Love Letters of Autistic Pretty Boys

Du Yu entered the attic.

The photo of him and Du Li was placed on the long table beside the bed. Looking at this photo in the past is completely different from seeing it now.

He sat by the bed and looked out the window, the glass greenhouse.

At first, because Du Li liked flowers, Du Yanyu found someone to build it alone.

He's been here for ten years.

Ten years, he missed ten years.

Height, appearance, and age have been changing, but his mind has never changed.

Ten years passed in a daze like a child.

Now, he has.

If it wasn't for Du Yanyu being shot, how long would he have forgotten.

Why would he forget this ten years.

Thinking about it, the memory seemed to be full of the smell of blood, the scene of Du Li falling into a pool of blood, the scene of Du Yanyu's arm splashing on his face, and the scene of Jiang Sheng's shoulders being bloody and bloody...

These are the most important people to him, and he is afraid, afraid of what will happen next, which he can no longer bear.

Why they get hurt, why it's always his most important people who get hurt.

Many times, he would get stuck in his own dead head.

Jiang Sheng was downstairs, sitting on the sofa without saying a word.

He knew that Du Yu was in a bad mood, so he wanted to give him some time to be quiet.

In the past two days, I have experienced many things.

Du Yanyu is still in the hospital, but Jiang Sheng still has no way to leave Du Yu and go to the hospital to see Du Yanyu.

Yao Xiaohui didn't know where she went. She probably didn't know about Du Yanyu's big accident.

The people in the Du family didn't know about it yet, and the house was as quiet as usual.

Fang's mother kept Du's house in order, and asked someone to prepare breakfast for Jiang Sheng. Seeing Jiang Sheng sitting on the sofa, she called him, "Mr. Jiang, come and eat, everything is over, this body can't be hungry, starve to death." It's not good."

Jiang Sheng was really not in the mood to eat, so he said, "I'm not hungry."

He glanced upstairs reluctantly, paused, thought for a while, and then changed his words, "Let's put that there first."

Fang's mother thought he would eat later, so she put the plate on the table. She talked a lot, and sighed, "Mr. Du didn't sleep all night last night. When he got the news this morning, he quickly followed the police. I'm afraid that A Yu will be caught. After all, what are those people doing to arrest us, Ayu, for money?"

Jiang Sheng let out a "hmm".

"Hey, it's really rich." Fang's mother shook her head, "When Mr. Du comes back, I have to mention it to him. In the future, I should not let Ah Yu go to any school. Don't say how much I can learn. Maybe something else will happen later, hey, Mr. Du, why didn't you come back with you?"

Jiang Sheng was silent for a while and said, "He is in the hospital."

"Hospital?"

Mother Fang knew what to do in the hospital without thinking, and asked nervously, "Did something happen to Mr. Du?"

"Yes." Jiang Sheng said, "I was shot in the arm."

"This, this...how did you get shot! Hey, this scared me to death." Fang's mother couldn't make out her anxious words, "Bullets don't have eyes, Mr. Du, don't let anything happen to you." , I have to go to the hospital immediately."

Seeing Fang's mother's appearance of leaving soon, Jiang Sheng thought for a while that he should go to the hospital to see Du Yanyu, so he stood up and said, "Wait a while, let's go together."

He glanced at the attic, picked up the plate of rice on the table, and walked towards the attic.

Last night Du Yu said he wanted to eat cake, but now there is no cake, so he can only let him drink some porridge to fill his stomach.

He pushed open the attic door, and said while pushing, "Ayu, have some porridge, we'll go to the hospital later..."

Before he finished speaking, he saw the scene in front of him.

Du Yu held the glass photo frame and scratched his arm fiercely.

The four corners of the glass photo frame are sharp and easily scratched, let alone scratching so hard like him.

Standing by the door, Jiang Sheng saw a few scratches on Du Yu's arm at a glance, and blood beads were still hanging on the scratches.

He hurriedly threw the rice plate aside, rushed over to hold Du Yu's hand in a few steps, and said loudly, "What are you doing! Did you see the bleeding!"

Du Yu looked at him with self-blame in his eyes, his face was still clean, but Jiang Sheng looked at him and felt something was different.

Hearing him speak again, there was no childish tone before, his voice was clear and clear, he held the photo frame tightly, full of guilt, "It's all my fault, it's my fault, A Sheng, I don't want to hurt anyone..."

Jiang Sheng was stunned.

Such a tone was completely beyond what the former Ah Yu could say.

He looked at Du Yu, lowered his voice, and asked tentatively, "Ah Yu, is your illness cured?"

Du Yu held the photo frame tightly and replied, "I'm fine, A Sheng, I'm fine."

After he finished speaking, he saw Jiang Sheng's shoulder, and thought of his injured father and brother who died...

His nose was sore, tears suddenly filled up in his eyes looking at Jiang Sheng, but they didn't drip for a long time.

