Judgment Game Survival Guide

Xuan Mu understood.

No matter what their relationship is, whether they are together or not, Shi Qi will habitually want to give, want the so-called "gentle treatment of others", and habitually put "others" above "self".

Xuan Mu pulled a hemp rope from the side, and tied Shi Qi's hands behind his back without touching the wound, completely immobilizing him.

"The agreed agreement!!" Xuan Mu took a few deep breaths, staring fixedly at Shi Qi's eyes, "The agreed agreement has no scruples!! Did I ever say that I'm not that useless! Did I say that? But please don't do such a thing as blocking a gun for me!"

And even if he can dodge it.

At first, he thought that Shi Qi was protecting him everywhere because he liked him, but he didn't expect that there were other reasons hidden-the relationship between the two of them seemed so fucking sweet, and Shi Qi seemed to be very mature and stable, but in fact it was just It's a habit to take all the responsibility on yourself.

Xuanmu is not confident and cannot bear this kind of love that makes him worry about losing the other party, making him panic and guilty.

"Ah Xuan..." Shi Qi saw Xuan Mu go crazy for the first time, "Xuan Mu! You...let me go first!"

Xuan Mu tied Shi Qi's hands and feet round and round, tightening the rope vigorously, and when he came back to his senses, tears were already flowing in a mess.

Shi Qi froze in place.

"You..." Xuan Mu twitched the corners of his mouth, "I think too much about others, I never think much about myself, I always have."

Shi Qi forced himself to calm down, and softened his tone: "Can you let me go first...someone should come in a while."

"So what if someone comes?" Xuan Mu's eyes were red, but there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, "You have to trust me too, don't you, I can protect you well and won't hurt you in the slightest."

Shi Qi was almost unable to move at all, and his heart shook violently while panicking—he used to have no intuitive experience and understanding of the extremes that Xuan Mu confessed, but now he is truly frightened by Xuan Mu's appearance.

Xuan Mu checked the gunshot wound on Qi's arm for a while, and he was relieved when he saw that the bleeding had stopped.

He spit out a sentence expressionlessly: "I am not afraid of death."

Shi Qi's figure paused.

"Maybe I'm just a freak," Xuan Mu said calmly, "I'm not afraid of death, and I'm not afraid of the two of us dying together, but I'm afraid that you will die because of me."

Although it was just eliminated in the game, it didn't make much difference, and he still had to die in front of him again.

Shi Qi stared blankly at Xuan Mu, and finally whispered four words after a long time: "I won't die."

Xuan Mu laughed and sighed: "It's fine for us to die here together, it's he."

Shi Qi opened his mouth, not knowing how to respond, so he talked about him from left to right: "I mean it... I know I won't be eliminated, I just don't want to make you hurt so much."

Besides, if he is eliminated, how should he be protected for the next part of the journey.

"Look at the little bit of blood you have left before you say such things." Xuan Mu said coldly.

He took out the card machine and looked at the countdown. The safe zone had already been refreshed. The latest safe zone happened to cover the top of the snow-capped mountain and the buildings below the mountain in the upper right corner of the map. The countdown was only two hours long.

He measured the scope of the new safe zone and analyzed the number of survivors in the upper right corner of the map. The safe zone will probably be refreshed again.

He got up and locked the door, looked around for a while, and went up to the second floor.

Shi Qi moved his body with difficulty, trying to untie the rope on his body, but Xuan Mu seemed to have tied him several knots, and he couldn't move at all.

After a while, Xuan Mu returned to the first floor with a half-broken cart.

"Xuan Mu," Shi Qi lowered his voice, "let me go."

"I don't want to." Xuan Mu gently hugged Shi Qi and transferred him to the trolley.

"You're not crazy, are you?" Shi Qi started from another angle, "You pushed this cart up the mountain? What's going on in your head? Are you protecting me like this?"

"I can protect you well," Xuan Mu replied calmly, "Are you addicted to protectors? Do you really think I'm useless if you stay by your side obediently? I'm worse than you in terms of force value?"

He lowered his eyes and thought for a while, then added: "But I might really be crazy... Do you regret being with me?

"I..." Shi Qi subconsciously didn't want to listen to Xuan Mu's words.

