sleep in your heart

Zhou Tong and He Ye's wedding came as scheduled, although the process was a bit difficult, Zhou Tong's unconscionable vice president even forgot that he was going to get married, and almost sent him on a business trip to Italy. Fortunately, all accidents Nothing happened, and Mr. Zhou Tong successfully married Ms. He Ye.

On the day of the wedding, Zheng Zhi, as the best man, had to be by the couple's side the whole time. Originally, Zhou Tong said that You Zeyi should be with him, but You Zeyi was really shy and said nothing.

The bride and groom are busy and flustered, and the best man has to follow suit.

You Zeyi didn't bother them, and went around by himself after arriving at the wedding venue.

The place where Zhou Tong and He Ye held their wedding was a park. It is said that this half of the park is specially used for this kind of outdoor wedding.

The sky is clear and the sky is clear. Apart from the green vegetation, there are white yarns and clusters of flowers. You Zeyi has never attended a wedding before, which makes him a little excited.

Everything is fresh.

A couple who love each other are about to walk into the hall of marriage hand in hand in front of many relatives and friends, and start a new life journey, and all the guests bring their blessings, as if the happy event of the couple is also their own.

You Zeyi wandered around for a while, seeing that the time was almost up, and it was almost time for the ceremony to start, so he walked towards the guest area, unexpectedly, he ran into someone he knew.

"I just watched it for a long time, and it turned out to be really you."

You Zeyi no longer remembers the name of the person who spoke, but he was in the same class as this person when he repeated his studies in the eleventh high school, of course, that is to say, he was also in the same class as Zhou Tong and Zheng Zhi.

It's just that You Zeyi felt strange. He remembered that Zhou Tong didn't have a good relationship with this person when he was in middle school. How come after so many years, he even invited him to come when he got married?

Although You Zeyi didn't remember this person's name, he remembered that he hated this person very much at the time. The reason was nothing more than that this boy had participated in those people's rumors that he was gay and targeted him everywhere.

You Zeyi is not a person who holds grudges, but to him those things back then still feel like a nightmare to this day. Those things are nightmares, so the person who did those things is a demon. There is no difference between humans and demons. chat.

"Sorry, I don't know you."

You Ze has always believed in the phrase "Looking from the heart", what some people think in their hearts can be seen through his eyes.

This point has been verified by his father earlier. The eyes of the middle-aged man are full of greed, but at this moment, the eyes of the man standing in front of him are filled with mockery.

Facts have proved that the nature of human beings is really hard to change.

The man blocked You Zeyi's way, and said with a smile: "Yo, you are so forgetful, we are still old classmates!"

You Zeyi didn't want to talk too much, he looked towards the guest area, wanting to leave here quickly.

In the year of Eleven High, except for that nightmare, he had a pretty good life, but if he really had to recall, he refused to recall any other memories except for the episodes related to Zheng Zhi.

He bypassed the other party and walked towards the guest area.

"Why are you going?" The man chased after him, like an urchin who finally found a new toy in a boring life, "Is this how you treat your old classmates?"

You Zeyi still didn't speak, and walked to the seat with his name on it.

He thought that the person would leave consciously after he sat down, but unexpectedly, the other person sat down beside him.

"It's a surprise to see you here." The man looked at him sideways, "It's been so many years, it hasn't changed much."

You Ze kept staring at the flower clusters in front of him without saying a word.

"Hey, let me ask you, do you still like men?"

As soon as he said this, You Zeyi frowned, turned around and said in a cold voice, "What's none of your business?"

The man laughed, raised his hand and straightened his tie and said, "It's none of my business, but for Zhou Tong's wedding, if a gay is invited, you two won't have anything, right? Does his wife know?" ?”

"What nonsense are you talking about?" You Zeyi suppressed his anger, "I am good friends with Zhou Tong."

"Yeah, good friend, I didn't say anything! You are so eager to explain, don't you have a ghost in your heart?"

You Ze endured it, and finally stood up: "Sorry, this is not your position, please get out of the way."

"Where I sit is up to you?" The other party also stood up and said with a teasing smile, "But even if you keep me, I won't stay for one more second. In case you want to do something wrong to me and make trouble at someone's wedding Wake up, it's not good."

"I'm not blind," You Zeyi finally couldn't help it, and started to fight back, "Even if I'm blind, I still don't like you, so don't worry."

"What did you say?" The man didn't expect You Zeyi to refute. He had already turned to leave, but then turned back, "What do you mean?"

