sleep in your heart

Many times, people's sense of guilt comes as soon as they say it.

You Zeyi sat on the bed blankly, recalling the emotionally delicate dream just now. Sweat flowed from his forehead down his cheeks, all the way down his neck, and into his clothes.

His whole body was sticky, this summer's unique sticky feeling made his already a little impetuous heart even more chaotic.

He let out a long breath and looked out the window. After two o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was so strong that it seemed that he wanted to scorch the earth.

You Zeyi suddenly didn't like Xia Tian a little bit, because Xia Tian made him feel anxious, and made him feel as if he had walked into a maze dizzily.

He got off the bed, stood in front of a stack of exercise books, hesitated for a long time, and finally decided to take the one Zhou Tong gave him to the study room.

Before going out, You Zeyi turned his head again, hesitated, turned back, put the set of mock questions Zheng Zhi gave him in the workbook, and took them away together.

Because of the dream a few minutes ago, when You Ze first thought of Zheng Zhi, he felt blush, heartbeat and breathing disorder, and more importantly, he felt extremely guilty.

He is 19 years old. He is not a child who has not yet opened his heart. He has had some vague dreams in the past. Over the years, he has also experienced the sexual impulse that every adolescent has, but this is the first time. I dreamed that I was kissing a boy, and that person was my classmate.

It might be better if it was someone else, it wouldn't be so hard to face, the point is that it was Zheng Zhi who was kissing him.

In You Zeyi's mind, although Zheng Zhi is not considered a high-ranking god, at least he is someone he admires very much. He has helped him so much, but he is sexually obsessed with him in his dreams. This is too much.

As soon as You Ze walked into the self-study room, he spread out the workbook. Ten minutes passed, his mind was in a mess, and he didn't finish a single question.

The tip of the pen scratched back and forth on the straw paper, and after a mess, he began to copy the questions again and again, and the time passed little by little.

When You Zeyi realized how much time he had wasted, he was extremely annoyed.

He threw the messy straw paper in front of him into the trash can at the door, and then came back, forcing himself to study with peace of mind.

But sometimes the more you push yourself, the more you can't concentrate. He reads the question once, but before he finishes reading the question, his thoughts have drifted away.

You Zeyi hated his state so much, he threw himself down on the table, closed his eyes, and tried to squeeze Zheng Zhi out of his mind.

Zheng Zhi didn't expect He Ye to change the time of the school entrance banquet for him. It was originally scheduled for Friday night, but because he said he couldn't go to class on Friday night, they changed it to Saturday afternoon.

Anyway, we were still friends, and Zheng Zhi really didn't want to go, especially after he found out that those classmates who had a good relationship with him knew about He Ye's confession to him.

Zheng Zhi has always felt that He Ye is the kind of girl who really cares about face, and she must hide her failure in her confession. Who knows, this time she can't wait to tell the world that she likes Zheng Zhi.

Maybe it's because this is their last summer vacation together, there is always a vigorous love story in youth, even if it is a bit regrettable, at least when you think about it later, you will feel that this youth is worth it.

Zheng Zhi understands that He Ye is able to make such efforts for him, and this relationship cannot be fake. They are both adults, and although they are not veterans in the field of love, they all understand what love is.

Love is not a confession that hangs on the lips, but even if you reject it, you still always think about you.

He Ye felt that if he worked harder, he might be able to get a good result like the college entrance examination, but Zheng Zhi understood that love is not something to be chased, and women chasing men's interlayer gauze is just a legend.

He should have been more indifferent and not give any hope to He Ye, but everyone has done this, and he didn't even go to the other party's entrance banquet, which is really unjustifiable.

After all, we are still friends.

He Ye's school entrance banquet was scheduled for four o'clock in the afternoon. When Zheng Zhi passed by, he felt as hot as a steamed fish thrown in a pot. Fortunately, as soon as he entered the restaurant, the air-conditioning enveloped him in an instant, and he immediately regained his energy. stand up.

"Zheng Zhi!"

Someone called his name, Zheng Zhi raised his head, and the few people who usually have a good relationship had already arrived, reserved a place for him in advance, and were calling for him to come over.

When Zheng Zhi sat down, He Ye came out from behind.

The boy sitting next to Zheng Zhi said, "A goddess is a goddess. She looks good in school uniform, but she looks more beautiful in a long skirt."

"What's that?" Zheng Zhi asked casually after drinking his saliva.

"It's a fairy girl." The boy suddenly put his arms around Zheng Zhi's neck, and whispered in his ear, "Does this fairy girl in our class like you? Are you two married?"

Zheng Zhi pushed the person away in disgust, and took another sip of water: "Don't talk nonsense."

"Don't pretend, everyone knows about you."

Zheng Zhi frowned, he didn't care about it, but he always felt that it would make He Ye feel bad.

