship with Qin Yijie.

But in his mind, Qin Yijie couldn't get rid of Qin Yijie's infatuated and affectionate eyes.This man with extremely contradictory emotions expressed in words and body, is like a raging fire that suddenly appeared in his obscure life, domineeringly sweeping his calm and pale emotional world.Every time he meets Qin Yijie, the strange and seductive illusion of feeling strongly needed from the bottom of his heart makes Zhang Xiaoheng miraculously feel no disgust or rejection of this deformed physical relationship from the bottom of his heart.

Should we cut off this kind of behavior between each other now?Zhang Xiaoheng was very confused. At this moment, he was like a drunk person, losing his due judgment on right and wrong.

Walking through the laurel trees in the park in the middle of the street, you can reach the back door of AfterHell.Seeing that the unstained transparent glass door was only a few meters away from him, Zhang Xiaoheng quickened his pace.

But at this moment, a couple whispered intimately from the corner.

In the hazy sunset of the evening, a man and a woman are embracing and kissing passionately.The young man was holding the beautiful girl's cheeks, and kept pecking the girl's lips with his lips.The girl's eyes were squinted by the man's fiery and gentle kiss, and a sweet smile overflowed on her face.The man kissed the girl's lips inch by inch along the bridge of the nose, and finally pressed his lips gently on the girl's forehead.

This kind of kiss as if caring for a treasure made Zhang Xiaoheng's heart tremble when he accidentally saw this scene.

Qin Yijie... Qin Yijie would inadvertently peck and kiss him like this almost every time he was intimate with him.

The confusion in Zhang Xiaoheng's mind seemed to have been hit hard after seeing this scene.In an instant, all uncertainties were smashed to pieces.

He made up his mind at this moment, no matter what the relationship between him and Qin Yijie is.As long as he is not diagnosed, he will never let Qin Yijie touch him again!

Even if the possibility of infection is only one percent, he must not turn a blind eye to this extremely small chance.

Tonight, in the luxurious lounge of AfterHell, Zhang Xiaoheng arrived earlier than Qin Yijie.

In the past, after they made an agreement, Qin Yijie always arrived first.But Zhang Xiaoheng always came at the appointed time.

As soon as he opened the door, Qin Yijie saw Zhang Xiaoheng leaning on the large black leather sofa in the corner.Zhang Xiaoheng's whole body sank, as if he was about to be swallowed by the deep black.

Qin Yijie frowned instinctively before closing the door behind him.He didn't like this feeling, Zhang Xiaoheng felt an indescribable darkness at that moment.

To be honest, when he saw Zhang Xiaoheng who was quietly waiting for him on the sofa just now, Qin Yijie suddenly felt a little joy in his heart.The feeling of seeing your sweetheart as soon as you open the door is really wonderful.It was as if he was looking forward to his own arrival all the time, making himself feel that his waiting was full of love.

But when Qin Yijie saw clearly that Zhang Xiaoheng's face hidden in the dim light was covered by a faint shadow, the insignificant joy in Qin Yijie's heart disappeared instantly.

His intuition told him that something was wrong with Zhang Xiaoheng tonight.

In any case, Zhang Xiaoheng was delighted to arrive earlier than the appointed time.Qin Yijie shook off the uneasiness in his heart, walked up to Zhang Xiaoheng and squatted down, held up his wrist, and said with a bit of joy in his voice, "Do you miss my... body?"

Originally, he wanted to ask Zhang Xiaoheng directly if he missed him, but the moment he asked, Qin Yijie suddenly became timid, so he immediately changed his words.He was afraid that Zhang Xiaoheng would say something he didn't want to hear.After all, mocking each other is the usual way of speaking between them.Therefore, he had no choice but to ask Zhang Xiaoheng if he missed his body, so as to find a way out for his expectations to be broken.

At this moment, Zhang Xiaoheng looked at Qin Yijie with sparks in his eyes, as if the stars illuminated the night, implying a hope that could not be hidden.His heart trembled, and he looked away from Qin Yijie's gaze.

Although Qin Yijie's question took a jerky turn, Zhang Xiaoheng still understood.He didn't know whether Qin Yijie was obsessed with his body or what, he felt that Qin Yijie should like himself a little bit in his heart.It's not a physical love, but a spiritual love.

