Floating Life

When it was night again, Luo Lou lay on the bed, afraid to fall asleep, for fear of having another nightmare, but unfortunately, his body was short of sleep, and within a few minutes, he fell into a drowsy sleep.

Hearing the familiar alarm sound again the next day, Luo Lou breathed a sigh of relief. The sound he didn't want to hear before was now like the sound of nature, and he didn't go back to sleep as usual, and quickly got out of bed.

Luo's mother laughed and teased him, but Zhang Qingyi keenly sensed that something was wrong with Luo Lou, very wrong.He began to lose his mind frequently, and there was a trace of indescribable sadness in his brows and eyes, but if he talked to him, Luo Lou would quickly adjust his state, and chat with people happily as usual.

But Zhang Qingyi knew that Luo Lou had something on his mind that couldn't be explained to outsiders, so he didn't even tell him.Zhang Qingyi was somewhat unhappy about this, and asked him during lunch time: "What's wrong with you these two days?"

Luo Lou didn't expect him to find out, he was surprised for a moment, stuffed a few mouthfuls of rice, and said vaguely, "It's nothing, I didn't sleep well."

"You still want to lie, don't you, pigs can't sleep without you."

"Hey," Luo Lou said half-truthfully, "I really didn't sleep well, I was dreaming, and I dreamed about things that will happen more than ten years later."

Zhang Qingyi became interested, swallowed the food in his mouth and asked: "It's so mysterious, what will we two be like in more than ten years?"

Luo Lou asked with a half-smile, "How do you know that I must have dreamed about the two of us?"

Zhang Qingyi's expression froze, he poked the flesh with chopsticks and said, "Then who did you dream about?"

Thinking of that wedding banquet, Luo Lou's face also turned sour: "I am just kidding you because I dreamed about the two of us. I dreamed that my aunt introduced a girl to you. You two are planning to get married after only knowing each other for more than three months."

This description made Zhang Qingyi laugh, and shook his head while laughing: "What a mess, it is absolutely impossible for me to marry someone I have known for a few months, absolutely impossible."

What he said was extremely firm, which gave Luo Lou great confidence. It really was just a dream.

"Although the dream is very nonsensical, but that girl is quite beautiful. She looks like a small bird and has big eyes. Does Ah Qing like this type?"

Zhang Qingyi frowned and thought for a while, the girl's appearance he described was still blurred, and he laughed and said: "I should...don't like it, I don't know what I like."

"Okay." Luo Lou raised his eyebrows, and finished the rest of the food, "Now it's useless, go back and read, and let's go out and have fun after the exam."

"When it comes to reading, you seem to be distracted all day." Zhang Qingyi stood up, and the two walked out side by side with the dinner plate, "It's the last month, don't let yourself go."

"Don't worry, absolutely not." Luo Lou smiled silently, of course he didn't allow himself to lose the chain.

In terms of smartness and flexibility, Luo Lou is even better than Zhang Qingyi, but in terms of hard work, the difference is not only a star and a half, if it is not for the purpose of going to the same university as Zhang Qingyi, Luo Lou may not be able to achieve such good grades.

After another few days of peace, Luo Lou gradually forgot about the wedding banquet that was so real that it made people's tongue hurt, and fell into a drowsy sleep. Tomorrow is Sunday, a rare day to sleep late...

When Luo Lou woke up, he quickly noticed that something was wrong, because he was covered with a thick quilt, and with a slight movement, cold air from all directions poured in. This is definitely not what the weather should be like in May, but rather like a cold winter. .

It was this room again, cold and empty, Luo Lou no longer knew what to say.

The mobile phone rang suddenly, Luo Lou turned his head and looked, and found that it was different from the last one, but the change was not very big, opened the interface to pick it up, and the voice inside was strange and familiar: "A Lou, A Lou! You Where are you now?"

Zhang Qingyi's voice couldn't hide his anxiety even through the screen, Luo Lou didn't have time to think about this weird situation, and asked anxiously: "I'm at home, I just woke up, don't worry, what's wrong?"

