When Lu Fang came out of the shower, he saw that the bedside lamp was still on, and Yu Ziqing was lying on his side on the bed with his eyes open and still awake.

His mobile phone was quietly placed on the bedside table next to him. He didn't play with his mobile phone, just laying down so quietly.

Lu Fang wiped two handfuls of hair with the towel in his hand, then went to the bed and reached out to touch Yu Ziqing's face.

"Aren't you sleeping yet?"

Only then did Yu Ziqing slowly raise his head to look at him, then snorted softly and replied, "Waiting for you."

It was also at this time that Lu Fang realized that Yu Ziqing's eyes were a little red.

Lu Anxin suddenly became confused, and Yu Ziqing was still fine before he went to take a bath.

Before Lu Fang could speak, Yu Ziqing had already got up and sat up by himself. The complex and turbulent emotions in his eyes made Lu Fang inexplicably feel tight in his chest, feeling that something was about to happen.

I saw Yu Ziqing reached out to take the mobile phone from the bedside table next to him, quickly searched for the official Weibo posted by the Lu family, and then slid to the comment interface below, clicked on the first comment and took it to Lu Fang before.

The text of the first comment was typed very long, and Lu Fang only had time to glance at it, and felt his heart suddenly hang in his throat.

When he opened the picture with trembling hands, he also heard Yu Ziqing ask in a complex, even slightly angry tone: "Why did you write this?"

The photo suddenly jumped out and was enlarged in front of Lu Fang. The familiar strokes made his hand holding the towel freeze suddenly.

The two faced each other quietly, and the air seemed to become suffocating in an instant.

The emotions in Lu Fang's chest surged chaotically. His first reaction was to see Yu Ziqing's face at the moment. When he looked up, he found that Yu Ziqing's eye circles had turned red again.

At this moment, Yu Ziqing was looking at himself with his mobile phone, as if he was suppressing his emotions severely, even his chest was rising and falling slightly.

Yu Ziqing's gaze at this moment is like a deadly medicine, so that Lu Fang has no time to think about it, so he can only choose to surrender.

After a long while, he managed to pick out a section from the complicated memory that he didn't want to think about too much. With an empty heart, he lowered his hands and explained himself to Yu Ziqing in a hoarse voice: "Because at that time... ... miss you very much."

Yu Ziqing shook his hands, almost unable to hold the phone.

He took a deep breath, put the phone back in front of him, lowered his head and began to rummage through the call records.

"Do you know? I haven't called Shen Kai yet." Yu Ziqing's voice was trembling but he put in a lot of effort, even though the tears accumulated in front of his eyes at this moment almost made him unable to read the words on the phone clearly.

Lu Fang lowered his eyes, watching Yu Ziqing find out Shen Kai's contact information.

At this time, he gently reached out and grabbed Yu Ziqing's wrist.

Yu Ziqing was startled, looked up at Lu Fang, and saw that the veins on his forehead were bulging, but he gritted his teeth and looked at him with a forbearance, his eyes were evasive and full of cowardice.

He moved his mouth, and finally forced a word out of his throat with an almost hoarse voice.

"Don't look for him, please."

Yu Ziqing's eardrums shook twice, and he looked at the man in front of him in disbelief.

Lu Fang's hand on his wrist increased slightly, as if he was eager to find some arguments to support his speech, but he could only forcefully throw out a weightless weight, "We have already get married."

There was even a rare trace of anxiety on his face. He pulled Yu Ziqing's hand over and held it firmly with both hands. When he spoke again, even his usual calmness and self-restraint disappeared.

"Maybe I... can do it, as long as you are willing to say it."

"What do you like, or... what do you like about him," Lu Fang had a very difficult time saying this, and he even had to pause for a while before he could force himself to continue speaking, his tone was urgent and gloomy, "Gentle, considerate Or something else that I don't have... I can change and learn."

"If you want you to tell me, I can even...become him."

"Just please, stay by my side... okay?"

When he said this, Lu Fang even bent his back slightly.

A tall man like him, but at this moment he showed such humbleness in front of Yu Ziqing.

He had dedicated all the embarrassing moments in the first half of his life to Yu Ziqing, and it seemed that even a little embarrassment at this moment would be nothing.

Yu Ziqing listened silently, but suddenly burst into tears. He shook off Lu Fang's hand forcefully, crying and shouting: "Lu Fang, you bastard."

Lu Fang panicked and immediately wanted to go up to hug him, but Yu Ziqing withdrew his body and leaned against the head of the bed covering his face.

He raised the mobile phone in his hand, and pressed the dial button under Lu Fang's almost desperate eyes.

Lu Fang's movements also seemed to be frozen at that moment.

Yu Ziqing's eyes were red and his lips were trembling slightly. He looked at the man in front of him with tears, gritted his teeth and tried to hold back his sobs.

The phone was connected after only two beeps, and Yu Ziqing immediately pressed the release button.

Shen Kui's gentle voice came from the other end of the phone immediately.