"I also thought that I had fooled myself," Xuanmu continued, "That's right... No matter how I think about it, it is impossible for me to raise any normal children with these experiences in the past."

"I'm not talking about this!" Shi Qi increased his volume with red eyes.

"But I said, for you, I will always go forward," Xuan Mu said to himself, "During the second game in Kyoto Amusement Park, you still owe me a punishment, remember?"

"From now on, you should be like this, you should also take a rest," Xuan Mu picked up the rifle/gun beside Shi Qi, and quickly turned it around a few times in his hand as if playing handsome,

"You have touched my bottom line, I really can't be moved... If something goes wrong, I will regret it for the rest of my life."

Shi Qi exhaled lightly, and suddenly said: "You are secretly changing concepts."

Xuan Mu glanced sideways at him.

"It's the same with you," Shi Qi said, "You said that I have been giving, and you don't like others giving for you, but you also didn't keep the agreement... You have never dared to accept other people's kindness to you, even if we are like this. intimate relationship."

Xuan Mu was stunned.

He subconsciously wanted to refute, but the uncontrollable logical thinking in his mind played a leading role, and he took the lead in chewing on the other party's words.

"We're both the same," Shi Qi Chengsheng pursued, "It's arrived."

Xuan Mu picked up the trolley containing Joss along the way, and pushed the two carts towards the foot of the snow-capped mountain. After thinking about it for a while, it seemed that something was wrong.

"Are you okay?"

Shi Qi looked innocent: "Huh?"

Xuan Mu raised his hand and patted Shi Qi on the head: "Seize the moral high ground."

"No," Shi Qi sighed helplessly, "If you were to change places, what would you do?"

"I..." Xuan Mu opened his mouth, and at this moment, a figure suddenly appeared at the entrance of the alley in front of him, and he quickly raised his gun and swept towards that place.

The card machine made a 'ding' sound, indicating that they had successfully eliminated one person.

Xuan Mu clenched the handle of the gun, held his breath and observed the entrance of the alley. After confirming that there was no one else, he continued to push the cart forward.

"I will be so strong that I don't need to sacrifice another person, there will be no such if." Xuan Mu replied.

"..." Shi Qi glanced at the alley just now with some fear, "Okay, the powerful Xuanmu baby...can you let me go first..."

He glanced at the somewhat steep snow mountain: "Let go of me first, it's too dangerous to push this up the mountain, if the wheels slip accidentally..."

"You're so annoying." Xuan Mu hung the gun by his side, took out the rope and tied the two trolleys together, trying to pull them up the mountain in the form of pulling.

He tried to pull the two of them up, but one adult and one minor plus two trolleys were really heavy, so he kicked the unconscious Jos in annoyance.

"Look at how slippery the snow is," Shi Qi softly bewitched, "I really only have a trace of blood left, if I fall, it will be gone."

Xuan Mu hesitated a little.

If they really met other teams on this white snow mountain, Shi Qi would be a moving head sitting in a trolley, and even if Xuan Mu wanted to block the gun, he would have to take two of them to fall.

"Let me come down and go by myself, eh?" Shi Qi gave him a wronged look.

Xuan Mu's voice was loose: "Then..."

"I promise not to do such a thing again!" Shi Qi increased his volume, "I swear!"

Xuan Mu also replied viciously: "What if I do this kind of thing again!"

"Do as you please!"

"Then... well..."

Xuan Mu fixed the trolley and tried to untie the rope on Shi Qi's body, regretting for a moment why he had tied so many knots.

Shi Qi moved his limbs a bit, not daring to snatch Qiao Si's cart again, and followed Xuan Mu to the top of the mountain.

The number of survivors in the upper right corner of the map was only in single digits, and the two of them did not find anyone nearby, and their tense hearts were slightly relieved.

When this happened in the morning, the two of them didn't have time to fill up the kettle, only the bottle of drink was hidden in the bag.

Xuan Mu was really thirsty, and after holding on for a while, he tried to take a small sip, feeling the familiar bitterness in the sweetness, and was so angry that his head was a little dizzy.

What luck!Are there any non-alcoholic beverages in this vending machine? !

Shi Qi looked at Xuan Mu who was a little dizzy, and asked softly: "Are you okay..."

