not dry

60

"Xiao Shui, you really still remember him." Wuyou sighed.

In the past four years, Chaoqian didn't know much about Taishui's life, but Wuyou knew clearly how Taishui survived step by step.

Four years ago, Wuyou asked Tai Shui in the hospital: "Xiao Shui, do you want to go?"

He couldn't eat for several days, and could only rely on the infusion of too much water. His eyes had no light at all, they were dull and lifeless, and he just looked at Wuyou dully and numbly.

Wuyou slowly took his cold and pale hand, and said again: "Xiao Shui, do you want to leave? Leave here with me, leave that liar completely!"

Before her words fell, a trace of pain flashed in her eyes in the dark water, and a tear slipped down from the corner of her eyes unconsciously, and she said in an extremely hoarse voice: "...OK."

Taishui and Wuyou were born with hidden disabilities and internal defects; not only that, their families were broken, and they both came from the same remote northwest village, and were looked down upon by other rice cakes.

Now, they have another similarity, they have been completely deceived, so they have too much empathy.

Four years ago, instead of saying that Taishui left with Wuyou and Xiao Wuyou, it would be better to say that Wuyou took Taishui away in a hurry, left the city in a hurry, and stayed away from Chaoqian.

After going to other small cities, they decided to start over.Wuyou worked hard for her son Xiao Wuyou, but she was pregnant before ten months and gave birth to Wuyou because of a sudden miscarriage, so Wuyou was thinner and weaker than before, and her physique was not as good as before.

Tai Shui went to work in a local media company, a small company that just started with little reputation. Many rice cakes thought it was a leather bag company at first, and were afraid of being cheated, but Tai Shui signed a five-year contract as soon as he signed the contract.

Tai Shui and Wuyou live together, not three rice cakes living together, but renting houses together, even if they can't be neighbors, they are basically in the same community, so that they can take care of each other.

As the days passed, they sometimes couldn't tell whether it was more friendship or more family affection that gradually developed.

However, behind the seemingly peaceful and harmonious life, Wuyou found something strange. Once she saw Tai Shui secretly taking medicine? !

And it is a drug for treating depression and mental disorders.

61

Tai Shui woke up again in the middle of the night, his face was pale, and dense beads of sweat oozed from his forehead.

There is no moon or stars outside tonight, the curtains are all drawn, no light can come in, the whole room is pitch black, deathly silent.

Without turning on the light, Taishui got out of bed unsteadily, and his consciousness seemed unclear. He walked barefoot to the corner of the wall, then leaned his back against the cold wall, squatted down slowly, and hugged his knees helplessly... …

Taishui worked as usual during the day, and had normal conversations with the company's leaders and colleagues, as well as Wuyou.But once he quit work, Tai Shui's speech and behavior were quite abnormal in the middle of the night, where Wuyou and the others couldn't see, and sometimes he fell ill, even he didn't realize it.

Taishui, who was huddled in the corner of the wall, was wrapped in darkness, and a big hole was opened in his heart, as if he was about to be swallowed by darkness.

"Super... super dry, super dry..." Tai Shui called out a name softly, he suppressed and trembled, every time he called out, his heart ached, and the hole in his heart became bigger and bigger.

He started talking to himself—

"Super dry, I'll be good."

"Super dry, I like you, and only you."

"But why...why did you lie to me?"

A rice cake with a defect will always be teased, excluded and isolated by other cakes.Tai Shui was also bullied when he was a child, and he has a delicate and beautiful face. Many boys like his appearance, so they will treat him carelessly.

They feel that Tai Shui is lowly and can play around. If he did that kind of thing and injected him with love, it would be a gift, and Tai Shui should be grateful to Dade.

Tai Shui snorted, feeling sick and want to vomit!

He used to think that Chaoqian was different from those boys who bullied him, who knew...

Tai Shui at the corner was shaking all over his body, shaking more and more violently. At this time, Tai Shui hugged his aching head tightly, and he thought of his grandfather again, the appearance of his grandfather before he died, and what he said.

Tai Shui had a headache, but his grandfather's old voice kept ringing in his ears: "Shui Shui, when will you bring that friend to see me?"

"Shui Shui, Grandpa has been waiting for a long time."

"Shui Shui, have you lied to grandpa? In fact, you have no friends at all, and you don't have a good time outside, do you?"