Just when he looked away, Qin Yijie stretched out his arms to embrace Zhang Xiaoheng, and the hand that was originally supporting his wrist instantly wrapped around him and took him into his arms.

Warm lips pressed against Zhang Xiaoheng's lips with a heartbeating temperature.Because of the transaction relationship between the two before, Zhang Xiaoheng has always chosen to ignore another meaning reflected in Qin Yijie's intimacy towards him.

But this time, Zhang Xiaoheng did not selectively ignore the deep meaning of the intimacy between the two.Qin Yijie was holding his hands tightly around his waist, and Zhang Xiaoheng was wrapped in his arms with his slightly forceful and careful manner, and his lips and teeth were on top of him.

Zhang Xiaoheng was forced to breathe short of breath by Qin Yijie's constant licking and kissing, so he had to open his mouth to replenish himself with fresh air.At the same time, Qin Yijie's tongue naturally stuck into his mouth, dexterously entangled Zhang Xiaoheng's tongue and kissed him back and forth.And Qin Yijie's hand also slowly stroked Zhang Xiaoheng's back gently upwards, and stopped behind his neck, pressing his head more forcefully towards himself.

Zhang Xiaoheng's half-closed eyelids trembled slightly, and then, as if he had made up his mind, he tried to stick out his tongue to respond to Qin Yijie's kiss for the first time among the several kisses with Qin Yijie.

Although it was slight, Zhang Xiaoheng really took the initiative this time.He gently, as immature as a newborn animal coming into contact with nature for the first time, carefully licked Qin Yijie's lips with his tongue.

Qin Yijie's body froze suddenly, and he paused for a few seconds because of Zhang Xiaoheng's behavior.After that, something seemed to be ignited between them in an instant, Qin Yijie suddenly tightened his arms around Zhang Xiaoheng and hugged him fiercely, kissing him back passionately, while half hugging and half supporting Zhang Xiaoheng to move to the bed past.

Just for a moment, just because of a tentative kiss back that couldn't be smaller, Zhang Xiaoheng already felt the amazing enthusiasm and ecstasy coming from Qin Yijie's body.

Zhang Xiaoheng's heart sank suddenly.It seems that my guess is true.Qin Yijie really doesn't just play with his body, he has feelings for himself.The transaction between them is not only money and flesh.

It's a terrible expression of emotion under the guise of a deal, under the guise of dignity.

Thinking of this, the unwillingness and anger that Zhang Xiaoheng had held in his heart for a long time was immediately appeased.

The fact is really ridiculous, two people who had no intersection before, dare to fight each other with words and hurt each other without any scruples.But in the face of sincerity, he was too timid to say anything at all.

At this moment, Zhang Xiaoheng was extremely firm in his heart.Since the past was a complete mistake, let's cut this mistake cleanly.

Don't go farther and farther on the fork road, and don't hurt each other because of timidity.

If he really got AIDS unfortunately, and Qin Yijie is not the source of infection.Then if they continue their current behavior, they will undoubtedly be dragging Qin Yijie to the direction of hell.This is the worst and most irreparable form of persecution in the true sense.

Thinking of this, Zhang Xiaoheng no longer cared that his next refusal would hurt this seemingly domineering, but actually timid man.Someone has to be that ruthless knife. Since Qin Yijie forced him at the beginning, it is only natural for him to swing the knife to cut the mess now.

Zhang Xiaoheng pushed away Qin Yijie, who was indulging in passionate kisses, with all his strength: "Are you enough?! What are you kidding?"

Qin Yijie never expected that Zhang Xiaoheng, who was getting better physically and sensually, would suddenly push him away. He was pushed back by Zhang Xiaoheng defenselessly and took two steps back before standing still. He looked at Zhang Xiaoheng innocently.

"Are you stupid? You actually asked me if I would miss you? Isn't the relationship between us half-forced and half-buying? Besides, I came today just to tell you that I don't want to do it. I'm leaving now!"

After hearing these hurtful words, Qin Yijie's face was as expected by Zhang Xiaoheng, with a hurt expression for a moment.His originally dark eyes were ignited by monstrous anger in the next moment: "You...what are you talking about!? You...didn't you always obey me before?! Why are you so stubborn today?" As he spoke, Qin Yijie seemed like As if thinking of something, coldness and despair flashed in his eyes, and his tone was obviously mocking: "Is it because the money I gave you last time was not enough? I don't mind giving you more."

