Generals and Puppet Emperors

I said in my heart: I don't understand.

But I know that what I think in my heart is all nonsense, power is indeed an intoxicating thing, some people abandon it like nothing, but some people do everything to snatch it, even if their hearts are blackened, they are deeply involved in power struggles I never know regret in the quagmire of my life.

Am I not enjoying the benefits of power myself?

It is precisely because I have robbed more military achievements that I can gradually become an indispensable right-hand man of the emperor from a humble soldier. When I am on the battlefield, there are also people who are not focused on surviving, and some are active, timid and afraid of death. Just hide behind the soldiers who bravely killed the enemy and enjoy the rewards, savoring the sweetness brought by that tiny right.

I was waiting for the emperor to tell me the whereabouts of my mother. He was too wordy, and I didn't know if this situation just hit his heartstrings and made the emperor want to confide in me.

He finally told me where my mother was:

"Your mother... is probably accompanying Qingdeng Ancient Buddha. She is unwilling to remarry and is disheartened. People in the Li family will naturally look on coldly. Even her biological mother will treat her as if she doesn't have this daughter."

"You can go to Li's house to find Mrs. Li Ying. If anyone has sympathy and pity for your mother, it can only be her."

Mrs. Li... Mrs. Ying.I was stunned, and picked up the recognition of this name in the side corridor of my memory. I knew that this name was when I was adopted by a military household for more than a few months. My adoptive father was addicted to alcohol and often got drunk and passed out. He is very poor, has only a little military merit, and is destined to be unable to go to the battlefield because of missing legs, but he can drink every day. This used to confuse me.

Until he was drunk and said a long sentence, I didn't hear what he muttered clearly, but I only caught a vague name. In this sentence, the adoptive father praised him over and over again, calling it a generous lady, Li Ying or Li Ying?

Now it seems that Mrs. Li Ying may have taken care of me.

"Yes, I will try it." I frowned and answered.

Hope to see my mother again.

I won't disturb her quiet life now, but maybe I can donate some sesame oil money to the temple where she lives.

By the way, I can test her attitude towards Aman, maybe I can take Aman... to meet her parents.

I always feel that the emperor has not finished speaking. Maybe he really wants to express his overflowing emotions to me, a junior whom I haven’t seen for a long time. The concubine of a great family confides in Xinsheng, but he will definitely talk to me and talk about other things.

Such as war.

As I expected, the emperor told me that I had to be ready for war at any time.

I feel like I can be a guest detective at any time.

A few years ago, He Lan told me that a war was about to start, but the flames of war have not been ignited, and now the emperor has said it...

Still a little skeptical.

But this news is reasonable again, it is probably that kind: the feeling of welcoming fate that has finally come.

No matter, Dongmei is just right now, and a new hot spring resort has been opened. Aman should also like the warm and comfortable hot spring in winter, right?

I want to stay with Aman for a long time.

Therefore, if I really want to go to the battlefield, I will definitely try my best to protect myself.

How can a person who has a bond be willing to give up his name?