Tai Shui kept shaking his head, tears flowed out uncontrollably: "Grandpa, yes... I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

In addition to grandpa's questioning, what lingers in Tai Shui's ears is also his father's scolding——

"If you want to go, go! Heh, I shouldn't have recognized your son back then, and brought you over from that filthy village!"

Taishui's father was furious when he learned that Taishui had given up Huashang Cake Media Company and was about to leave the city with Wuyou.

He has always disliked Wuyou, and misunderstood that Taishui made Wuyou's belly bigger, and his son ruined his future and became more and more rebellious, so angry that he cursed and wanted to drive Taishui away.

"You! You really look like her..." Thinking of Tai Shui's biological mother, Tai Shui's father was filled with disgust, "Get lost! Just pretend I don't have a son like you!"

Tai Shui wanted to explain, but his furious father didn't give him a chance at all. That day, he walked out of the house while listening to his father's scolding amid Aunt Su Xin's crying...

Tai Shui admits that his eyebrows and eyes are similar to his mother's, but he is far less cruel than her.

Regarding her mother's memory, Tai Shui's deepest impression is that indifferent face——

"Why did I give birth to you?"

Tai Shui's parents are rice cakes with stuffing, but he...

On the night when her mother decided to leave, little Tai Shui dragged her, calling "Mom" over and over again, crying and begging her not to repeat the same mistakes and abandon him and this family.

"Enough! Don't call me like that again, I'm not your mother, I...I don't want you anymore!"

In the end, the innocent little Taishui was pushed away by her mother and abandoned...

At this moment, Tai Shui hid in the corner and shivered, his brain was completely out of control, he muttered to himself, sour tears kept gushing out of his eyes, and his crying became louder and louder.

But he may still have some subconsciousness. He was afraid of disturbing other cakes too loudly, so he opened his mouth and bit his wrist, biting bit by bit, comparing each other with more force.

Gradually, a layer of bloodshot eyes appeared in Taishui's eyes. He seemed to fall in love with this painful feeling, replacing the pain of inner sorrow with the pain of flesh and blood, so he frantically bit his wrist.

The dark red blood kept flowing out, and the pungent bloody smell also wafted out, but Taishui didn't notice it, as if he couldn't feel the pain at all, biting deeply towards the scar, trying to forget the pain in his heart... …

When Wuyou rushed in, she saw that Taishui's mouth and wrists were covered with blood, she was terrified, she hurriedly pulled out the medicine box, and helped him to bandage him urgently.

Tairuan didn't struggle to resist, now he calmed down a lot, let Wuyou bandage him, and called an ambulance.

However, Taishui's pupils were covered in gloom, and his voice was full of despair: "Sister Wuyou, the smell on my body can't be removed, no matter what."

Hearing this, Wuyou burst into tears instantly: "I...me too, it's filthy, my whole body smells disgusting, but..."

Wuyou hugged Tai Shui: "Xiao Shui, but we still have to live, live stronger and braver than them, and live better than them!"

62

After that day, Taishui actively cooperated with the treatment, Wuyou also communicated with him frequently, coupled with the guidance of the psychologist, after two or three years, Taishui gradually returned to normal.

Wuyou never dared to say anything about Chaoqian in front of him, even the slightest thing that would remind Taishui of Chaoqian, but they were in the same circle after all, and they were all brokers, sometimes they avoided it at all. Inevitable.

As Chaoqian became more and more famous, Taishui heard his name more and more times, but Taishui gradually lost his feeling, as if he heard a strange name.

Wuyou breathed a sigh of relief, but he was not completely relieved.

On this day, there was a problem with a batch of goods in Wuyou's flower shop. She was busy dealing with it, so she asked Tai Shui to help pick up the children from the kindergarten.

Xiao Wusi has grown up and is now old enough to go to school.Unexpectedly, not long after entering kindergarten, there were fights and troubles.

The teacher said that it was Xiaowuyou who started the fight, but Taishui didn't blame Xiaowuyou, but patiently asked him the reason in detail, but Xiaowuwu let out a "wow" and cried out aggrievedly holding Taishui.

The little guy is not as "worry-free" as his name is, on the surface he is a mischievous snack, but he also has some worries in his heart, and dare not tell his mother many things, for fear that she will worry and feel sad.

"Uncle, what I told you today is a secret, can you not tell mom?"

"Okay, I will keep it a secret."

