sleep in your heart

From Zheng Zhi's point of view, the biggest difficulty in his relationship with You Zeyi has been resolved, and there is nothing to worry about in the future.

At night, the two were lying on the bed, and You Zeyi couldn't sleep, so he dragged Zheng Zhi to chat.

"Why didn't you tell me in advance?" You Zeyi complained a little, "I should face this kind of thing with you."

"Because I have no idea." Zheng Zhi said, "Although according to my mother's personality, she won't make things difficult for you, but I'm still afraid of making things difficult for you."

"What about you?" You Zeyi said, "I'm afraid that I'll be uncomfortable, I'm afraid that I'll be embarrassed, so you have to carry everything alone?"

He turned over and faced Zheng Zhi sideways: "Did you forget that I am also a man?"

"No..." Zheng Zhi was a little anxious when he heard him say this, and explained, "I just think it's hard enough for you, and I don't want you to bear it anymore."

You Ze stared at him for a while, then said in a muffled voice, "I want to share with you."

He said: "Sometimes I really feel that I am very useless. I don't have anything to ask for. The only thing I can get is to have a boyfriend like you."

Zheng Zhi smiled, touched his face and said, "Who told you that you are useless? If it weren't for you, I still think I am frigid."

"Come on!" You Zeyi patted his hand away, and said shyly, "Let's have a good chat."

"What I said is true." Zheng Zhi hugged him and said, "You can't always deny yourself like this, everyone has their own value, because of you, I also want to become better, if you say you are nothing Use, then what am I?"

"But I really don't have anything," You Zeyi was a little depressed, "I have no education, no home, and now I don't even have a job. I have to rely on you for everything, and I have a father who is like a time bomb. Sometimes I feel like you Being with me is very special."

Speaking of father, Zheng Zhi frowned subconsciously.

"It's okay," Zheng Zhi said, "you will have everything in the future."

You Ze closed his eyes with a smile, and rubbed against Zheng Zhi's arms. Before, he always thought that he was probably the unluckiest person in the world, but now that he thought about it, what he suffered before might be all for today's luck. He has nothing worthy of being liked by others, but he is loved and pampered by a person who is good in everything, what else is there to be dissatisfied with?

"Zheng Zhi," You Zeyi hugged him tightly, and said softly, "I'm so happy."

On Monday morning, Zheng Zhi took half a day off and took You Zeyi to the airport to see his mother off.

On the way to the airport, Mama Zheng and You Zeyi were sitting in the back, and they had been whispering, or in other words, Mama Zheng had been rambling on and on.

"What are you talking about? Speak up and let me hear it too."

"It has nothing to do with you." Zheng's mother ignored him and continued to chat with You Zeyi.

Arrived at the airport, checked in, and took her to the security checkpoint.

Zheng's mother looked at the two children who were much taller than her, and she still looked worried.

"What's the matter?" Zheng Zhi put his arms around her and shook her like he was acting like a baby when he was a child, "Madam, don't frown!"

"Annoying!" Zheng's mother blushed again.

She was reluctant to be separated from her son. It had been a long time since she had seen her son, and she didn't have much time to spend with each other. Since Zheng Zhi went to university, she spent only a handful of times together every year. Although she knew that her son would be able to handle things long ago A man, but in her view, he will always be a child.

How could a mother not be worried or distressed when the child was wandering outside alone.

"You are all well," Zheng's mother patted him, then looked at You Zeyi and said, "Take care of each other, if something happens, if you can't solve it by yourself, you must tell your family, Mom and Dad will support you."

Zheng Zhi understands what the hell he means, but he is still worried about him and You Zeyi.

This road is not easy to walk, and it can even be said that it is very difficult.

The society seems to be tolerant, but it is not.

Everyone is calling for equal rights, but it is still impossible for the gay community to truly enjoy the rights they deserve.

When they held hands in full view, they would definitely attract strange looks.

When they tell others that they are in love in public, some people will make irresponsible remarks.

Because of his homosexual status, he may encounter bottlenecks in work and promotion in the workplace.

Because of my homosexual status, it is even difficult to defend my rights when encountering unequal treatment.

However, because it is difficult, so give up?

Zheng Zhi couldn't do it.

He just loves You Zeyi, and he just wants to be with You Zeyi.

Because of his recklessness, parents have to worry more.

"Don't worry about us," Zheng Zhi said, "We should protect you two."

Zheng's mother smiled, pushed her son away and said, "Come on, you, just stop worrying about me and I will be a few years younger!"

It's almost time, Mama Zheng has to go through the security check, she called You Zeyi over, and looked at him carefully from head to toe.

"To be honest, after I found out about the relationship between the two of you yesterday, I didn't have the nerve to take a good look at you." Zheng's mother said with a smile, "It's a very good child. I came that day, and I liked it at first sight. You are so tender. .”