He Ye glanced at Zheng Zhi, who was almost late, and was relieved to see that he had already sat down.

The process of the school entrance banquet is very simple. The host asked the students and their parents to speak one after another. He Ye was beautiful and did a good job in the exam and could speak. She was a typical "other people's child" in the eyes of these parents. She stood on the stage and thanked Parents and teachers looked in Zheng Zhi's direction.

Zheng Zhi had no expression on his face, but he was a little unhappy in his heart.

In fact, if he really wants to find a girlfriend, no one is more suitable for him than He Ye, but for some reason, Zheng Zhi can't feel that way about He Ye.

He doesn't like people who are too active, especially if the person he doesn't like is too active, he will feel very troubled.

Fortunately, He Ye is a smart girl. When she looked at Zheng Zhi, she just said thank her good friends for accompanying her through the most unforgettable time in her life.

"I have always been a very conceited person. I have always wanted to be the best one since I was a child. Moreover, for me, as long as it is what I want, I will try my best to get it. But now I also understand , there are some things that I can't do if I'm good enough, life is so helpless." He Ye smiled, but there seemed to be tears in his eyes, this 18-year-old girl liked someone for the first time, It was the first time I was rejected, and it was the first time I realized that there were things I couldn’t do, “But life is still very long, and no one knows what will happen in the future. In short, I hope that all my friends will have a bright future. The guy I like...can be whoever he wants to be."

Zheng Zhi leaned on the back of the chair and looked at her, smiling and applauding her.

Boys and girls aged seventeen or eighteen have the purest and most beautiful longing for love. It is not a mistake to fall in love with anyone. Even if this relationship fails in the end, it is also a harvest in life.

Zheng Zhi felt that at least He Ye was rational and sober. He admired such a girl and regretted that he couldn't like her.

After the school entrance banquet, a few old classmates who had a good relationship made an appointment to hang out together.

Zheng Zhi was not really interested, but after all, he couldn't spoil other people's interest, so he simply followed everyone to the KTV.

The KTV they often go to is just behind Eleventh High School, and it’s not too far from the place where He Ye held the entrance banquet. After discussing with each other, they said that it’s getting cooler at night anyway, so why not just walk there, so that everyone can chat, After going their separate ways, who knows when they will be able to get together again.

Five or six people staggered towards that side. I don't know whether they were unintentional or intentional. Zheng Zhi and He Ye fell in the end.

Zheng Zhi felt a little embarrassed, but didn't know what to say to relieve it.

In the end, He Ye smiled and said to him: "What are you doing? Why do you act like your friends don't want to be with me?"

"No." Zheng Zhi quickly explained, "I'm just afraid that you won't want to talk to me because of this in the future."

He Ye looked at him with a smile, her eyes were a little red with a smile, she turned around, looked away, and said softly, "I'm not that kind of person."

A group of people wandered to the gate of the Eleventh High School. The few people in front were fighting and fighting, which was particularly conspicuous on the road. Zheng Zhi and He Ye'an walked quietly behind, chatting with each other occasionally, which was quite relaxing.

It's just that Zheng Zhi didn't notice when he was walking across the road from the school. In the small restaurant next to him, there was a person staring at him until he disappeared.

You Zeyi and his aunt were sitting there eating, when they heard the noise outside, they raised their heads subconsciously, but they didn't expect to see the person who made him ashamed all afternoon at a glance.

Zheng Zhi was wearing a pair of light-colored jeans and a white T-shirt, just like all ordinary clean and big boys. It was already dark outside, but the street lights were not on yet. In fact, he couldn't see people's faces clearly.

But as soon as You Ze knew it, it was Zheng Zhi.

He also knew that walking beside Zheng Zhi was the girl he had seen at the school gate last time.

In an instant, the originally relaxed mood fell to the bottom of the valley. It felt as if he was skating, and the solid ice surface under his feet suddenly shattered. Everyone around him was safe and sound, only he fell into the ice cave.

It was cold and uncomfortable, because I couldn't react for a while, and even forgot to ask for help.

"What are you looking at?" The aunt who was sitting opposite with her back to the door saw that something was wrong with You Zeyi, and looked back.

But when she turned around, that group of people had already gone away.

"It's okay." You Ze rubbed his nose, and said in a daze, "I seem to have seen my classmate just now."

Next, when the aunt was talking, You Zeyi had to work very hard to concentrate and listen, and she didn't express her own thoughts, except for nodding and responding with "ummm".

"Is it uncomfortable?" Auntie frowned and said worriedly, "Don't put too much pressure on you. Auntie doesn't have too high demands on you, so don't have any psychological burden."

You Ze nodded, tried to force a smile and said, "Auntie, don't worry, I'm fine. I didn't perform well in this exam. I will definitely improve next time and won't let you down."