Tai Shui readily agreed, and hooked up with him.

Xiao Wuyou rubbed his eyes, both of his eyes were swollen from crying: "I... Am I a rice cake without filling?"

"..."

Tai Shui was stunned, his silence already showed the answer.

Yes, this child is the same as Wuyou, he is a rice cake born with defects.

"I...I have no love, I'm not normal, I'm disabled..." Xiao Wuli knew it in his own mind, he clenched his fists, "I don't have a father either, they... they said I was a bastard! They even said that my mother They're disgusting bad girls, so I just... just beat them!"

After all, the little guy couldn't help crying again.

Tai Shui touched the little guy's head, knelt down and helped him wipe away his tears: "Well, you should punch them a few more times, beat them hard!"

Xiao Wushu was stunned for a moment, feeling that Uncle Taishui, who was usually gentle and polite, had become a little different.

Thinking of his own experience with Wuyou, Tai Shui smiled and said: "Wuyou, even if you don't have a heart, so what if you are born with a disability, you don't have to feel inferior at all!

No matter when and where, you have to believe in yourself, you are no worse than any rice cake, what they can do, you can do, even better than them!One day in the future, worry-free, you will always meet someone who does not dislike you at all, is willing to respect and love you, and treats you well all his life, so you should be happy now and live hard. "

After listening, Xiao Wusi remained motionless, staring at Tai Shui stupidly for a while, and then took Tai Shui's big hand with his small hand: "Uncle Tai Shui, if... If you are my father, you should have How nice."

Tai Shui's heart was shocked, seeing the twinkle in Xiaowushu's eyes, full of anticipation, he nodded and smiled: "Okay, then from now on, I will be your father."

Xiao Gaotuanzi was frightened again: "Really...really?"

"Yeah, I'll take you to go through the adoption procedures tomorrow, and you can take my surname from now on."

Xiao Wuli couldn't help tears welling up in her eyes, and hugged Tai Shui tightly: "Uncle, no, Dad... Dad!"

"It's so good to be carefree."

Later, Wuyou asked Taishui curiously: "Dad, have you met someone who is willing to respect and love you and treat you well for the rest of his life?"

"..." Tai Shui's heart suddenly ached, as if a knife had been cut through him, but he still kept smiling, "I've already met you."

"Who?"

"Worriless, it's you and Sister Wuyou."

63

This year, Aunt Suxin from far away called again to greet her, hoping that Taishui could go home as soon as possible.

"Shui Shui, what your father said back then was all angry words, and his violent temper is hard to change, but now that he is older, it has calmed down a lot. Also, Xiao Ruan is going back to China to make his debut soon, and he has been clamoring to see you You, you should come back too, Shuishui."

Tai Shui hesitated for a while, and finally nodded: "...OK."

When he saw Chaoqian again, Taishui always had a flat face, and his emotions didn't fluctuate in the slightest. He pretended to be too perfect. He thought he could fool Chaoqian and all the rice cakes.

It's a pity that Wuyou deliberately invited Chaogan to come to his house for dinner. After this night's temptation, she still figured it out.

From childhood to adulthood, Wuyou has always felt that Taishui is very gentle, just like his name, like clear and soft water, slowly flowing into the heart, washing away the filth and pain, leaving only peace and comfort.

This night, after Chaogan left, Wuyou revealed Tai Shui's disguise, with a distressed expression on his face: "Xiao Shui, if I really want to marry you, you probably won't refuse."

Taishui is silent: ...

Wuyou sighed again.

Other Nian Gao's eyes are serious and rigid, and Tai Shui, who handles things quite harshly, feels extremely gentle in Wuyou.

He gave up the well-known Huashang Cake Media Company and went away; he didn't care about the strange eyes of other rice cakes, the discussions behind his back, and his father's misunderstanding, and he always took care of her and Xiao Wusi, and even adopted Xiao Wusi, becoming a His "dad".

Tai Shui is not yet married, but has dragged an adopted son, which is destined to be a big burden.

Even, in order not to worry them, Taishui pretended to forget about Super Dry...

But who is tormenting all this?

Tai Shui was too gentle to them, but so cruel to herself.

At this moment, Wuyou touched Taishui's thin cheek, and the corners of his eyes couldn't help getting wet: "Xiao Shui, I beg you, can you be more selfish and treat yourself better?"