"Thank you, Auntie..." You Ze felt embarrassed to be praised, especially when this person was Zheng Zhi's mother.

He always felt that he didn't deserve any praise, because he really didn't have any merits worth seeing. He was too inferior, so inferior that he wanted to keep his head down forever.

"Thank you, I only praise you because I see you well, if I really don't like it, I won't bother to talk about the scene." Zheng's mother patted him on the back and said, "Son, straighten your back, we are not bad at anything. After a while, Auntie will come over to study with you if she is free, so you can relax and prepare for the exam, and Auntie will make you whatever you want to eat."

You Ze's eyes turned red when he heard that, and he suddenly remembered his mother.

That year, he was about to take the college entrance examination, and his mother told him every day, don't think about anything, just concentrate on studying, and tell his mother what he wants to eat.

"Auntie, can I give you a hug?" You Zeyi seldom asks others, he doesn't dare, and he doesn't want to, he doesn't want to ask others, and he doesn't want to burden others.

However, at this moment, he misses his mother so much. Looking at Zheng's mother, he longs for a hug like a mother's.

Seeing that his eyes were red, Zheng's mother remembered the child's life experience that Zheng Zhi had told her.

She felt sorry for him and cared for him. She opened her arms and hugged the child who was so thin that she frowned.

"Don't cry," Zheng's mother patted him and said, "If you feel homesick in the future, come back to us with Zheng Zhi. Don't worry, I will take care of your uncle."

You Ze hugged Mama Zheng, suppressed tears and nodded.

He felt that no one would be luckier than him. If people really had a next life, he would continue to repay the warmth they gave him in this life several times.

Waving goodbye is always a difficult thing, looking at the back of Zheng's mother, You Zeyi and Zheng Zhi are a little bit disappointed.

You Zeyi said, "Auntie is so kind."

"It's pretty good," Zheng Zhi said, "Actually, my dad is also very nice. This year's Chinese New Year, you go back with me, and then let my dad take you to play mahjong, and you try hard to beat him."

"...Are you really uncle's biological son? How can there be such a son?" You Ze looked at him with disgust, turned and walked out.

Zheng Zhi followed up with a smile: "Is it real? You can go and see when the time comes. They all say that I look exactly like my dad when I was young."

The two had just arrived at the parking lot when Zheng Zhi's cell phone rang.

He took it out to have a look, and said to You Zeyi: "Wait for me, I'll answer the phone."

Zheng Zhi got out of the car, walked to a distance, and answered the phone.

It was a lawyer who called, and You Zeyi's father had almost dealt with it, which made Zheng Zhi feel at ease.

Zheng Zhi looked back at You Zeyi, who was sitting in the co-pilot and looking at him.

"Well, thank you for your hard work." Zheng Zhi said, "Find a time another day, we brothers will have a drink, and I will thank you in person."

Back in the car, You Zeyi said, "You had a bad expression just now."

"Huh? Is there?" Zheng Zhi fastened his seat belt and began to play dumb.

"Yes," You Zeyi asked him worriedly, "Are you all right?"

Zheng Zhi smiled, and said while driving: "It's rare."

"What's so rare?"

"It's rare that you care about me so much." Zheng Zhi yelled at him, "Did you find out? This is the first time you asked me about the phone content."

"...Then I won't ask any more." You Ze turned his face to the outside, and the tips of his ears were a little red.

"Don't, I like it when you ask." Zheng Zhi stretched out his hand and squeezed his hand, "I just like to see you care about me."

"So? Are you all right?"

Zheng Zhi hesitated for a moment, and said with a smile: "It's okay, the company has something to do, and someone has been arranged to deal with it."

You Ze nodded, although he felt that something was wrong, he didn't think about it any more.What can be the matter?What he feared the most has been resolved, and now that Zheng's mother has approved of them, there will probably be nothing to worry him about in the future.

On the way home, Zheng Zhi said, "I think we need to celebrate today."

"Celebrate what?"

"Congratulations on officially becoming a member of my Zheng family."

"……Not yet."

"Why not? My family, my mother has the final say." Zheng Zhi glanced at him, then looked at the time, "I don't plan to go back to the company today, let's go home and do business."

"Go home to do something? What are you doing?" You Zeyi had a premonition, but felt that he was thinking too much.

"What do you think you can do?" Zheng Zhi said, "Because my mother was here yesterday, it was inconvenient to do anything. Now that she is gone, we are the only ones left at home."

"...Zheng Zhi, it's daytime now."

"I like Bai Rixuan/kinky."

"You only took a morning off."

"I'm the manager, I have the final say."

"I didn't expect you to be such a person."

"Don't be so stubborn," Zheng Zhi touched You Zeyi's thigh while waiting for the red light, "I can see it, you want it now."