"I can go," Xuan Mu gritted his teeth and climbed up, and gave Shi Qi a warning look, "Don't make trouble."

"Okay, okay," Shi Qi nodded helplessly, holding Xuan Mu with one hand, and the rope tied to the trolley with the other, "Just hold it lightly."

Xuan Mu didn't answer, restraining his dizziness, he pulled the cart up with difficulty.

There are 20 minutes left in the countdown to refresh the safe zone, and they are still some distance away from the summit.

"No, I'm so dizzy," Xuan Mu finally couldn't bear it any longer, "Talk to me quickly, sober up."

"I'll carry you."

"No, can you play it safe? You're all injured..." Xuan Mu panted, "I'll beat myself up when I'm crazy, don't force me."

Shi Qi smiled helplessly: "That's not necessary, it's too non-mainstream."

Xuan Mu was thinking in a daze, these words seemed to be a bit naive, as if self-mutilation due to secondary illness, he increased his volume and said: "I'm annoying you to death!"

Shi Qi couldn't help laughing for a while, then coughed lightly and said, "To be honest, I'm glad I made you angry."

"???" Xuan Mu raised his hand and beat him hard, "Where are you?"

"I've been lucky twice," Shi Qi said, "the first time was glad that I lied to you that I was your ex-boyfriend, otherwise you would never have told me about your experiences, and the second time was that I just made you angry Otherwise, I would never have realized that your lack of security is serious."

Xuan Mu: "..."

Before he had time to say anything, the snow under his feet suddenly shook slightly, and several piles of snow rolled down and smashed towards the foot of the mountain.

The two hurriedly pulled the trolley to the side, stabilized their figures, and avoided the slight avalanche.

"Although I've said it many times, I still have to say it again." Shi Qi straightened his face, "No matter what you think subconsciously, I never think you are abnormal."

Xuanmu; "..."

He lowered his eyes and was silent for a long while, then lowered his voice and said, "...you don't know."

Shi Qi: "Huh?"

Xuan Mu pretended to relax and said, "You don't know what crazy thoughts came to my mind that day when I was standing by the roadside with a kitchen knife in my hand. You don't know how much I miss when I hear them say that about my mother and you." Just be so impulsive... You don't know what I was thinking the moment I saw you shot."

Shi Qi paused for breath, and held Xuan Mu's hand tighter.

"I want to tie you up and lock you in a cage. I want you to rely on me without any scruples. You have to rely on me for food, drink, play, fun, and physical needs. You don't have to think about how to change flowers to protect me and take care of me." "Xuan Mu smiled wryly, "I am such a person, but I can't restrain the urge to get closer to you, even though I know how dark I am."

"..."

Shi Qi didn't reply, and his eyes became inexplicably moist.

There were only tens of meters away from the top of the mountain, and the two slowly climbed up step by step until the sun hidden on the other side of the snow-capped mountain came into view.

The world was spinning before Xuan Mu's eyes, and he accidentally slipped, Shi Qi was brought over by Xuan Mu, and the two simply lay down on the icy snow.

"No...it can't be done..." Xuan Mu looked at the sky panting, "Lie down for ten seconds...just ten seconds..."

"Lie down," Shi Qi slowly pulled out the card machine from his pocket, "It's already in the safe zone."

Xuan Mu silently counted for ten seconds, then stood up with difficulty, and pulled Shi Qi up: "No...it's too open, it's dangerous..."

Shi Qi lay motionless on the spot, without being pulled up by Xuan Mu, and just stared at Xuan Mu.

"Why?" Xuan Mu glanced at him unhappily.

"You're just prone to overthinking."

Xuan Mu: "..."

Shi Qi tugged at Xuan Mu, pulled him directly into his arms, and hugged him tightly: "Not only do you think too much, but you also habitually hold these emotions in your heart to digest yourself. It's normal to have negative thoughts and it doesn't show how dark and extreme you are."

Xuan Mu struggled for a while and wanted to get up, but Shi Qi pressed him tightly in his arms: "I..."

"Thinking about it from another angle, while your mother has an influence on your daily communication, you still choose to take care of her emotions. When you are particularly angry with me... um... ignore the detail of wanting to put me in a cage, What you are thinking in your heart is how to protect me, and want me to let go of the burden on me and relax for a while." Shi Qi's warm breath hit Xuan Mu's ear, "So there is no need, you are obviously a very nice and gentle person, There's no need to think your own thoughts are bad."