His voice was choked, like a helpless child, he lowered his head, shook his head and said softly, "I don't want to hurt anyone..."

He attributed all of this to himself, and felt that all these tragedies happened because of himself.

He thought to himself, no one told him, in fact, all this has never had anything to do with him.

Du Li's death was caused by those gangsters, as well as Du Yanyu and Jiang Sheng, all because of those malicious people.

Jiang Sheng saw his few tears falling on the photo frame, and thought to himself, he is really healed.

Finally, I can speak and act like a normal person, feel sad, get hurt, and blame myself...

This has always been what everyone has been looking forward to, hoping that he will grow up and get better.

Even Jiang Sheng himself thought so.

But now, when Du Yu really got better, he saw him feeling sad because of self-blame.

Jiang Sheng suddenly thought, what's so good about growing up, it's actually not good at all.

No matter how happy you are, no matter how happy you are, how can you be so pure and happy when you are carefree.

Du Yu's sadness was silent.

No matter how he changed, he was always a kind person.

But he was too stubborn, he didn't want to hurt others, so he hurt himself.

Jiang Sheng stretched out his arms to hug him. The moment he saw the injury on his arm, he was so angry, and now he was so calm.

He looked out of the window and whispered, "I know, you want to hurt me so much."

You are the best person in the world, how can you hurt others.

Jiang Sheng patted him on the back, "Don't cry, you forgot that I told you that men don't cry easily."

He was the one in Jiang Sheng's heart, and when he cried, Jiang Sheng's heart became bad.

He said that he just wanted Du Yu to cry with joy.

In fact, Du Yu was not a crybaby at all, just because he was in a sad place, he shed a few tears.

It's healed now, but with tears on his face, he gently leaned against Jiang Sheng and said, "My father..."

Jiang Sheng answered, "Mr. Du will be fine. It's his arm that was hurt, so it won't be a serious problem."

After finishing speaking, he added another sentence, "Besides, Mr. Du will be very happy to see your recovery."

Du Yu said "Yes", "Father, he always hoped that I would get better."

"So you can't hurt yourself like this casually. No one was injured because of you. The one who shot was someone else. It has nothing to do with you. Ah Yu, don't blame yourself."

After Jiang Sheng finished speaking, he let go of his hand, and went to look at Du Yu's arm. There were a few fresh scratches. Fortunately, there were no dangerous tools in the room, otherwise Du Yu might not have scratched the photo frame.

The scratch is not serious, the skin is broken, and some blood drips out, it will be sterilized later, wrap it up, and it will be healed in a few days.

Jiang Sheng's tone was a little serious, "Look, who taught you to do this? You know you can't hurt others, but can you just hurt yourself like this?"

Du Yu was blocked and didn't know what to say, so he stammered, "I... I just..."

It's just that Du Yu didn't say anything.

The atmosphere is a little quiet.

Jiang Sheng looked at him, was silent for a while, and said, "Since you are well, I..."

He paused, "I... want to ask you, is your heart still the same as before?"

When Jiang Sheng said this, he was a little nervous. He looked at Du Yu's face and pretended to be calm.

Before Du Yu was with him, it was when he was not recovering from illness.

Now that he is fine, Jiang Sheng feels that he should respect what he said now.

Although he was a little nervous and a little scared.

I'm afraid he will tell Jiang Sheng, I didn't understand it then, but now I understand it, I don't want to be with you anymore.

Du Yu understood Jiang Sheng's meaning, and now he suddenly smiled on the nervous face that was blocked by Jiang Sheng just now.

The scenes with Jiang Sheng during this period of time appeared in his mind.

What he was missing was memory, not emotion.

The feelings for Jiang Sheng at that time were true.

Now, liking him is also true.

In the past, Du Yu was honest and simple enough.

Like it, or don't like it, it's clear in one sentence.

But seeing Jiang Sheng ask him so seriously now, he felt a little embarrassed, and remembered the things he did when he was ignorant.

He kissed Jiang Sheng in the car, licked his ears, and took advantage of Jiang Sheng while eating cake...

Scenes, thinking about it, almost made him blush.

I can't figure out how I have the nerve to do such a blatant thing.

There were other people in the car at the time.

This is his first love.

He used to be blank about feelings, and now he's like a nascent warrior trying to shake off his rawness.

He wanted to say stiffly in front of Jiang Sheng, yes, I just like you, just like before.

But in the end, he still couldn't do it. He just smiled a little shyly, scratched his neck, and gave a soft "hmm".

The author has something to say: There should not be many chapters coming to an end, and after Du Yu reconciled, I plan to write about the daily life of the two of them in the extra episode, and I will write more, because after careful consideration, I think it is indispensable to write about the daily life in the later text If the parents are short-tempered, it's better to end at the best time, let's write a sweet daily routine.Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated nutrient solution during 2020-06-1621 10:37:2020~06-1723-14 44:[-]:[-]~

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