"What? What do you want me to think about you?" You Ze smiled and said, "I said that I, a gay, don't like you, are you unhappy? Could it be that you like me?"

God knows how much courage You Zeyi used when he said this sentence. Since the university incident, he has learned to swallow his anger and submit to it, because he knows that there is no place for him to stand in this society. No matter what happens, he will not Someone is standing beside him.

But now he finally understands that blindly forbearance will only make people think that he is timid, cowardly and bully, and if he doesn't fight back, he will never be treated fairly, let alone respected by others.

You Zeyi never expects others to agree with him, but at least, don't bother him.

He forgot where he once read a sentence, which said that when everyone can focus more on themselves, there will be a lot less disputes in the world.

But some people just can't learn this truth, insisting on pointing fingers at other people's lives.

"What the hell are you talking about?"

"I speak Chinese, Mandarin, don't you understand?"

You Zeyi was surprised by his own reaction, it had been a long time since he had spoken back so happily to others.

"You fucking..."

Before the other party finished speaking, they were pulled away.

"Zheng Zhi?"

You Zeyi looked at the person standing in front of him, lowered his head and smiled.

"Long time no see." Zheng Zhi looked at the man in front of him who was still furious for a second and said, "I don't care what you want to do, but the wedding is about to start, if you can't find a place to sit down, I'm sorry, I may Call the security guard to see you off first."

The two confronted each other for a few seconds, the other side turned slightly, took a hard look at You Zeyi who was standing behind Zheng Zhi, turned and left.

Seeing that he was gone, Zheng Zhi turned around and said worriedly, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay," You Ze smiled at him, "I'm not sister Lin, why are you so nervous?"

"You're not sister Lin," Zheng Zhi leaned into his ear and said, "You're a crystal, you need to handle it with care."

"...I'm not!" You Zeyi blushed a little, he didn't know where Zheng Zhi learned these words, it was so disgusting that he couldn't digest it at all, "Hurry up, don't you start soon ?"

"Well, then you sit here well, and if someone comes looking for trouble again, you can call me."

"Don't worry," You Zeyi urged him to leave, "Did you forget that I am also a man?"

Before Zheng Zhi left, he hugged him again, and whispered in his ear: "I haven't forgotten, I just love you too much."

Perhaps it was because the atmosphere of the wedding was so warm and sweet, You Zeyi was a little moved when he watched from the audience.

The "Wedding March", which everyone is all too familiar with, sounded, and Zhou Tong stood there, waiting for his bride to walk towards him with a happy face.

Although it was very inappropriate, You Zeyi still uncontrollably thought of Ning Lu, the boy who used to peek at Zhou Tong playing basketball in the gymnasium, the boy who confessed his feelings in the suicide note but repeatedly emphasized, don't tell Zhou Tong Tong himself likes his boys.

As soon as You Ze understood the reason why Ning Lu did this, if it was him, he would choose to take this secret away forever.

He thought, maybe Zhou Tong was not the only person Ning Lu had ever liked, but he was the last one he liked in his short life. Tomb, that boy refused to realize his own dream in order not to burden the person he likes.

As soon as You Ze looked at Zhou Tong, he didn't know if there was really a heaven. If Ning Lu was there, if Ning Lu could see it, then at this moment, he must be blessing this man.

Marriage is the most magnificent adventure in love. From the moment of the wedding, two people really become one. From then on, we share weal and woe and bear each other's life. Many people finally find the most real and complete in marriage. of myself.

You Zeyi is envious. He never dared to imagine that one day he would marry the person he loves. In the eyes of many people, homosexuality is already deviant enough. If there is another same-sex wedding, it would be a bit too much. What's more, what can I do?In China, he may not wait until the day when same-sex marriage is legalized until he is old and gray.

You Zeyi thinks that this is not because he is overly pessimistic, as far as it looks, that is the case.

Don't look forward to it, don't fantasize about it, let's muddle along in the present day.

But even so, when standing under the stage and watching the bride and groom smile at each other full of love, watching Zhou Tong put a ring on He Ye, and then passionately kiss the beautiful bride, You Zeyi still felt a little sore nose.

He looked at Zheng Zhi who was standing on the side of the stage, who happened to be looking at him too.

That man was wearing a custom-made suit, he was very handsome, and he was also the most dazzling one among a row of groomsmen.

You Ze smiled at him, and the other responded with a smile.

The guests cheered and applauded enthusiastically because of the bride and groom's kiss. You Zeyi secretly put the applause and blessings into his pocket. blessing of.