Although Xuan Mu seems free and easy, and seems to have let go of those burdens, in fact, those hideous wounds are still deeply rooted deep in his heart.

He has always wanted to hide the wound, and he only opened a small gap that day when he confessed, implying that Shi Qi himself was not that good, if Shi Qi showed a little retreat back then, he would shrink back like a tortoise and crawl back into the strong body Inside the shell, no one can walk in, and no one can hurt him.

Shi Qi only noticed some clues at the beginning, and didn't think so deeply, so he was very lucky to have this experience.

Xuan Mu stared at Shi Qi in a daze, not knowing what to say, and it took him a long time to say softly: "Get up...isn't it cold on the ground?"

"What I want to say is," Shi Qi said, "No matter how complicated you are inside, no matter what you become, I will accept you together."

He wanted to break Xuanmu's hard shell and make himself the opponent's armor, leaving him nowhere to escape.

"Let's make a new agreement." Shi Qi hugged Xuan Mu with one hand, searched in his pocket with the other hand, and handed something to Xuan Mu's eyes.

The little thing shone brightly under the sunlight, Xuan Mu blinked, and it took a while to see what it was, and he froze in place.

—It was a diamond ring.

"In the future, I won't do such stupid things like today, and I won't secretly take all the responsibility on myself, and I will rely on you more," Shi Qi sat up with his arms around Xuan Mu, and looked straight at him without hesitation She opened her eyes and said, "And you can no longer keep everything in your heart. Don't think about maintaining a perfect persona in front of me, and don't think that I will hate the real you, because there is no such possibility."

Xuan Mu stared blankly at Shi Qi's eyes, and his eye sockets became a little sore.

"Can you?" Shi Qi smiled and kissed Xuan Mu, "Can you accept my marriage proposal?"

"You..." Xuan Mu's voice couldn't help becoming hoarse, his heart beating violently, "Where did you get the ring..."

"The nut ring removed from the electric meter in the last game, the pliers and files in the craft room, the diamonds in the reference room..." Shi Qi counted, "Mostly they were made after you fell asleep, and there are some complicated steps It was done with tools in the craft room of the Jewelry Institute."

Xuan Mu: "..."

In ancient times, there was an old woman who ground an iron pestle into a needle, and now sometimes Qi Nut makes a diamond ring.

"You still secretly stay up late to make rings without telling me?" Xuan Mu's focus was a bit off, "You still have the energy to make rings after I'm done with me?"

Shi Qi smiled: "You are in good health."

"..." Xuan Mu raised his hand and pinched Shi Qi's waist hard.

"It's too hasty," Xuan Mu sniffed, "Who has just proposed after a fight? Who cares about you?"

"Don't be hasty," Shi Qi wiped the tears from the corners of Xuan Mu's eyes, and said with a smile, "Maybe in the future we will quarrel more fiercely because of other things, and we will not spare anyone when we are tit for tat... But even if we quarrel, we are not allowed. When it comes to breaking up, even if we quarrel, we can’t forget that I love you, even if we quarrel and want to run away from home..."

He shook the diamond ring in his hand and said with a smile: "When you opened the door, you looked down and saw that you were still wearing the diamond ring I gave you. After thinking about it, you are already mine, so let's make do with it." , and finally crawled back to my bed in a huff..."

"Impossible, I won't run away from home," Xuan Mu couldn't help laughing, "I will drive you out first."

Shi Qi grabbed Xuan Mu's hand, pretended to shiver, and said pitifully, "So please promise me, the ground is so cold..."

"I promise you, I promise you!" Xuan Mu hurriedly tried to get up, "Get up! It's time to catch a cold!"

Shi Qi hooked the corners of his lips, quickly pushed the ring into Xuan Mu's ring finger, kissed him hard, and pulled him up from the snow.

"The ring is a bit rough, just make do with Dai Dai, and I will propose to you again when I return to the real world." Shi Qi said.

"It's my turn to propose next time," Xuan Mu patted the snow on his pants, "It's impossible for you to take all the good things."