Love Letters of Autistic Pretty Boys

This whisper is as sweet as soaking your heart in a sugar jar.

Jiang Sheng shook Du Yu's face lightly with his arm, tilted his head, and smiled softly, "I'm a cat?"

He asked rhetorically.

Du Yu frowned, and explained, "Ah Sheng licked Ah Yu, it's a cat."

Jiang Sheng laughed, "My cat is different from you."

"It's different..." Du Yu murmured.

"Want to know?"

Du Yu nodded.

Jiang Sheng smiled, "I'll tell you later."

He lowered his head and rubbed Du Yu's chin like Du Yu had rubbed his chin before. Du Yu probably enjoyed it, but he was a little ticklish, so he curled his neck and smiled in his arms.

"I was wrong." Jiang Sheng pinched his face, "If I am a cat, you are a mouse."

Du Yu looked slightly puzzled, "A Yu is a mouse..."

He was asking Jiang Sheng why he was a mouse.

Jiang Sheng didn't explain to him, just smiled and didn't answer.

Because cats eat mice.

The two quarreled in the attic for a while, and Fang's mother suddenly came up and knocked on the door, "Mr. Jiang, Miss Xue is here."

"Understood, go down immediately." Jiang Sheng replied to the door.

After finishing speaking, he rubbed Du Yu's hair and sat up, "A Yu, get up, I'm going downstairs to learn the piano."

Du Yu and Jiang Sheng were happy in the attic, but they were a little reluctant to be called to learn the piano all at once.

"Ayu, don't go."

He lay on Jiang Sheng's quilt, pouted slightly.

Jiang Sheng sat by the bed and looked at him, "What's the matter? Why don't you go?"

Du Yu suddenly moved behind Jiang Sheng, wrapping one arm around Jiang Sheng's waist, "A Yu wants to play with A Sheng."

He lay on the bed, let go of the other hand holding the photo box, looked up at the dangling hanging chain in front of him, and he and Jiang Sheng were right in front of him.

Du Yu couldn't tell why he liked this photo so much. Jiang Sheng lowered his head, and he raised his head. The profiles of the two are so similar. No, maybe it's not because of the similar profiles, but because of the similar eyes.

Eyes can’t deceive anyone, Jiang Sheng likes him, he also likes Jiang Sheng, he likes the eyes of a person, everyone is almost exactly the same, the eyes seem to be full of stars, dazzlingly bright but also gentle.

Although Du Yu didn't understand what that look meant, he just liked this photo. He stared at the photo box, once to the left, then to the right, his eyes rolled around, and his clean eyes were full of satisfaction. I like it, with a smile on the corner of my mouth.

Jiang Sheng looked down at him, and said to him gently, "Just come back and play after you finish your studies."

Du Yu stared at the photo box, shook his head, "No."

"You don't like playing the piano anymore?"

Du Yu stared blankly, he likes it, but he prefers to play with Jiang Sheng.

Jiang Sheng is the only one who is willing to play and make trouble with him.

Adults look down on those childish games.

The necklace in his hand was still swinging left and right, Du Yu nodded honestly and said, "A Yu likes it."

"Let's go then, get up."

Du Yu shook his head, "No."

The hands around Jiang Sheng's waist tightened, but he refused to go down.

Jiang Sheng couldn't figure out what he meant by that. Looking at the photo box in his hand, he suddenly remembered something, stretched out his hand, and snatched the photo box from his hand.

Du Yu thought that Jiang Sheng had repented, so he quickly sat up and stretched out his hand to ask Jiang Sheng, "Give it back to A Yu."

Jiang Sheng smiled, and was about to clarify with him, Fang's mother knocked on the door again outside and said, "Mr. Jiang, Ms. Xue asked me to ask, should I study downstairs or in the attic today."

Yesterday, in order to make it easier for Du Yu to learn the piano in the future, Du Yanyu ordered another piano and put it in the hall.

Du Yu kept trying to snatch the chain from Jiang Sheng's hand, so he bent down, stretched his head under Jiang Sheng's arm, and stretched out his hand to grab Jiang Sheng's hand.

While hiding, Jiang Sheng looked towards the doorway, "Study downstairs."

"Okay." Mother Fang got a response and went down.

Seeing Fang's mother gone, Jiang Sheng was just about to continue talking to Du Yu, who knew that Du Yu was in a hurry. He snatched this thing from Jiang Sheng in the first place, and seeing that he didn't speak or respond to him, I was really afraid that he would It's going to be taken away again.

So, when Jiang Sheng turned his face back, he kissed him several times in succession, on the cheek, then on the eyes, and then on the nose again.

There was only the sound of kisses in the attic, "mua", "mua", "mua"... because it was too quiet, the sound was very clear.

Jiang Sheng was dumbfounded by his kiss, and was in a daze for a long time.

Du Yu kissed very quickly, almost superficially, a little anxious, seeing that Jiang Sheng didn't respond, he quickly snatched the photo box from him, held it in his hand, and hid it behind his back.

"It's changed."

Du Yu's low voice was a little hurried, he explained in this way, with pitiful eyes, afraid that Jiang Sheng would not give it to him.

He had forgotten that, in fact, he had already exchanged with Jiang Sheng once before, but when he became anxious, he forgot everything.

Jiang Sheng touched his face, bowed his head and smiled, thinking that Du Yu was really innocent and cute.

He raised his head, "Since I gave you this thing, I won't ask for it back, do you understand, Ayu? I just want to tell you that you are not allowed to show this to anyone in the future, understand?"