Zhang Xiaoheng was not provoked by the angry Qin Yijie's mocking words to lose his composure.He guessed that according to the character of a rich and domineering young master like Qin Yijie, he should really hate being preached by others.So Zhang Xiaoheng deliberately stared at Qin Yijie with contempt, and at the same time taught him in the most offensive tone:

"Hehe... Should I say you are pitiful or something?! Do you really fucking think that money can buy everything? If it wasn't because the family situation didn't allow it, I wouldn't ask for your money at all!! How old are you? Your money Where did it come from? Didn’t it all come from your parents?! Have you ever made money yourself?! It’s so easy to say!!”

Qin Yijie was completely irritated by Zhang Xiaoheng's words. Zhang Xiaoheng seemed to be saying that he was a child at all and unworthy to stand side by side with him.Qin Yijie couldn't accept and agree with this reprimand tone that pushed himself away.He pulled Zhang Xiaoheng's arm and threw him into the big bed, and his tall body pressed over with a ferocious aura that wanted to destroy everything.

The sound of clothes ripping suddenly sounded in the quiet confined space, with a strange and sensational taste, infecting Zhang Xiaoheng with the indelible fear in his heart.

"Calm down! Let me go!" Zhang Xiaoheng tried his best to push back the angry Qin Yijie, but his strength in anger was terrifying.Zhang Xiaoheng was crushed under him so hard that he couldn't resist.In a blink of an eye, the upper body clothes were completely torn and thrown under the bed.

Qin Yijie stretched out his hand to his belt again, with a cruel smile on the corner of his mouth: "Fuck you! You forgot...how did you act presumptuously under my body?!" He looked very crazy at the moment, his eyes were red, almost Like a demon in hell.

Zhang Xiaoheng was horrified by Qin Yijie's loss of reason. For a moment, the disguise in his heart could no longer continue. He knew that he could not escape Qin Yijie's next violence and aggression at all.

The deep sense of powerlessness and despair trampled all of Zhang Xiaoheng's dignity and rationality to pieces.He curled up in pain, and beat Qin Yijie's chest with all his strength with both hands, then hugged his headache and cried without hesitation, turning all the grievances, anger, resentment and fear in his heart into a broken cry:

"No! Please! Why do you force me like this!! Why don't you let me go!! Why do I know you!! Do you know... Every time I am like this with you, I feel so painful. Could it be, could it be Are you willing to give up only if I die?!"

too painful!too painful!For many days, she was forced to make money and sex transactions, and her original self-esteem was wiped out by the pressure of life.Now I don't know if I have HIV infection.After opening his mouth to reject this man, he was forced to bear the guilt that this man would be infected by himself.

Why do you force him like this!Why disregard his wishes!Why must both of them be driven to death? !Why do I have to live such a life? !Why should I be forced to accept all the ineffable emotions of this man! ?

Zhang Xiaoheng desperately cried out the grievances, fears and depression that had been accumulated in his heart for a long time.Tears welled up in his eyes, and his voice became hoarse from crying hard.

He really couldn't take it anymore.He is really tired...

If possible, he even hoped that he could die for his parents.In this way, he doesn't need to face all the difficulties in life alone, and he has to take care of his fragile sister while walking hard.I live a life of fear and exhaustion all day long, and I am overwhelmed by money, and I am at a loss to see the hope of the future of life.

Zhang Xiaoheng broke down emotionally and couldn't stop crying.Due to the extreme pain and sobbing vigorously, his breathing was abnormal and his whole body convulsed.

The author has something to say:

Zhang Xiaoheng: I can't beat you, but I can KO you with tears!

Qin Yijie: ...I lost...I am cowardly.

Little angels who have listened to the radio drama "After Hell", your barrage made me bloody. . .I was going to get rid of this old trap, but your cuteness defeated me.It's because I lost [Bao Fist].The author who filled the hole in the middle of the night cried and finally wrote this quarrel scene of emotional breakdown [blood on the face].The hole dug by oneself has to be filled while kneeling.Thank you for your barrage~ It saved me from continuing to write this article that challenged the extreme contrast between top and bottom. QQ

I promise, how cruel the front is, how sweet the back will be.After sticking to chapters 2,3 and [-], the plot will take a sharp turn!

Of course, the content of the novel will be different from that of the radio drama, otherwise I might as well not write [囧]

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