A "Qingqing" shouted out, as if the death sentence was directly pronounced on Lu Fang.

There was a dead silence in the air.

"I saw the news of your marriage on the Internet."

Yu Ziqing took a deep breath, trying to hold back his crying, and said to the phone: "I'm sorry, I was too tired yesterday... I didn't have time to call you back."

"It's okay," Shen Wei said immediately, "I'm calling...in fact, I just want to say congratulations to you personally."

"I think... I should at least have the right to bless you."

There was a hint of sadness in Shen Kai's words, but it was only for a moment, and then he said in a slightly raised and brisk tone: "It's just as long as you are happy."

Yu Ziqing stared at Lu Fang with red eyes, he said "um" and said "thank you", and finally he seemed to be unable to bear it anymore, and hurriedly said: "I'm going to rest."

Shen Kui responded lightly on the other end, said good night with a smile, and hung up the phone.

The phone screen gradually dimmed, and Yu Ziqing's tense breath just now seemed to have completely dissipated. He collapsed powerlessly, huddled in that corner and looked at Lu Fang who was not far away.

"Did you hear that? Shen Kui said, bless me."

"We've made that clear."

The tears started falling as soon as he opened his mouth, and then he cried more and more.

Lu Fang was startled, and the expression on his face loosened a bit.

"Lu Fang, you bastard." Yu Ziqing said it again, then reached out to wipe the tears on his face, his emotions exploded at this moment.

"Why do you ignore Shen Kui's phone calls?"

"Didn't you say you love me?"

At this point, Yu Ziqing finally couldn't hold back anymore, and let himself cry.

Lu Fang barely uttered the word "I", and then he stood there abruptly, with visible tension on his face and obvious bewilderment in his movements, he didn't even dare to touch the person hiding in the corner, It can only be explained in dry words.

"I thought about it before, even if you don't love me all the time, I can—"

"But I can't!" Yu Ziqing suddenly raised his voice.

Lu Fang looked at him in surprise.

Yu Ziqing looked at him, and said seriously, word by word: "Lu Fang, I don't want you to be like this."

As Yu Ziqing said, he finally got up slowly, leaned forward, and put it lightly on Lu Fang's shoulder. While crying, he said intermittently: "I really can't think calmly now, maybe I can speak a little bit more. There is no logic at all, but Lu Fang, I have very little courage, so I only dare to say it this time, so please listen carefully."

Lu Fang suddenly held his breath.

"I, Yu Ziqing, also have a heart."

"It was raining heavily in the freshman military training. You gave me your clothes and kissed me secretly. That was the first time I was moved."

"I fell off a cliff, and you rescued me in the middle of the night regardless of your life, and carried me down the mountain. That was my second heartbeat."

"At the dinner party after the military training, you confessed to me in the private room next door. That was the third time I was moved."

"And many times later, every time you held my hand, hugged me, and kissed me hard, your heartbeats followed like a shadow. These heartbeats were all related to Hu Yiyi, Shen Kai, Hu Hanlian, Shen Qinglei and even Bai Hui. It doesn't matter."

"It is so deformedly intertwined with the hatred for Hu Hanlian's family and the guilt for Shen Kui, which grows in my heart forever."

"I can't get rid of it."

"But you...can't deny its existence just because it's impure."

Lu Fang's breathing became rapid.

"If you insist on asking me when I fell in love with you thoroughly, I really can't answer."

"But when I realized that I began to care about your previous emotional experience, cared about your every move, and was willing to cooperate with all your emotions... I knew that I was destined to be on the final loser list of this long-planned revenge. Write my name, Yu Ziqing, on it."

"My guilt is sincere, and my loveliness is also sincere."

"The words buried in the ground during the earthquake were sincere, and the promise to marry you was also sincere."

"Qingqing..." Lu Fang called his name in a daze, and reached out to hug him, but Yu Ziqing stretched out his hand to hold him against his chest.

"But I'm also afraid, I'm just an ordinary person... In your eyes, Lu Fang, why am I unique?"

"Besides, I have never received such love from others... so I can't help but find a way out for myself. I only hope that one day when we finally come to the end, I can still pick up a little bit of humble, innocent love in front of you. Insignificant dignity."

"Lu Fang, when the earthquake happened, I said I would raise the stakes. I said, 'If you don't die, I will pay you all.'"

"Thinking about it, I'm also very cunning, because I really have nothing more to give you, so I can only use these two as bargaining chips in exchange with you.

Having said that, Yu Ziqing took a deep breath and looked straight into Lu Fang's eyes.

"But you are not at a loss, because no matter whether we can go out that day or not, in fact, I have already paid you these two things in advance—"

There was a brief blank in Lu Fang's mind, and then his heart exploded.

He didn't even care that Yu Ziqing hadn't finished speaking, so he lowered his head like crazy and blocked his mouth.

The author has something to say: the old mother burst into tears, and the sons will finally live happily together

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