"My mother found out about Tingting, her blood pressure rose suddenly and she passed out. Now I can't run away from the hospital. Can you come and help me?"

Tingting...was another strange name. Luo Lou didn't have time to think about it, so he lifted the quilt and asked, "Go out now, which hospital are you in?"

The person on the other end of the phone was obviously stunned. He probably didn't understand why Luo Lou would ask such a question. He thought he might be sleepy or anxious, so he said: "Building No. [-] of the Second City Inpatient Department, I'll wait for you." Come."

After hanging up the call, Luo Lou quickly put on his clothes and went to the bathroom. When he saw the man's face in the mirror, he was startled even though he was prepared.

There are two vertical lines between the eyebrows. It seems that the years have slipped away for a long time without knowing it, and it has become what a 40-year-old man should look like.

When they arrived at the hospital, Luo Lou didn't call Zhang Qingyi, but asked the nurse which ward Mrs. Zhang lived in, and went upstairs directly after getting the result.

Doing a quick calculation, Zhang's mother is also in her sixties, and she is lying on the bed due to illness, her complexion is really bad, Luo Lou sees people through the glass of the ward door, and hardly dares to go in.

What exactly happened to make this middle-aged woman who was always gentle in memory so thin and weak.

Zhang's mother saw Luo Lou walking in, as if seeing the backbone, with tears in her eyes, showing a strong dependence.

Luo Lou felt a little strange about this, but still held the man's hand and said with concern: "Auntie, I heard from Ah Qing, are you feeling better now? Tell me what feels uncomfortable."

Zhang's mother was quite surprised by his address. The fat aunt in the next bed heard the movement and said in surprise: "Sister, didn't you say that your godson will come?"

Luo Lou's thoughts turned sharply, his mind was still confused, but he couldn't help changing his mouth and said: "Mom, I'm so scared and confused, Ah Qing's side is already chaotic enough, if something happens to you, you can't make us two worry to death ?”

When Zhang Qingyi was mentioned, Zhang's mother couldn't stop crying, and she muttered: "Qingyi... why is my life so unlucky, Lao Zhang is gone, and he has encountered such a thing again! If I hadn't I feel sorry for my son, so I might as well go with Lao Zhang."

"Mom! Why do you say that? Is there anything that can't be solved? What's wrong with Ah Qing?"

Talking about this Zhang mother is still angry: "I already know, Tingting...you still want to help Qingyi hide it from me, don't you?"

Luo Lou was full of doubts, so he could only fool around and said: "This kind of thing...we just don't want you to worry, you see, you know, isn't your body going wrong?"

Zhang's mother was probably worried about the people next to her, so she never mentioned what was going on with Tingting and the so-called concealment, she just said: "It doesn't matter here, just, I just got anxious and confused all of a sudden. Xiaolou, don't worry about me. You go to Qing Yi, you persuade him, now only you can help him!"

Luo Lou was so anxious that he didn't know anything. After confirming that there was nothing wrong with Zhang's mother, he rushed to Zhang Qingyi's side.

When he found someone, he wasn't just anxious, Luo Lou was dying of heartache.

Zhang Qingyi had always been thin when he was young, and now not only does he not look like a middle-aged man, but his thin cheeks are slightly sunken, his eyes are full of bruises, his lips have no blood, and he is squatting in the corner of the corridor smoking.

Luo Lou went over to pull the man up, and crushed the half-burned cigarette between his fingers into the cigarette tray on the trash can, but didn't know how to speak.

It was Zhang Qingyi who rested his head on Luo Lou's shoulder and closed his eyes wearily.

Luo Lou's heart was pounding, he hesitated for a moment, and gently wrapped his arms around him. Seeing that Zhang Qingyi hadn't moved, he tightened his arms and wrapped his arms around a warm body.

He didn't want to say anything, he didn't want to ask anything, he didn't want to know anything, he just wanted to keep this moment forever.

"Alou, I'm so tired."

Luo Lou stroked the soft hair on the back of Zhang Qingyi's head, and his tone was as gentle as if a piece of marshmallow was crushed and then let go: "What does it matter, I will always be by your side."