Du Yu looked at Jiang Sheng half understanding, and murmured, "I won't show it..."

Jiang Sheng said, "That's right, you can't show it to others, not anyone, not Mama Fang, Uncle Fu, or Dad, you don't understand?"

Du Yu understood completely now, he nodded, "Ah Yu knows."

As he spoke, he took out the hand hidden behind him, opened his palm, looked down at the necklace, and murmured, "No one will see it."

Jiang Sheng rubbed his hair, "Yes, no one is allowed, remember."

If this photo is seen by others, everything will be clear.

He and Du Yu didn't just take a picture like this, if that was the case, Jiang Sheng wouldn't be worried.

But this picture, the way he and Du Yu looked at each other, was enough to explain everything. Anyone with a little brain could see what kind of look that was.

Jiang Sheng couldn't take that risk. Facing Du Yu's matter, he had to be more careful.

Everything has not stabilized yet. Now, his situation is like weeds on the plain. A spark has fallen into the plain. It depends on whether the fire will start a prairie fire or be wiped out.

Du Yu nodded obediently, "Ah Yu remembered."

"Also." Jiang Sheng said seriously, "In the future, someone will not be able to..."

He coughed twice, "You can't kiss me, and you can't hug me, understand?"

Du Yu's brows, which were peaceful just now, suddenly frowned, and his tone was extremely rebellious, "Ah Yu don't want it."

Jiang Sheng also knew that it was difficult to convince him, so he had to tell him in a good voice, "Ayu must be obedient, can you be obedient?"

Jiang Sheng didn't intend to explain those things to him word by word and tell him the reason, because even if he told him, Du Yu wouldn't understand.

Du Yu was so stubborn that he couldn't pull back eight cows. He was looking at the chain happily just now, but now he didn't even want to look at the chain. He just held it in his palm, his mouth was raised high, and his tone was stiff, " Ah Yu don't want it."

Seeing him like this, Jiang Sheng felt inexplicably wanting to laugh, and lowered his head, "Aren't you happy?"

Du Yu nodded, and told Jiang Sheng honestly, "Ah Yu is not happy."

His brows were still frowning, "A Yu just doesn't want it."

Jiang Sheng reached out and hugged him into his arms, patted him gently, "I know Ah Yu is unhappy."

Jiang Sheng hugged him tightly, and said softly, "But Ah Yu, I can't help it."

Those words made Jiang Sheng feel a little powerless, pale and powerless, as if a person fell into a dry well, and no one came to rescue him after shouting for days and nights. The feeling of desperately wanting to live but powerless is really terrible. Thoroughly.

There is nothing more powerless than not being able to protect the ones you love.

He also wanted to make Du Yu happy, but, he couldn't help it.

He thought about it for a long time, but it was almost impossible to realize it.

Going to tell Du Yanyu now is undoubtedly a dead end.

"I'm sorry, Ayu."

Jiang Sheng said modestly full of shame, and lightly leaned his head on Du Yu's shoulder.

Just this second, Jiang Sheng only allows this second, he can let go of his slack temporarily.

Even though Jiang Sheng is determined to take this path, he is also a human being, he will be afraid, hesitant, and at a loss.

What would Du Yanyu think of his feelings for Du Yu?Will it stop him and Du Yu?If he were to leave Du Yu, what would happen to Du Yu?What would others think of Du Yu?What will happen to him?

He had thought about all of these, and any moment before Du Yu recovered from his illness would not be the best time to confess.

In this relationship, the one who is destined to give the most is Jiang Sheng.

Du Yu didn't understand anything, as long as he was happy, as long as he was with Jiang Sheng all the time, he could do whatever he wanted, hug him whenever he wanted, kiss him whenever he wanted, he didn't have to worry about anything, he didn't have to think too much about anything. It's that simple.

Yes, Du Yanyu is indeed simple enough, pure enough, and frank enough, but all this is because there is a person standing in front of him, allowing him to be simple and pure.

And this person is him, Jiang Sheng.

This relationship was not acceptable to the world. There were too many obstacles between him and him. If it wasn't because Du Yu also liked him, Jiang Sheng would have given up long ago.

Maybe he will find a way to make Du Yanyu resign himself, or maybe he will just silently bury his thoughts in his heart and rot into the coffin.

However, Du Yu also liked him, so Jiang Sheng couldn't do this.

For the future of the two of them, Jiang Sheng needs to plan every step, calculate every step carefully, and make no mistakes, but Jiang Sheng doesn't need to let Du Yu know about this.

Of course he didn't want to stop Du Yu's desire for him, but with so many people and so many eyes, how could he not stop him.

Before everything is confessed.

I don't know if Jiang Sheng's apology made Du Yu understand something, or maybe Jiang Sheng's full of shame has already made Du Yu feel it.

As stubborn as a bull, he actually compromised.

He hugged Jiang Sheng and whispered softly, "A Yu is obedient."

作者有话要说：卡文了今天，写得有点慢了，不好意思啊，还有一更，明早来。感谢在2020-05-2823:13:42~2020-05-3023:54:46期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Erchun, I can be your daughter-in-law;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Erchun, I will be your daughter-in-law, so there are four; "Oh", a simple female high school student;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：大人30瓶；HUN23瓶；栗惟8瓶；瑕不掩瑜、咸蛋黄咸又黄5瓶；可乐4瓶；人间盛望、居居呀2瓶；锴哥是我白月光、有点咸1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!